But seeing the boys last night I was just admiring them on stage really taking the moment in and I seen Louis walk back up the catwalk to grab a bottle of water by the railing/ seat thing just before the make stage and Harry was a little ways behind him well Niall and Liam were on the B stage talking to the crowd.
And I swear !!!! I SWEAR ON MY FUCKING LIFE !!!! I WILL GO TO MY GRAVe KNOWING THIS !! I watched Harry completely check Louis out like up down and to his ass because Louis bent over to pick up the water bottle and then Harry quickly turned around like he forgot he was on stage in front of thousands of fucking people and that no one would “notice” aka I fucking noticed and the way he turned around was so obvious that he was trying to cover something up
I just fuck I can’t believe it happened in front of my own eyes !!
Knitting Inspiration - I really love all these vivid blues. You may have heard me mention the “blue bird of happiness,” which is exactly the color of blue that I associate with all sorts of positive things; maybe it’s because I keep that bird on the windowsill next to my bed or maybe it’s because I just watched Watchmen last night and my thoughts are all blue-glowing and voiced in a soothingly rational tone at the moment, but I can’t stop thinking in tones of blue.
Sources are, as always, in the captions and below.
i had a dream about spongebob (probably because i was watching youtube videos of all the different language dubs of spongebob last night) and it was like, spongebob quoted something and attributed it to patrick. and squidward was like, “no spongebob, i said that.”
and then it got really dark and time slowed down as spongebob flew into a terrifying tangent about how he had planned it from the beginning, how he heard squidward say the quote and then plotted out in his mind how he was gonna quote him later but lie and say patrick said it, so that at this precise moment in time he would turn back to squidward just in time for him to retaliate and correct him by saying “no spongebob………. i….. said that……” (spongebob and squidward said that part in unison. squidward was shaking. he was scared)
Paul - I spent last night watching you sleep. Just staring at you. Most people look innocent in their sleep. Not you. You’re hiding something. Something’s eating you up inside. I should know. I’ve seen that look in the mirror every day.
Not sure if this has been addressed before but have you seen this moment? That split second where you can practically hear her scream ‘I know you really don’t!’ in response to his ‘I love you’. Beth was broken and she couldn’t save herself and she was just stuck; in this life, in this situation, in her head. Her demons definitely caught up with her in the end. Look at her and tell me that’s not a person who is drowning slowly. I hope we are presented with resolution to her story next season.
Yugi is strong, and I imagine he fairs a lot better than his friends thought he would after Atem crosses over. He keeps his head up, a smile on his face, and he keeps marching forward because if there’s one thing he has, its boundless resolve. He has no questions, he knows his Other Self is safe, and at peace, and that all is right at last.
But, like the loss of anyone dear to you, there are those little moments where you just think “God, I miss you.”
And I imagine Yugi, late at night, when he can’t sleep because of one reason or another, and he half expects to hear a voice ask “What’s on your mind?”
I just want to take a moment to say that Eleanor Tomlinson KILLED it in last nights episode and im so looking forward to seeing the final two episode because I know she will destroy me. Every time I think she can’t possibly improve she kicks it up a gear. And its just an immense pleasure to watch a talented actress work with such good materiel.
[SUMMARY: Clarissa is tired of Negans on and off flirting and decides to play a drinking game with the Saviors while Negan watches jealously. What she doesn’t know is that Negans always liked her, he just never felt good enough for her.]
It's All Just Smoke and Grace - On the Season Finale
Alright: because apparently I still haven’t posted enough crazy spec today, here’s a last one that is brought to you by lost-shoe and the crazy person that goes by the name of me. ;)
So, lost-shoe and I have been thinking: Misha said the finale would feature a “sigh of relief”-moment followed by an “oh shit”-moment. So based on that we think that Sam will succeed in removing the mark from Dean’s arm, but just minutes later Dean starts to pale, he suddenly starts bleeding from his chest. The old wound from Metatron stabbing him breaks open, because essentially the mark was what kept Dean alive.
So Dean dies. Death arrives. We have a similar moment as with him and Sam in 9x01 and we see Dean being okay to go with him.
