i;m really sorry

NCT irl at Kcon2017

Oooohhhh fuck can I just start off with they’re all really fucking attractive and pictures don’t do them justice? Like seriously pictures cannot contain how perfect they are.

Taeil: He’s super cute like really cute. His body is even cute. He’s like right in the middle not super tall but not short. When u look at his face u just wanna smile. Really smooth skin like u wanna rub it, it’s like after u shave ur legs. Has big puppy dog eyes like u finna get lost in them shits sis. His hair is very nice and looks healthy, his hair kinda looks weird sometimes in photos but it really suits him irl!!! Some girl got chosen for Doyoung and Taeil to sing a song to her and Taeil sang a Bruno mars song I’m sorry I really can’t remember what it’s called but you guys know that one Bruno mars love song. His English was PRECIOUS he has a very sweet sing song voice. Everyone melted when he sang the Bruno Mars song like GODDDD boy really can sing well!! He’s a super cute puppy flower boy, he gives off pretty boy vibes 🌸. He was smiling a smol cute little smile the whole time he was very precious and I just wanted to love him.

Taeyong: MY FUCKING BIAS. WOOOW HES SOOO ATTRACTIVE WAS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE??? I WAS IN THE RED CARPET TAKING PICS THEN HE CAME OUT AND I JUST I PUT MY PHONE DOWN AND STARED AT HIM I HAD TO EXPERIENCE HIS BEAUTY RIGHT THERE MY MOUTH GOT FUCKING DRY AT HIS BEAUTY. Super nice skin super cute lil sweet heart trying to please everyone fan interaction every time u turn around. When he dances he GETS INTO IT his hair flops all around it’s really adorable! He hits all his moves super sharp and it’s very pleasing to see. He had a solo before all the other boys came out and he KILT THAT SHIT everyone was in shock because it was so good. He was very nervous and I was like abt to cry bc that’s my baby and no. He was talking in English and messed up and he DID THE CUTEST SHIT EVER he just looked at the ground and started smiling and all the boys just patted his back everyone said “awww” tho so I hope that made him feel better. Really a perfectionist, tried his hardest to speak really good English, ohh boy his English voice is cuteeeeee. He kept taking his jacket off because he was gettin hot. Has nice arms, the boys weren’t lying ab those veins girl u can see them from miles away, he has nice hands too. He’s kinda like Taeil he’s not very tall he’s more on the shorter side but very nice thin pretty dancer body. He was so pretty?They had a little fan interaction wheel of fortune thingy and he kept doing all the little popular American dances he was gettin it in. On stage he’s got a very sexy idgaf vibe, but in reality he’s cute and quiet. A fan had the same hair color as him and when he walked by her he pointed to his hair and then hers and gave a thumbs up. In all he really works hard and you can tell he really cares for everyone especially his members, he’s very nervous but once he gets past that he’s super cute and wants to make sure fans have a good time. ALSO HES FUCKING GORGEOUS I CANT EXPLAIN.

Johnny: BIG HES BIG TALL LEAN BUT MUSCULAR BUILD HE’S THE EPITOME OF A MAN. Very tall, I was at his elbow. He was right next to me and I almost fainted he was so hot. He has these little patches that look like irritated or inflamed skin on his left cheek near his neck and under his jaw his makeup artists covered it really well tho so I really couldn’t tell. He has flawless pore less skin it looked really soft and dewy. His hair was actual sex, the pictures don’t do him justice he fucking ROCKS this hair and it makes him give off sexy vibes. When I told him I loved him he gave me the sweetest smile ever and ugh I melted. Very polite baby!! Asked how everyone in my isle was doing and waved to everyone! I can’t get over how nice his body was I just wanted him to wrap me up in his arms so badly they looked so strong, his body is actually pretty wide but he’s lean and muscular, like he could engulf you. Bless those stylists tho bc his clothes fit him really well and he looked very cute. He’s a precious pure baby in a big sexy man body, he was smiling the whole concert everyone was PIPING HIS HEAD YO. He was talking and it got quiet and he was asking the members to show something and asking the girl who got picked for the song to pick a singing member and a girl in my isle screamed “I pick you Johnny” and he couldn’t contain his smile and laughter like he was cracking tf up. Every time it got quiet I would scream Johnny along with 2-3 other people in my isle and he would smile SO BIG. He was really happy, lots of Johnny stans there. His legs are big and long, when he dances you can see how big they are, he was smirking the whole cherry bomb choreo bc everyone kept screaming his name. In all he was extremely extremely handsome I wasn’t ready I had no idea how handsome he was! He’s so underrated please love him he deserves it. He’s a cute shy baby with a sexy face and body like he would treat u so well I can just tell. I really wanna meet him again!

