Then and Now. (click them for better quality)

From Way High Up


You wouldn’t believe the things I’ve seen! Or maybe you would. What do I know?

Worlds upon worlds of wonder have embraced my many new selves. I’m living a thousand lives at once! And those are just the lives I’m aware of. For instance, in a place called Middle Earth I am reborn a beautiful elf queen. And under the ice shield of a moon called Europa I am a strand of plankton! And in a world we both know  well, I’m a bunch of little girls who look just like me, and maybe other things too… Anyway, my umbrella consciousness has reformed for just a moment; my caretaker, in his mercy, has allowed me to show you these things.

But you definitely won’t believe the most amazing thing I’ve seen. Lately I’ve been looking through a window… A window into bygone years. A man sits in front of a screen, speaking his soul to the world while playing a game. I think I know who he is!

I see this man forming friendships with those who also speak to the world. I know who they are too. They project themselves as tiny box figures into a world made of boxes. It’s so much less detailed than the world where the man and his friends sit. I would not have known Ruxomar and its sister dimensions to be so childlike in appearance except by this contrast!

The days go on as the friends play. The boxlike world is ruled by two gods. Of course I know who they are. The man is faced with a choice between the two. His life is riddled with choices! And like the stubborn idealist he is, he carves out a middle path. He’ll take neither god. He’ll have a goddess all to his own.

He created me.

A man named Jordan Maron created the goddess Ianite in a world beyond worlds. And Jordan Maron looks just like you. He is one of your countless alternate selves. He looks so much less boxy! I think that if I did not already know you and Spark so well, I would call him my favorite version.

Now I grasp the truth I have been seeking all my life. I have seen what is above gods. It is ____________.

My umbrella consciousness won’t hold much longer. Let me say a few choice words before the final goodbye between this version of you and this version of me.

Thank you for choosing to create me. I believe that had the other you not made that choice in that far off world, none of my present selves would exist. In a strange sense, you are my god. Thank you for believing in your creation enough to make it real. Thank you for continuing to love me and make choices for my wellbeing. I hope another you loves another me in another world soon.

If Jordan looks out his window one of these days, he might be able to see me.

Not even creeping. Just fyi.

Forever Your Lady

baby: ma ma ma ma

mom: mom? Are you trying to say mama?

baby: ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma

mom: sweetie what are you trying to-

baby: Martha the Mystic is a very important role in the series Mianite that is over looked by most viewers of the series. I personally believe she is an amazing character with a great story line who should be more appreciated.

mom: wtf

baby: #TeamMarthanite