my body now wakes me up at like 4 in the morning to check for updates. i dont even set an alarm my brain is just like WAKE UP BITCH ITS JI HANSOL TIME HE NEEDS YOU. so i go through my activity feed to see if he’s liked anything or followed anyone, usually its just ian eastwood dancing videos or his friends selfies. they i go through his tagged photos to see if he’s been tagged in anything by his friends, if he hasnt (which he never is) i’ll go on his friends profiles to double check just in case they didn’t tag him. then i go on his friends stories to see if he’s in them. then after i do all that i go on twitter to see if he’s been spotted or if anyone has spotted anything that i’ve missed.
and now that the whole company is in jeju, i’m checking every single fucking person who works at sm’s instagrams to see if he’s in the background of anything at all
and i repeat that process like every 30 minutes all day