Win win: PRINCE OF FUCKING CHINA. Huge eyes like they’re half his face. Symmetrical face with very nice features. Sort of round face. Good hair, pretty doll lips. He’s sort of on the shorter side and he’s thin but not as thin as Taeyong. He was gettin hyped, there were a lot of win win stans with little signs and stuff. He didn’t speak any English but listened very intently when Mark and Johnny and the others spoke English, you can tell he really wants to learn. I feel like he’s a fast learner. Very articulate and energetic dancer, looks like he’s having the time of his life on stage. Laughs at anything the members say, he really loves them. I was wearing an nct banner on my shoulders and he pointed at it and gave a heart and I thought I died for a sec. He tries to make sure every fan can see him like when they were waving goodbye he took the longest and kept stopping to wave 😂. He’s a cute baby and sometimes it seems like he isn’t thinking about anything? He loves being on stage and dances amazing I was so impressed by him, the other members all dance very well too. He seems very innocent and sweet, he works very hard and does a very energetic stage. Really tho he’s so handsome like prince of China frfr.

Jaehyun: TALL BABY! HANDSOME BABY! PRETTY BABY! MUSCULAR BABY! He really is tall, almost as tall as Johnny. Definitely most muscular in NCT he has BIG arms, you can see through his clothes how defined he is. His voice is deep, like deeper than on the actual tracks. AMAZING LIVE Singer. He sang live the whole time and everyone was amazed. He’s actually very good at dancing!!! A real man!! The type of guy u wanna wife up. Shy but confident, very smiley and cute with his members. His hair is really nice I wanted to run my hands through it so bad. When he was in the isle with me he kept looking around and licking his lips 😫😫. He’s really built so well and his voice sounds like honey. Actual prince. You think he looks good in pictures? Well if you see him in real life your gonna be blown back by his handsomeness.
Actor like chiseled features, looks like his jawline will cut you. Big eyes, small face. He was very pale, but not extremely pale he was just very symmetrical and perfect looking, he looked like if you could create the perfect man. Overall he seemed like a cute reserved sweet heart, once again shockingly handsome and sexy but also very cute!

Doyoung: BEAGLE! THIS BOY IS TALL AND CUTE! THIS BOY IS BOYFRIEND MATERIAL! He has very circular big eyes, he’s pretty thin. Legs r long as fuck they look like they’re his whole body. Sweet high voice when he sings, he sings very well live. When he was singing to the girl i was shocked how nice his voice really was. Cute hair, it’s also kinda thin. He gives off cutesy boyfriend vibes. Aesthetic boyfriend. Model boyfriend. Very well spoken and articulate. Very chic! Once again he seems like a model or something. All his clothes looked like he was modeling them. Cute stage presence equally cute up close. He wasn’t shy at all he just walked down the isle I was like damn ok. He has this sort of happy but chic aura. This boy knows what he’s doing he’s very good. Overall I just wanna walk through ny with him and take aesthetic pictures, such a boyfriend oml.

Yuta: HANSOME! SMART! LIKE REALLY DAMN HANDSOME! He’s a bias wrecker, he damn near stole my heart. Sexy boy fr tho idk if he knows how sexy he is tho. Good dancer too. DEEP DEEP VOICE FUCKKKK. His Korean is really good too. He’s in the middle for height also. When he dances he thrusts his hips a lot. You know that part in the beginning of cherry bomb the “I’m the biggest hit” part? Boy was thrusting his hips super hard. Nice body, also kinda thin but somewhat muscular. Really attractive and handsome, it’s like he commands your attention and leaves you wanting more. More of a smirk than a smile on stage. Cocky and sexy on and off stage, off stage he’s a tiny bit more cute tho. Sexy without trying sort of dancing. Sweater paws the whole night! He wasn’t sweating super bad despite his million layers of clothes. Seems like the school bad boy. Major bad boy vibes. Watch out tho bc then he’ll do some cute shit and steal ur heart. Overall very sexy with a good stage presence, I feel like he’s very cocky but in a good way like it’s hot, MAJOR BIAS WRECKER.

