let’s lighten the mood

I’m going to miss Ant-Man this weekend. My middle daughter is going camping with friends again, and she asked that we wait for her. She’s going four hours away this time, and won’t be back until Sunday night. She’s my brave girl. I can’t believe we’re letting her do this, but I think it’s good for her. And us.

Everyone left for the afternoon and now I’m sitting here by myself. The clock ticks really loudly when the office is empty. Time to turn on some tunes.

I’m making a playlist someone suggested. It’s the soundtrack to my life. I thought, hey, I can do this. I’ll do three songs for every decade of my life for a nice twelve song playlist. This will be easy. It’s not easy. It’s impossible. I’m forty songs in now, and I keep thinking of stuff I need to add. If I ever get through it, this will be the most comprehensive list of songs that sum up my life ever made. But even if I do, it will mean nothing to anyone but me.

My parents went to the movie theater for the first time in forever. They go every five or seven or thirteen years or so, and this time, they saw Jurassic World. My father loved it, my mother was iffy. She really liked Chris Pratt, though. I got mad when I realized she saw his Jurassic performance before his Guardians breakout. You just can’t control what your parents do after a certain age.

We watched Superman Returns this week. Fin begged and begged to see it. I remember really liking it when it came out, but this time, it made me itch and twitch and curse. So little happened over the course of the movie. And the Superkid, I was all prepared to get mad about him all over again. But when he threw the piano, Fin got very excited, and I got excited. Maybe because I saw the parallel. That kid wasn’t made for the planet he lived on, but he got stronger, anyway.

Ever get excited about a boat? Man, the people around here are excited about boats. I mean, I’ve only ever lived in towns that end in or begin in Harbor or Port or some variation, so it makes sense. Tall ships, sailboats, powerboats, skiffs, lobster boats. You can always tell how the economy is doing by how many boats are in the water. I find myself looking, all the time. On the weekend of the Fourth, we took Fin out in a little bow rider, and it was terrifying. He loved it, of course, but all we could think was what kind of trouble we’d be in if we suddenly capsized. His vent would go straight to the bottom. His suction would follow. We’d have to find him quickly, keep his head above the surface, make sure no water could get in his trach hole. And that’s before we even got to dry land. Still, he looks forward to the boat ride every year. I can’t get excited about a boat.

So much for lightening the mood. I’m gonna go grab a beer. Cheers, guys.

Regular Show
  • Season 1:lol here’s a bunch of shit we wrote when we were high af
  • Season 2:Some fighting stuffs.
  • Season 3:Awwww, Mordecai is afraid of Margaret. Here lemme just make them- oh no, fuck that, we need to drag this arc even more, so you guys are gonna have to wait longer than that.
  • Season 4:Here's a really awesome goat dork and you know those two lovebirds? Well, here you go so you can all cry like a bunch of fangirls until I TEAR THEM APART WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA GET FUCKED.
  • Season 5:Mordecai recovered, and remember that cloud bitch from Season 3? Welp, here she is again. You want them to become a couple? Alright, here you go ^^. We fucked with you guys enough already. Aren't they adorable?
  • Season 7 (probably):Mordo is lonely af and needs another bitch in his life. Let's restart this wHOLE FUCKING SHOW FROM THE START.

Ok, I have to get this off my chest.  I don’t know what’s going on with baby-gate.  I don’t know if it’s true or false, and I’m not going to sit here and speculate.  But what I do know, regardless of the real situation, this family is insane.  We have all seen this photo of Louis with Briana’s brother, it has been circulating for awhile now.  Well, Briana’s aunt made her account public and posted this YESTERDAY.  Then, her and her husband, had this little back and forth in the comments.  

Okay, first off, it’s not like the news is out?  At this point the news has been out for 4 days.  Secondly, you purposely opened your account for people to view and posted that picture of Louis to seem relevant.  And lastly, after making sure people know who you are and accepting follows from 1d fans, she has now made her account private again.

Like I said, I don’t know what’s going on and frankly, I don’t care.  If there is a baby or if there isn’t, personal lives should stay that way.  But THIS?  THIS pisses me off.  Briana’s family is trolling the fandom and making sure all their faces are out there and it makes me sick.  Guarantee her account will be public again soon when she wants more attention.  Brace yourselves, kids, I think we have the next wanna-be batch of Kardashians on our hands.

