i.l.y

“MAY NAGMAMAHAL NA BA SAYO, KUNG WALA'Y AKO NALANG …. ”

“DI MAKATULOG SA GABI SA KAIISIP SA DIWA KO IKAW ANG AKING PANAGINIP ……..”

“AND WE CAN BUILD THIS DREAM TOGETHER STANDING STRONG FOREVER NOTHING’S GONNA STOP US NOW…………”

done watching TWEEN ACADEMY CLASS OF 2012 :)

#kinilegsss naman ako kahit panooo :))) OK!

Dias ruins virão, eu sei que virão, eles não oferecem trelas, não são confiaveis, eles virão para causar o maior dano possivel, mas não se preocupe vou estar contigo para te proteger, para passarmos por cima, para superarmos e para vivermos os melhores em harmonia e união.

- Te Amo Minha Princesa.

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i got your IOU
im itchy itchy itchy
and I’m coming through
i ditchy ditchy ditchy
my time zone
is iffy iffy iffy

I’m gone
and i wanna take you with me
(if you say so)
i need to take you with me
(i wanna know)
like i told you in the face babe
(if you say so)
to please please get me
(i wanna know)
im itchy itchy itchy

Family... "I.L.Y?"

              I hate being here at “Home” with my Grandparents. 

  • I can’t fucking say shit without being shut down at all.
  • I find myself utterly drowned by the lack of encouragement here.
  • I also find myself locked up and just dead here. (if that makes since)
  • Also, I have to constantly hear “Get a job”, “You need to do something with your life”, “I’ll put you in the hospital if you ever cut again” , “Why don’t you do more around the house”,  etc;
  • Not to mention the fact that I break down every once in a while and they don’t even say anything to me.
  • I could write more but I honestly don’t feel like it. 
  • …………..
  • I just can’t wait to leave here and actually live somewhere nice, so that I can have the encouragement and the support from people.

    I love being down at my Dads.
    Over the past year, I’ve learned to call this place Home. 
  • I can speak my mind and not get bitched at.
  • We’ll actually have hour long conversations. 
  • I can go out and not have to tell him. (Sometimes but not always)
  • We’ve learned to coexist somewhat as a family.. but.. it’s still rough and the road will soon smooth out hopefully.
  • I get supported with whatever I want.
  • He and His Wife know how hard it is to get a job at a young age so they don’t say anything. They let it play out.
  • I don’t feel drowned and in prison at His place at all.. 
  • But… there is still the past sitting there above my head.. and that fucking sucks.. 

    ~ Again, I love my Grandparents to death but; Honestly if I could I would go back in time Seven Years and move in with my Dad instead of staying here with my Grandparents.. 
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Soulja Boy ft. B.R. - I.L.Y.


LOL shout out to the homie Doc being in the video as the “love interest”