Mark: SUPER CUTE SUNSHINE BABY TRYING HIS BEST HE WANTS TO PLEASE YOU HES A GIFT FROM GOD! When I tell you the cutest most sweetest lil baby ever I mean it. Little baby facial features with big round eyes. His voice is surprisingly deep in real life? Tries to give bad boy sexy vibes on stage but just ends up being a cutie. PROTECT HIM. He can dance very well I would say one of the best dancers. FULL OF ENERGY THE WHOLE NIGHT. His hair was all floppy and bouncing around it was so precious. He was getting down to the wheel of fortune song like he was actually dancing really well to the random tune. He’s just so super cute and smiley UGJ. He will brighten your day. He was nervous and kept stuttering in English and smiling at the floor it was cute. His English voice is so nice to hear it’s like the perfect tone it just sort of flows into you ears. Bouncing around the stage the whole night. TRYING HIS ABSOLUTE HARDEST AND BEST. Really hard worker. Sweating a bit but it was cute. Everything he does is cute. Overall I jut wanna protect him and watch him grow and get more popular, he’s really so lovable.

Haechan: AWWWWWWW CUTE LIL BABY BOY! SOOO EXCITED AB EVERYTHING! When he dances he also bounces around. SMOL! Heart piercing smile! SMIRKING THROUGH EVERY PERFORMANCE. It’s funny because he thinks he’s older than he is and it’s really cute. CUTE PRECIOUS BABY FAT I HOPE IT NEVR GOES AWAY. Sweet baby face and very interesting and melodic voice. I’m smiling while I write this y'all he was so cute in his little shorts. He was so fucking happy and excited just really super precious. He can dance really well too he killed his solo thingy. Really sweet baby you would never know how much of a trouble maker he was. He’s really the cutest lil thing and so excited he couldn’t contain it! God I just wanna protect him.


I’m really not sure about the ending but I didn’t want to keep you waiting any longer! Thank you for reading and for being so excited about me writing again after months of nothing- it means the whole world and more (also thank you if you’ve even bothered to read this boring, sappy note). 

Enjoy my lovelies and let me know your thoughts, I’m quite proud of the most part of this xx

Originally posted by ohstylesno

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anonymous asked:

is it true your dads cancer has developed to stage 4? there's been rumors. if so i'm really sorry and i'll keep him in my thoughts and prayers. your father was the highlight of my childhood and i hope he feels better soon. sorry for prying!

“Friends and supporters, This is the update I never wanted to write. During moments of distress and heartache, time can become a friend and ease us down the road from our pain. Our hearts become a little lighter and we allow ourselves to hope. But as many of you know, cancer has its own agenda. Stefan’s post-surgery diagnosis revealed devastating news - his condition has progressed to Stage 4. As his wife Steina said, “life expectancy is significantly impaired.” Despite the best efforts of his excellent Icelandic medical team, and Stefan’s personal heroism, there is no apparent cure. There are always experimental processes, and they will be woven into the fabric of Stefan’s care if at all possible. But for now and the immediate future, family and friends are concentrating on being positive, giving Stefan whatever he needs to recover from his most recent surgery, and regain his energy for as long as possible. He is an extraordinary man - do I need to tell you that? He is moving beyond fear to a courageous and practical frame of mind. He has plans for several projects which I am certain will delight his fans worldwide. And so I come to the part of this message where I put on my fundraising hat. You have all been so generous and kind these past few months, as our running total will attest. Can you do more? It’s hard to ask, but that is my job and I’m going to keep asking until people start throwing rocks at me. I want us to raise a staggering amount so that Stefan will not have to bear the additional worry of his family’s future, at least in the short term. Thank you for your kindness and your concern for our friend Stefan. Help spread the word!” - As written by Mark Valenti (who is in charge of the fundraising). 
The paragraph is copy pasted from the gofundme site that you can find here: https://www.gofundme.com/2tm9tqk

In other words, yes. It has been confirmed that it is terminal. He will not grow to be an old man. There is no way of saying how long he has left and believe me when I say that it’s frustrating for us too. I would prefer to not answer further questions on the matter and while I’m not upset with any of the people who have contacted me or sent asks, I would like to ask you all to contact Mark and watch for updates on gofundme as well as on the facebook site rather than contacting me directly. Thank you all for the kind words. 