Hi everyone, it’s that time again! I’m going to open my request box soon! FIRST THING THOUGH, I have a exam coming up on Friday, so with that and my health, things might get hectic in here <3 But before we get to the good parts, a few important announcements I want to say to get everyone up to speed ;P I know this might be a little long but please bare with me <3 <3 


To make sure I don’t get overwhelmed by only writing headcanons and not having anytime for other works (not that I don’t love writing them, but 4000-6000 words every 3 days is not good for sanity), I’m changing the headcanon schedule to posting one or two every weekend. That way the quality of writing will still be good and I’ll have time to do other popular drabbles.

Next, I added my drabble/oneshot category! The stuff I posted up are works that have SERIOUS working drafts (like I have at least 25-50% done minimum).

Lastly, I’ve italicized the drabbles/headcanons that are requests. I’m not going to keep track of who requested what since I get a lot of repeated requests DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY MARX SINNERS WANT OUJISAMA TO TAKE KAMUI’S VIRGINITY LORD JESUS   The works you see now weren’t exactly “requested” but more of people sending in headcanon ideas and me taking them to next level. 


First off, I’M NOT OPENING THE BOX TODAY. I need a couple of days to JUST ANSWER ALL THE ASKS I’M BEHIND ON so I can clear out as much of my box as possible to prepare for your filth requests. I’m also having a specific way on handling the NSFW/married life headcanon SO LISTEN UP THIS IS IMPORTANT.


I’M DOING A VOTE ON WHICH GETS WRITTEN FIRST since I’m only going to have 2 open slots for NSFW and Married Life each. When I open the box, I’m going to tally each headcanon request as a vote. Whoever gets the most requests, get one of the slots ;) Voting will run for as long as my request box is open (prolly about a week)


If you send me an ask as an Anon, I won’t respond to you personally because I don’t want to clutter my dash up with a bunch of rejected/accepted requests. But if your request piques my interest enough, I might put it on my updates page as pending ideas. 

However if you request me not as an Anon, I’ll privately get back to you within 2-3 days (or whenever I slough through the box) whether or not I’m interested in fulfilling your request.  <3 Unlike the headcanons, drabble requests are unlimited <3 Though I won’t guarantee I’ll fulfill them.


     (any votes for the headcanons won’t be considered before this date)

             ❤️  THIS SATURDAY, AUG 1 AT 10 PM (PDT)! ❤️

anonymous asked:

wait omg can you explain clouds?

This is what other people have explained to me, and I will try to explain it the best of my ability. 

I know you said
That you don’t like it complicated
That we should try keep it simple
But love is never ever simple

Two people in a relationship, one gets scared and makes pathetic excuses, and leaves

You’re gonna see the things that I see
You’re gonna want air that I breathe
You’re gonna wish you never left me

Person upset and angry that other person left them, believing that they had been in a great relationship and that the other said person will regret their decisions later in life

Here we go again
Another go round for all of my friends
Another non stop will it ever end
Here we go again
Another go round for all of my friends
Another non stop will it ever end

We’re never coming back down
Yeah we’re looking down on the clouds

A lot of partying and going out with friends, where to avoid the pain of the breakup, they get so drunk and high that they are “looking down on the clouds” 

idk that is just how I take it but songs can be interpreted in a million different ways

anonymous asked:

So in the press release for 3x9 it says "Callie finds herself in danger of being hurt" Do you think she might get beat up again? i feel like something strange is going on in the girl's united house. what do you think about that storyline?

Well, here’s what we have from Joanna Johnson about this season:

We’ll be back at Girls United dealing with at-risk girls. We’ll be dealing with a character who is bipolar, but different than what Sophia has. We’re going to be talking a little bit about doctors and getting second opinions in the medical field, especially women who have the genes that make them predisposed to ovarian or breast cancer.

Obviously the cancer thing… went nowhere. Has gone nowhere so far. We will see… but the bipolar things, makes me think Carmen is bipolar. It could be Rita though. We know her daughter is coming in too. In 9 though? I don’t know.

Anonymous said: Do you remember last season when Mariana was teaching Callie that dance and Callie freaked out when Mariana was teaching her the swaying hips part? That was weird, right? And it was just never addressed again. Also how do you feel about “Brallie” because I despise it and find it pretty disgusting. and it bothers me that the cast and writers kind of indulge it….

