Who is my sweetheart - really?
No, not mine personally. (His name is Steven and he’s had that position for 34 years). Anyway… here’s the stuff going around in my head:
No chemistry at all between Sam and MM. Boy, if I were her, I would classify that night as a very lousy date.
No chemistry between Cait and Tony but “hey, we’ve been friends for a long time and I’m glad you’re here.” I actually liked that photo because that is the first little bit of proof that they actually have some kind of relationship - let alone that they really know each other!
Sam’s face. EVERY damn picture. He was even caught looking for her when they were on the carpet and talking with fans. Remember this is the guy who likes no room for Jesus to get between him and Cait. He looked absolutely miserable when she was giving her speech. He could not be who he wanted to be. He was given an acting job that night where he actually sucked as an actor. AND to boot, he didn’t win again. Boy, gut punch to the heart and the gut.
Sam’s face. And her’s. When they are together the light just explodes from their bodies and their faces. Light appears when they are close to each other and can feel each other’s warmth.
The BTS photo of Cait and Sam in “private”. She grooms him. He has his hand in the familiar spot at the small at her back. That quick little pic is so intimate. They might as well be naked. Well, really! They cannot help it.
The BTS photo of Cait and Sam in “private”. Damn! Isn’t it amazing that a photo just happens to appear EVERY SINGLE TIME they are supposed to be with someone else that says exactly the opposite? I know they know that there is never a “safe” place out of view to just be themselves. I’m sorry. I’m not so stupid to think that they don’t know what they are doing or what can happen when they are “alone”!
My ship will always be Sam and Cait. This is my very first ship - very first fandom. The people I know here are not the awful, mean, and insincere people that are described by those who hate shippers. I am always supported by them and when I have a stupid question or thought - no one puts me down. THIS is where I am going to stay. This situation can’t last forever. I know it’s been 3 or 4 years, but that is not gonna stop me. They are both 36 years old. Their desire to have a marriage and children can’t be put off much longer. You can read that in Sam’s face. EVERY DAMN PICTURE. And she can’t hide what she feels for him. In her speech, she did not acknowledge any of the other nominees. She DID NOT thank Tony (her SO) for his constant support. She NEVER looked in any direction other than in Sam’s. She thanked him for being her “partner” EVERYDAY! GOOD LORD. In my heart and through my eyes, there’s only one woman for him and only one man for her. What a tragic situation. Don’t you think?