I just realized that my rent is due Friday and I do not have enough money. I am four hundred dollars short. If anyone can please help me and donate a bit, that would be really helpful, I just woke up and looked at my bank account and started panicking. 😳. My venmo is elanabb and my paypal is eburg917@gmail.com … anything you can send is helpful thank you so much . I’m really sorry for asking 😣


???: “Oh, I’m Rick? You don’t remember my face?”
Rowan: “I’m really sorry..?”
Rick: “Ah.. We both volunteer at the Soup Kitchen on Sundays! I’ve seen you in the hallways before. I always come in at 12, just when you’re about to leave, right? You always have shifts from 9 to 12, if I remember correctly?”
Rowan: “Oh! Now you say it, yeah.. I think I’ve seen you before. You did look familiar actually. I’m really sorry for not recognizing you..”
Rick: “It’s okay! We’ve never really spoken before so I understand. Honestly, I’ve been wanting to talk to you.. but every time I go looking for you, you already left or somehow you’ve to dodge me one way or another.”
Rowan: “Oh, I’m sorry! It’s not on purpose, I swear.”

anonymous asked:

Heyo~, I definitely don't mean to rush you and you should definitely take your time (and also take care of yourself and ignore the haters and eat well and rest your hand and--) but I was just wondering when you're thinking of posting the 2nd arc? I'm really sorry if this question bothers you, I just kinda want the angst and pain ;-;

LOL nah I don’t mind this q at all! I’ll copy paste my itinerary for this week directly from my notes because what do I not share w u guys anymore:

“IMPORTANT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!

1. Shitpost
2. Motivational legg✅
3. Legfam hobi intro w/ joon "natural disaster”
4. Legfam stickers
5. Bangtan w dogs sticker+ dog jimin+jk w all the dogs
6. Tae’s flashback
7. Prints for mutant au&Leg Fam
8. FINISH THAT JINKOOK ARC u soggy fool"

As u can see my priorities are all over the place LOL but I’ll try my hardest to get through this list this week so that I can open my store around Friday or Saturday. Most of the stuff on this list is for the store which will be released this week so def after this I can actually have time to sit down and start on it! Crosses fingers I can do it next week 😭


After the events of Pony Prom, this blog will likely be getting a name change and content change. I will not continue Adelaide’s story, and this will change into a full art blog. 

This story has been much more trouble than it’s worth as I find myself wholly uninterested too much to continue it. It feels so much more like a stressful chore looming over me than something fun to show everyone.  I will still draw a TON of Adelaide and Fain as they are my two closest OC’s and I love them to bits, so you’ll still see a ton of them around. It’ll just be accompanied with other art as well (probably a lot of musical/broadway stuff lol)

If that’s not something you are a fan of, I’m really sorry for letting you down and I understand if you don’t want to follow me anymore. I just really dislike that this is my primary blog when I want to give people asks and branch out and it makes me feel confined. I explored a lot of options but I think this one is the best!

So there you have it! Thanks for reading and thank you very much to the lovely people that will stick around!

Camp Camp self-insert

This is for that one anon that requested a self-insert fic for camp camp. I’m really sorry it took so long, things have been pretty hectic but it’s done now! 

It was a staggeringly hot summer day. It was so hot that all of the bus windows were open, allowing the wind to weave in and out. You brush some hair from your eyes. You prayed the bus would stop soon, but looking out the window convinced you that that was unlikely. There was just trees, trees, and more trees. Hardly a fitting location for (Your preferred camp), but to your surprise the bus turned down a wide, dirt road and stopped in front of a campsite that looks like it had been shut down for years. You were about to ask the bus driver if he was sure this was your stop when a tall, red-headed man jogged up to the bus. He was wearing a camp uniform.