That’s an implied thing that I guess we would infer that it was Callie having rape issues but yes it was never followed up on. I think it would help callie to talk to Mariana about it. I’d like to see that.

Brallie is just the enemy of the concept of the show.  It is the antagonist as far as I am concerned. Callie finding a family is very central to the theme. It’s not callie finding a boyfriend (or for the very optimistic people, a husband). I thought it was an interesting exploration, especially because I am sure these things happen, how do you deal with it? Instead in turned into this stupid teen angsty white teen forbidden love thing. Stupid. It absolutely ruined Brandon and he has not recovered. Letting them live together for 3 years (our time) has only cemented the idea that these kids are siblings. I hope that in the next three episodes, these Brallie moments the writers keep talking about (let’s recall, to them, Brallie isn’t necessarily romantic) are going to be about the two of them coming to terms with what they are: siblings. I think it’s time for Callie’s adoption.


//Hi guys- I’m sorry that I’ve been poofing so much lately, and I know that it’s making some of you guys worry a little (which is very sweet of you and part of why I love you all). Things are going well on my end, I’ve just been busy going out on dates and meeting new people and hanging out with friends here in NYC. 

On top of that making me tired when I do get home at night, I also seem to be having muse struggles on all fronts. Right now if I were to try and do any replies, I’m 99% sure they’d be lackluster and terrible. I want to come back, and I plan to- I just think I overworked my muses for too many months and now they’re like “Yo, we’re taking a vacation”. I WILL come back once they start behaving again, but until that point know that I’m okay and I love you guys so much <3

( temperedbydarkness ask-cerus intoxicatingxminds oftwistedlies wildredeemer magicksanger)

Rant/ Need to get this of my chest/ Need advice

I don’t want to live here any longer. 21 years of putting up with my mothers constant pressure and acting as her personal stress ball and I’m completely done. Ever since my partner had to move in with us it’s just gotten worse and worse, everyday I’m afraid or reluctant to go downstairs in case she’s going to complain or yell at me again. I’m 21 years old and I just feel like a godamn 10 year old still. I can’t fight or yell back because it will just make it worse. 

Now she’s demanding a lot of money from me and my boyfriend and if we don’t pay she’ll kick us both out.  We were planning to try and start getting ready and saving to move out on our own end of August but now I just feel like it’s impossible. She keeps saying ‘Sorry I have to do this’ and stuff but she really isn’t she’s been constantly driving me away for years now and she wonders why I’ve stopped talking to her about my problems when all she does is ridicule all my life choices and insult the man I love. 

It’s not even that I want to leave any more it’s that I NEED to leave for my own sanity and happiness as well as my boyfriends. Not to mention she knows I have a dentist on monday since I have a wisdom tooth problem and have been taking a lot of painkillers for it since last weekend. Honestly she doesn’t fucking care any more she just wants me and my boyfriend gone but how the fuck are we supposed to leave when she just demands for money all the damn time. Like fuck. I can’t talk to her about it either, can’t talk to my dad or brothers because they won’t do anything. 

I just don’t know what to do any more I just feel like crying all the time and I want to go. I want to leave and never look back. PLEASE someone help or give me some advice because I really don’t know what to do any more.

Adventure Time

I’ll be going to the Philippines for three weeks! This is very exciting because I haven’t been back to my family’s country in about 14 years (FUN FACT: I lived there for nine months. NY. Philippines. NY again. Then Texas). I’ll try to journal my experience, but for now, here are my goals for this trip: 

1) learn to appreciate my heritage again
2) go cliff diving (shit, I don’t think I can woman up for that, but we’ll see)
3) make new friends 
4) become closer with family
5) write – every single day 
6) find a way to give back 
7) eat a lot of food
8) regret eating said food
9) get dark AND NOT CARE 
10) fall in love. (but that’s a given) 

See you soon, tx! 

((  updated notice of hiatus  ))

((  You’re all wonderful.  I’ve just been very tired lately, so I’m going to officially grind things to a halt here until after I get back from my trip to the beach.  That’ll be 08/02.  
     When I come back there might be a few little changes to this blog.  I need to come up with a way to make this interesting to me again.  I want to want to RP, but right now I just don’t.  

     If we had a thread going I’ll try to toss a reply back to you when I return.  I’m super sorry if this gets in the way of any plot stuff (although I don’t think it does).  

