You know what, fuck him. If he really cared about me he wouldn’t have ended it now. If he still loves me like he claims, he would have waited three weeks until my exams were over. He doesn’t care about me at all. It feels like he wants to ruin my chances at getting good a levels and going to a good uni because he didn’t. He’s a fucking self centred mummy’s boy who doesn’t give a shit about anyone apart from himself. His precious mum doesn’t want him in a relationship because she’s alone, and this is why he’s ending it. I love him to pieces, but how DARE he try to ruin my chances at getting good qualifications. When I was in hospital (this happened twice btw) because of an OD, HE WENT TO BED BEFORE ID EVEN SEEN A DOCTOR. If alarm bells weren’t ringing then, they are now. I’m supposed to be his one love and his best friend and his world, well if that’s the fucking case then why now? Why try to ruin my life as well as my a levels, if he’s been feeling like this for a while he could have waited a few more weeks. I’d do everything for him, and he can’t even give me something back. If he wants to get back together (he’s ringing me tomorrow) he better fucking work for me, I’m not letting him back into my life that easy. It’s going to be hard but how fucking selfish of him to do this now.
Did you find an outfit for your graduation ceremony? Ily btw x