You groaned. This was the place, alright.

You were escorted out by the bus driver. You only now notice that he has a hook for a hand. You shudder. That couldn’t possibly be safe to drive with.

“Hello! Welcome to Camp Campbell! I’m David, and this is my partner Gwen!” The tall red-headed man, David, said, gesturing to the woman standing beside him. She looked like she hadn’t slept in days.

David, on the other hand, was so bright and awake he seemed almost unreal. You resisted the urge to step back.

“Um, hello. I’m (Y/N). Is…this really Camp Campbell? No offence but it looks kinda run down…” You look around again, doubting that this place was safe at all. This must be a new-recruit prank, you tell yourself. 

“Yep! This is the place! I know it looks a little rickety,” David was interrupted by a loose board falling off one of the roofs, “….buuut, all it needs is a little love!” David cleared his throat and flashed you the happiest smile you’ve ever seen in your life. You couldn’t decide if you liked this man or not.

“Uh, okay. If you say so. Where are the other campers?” You ask, noting yet again how deserted this place seemed. A sinking feeling settled in your gut as you suddenly doubted there were any other campers. It was quiet. Too quiet.

“Oh,” David flicked his wrist towards the forest, “They’re all on a nature hike with our very own Mr. Campbell! He doesn’t come by often so the kids were all ecstatic for this opportunity! Well, not all of them! One of our campers stayed behind to greet you!”

“Yeah right, you and I both know he just wants to steal the bus again.” Gwen grumbled, finally speaking.

“Oh, don’t say that! I’m sure he’s just as excited to greet (Y/N) as we are! Isn’t that right, Max?” David called over his shoulder into a particularly dark patch of trees.

“Suck a dick, David.” Snapped the shadows. A few seconds later a boy walked out.

You examined him for a moment. He was kind of short, with black fluffy hair, bronze skin, and bluey-green eyes. There were dark bags under them. If you thought Gwen looked tired, this kid was exhausted.

“Uh, hi. I’m (Y/N)” You said, waving a little.

The boy, Max, just looked at you for a moment, not even seeming to register your presence, before turning back to David.

“Who the fuck is that?” He demanded.

“They just told you! (Y/N)!” David said, almost bouncing.

“Obviously, but why are we getting new campers halfway into summer.” He deadpanned.

“Well, why don’t you ask them!” David grinned. He turned and led Gwen away. You could hear him whispering something about ‘making new friends’ as he walked away. You turned back to Max.

“So. How did you get roped into this?” He asked. “This isn’t exactly what I’d call a vacation resort.”

“Actually, my parents sent me here to get me out of the house. It didn’t look like this in the commercial or on the brochure. Is it always this bad?” You asked. For a second you thought you saw sympathy in Max’s eyes, but it was gone so fast you couldn’t tell if you imagined it or not.

“Pretty much. The camps a wreck, the counsellor’s are too fucking stupid to take a hint, especially David, and it’s about as safe as a pit of spikes. But what do I know? I’m just a kid.” He shrugged.

You laughed.

“What’s so funny?” He glared.

“I dunno, I like your sense of humour. Very deadpan. It’s good.” You smiled.

Max looked surprised for a second, then he scowled.

“Yeah well, you’ll get sick of it eventually. Everyone else does.” He shrugged and started walking back toward camp.

“So,” You started, jogging to catch up. It wasn’t hard, really. He had short legs. “That David guy? Is he always that…..that..” You grasped for a word.

“Fucking annoying? Yeah, pretty much. He’s the stupidest person you’ll ever meet. Last week he hired a fucking cultist as a co-counsellor.

“What!? Really?” You asked, startled.

Max looked at you for a moment, seeming to assess your reaction.

“..no.” He said, looking ahead, again. “I was just fucking with you. Nothing that bad has happened. But I wouldn’t put it past him.”

You sighed, relieved.

“Uh, so do you really hate him that much? Sure, he’s annoying and childish but he seems alright. He seems to like you.”

“Yeah, maybe, but it’s not a reciprocated feeling.” Max glared at the dirt. “Don’t take David’s word for anything that makes anyone sound excited. Nobody was ‘ecstatic’ for that walk. Pretty sure that that Campbell guy is a fugitive.”