We zoom out of Dean’s head and we see Sam holding Dean and crying over his lifeless body. Then Cas shifts into view. Sam looks at him pleadingly (implying he asks Cas if he can help *cough* grace *cough*)
We zoom back into Dean’s head, he is about to leave with Death, then there’s a bright light. We are back outside. Close up of Dean’s face (like in the season finale last year). He opens his eyes. They aren’t black. And neither are they green. They are bright blue.
Black screen. End of the season. Title cards is all I’m saying…
And with that I spilled enough crazy onto this site and head to bed because in order to watch the episode before work I have to get up in 5 hours already, lol. Oh the things one does for SPN. ;)
I’ve put a lot of bodies in the ground for you, haven’t I? Excuse me? Watched your back. Cleaned up your messes. Carried out your plans. I didn’t always understand. Didn’t always agree. But I did it. Some fucked-up, awful shit ‘cause I knew you needed it done. I don’t think the night you had last night comes even close to something to bitch about. I know you know this is significantly more complicated than the quantity of tits I have access to at any given moment.
I made my boyfriend watch star wars for the first time last night and I mentioned that the movie really picks up once han solo is introduced and he just stared at me for a moment and then said, “han solo? I always assumed it was hans olo”
Alright so I've been obsessed with One Piece for quite some time now, and my best friend (who doesn't watch or read it) is always hearing about my rants about this glorious piece of art. I was even spending the night at her house when I watched marineford for the first time. She was the one who woke up to see me CRYING over my phone at Ace's last moments.
Without even watching or reading One Piece, she knows all the characters, backstories, updates, basically everything.
Now here's where my friend BROKE me. Literally broke me. I was up until two in the morning going off to her about all the shiz that is going down- y'all know what I mean- and she just fucking asks me when this entire thing even ends.
Of course none of us know, but I told her we were about half way through. I was expressing my hope to her that the One Piece isn't like, "Luffy's hat" or "the journey that brought them there" or even just basic "pirate treasure." That's when in the lowest voice she said the words
"What if Ace was the One Piece..."
I broke. I HELLA BROKE. IT SUDDENLY MADE SENSE.
FUCKING ROGERS GREATEST TREASURE WAS HIS SON. ace is Rogers son. ACE IS THE GREATEST TREASURE. ROGER KNEW NO ONE WOULD FIND HIM. HELL NO ONE EVEN KNEW HE WAS ALIVE UNTIL WORD GOT OUT AT MARINE FORD.
LUFFY Already had the one piece. IT WAS HIS BROTHER ALL ALONG!
So just when I thought Marlene was the worst for breaking up Haleb I realised it seems to be a trend… not too sure if it’s the fact the flu gave me five entire days in bed to binge watch tv series or not but why can’t they let the fans have their damn moment of happiness? First it was My Mad Fat Diary, but I got it… the fat girl became a strong independant woman who needed no dick to be happy, but then Scream (yeah, who thought a horror show could make you ship something?) five minutes, that’s all my otp got before something bad happened (not gonna get in the details for obvious reasons), just… WHY? They deserved to be happy… AND YEAH, now was the turn for Young & Hungry, it was supposed to be just a funny show, I was so not ready for season one finale, poor Josh…. I feel like I am not ready to keep watching tv, not even my own damn show, last episode was amazing but we already know the proposal ain’t going to be for Haleb, don’t we? And yeah, I’m sad and maybe, just maybe, a little bit high on medicines.
Blaine’s heartbreak was hard to watch last night. Seeing him so open and in it and sure again and it was impossible not to want to watch him run and confess his love to Kurt and kiss him passionately and that would be it. We’ve been waiting. They’re running beside each other and growing closer and someone just needs to leap…
But then I take a step back and remember the whole story and god I am SO glad it’s going to be Kurt.
Kurt is going to have his own epiphany moment of certainty. His literally parallel moment of running to Blaine. But his “I love you” won’t get stopped. And then they can jump together.
