hey, up there. we miss you down here.
how have you been? are you settled? are you comfortable?
no, we weren’t very close, and no, I never saw you much, but that only shows how much you affected every single person around you.
you are so beautiful.
it’s been two months now and a month from tomorrow I walked into school thinking nothing of the day other than that I had a speech to present. the bell rang and I got to class and suddenly everything was so serious. my mind raced with thoughts of who it could be and I never, ever expected it to be you.
I put up so many sticky notes that day hoping one would find its way to you, wherever you may be, and that it would undo all of this and you would feel better and you would come back saying you were fine and that it helped you and that you didn’t want to go away any more.
I cannot believe I never knew you liked twenty one pilots too. I would’ve probably talked to you for hours about all of their songs if given the chance, but I just had no idea.
the last time I saw you, only your body was in front of me. your soul was with everyone that night. it was with every single person who was hurting.
I can’t remember the last time I saw you before then. I wish I did.
but the last night I saw you, I just didn’t feel like life was really happening. I noticed a freckle on your arm and I then noticed how many freckles you had (which is a whole lot that I had just never seemed to notice.)
you were buried in a red flannel. I can’t remember the last time I hadn’t seen you in that red flannel. I have the same one. I have the same red flannel and it sits in my closet. it will sit in my closet for a very long time I assume because I have no idea if it’s exactly the same flannel you had on but it looks so similar that I will most likely never touch it other than to put it somewhere safer if I move or something like that. I will never get rid of it. but I will never wear it. to me, the red flannel is you. and every time I notice it you’re checking up and seeing how everything is going.
this is dragging on to be especially long now, especially since we were never crazy close friends. but I wanted to say that I love you.
you are so beautiful and I love you. and we all miss you so very much.
rest easy up there angel. send me a little note sometime.
hey up there, we miss you down here.

I see it, I want it
I stunt, yeah, little hornet
I dream it, I work hard
I grind ‘til I own it
I twirl all my haters
Albino alligators
El Camino with the ceiling low
Sippin’ Cuervo with no chaser
Sometimes I go off, I go off
I go hard, I go hard
Get what’s mine, take what’s mine
I’m a star, I’m a star
'Cause I slay, slay
I slay, hey, I slay, OK
I slay, OK, all day, OK
I slay, OK, I slay, OK
We gon’ slay, slay
Gon’ slay, OK
We slay, OK
I slay, OK
I slay, OK
OK, OK, I slay, OK
—  Beyonce

anonymous asked:

I have *my* expectations lowered for the Saks thing because with this ship I learned to do so, besides Saks associates itself with TV shows sometimes, they did that with Scandal? I think, I don't watch that but I read someone say it, so it could be a similar situation for OL and the shoot could be about the show, HOWEVER if other shippers wanna dream big, y'all should dream big and wish for better things because we need as much enthusiastic shippers as we can to keep the magic alive!

Oh hmm I didn’t know that. We’ll have to wait and see I guess! I mean I’ll take what I can get at this point but also know my hopes are skyyyy high BC this month has sucked big time and we deserve some shippery sexy goodness. And I will forever be waiting for the “jk tweet” as I’ve been calling it BC ITS COMING. I CAN FEEL IT. IT HAS TO.

anonymous asked:

I remember I cried as I know most of us did when I found out that Leia and Han had becomes estranged how do you think the movie would have gone if Han and Leia were together and hadn't become estranged

i don’t think it would have worked at all ? unfortunately - i think what happened to them is the key to unraveling this entire story so it was important. but we did get to see that they still care deeply about each other so. i’ll take what i can get.

Addressing my desire to transition medically

 Apparently if I was really truly trans I would satisfied with the surgery options potentially available to me as an afab trans person. If I was really, truly trans I’d take what I can get, but because I’m not it’s simply cosmetic to me and I’m not truly dysphoric.

Okay, so, let’s recap a few things. My worst dysphoria is my genital dysphoria. Most of my genital dysphoria is centered around my clit. Stimulation of it, orgasm, and it’s existence are all incredibly distressing to me. Fuck, even typing “my clit” made me feel disgusting and uncomfortable as fuck. Now let’s look at the surgery options available to me below this cut and actually address why I, personally, don’t think they’d benefit me.

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anonymous asked:

Umm you seem like a great person with a wonderful personality you're always doing fun stuff you seem funny and you look amazing so if you're having to take what you can get there is no hope for the rest of us (i.e. me) in finding a man

Hahah well first I would like to thank you for your kind words <3 

Second, by taking what I can get I just meant I hold no weight in a “type” you can be pleasantly surprised by someone you thought you would never end up with. It’s happened before.


[looks at the camera like in The Office]

ur not the boss of me tobirama

(except he is. the manager in fact. stupid konoha offices)

(tags @blackkatmagic id like to thank you because i would have never drawn tobirama and madara if i hadnt read your fics)


-you’re still learning what you are. this, it’s not you, camille.

-you’re right.

Archangel is reckless and idealistic, and he’s single-handedly policing this whole wretched hive of scum space station, nbd

Archangel is personally making life a living hell for all three crime empires, and the crime bosses can’t sleep at night, nbd

Mercenary: (describing the battle between all three ruthless mercenary groups teamed up VS Archangel on his own) “it’s just not a fair fight for us :(”

Archangel took one single shot at a gunship and it exploded, nbd

I am in so much love