You thought about that for a moment, and decided that Max must be joking again.

“So, the others? What are they like?” You asked, nearly tripping over a tree root.

“Watch your step. Most of them suck, one or two are okay though. You’ll meet them when they get here.”

“Only one or two? What are their names?” You stopped walking.

“Well,” Max said, also stopping, “one is the biggest fucking nerd you’ll ever meet. Dude codes in his downtime, it’s weird. His name is Neil. The other is more energetic than David, if that’s even possible, but she’s more chaotic. Her name is Nikki. You’ll meet them soon.”

“They sound alright. Are you going to introduce me?” You ask.

“What? Why? Can’t you speak for yourself?” He scrunched up his face, you couldn’t tell if he was annoyed or confused. Or maybe both.

“Relax, asshole. I was just kidding.” You roll your eyes, “I can already tell this summer is going to be a nightmare…”

“Yeah? Get with the program.” Max looked up suddenly. You followed his gaze to a boy and girl walking towards him. You could tell that this was the Neil and Nikki he told you about. “But it isn’t all bad.”

Max walked over to meet his friends halfway, and waved at you to follow.

Yeah, maybe it won’t be all bad.

soapy0-0  asked:

Hey! Can you hook me up with some texting fics? I'm currently writing a variation of one and I'm looking for how others have formatted them. Also I recently discovered that I really like them! Can't remember if I've read any in Ereri but one or two in another fandom. Thanks!!

Eeeeee Soapy! I’m really sorry I’m late to reply to your ask. :o We have a small [texting] tag with about 5 or 6 fics in there, but this is the only other one I can find! I hope it isn’t too late~

Wrong Number
Summary: /Hey, this is u right?/
     Levi scowled down at his phone, rereading the message from an unknown sender. The area code was the same as his, so it was safe to assume this was just a wrong number situation.
     That wasn’t going to stop him from fucking with a stranger, though. It was a passion of his.
     /Yeah whats up./


I'm trying

Hi guys, gals, and non binary pals, I’m so sorry if my outfits are bad at the moment if you guys don’t know. I am underage and I have recently been kind of disowned by my mother (I don’t live with her anymore) and I don’t talk to her at all and it’s kind of just been taking a toll. It happened a couple days ago I’ve just been having trouble concentrating on making these outfits and making things ill still be posting daily, I’m just really sorry if I’m a bit off. If you would like I still request your like nice outfits like the ones that are a bit harder to do I might not do them right away because right now I’m getting I’m just so depressed I can’t do anything. I’m really sorry.

Guys I’m really sorry but with less than 48 hours to go, it’s just humanly impossible to answer over 450+ messages. I’m probably going through every 20th now (if that). I’m no longer theorising. I’m done with the hardcore theories. Messages and posts that are on really light topics like “what if” or “did you notice this” are fine and will continue, but for the most part, I’m shifting from theories to just farewelling PLL now. Everyone has their own theories and everyone has locked in their final predictions now - I just feel like there’s no point reading and posting anymore theories, and that it’s best if we all just focus on farewelling this experience. I hope this doesn’t come across harsh that I’m ending this experience with more than 400 unanswered messages, but I just want to spend the final 48 hours reminiscing, farewelling and having fun, rather than trying to connect dots that probably won’t even be connected in the finale #lowexpectations

On a final note, feel free to send through your absolute final predictions! Light topical conversations like that are fun :)

anonymous asked:

Top 10 times Yuuri was savage af but also oblivious af?? We all know he's sassy when he wants to be but can we see the times when he wasn't even trying and left, like, some obnoxious frat boy in tears while phichit snaps a pic of yuuri's oblivious ass strolling off

This is a little too difficult for me to do as I’ve already done a savage Yuuri and an oblivious Yuuri! I just don’t have enough new ideas for this one, I’m really sorry!

A message I just sent one of my coworkers:

“Hey! I’m really sorry for saying this but I just need someone to cover Sunday from 6:45-11 for me and then I can go see the rest of my family in the hills for the weekend. I’ve done you a lot of favors by covering for you and it’d be really nice if you could pay me back for just this one time.”