     Just assume that DD is suddenly and inexplicably unreachable.  Sorry again!  ))

{ Alright, here’s what’s going to go down with Balmung! }

{ I’m completely remaking this blog. I won’t be moving URLs, I won’t be making a new blog, I’m just going to revamp the theme, redo some of my icons, drop all threads currently in progress (unless you want to keep it going if we have one! Just shoot a message and I’ll keep it on my to-do list), and ultimately, get a fresh start again. All relationships will remain in-tact for the time being. }

{ I’m excited to come back, even if it is every now and then to do replies. I missed playing Balmung. }

Every now and again you get to hold a dinosaur. The old toads know the river, and it’s hiding spots. They know how to shake their heads and throw a hook. They dive under rocks to break you off. The battle with these fish is special… And sometimes they make it into the net. You can feel the weight of responsibility as you lift them, and their fate is in your hands. I choose to let them go… They are after all my friends. When they are ready to go they flick their tales as thank you, and back to the depths.
Sunday’s have been, and will continue to be about thank you’s. We do a little thing called #fishforfollowers here at the Finn. We let one go once a week for one of our followers and post a thank you for following this humble little page. This week I want to say thank you to @rich_ferrara. This guy has been with us a long long time. Never met… No clue about him… But his passion for fly fishing is obvious. So here’s a random act of kindness brother. This big bow is for you mate. Have a great day… Be blessed… Thank you! @rich_ferrara!
#Flyfishing #catchandrelease #rainbowtrout #tailfinn #605onthefly #fishforfollowers #payitforward #dothenextrightthing #fishwithaconscience #randomactsofkindness #thankyou #loveourfollowers


Hi all, mun here. I know many of you are waiting for replies but I wanted to reach out and say that I likely will not be posting anything here until I can get my mental health back in balance. While it is true I am running another RP blog for a different fandom that blog for whatever reason is helping me more with what’s going on than this one. 

When I return, please don’t be alarmed or angry if I request to start new threads with you guys. It’s not that I hate what we’re doing or am bored by it, it’s more my creativity died during those threads because of what’s going on and when I am well again I would very much like to start fresh, new beginnings, new and better mental health, etc. 

Please do feel free to follow me on my main blog to keep up with updates on this and actual fun things I’m doing too, cosplay related and events, etc. 

I’m sorry if this makes any of you feel badly but it really is just what I’m going through and I need to take a step back. 

My main blog is tiny-tyrant

I will be reposting this once this evening too so the night crew can see it as well. 

If you’d like to chat on skype, kik, kakao or hell, even facebook, please feel free to PM me for my contact info. 

<3 to you all

When I return the name will change to AskKingLoki, after all, he is King…of nothing. ;) 

{ hello old friends!

 so GOOD NEWS EVERYONE! I am going to revamp this blog.

I really miss playing Rose and I really want to get back to it so I will be using this blog again.

however, there is some bad news. I will be dropping all threads in favor of starting new threads. it’s nothing personal, it’s just going to make my life a lot easier in regards to restarting my presence here.

HOWEVER – I still want to RP with ALL of my former RP partners. so, if we used to have a thread, please drop by my inbox, or check out my wishlist– which I will be adding too.

in addition, I’ll be putting up a starter call soon to get back in the swing of things! so feel free to get in on that.

it’s good to be back. I missed y'all. c: }

Yeah here we go for the hundredth time
Hand grenade pins in every line

Throw ‘em up and let something shine
Going out of my fucking mind

Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose

String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so I won’t get loose

Truth is you can stop and stare
Bled myself out and no one cares

Dug the trench out laid down there
With a shovel up out of reach somewhere

Yeah, someone pour it in
Make it a dirt dance floor again

Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out

Go stop the show
Choppy words and a sloppy flow

Shotgun opera lock and load
Cock it back and then watch it go

Mama help me I’ve been cursed
Death is rolling in every verse

Candy paint on his brand new hearse
Can’t contain him he knows he works

Fuck this hurts, I won’t lie
Doesn’t matter how hard I try

Half the words don’t mean a thing
And I know that I won’t be satisfied

So why try ignoring him?
Make it a dirt dance floor again

Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out

I’ve opened up these scars
I’ll make you face this

I’ve pulled myself so far
I’ll make you face this now!

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away

I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out digging deeper
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
I bleed it out
I bleed it out
I bleed it out