Kurt didn’t reject Blaine. Not at all. He has no idea that Blaine and Dave broke up. He literally says to him he should bring him on a triple date next time. That’s why Kurt’s decision becomes all his own - all he will know is that Blaine is single and he has to take the risk that Blaine is sure too.
He broke Blaine’s heart. He wasn’t sure. And now he is going to take his leap that he couldn’t take when they sung Baby It’s Cold Outside. He’ll confess his love and kiss him passionately. He isn’t afraid of intimacy anymore.
Last night before I went to sleep I had an idea (somehow my mind is more creative during that time…)
I’ve been thinking how cool it would be to know what are the favorite CS moments among the CS shippers. After all, there are (thank goodness) so many of them, and everybody has his/hers favorite moments, the ones that made the heart vibrate more strongly than the others, the ones that been watched million of times instead of just thousands.
So I want to try and get an answer to this question by conducting a poll and for that I need your help of course.
In order to participate first of all like/reblog this post, this is important because if more people know about it more will participate and the results will represent more accurately the opinions of the entire ship.
Then, write me an ask with your top 3 CS moments of all times (I know that one is much harder to choose…)
I will collect the results and publish the top 10 Captain Swan moments of all times among all shippers (gifs related and all ;)).
The voting will be open until 3 days after the last episode of 4A, so that scenes from the last episodes will have a chance to be included. That means the poll close by the 17 of December. I will publish the results on the 18 of December.
If for some reason you want to change your vote you may do it by the time the vote is closing (for example if you vote today and then someone’s heart is returned by someone else in the last episode and you just gotta have this scene in your top 3…). To change your vote just write your old peaks and that they are replaced by your new ones (this way I could erase your old votes).
I’m very curios and excited about this and I hope you are too. Lets have some fun!
She told me she missed me calling her beautiful while we were apart, breaking down her features and telling her how much I loved them, everything from her eyes and smile to her body to the feel of her skin. I guess when you don’t feel that way about yourself, and when no one else makes sure you know, its impossible to believe. She used to always disagree with me, or blush and tell me to stop when I’d say those things. Or she’d just make a side remark like, “I’m glad you think so." She didn’t do any of those last night. Something changed. She smiled and told me she missed that. Its not just that she fully believes me now, but I think when I said it last night she might have started to see herself like that for the first time.
There was a moment when I was playing with her new cats last night where she changed her shirt into a t-shirt, because she was going to bed right after I left. She didn’t notice me watching her, but later on when I was saying goodbye, and when I told her how beautiful she is, and how much I missed how she felt to hold, I made a comment about her changing in front of me making this whole taking it slow thing hard, but I said it jokingly. I remember she pulled back and looked at me in surprise and said, "Me changing my shirt did that to you?" She was genuinely disbelieving and dead serious. My reply was, "You have no idea how attracted I am to you." She just kissed me, but I could tell when she did that she was still thinking about the fact that I really do find her beautiful in every way, in every way that she doesn’t find herself.
It breaks my heart to know that the girl that outshines every other girl to me cannot even see herself as anything other than hideous. She doesn’t see the same person I see when she looks in the mirror, but now that I’m back in her life I want to be a new mirror for her. I want to change her reflection and project back at her what I see until she can see it too, and until she sees it so often and for so long that she believes it and doesn’t even question that it was ever different before. I want her to feel sexy when she strips down in front of me instead of self conscious, trying to hide under dim lights or sheets on the bed. I want her to confidently stand before me in full light and know that I am dying to touch her, instead of wondering in her head who could love her.
I want her to realize that I chose her, that I fell in love with her, that she did something right, that she has impacted my life positively in ways no one else has ever before, that her love is one of her best gifts, that she has a purpose on this earth, that she belongs here, that I am a free person that could be with anyone I choose, and I am here with her, and I want no one else. I want her to realize that I cannot walk down the street anymore without finding every single girl unattractive because they are not her. I want her to realize that she is so beautiful to me that I’d rather sit down and watch her move about, talking to people and interacting the way she does, than to use her body.
I want her to realize exactly how much I love her, and I won’t be satisfied until she does, and even then I won’t stop. I could never stop.