Honestly, if he says no I’m going to be real shitty and tell him I can’t work his shift on Friday anymore. Also, this idiot wants to get a second job because he “never gets hours” um yes the fuck you do you just always ask me to cover for you.

Caught In a Dream pt. 2

Originally posted by sugutie

Genre; extreme angst

Word Count; 1.6k

Warnings; none if you don’t count cursing

A/N; I’m really sorry to everyone who thought I was copying another writer. I am not trying to copy anyone. Please don’t make assumptions. Thank you.

JungKook woke up the next morning, groggy. Feeling an arm draped over his body, he softly leaned in a little more, thinking it was ShiYoung. Turning his body over, he softly inhaled your scent.


JungKook hurriedly opened his eyes, seeing you lay there, peacefully sleeping with your head buried in his chest.

No, no, no. This can’t be happening!

He would never cheat on ShiYoung and he would most definitely not cheat on ShiYoung with you. Not you. You were his best friend. You were also ShiYoung’s best friend. He didn’t want to think any harder about how this would end up if ShiYoung found out.

Hastily, JungKook sat up, trying his best not to wake you as he looked around the room. 

His clothes, where are his clothes. He wandered around the room, looking for his clothing. When he was completely dressed, JungKook looked at you one last time.

“I’m sorry, (Y/N),” he whispered as he bolted out of the room.

You sat on the couch a few days after the incident, FaceTiming JiHoon. You told him about everything that’s happened that night and everything that rolled out after. Ignoring JungKook being one of the biggest points.

“I didn’t think straight and it was a mistake. That’s all it sums up to,” you sighed, followed by a low grumble from JiHoon .

“I’ll be honest with you, (Y/N). You screwed up. You screwed up real bad.”

“I know, and I want to fix it. I want to fix this so badly, JiHoon ,” you said before you took a bite out of your meal. Feeling a rush of nausea rush through your body, you covered your mouth, trying to ignore it best you could.

“What’s wrong?” JiHoon  asked as he saw you cover your mouth.

“Nothing. Just don’t feel really well these days,” you answered, the feeling going away. You didn’t want to think much about it.

“(Y/N), I know you’re thinking what I’m thinking, right?” JiHoon asked, frowning at your expression. You knew exactly what he was thinking but you didn’t want to. You were off birth control and you had not used any protection that night.

“Woozi, please don’t say that. My period is supposed to start soon so I might just be feeling off,” you tried to convince him and yourself. You knew what would happen if you really were…

“Pregnant, (Y/N), you might be pregnant!” JiHoon shouted at you, a worried expression playing on his face. He said the word.

“I know JiHoon, but I don’t want to think about this. This whole situation with JungKook is stress enough, I don’t want to handle one involving a baby,” you cried, a few tears threatening to fall.

“Hey, don’t cry. It’ll be fine. I have next week off of school, I’ll head up there to help you figure things out,” JiHoon said as he looks at you apologetically. He never wanted you hurt. You were his first love after all.

“Thank you, Hoon but I don’t want to be a burden.” You were thankful to have a friend like him in your life but you didn’t want to drag him into this black hole of a mess.

“You aren’t a burden. I want to help you,” he looked at you with eyes of an angel.

“I love you so much,” you sighed as a few tears began to slip out of your eyes.

“I love you too,” JiHoon answers. Before he ended the call, though, JiHoon mutters to himself, “You have no idea.”

It’s been almost two weeks since all of this happened. After cheating on ShiYoung, sleeping with (Y/N), been ignored by (Y/N) on campus and being guilty.

“What am I going to do?” he asked the wall in front of him. “I cheated on ShiYoung with my best friend, I haven’t told ShiYoung yet and it’s been weeks! I haven’t talked to (Y/N) in weeks! I’ve been jittery around ShiYoung for weeks! WEEKS!” JungKook shouted as he looked up at the wall.

“What am I supposed to do about this?”

This is pathetic, he thought. He could be confronting you at the moment, but instead, he’s here, talking to a wall about his life problems.

Taking this as a cue to call you, he grabbed his cellphone from his hoodie pocket and scrolled down to the bottom of his contacts list. Seeing your name displayed after a heart, he hesitated.

Should I just go to her? 

