3rd year koganegawa & some fellow 3rd year!first years

(worry not… the adidas hair will make a comeback…)


grishanet challenge one: favourite character(s)
Kaz Brekker

“The really bad monsters never look like monsters.”


Studying while talking to the bf~♥ 

(or, like, pretending to be studying in someone’s case)

honestly the more i think about it now, the more i want the “other” scenario to happen, bc it’s /only/ just monday. we still have to wait till FRIDAY. so, i could see it happening that:

Isak and Even both are at the party. Isak and another guy start hitting it off and get real close, maybe even kiss. And Even sees it. He stands and sees it all.

Just like how Isak saw Sonja and Even. Now, Skam love to do their parallels. And just like how Isak left when he saw Even and Sonja kiss, I wanna see Even leave when he sees Isak and the other guy. And I want Even to misread the entire situation. I want him to think the complete wrong end of it. Maybe even to the point where he thinks Isak and the other guy slept with one another.

And meanwhile, once the guy starts getting too close, Isak tells him to back off and he cuts loose, because he CANNOT go any further, physically, when mentally and emotionally, Even is everything to him.

And so the miscommunication grows more and more between them, with Even assuming the worst and Isak still thinking that Even’s still being distant with him. But they keep meeting each other’s gazes. Or they talk, but they talk short. It’s cold. It’s closed off. It’s “*bumping into one another* Hi. *look at each other* *walking away from one another*”.

And all the while, they’re both just getting more and more miserable. And Jonas sees Isak getting more miserable and him setting Isak straight and telling him he NEEDS to talk to Even face to face, not by phone or text or cute drawings, otherwise it literally is all gonna go to waste.

So then on Friday, they talk. Somehow. Anyhow. But they talk. And god, they literally let it all out. Which (I really hope) would include being defensive and having some fire and heat in it. “You KISSED him??? YOU SLEPT WITH HIM???” “I DID NOT SLEEP WITH HIM?? But you know what?? Well you kissed Sonja when you told me 2 days ago you both had taken a break???? And what’s your deal with leaving drawings and not replying back to my texts when I ask you about them???” “You were upset??? I wanted to make you smile because deep down I knew it was my fault!!!!” ETC ETC ETC. God, I /want/ them to TELL each other all the things they’ve felt these past 2 weeks and just … LET IT OUT.

And then …. maybe. Like. In that angsty anger fueled moment …. Make out. Or something. Please. As a bonus. :)




  1. you carry stars in your pockets like you have stretched the universe tight around your soul. when i fall, they spill out of your pockets as you try to help me up and i spend years in my head trying to make constellations until my eyes hurt. when i close them, you are still there.
  2. your touch is as soft as the feathers on my back; i sit on the bathroom counter and daydream even though it’s night. you tape the gaps in my wings, and i try to ignore the way your fingers burn. 
  3. you kiss me like you have forever and a day and i only have a few hours. i am a dripping candle and you the sun, so bright i can hardly bear to look at you, but you kiss me again and i forget every warning my father told me.  
  4. there is no happily ever after; there is only you, with fire in your veins and hands dusted with the ashes of what is left of me.