iM UPSET OK

i think one of the reasons that i like cal so much is that he has ambitions and goals and dreams outside of mare

the most disgusting part of this is, america is really showing its true colors. everyone who says racism is dead can shut the fuck up. this is racism right here. this is a man in 2016 spewing this racist, sexist, islamophobic, homophobic shit, and he’s giving all the racist cowards here a chance to put white, heterosexual, male interests back into power. he is voicing all the things people have been to scared to say. thats why this took us all by surprise, bc people were embarrassed to say they were voting for him, these people are literally everything that is wrong with this country and they’re about to put someone just like them in power

the thing is: i love all SHINee members nd i really think they r so damn talented nd have improved a lot through all these years. so thats why i want SO badly that everybody sees that TAEMIN is more than a dancer this kid really sings well; that MINHO is not just a pretty face he can sing not just rap nd his acting skills r becoming better; that KIBUM isnt just a fashion guy for gods sake he can dance sing act is there anything this boy cannot do?; that JONGHYUN is more than a cry boy (or a sexy guy) he makes art he writes composes and produces his own songs he even wrote a book!; that JINKIs occupation is NOT break things with his finger (!!!!!!!hELp) his voice is pure honey his acting is amazing wth is wrong with those tv shows?! idk… i just wish ppl could hv more respect for who they r nd what they do. is there any sense in what im saying? whatever~

even’s mental illness becoming common knowledge now and without his consent is so horrible, especially given how hard he worked to keep it a secret. it makes me angry and upset. but despite that, and despite vilde’s complete insensitivity, i have hope that things will turn out in much the same way things did for isak. i just see a lot of parallels. isak was outed without his consent and it was absolutely horrible and incredibly wrong of emma, but he was able to work through it and in the end the people he cared about and loved didn’t stop loving him. they supported him and accepted him and quelled his worries, and now he has people to openly communicate with when he needs to. 

now even’s mental illness has been revealed without his consent, and it’s equally as horrible and terribly wrong of someone to do that. but given the parallelism, i have hope, even if it’s just a little, that he will work his way through it, and that the people who really matter won’t hesitate to be there for him, and will never stop loving and caring for him. isak has already shown that through his actions and his reaction to vilde’s words. of course there will be people who are ignorant and insensitive, but in the end, the people that really matter will love and support even unconditionally. he will always have people there for him, to whom he can communicate his worries, and whom he never has to hide a part of himself from. 

Im going to bed now cause i still have school tom obviously so goodnight to me then- TvT

tanaka

im literally almost crying rn bc like,,,, the brain named itself yeah but the brain doesnt know anything about itself. like we have classes and a whole science field dedicated to figuring out brain functions and how the brain works but this information isnt like,,, readily available. the brain doesnt know who or what it is. we sit there wondering what it does and what certain functions of our brain do because our brain just,,, doesnt know,,, ,our own brains are lost and confused and are having a permanent identity crisis