“Oh fuck it,” JungKook groans as he hit the call button. It was now or never.

ring ring ring

You looked down from the bright television toward your phone. ‘Who would be calling at 2 in the morning?’ you thought.

“Who on earth would be calling at 2 in the morning?” JiHoon asks as he looked at you. It was like he could read your mind. You shrugged, picking up your phone.

Your eyes widen at the caller ID. JungKookie, it displayed.

“Who is it-oh,” JiHoon looked at your phone. He frowned, thinking about what that boy wanted. He’s known JungKook looked enough to know that whenever JungKook called late at night, it was either something really important or something really stupid.

“I’m going to decline it,” you said, putting your finger over the power button to stop the ringing, but JiHoon shouted out a loud ‘no!’ before you could.

“I’ll answer it for you,” he said grabbing your phone from you. He then slid his finger over the green ‘accept’ button, putting the call on speaker.

“Hey, JungKook,” JiHoon said. You heard a sigh on the other end.

“JiHoon, hey. Can I please speak to (Y/N)? And what are you doing in Seoul?” JungKook asked as JiHoon looks at you. 

You didn’t want to deal with this. JiHoon was going to leave in two and you were already feeling down about it. You didn’t want to have to talk to JungKook. 

But another part of you desperately wanted to talk to him. To clear everything up and to make everything the same again. You wanted so, so badly to hear his voice speak to you.

You made your decision to nod your head, signalling JiHoon to hand you your phone. Before he handed you the phone, though, JiHoon answered both questions JungKook had asked him.

“I had a week off so I wanted to visit (Y/N). And yeah, I’ll give the phone to her.”

You turned the speaker off before pressing the phone against you ear. ‘You can do this’ you told yourself. 

“Hey, JungKook,” you said softly. You could feel how his mouth spread into a smile, the sound making you feel lighter.

“(Y/N)! I-I thought you wouldn’t want to talk to me for a sec,” JungKook stuttered as he let out a sigh. He was relieved. Really, really relieved.

Your heart was pounding as you let out a low chuckle. This was tens of times more nerve-wracking than you thought.

“I wanted to apologize about that night. I know you’re probably furious but I also have some questions. I wasn’t in my right state of mind and I’m really sorry. I haven’t told ShiYoung about this yet so don’t worry about me ratting you out. (Y/N), I’m so incr-”

“Stop. JungKook, please stop talking and just let me take this all in,” you interrupted him with a deep sigh. 

“JungKook, you were drunk, I get that. But I should’ve stopped you in the beginning when you approached me. I’m incredibly sorry this happened but I need some time,” you apologized.

“I know and I ge-wait. What do you mean I was drunk?” JungKook asked, making your face go pale. 


“I meant we were both drunk,” you said, trying not to show any sign of nervousness in your voice. From the corner of your eye, you could see JiHoon reaching his hand over to your’s. He grabbed it and held on, tightly.

“Alright. So we were both drunk but what matters is that we slept with each other. We had sex, (Y/N) and best friends shouldn’t do things like that. I know it sounds like I’m blaming you but I’m not. This is just confusing for me,” JungKook sighs. “This wasn’t supposed to happen.”

“I know. Look, JungKook, you should go to sleep. Classes are early for you tomorrow and you need sleep. We can talk later,” you addressed him.

“Okay. Goodnight, (Y/N),” JungKook said softly, ending the call.

You collapsed immediately after he hung up. Your eyes were overflowed with tears as you let out sobs.

You didn’t know what to do. 

Silently, JiHoon wrapped his arms around you, trying to comfort you in the best way he could, telling you things would be alright and that you’ll be fine. You doubted every single word he said but you nodded along. Soon enough, you were sound asleep in his arms.

“Let it out, (Y/N). It’ll be fine,” JiHoon cooed as he rubbed your back. 

Just five minutes ago, you were eating your breakfast completely fine, not a hint of nausea in sight. But after a bite of bacon, you felt it. You ran as fast as you could to the bathroom, JiHoon following directly after.

This was killing you. This whole situation was bringing you down. No matter how scared you were, you needed to know if you were actually…the ‘p’ word.

“We have to go make sure, (Y/N),” JiHoon sighs after you’ve finished vomiting. You nodded at his words, agreeing with him completely. 

You had to make sure.