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she asked me if i believed in god and i told her that when i was four i almost drowned in a public pool and in my panic mistook a stranger for my father. i clawed my way up his leg. four years later he’d send my parents a picture of the scars alongside a tin of cookies. he said, “i hope she’s still okay. i carry her with me. it isn’t every day you save a life. it isn’t every day you feel like you were here for a reason. when it does happen, you have to cherish that memory. for once, i had a purpose. just being there was enough. she tore me open but she taught me a lot about love.”

Yahoo!~Story Time

YOU GUYS

Okay so, I’ve mentioned this before on here but I have a zero period college class ( dual enrollment ) at my highschool. The professor for this class, a cute little old lady with might I add, a swanked out cane, is also the teacher in charge of the anime club at my school. Her walls are literally decked out with fanart from like Naruto to like Kamisama Hajimemashita. She’s also a big Legend of Zelda fan ( that’s the ringtone for her cell phone ).

 ANYWAYS

Today I walked into class and headed to the back of the room to pick up a laptop so I could do my work. As I’m unplugging one of the laptops from the charger, I realize there’s new fanart on the wall.

Yes you guys, YOU BEST BELIEVE THERES SOME YURI ON ICE ON THIS WALL.

My eyes got so damn huge and I kind of let out this tiny gasp in surprise. She obviously heard me and when I turned to meet her face, she simply smiled at me and said “It’s wednesday, you know what that means.”

I was a rose. You said you loved how beautiful I was. But then you caught a glimpse of my thorns. And instead of handling me with gloves, you decided to stop watering me.
—  and you left me to die // D.P
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Lady Greer ± outfits Part 18/? (1x16)

The best hour of my life (aka Suwabe Junichi's Panel @ Anime Expo 2016)

Warning: I’m on mobile and have no formatting, also I will probably be screaming nonsense the whole time. XDDDDDD

Alright, so in the room where his panel was, there was a screen on the right side, and the table was in the middle. Suwabe-san came out from behind the screen and we could see his shadow XDDDDDDD He introduced himself mostly in English!!! His English is actually really good XPPP
He told us to call him “Be-san” XDDDDD and as a joke, he said it was only for the Ladies, but the guys did it as well. Sadly I missed it ;-; and idek why I just did… T^T

The MC proceeded to ask him questions.
One of them was about if he ever came to the US before, and he said that this was his second time, his first in LA specifically and his first time in general was in Atlanta. Then he was asked if he got to do like sightseeing and other things to do, and he said that he went to Santa Monica and took a picture with the Hollywood sign which, “I will post it on Twitter later” XDDDDD
He got asked about being a seiyuu, and he said that it wasn’t something he had wanted to do since childhood. His first role was a random Soldier 1 and the only line he had was *cue scream* *cue fan’s scream as well*

Then they talked about Gangsta (and when we walked in they handed us a gangsta paper/thing) They showed the preview and he said that Worick, his character, was really sexy XPPPPP and that all of them were really sexy. He said that the director asked him to make Worick’s voice higher than the other guy’s (who was voiced by Tsuda Kenjiro!) *cue random high pitched scream* XDDDDDDDDDD

EDIT: THEY ALSO TALKED ABOUT AIRING ANIME AND MENTIONED SHOKGEKI NO SOUMA AND AHHHH HAYAMA AKIRAAAAAAAAA!!! He also said that he’s glad we still enjoy his older works because the anime season ends in three months in Japan!

They also talked about Space Dandy and showed a clip of I think episode 20, where Be-san’s character Dandy was singing
AND HE ACTUALLY SANG!! I WAS SO SURPRISED BUT AOSKMCOSKWKDNCNIEJDKCKOWKDMCO it was like on of those joke-type songs BUT STILL IT WAS BEAUTIFUL XDDDDDD
They also showed the Live Action trailer in English, and Suwabe’s voiceover! He said that one day he would like to see the live action with him in it XDDDDDDDD
The Bones president Masahiko Minami also came for a little bit!!! He said that he likes having the girls scream at him like they scream at Suwabe-san 😂 Be-san said they were “best friends (in English)” and put his arm around him >o<
Minami-san also said that he thought the English voice of Dandy was really similar and he was like “don’t you think so too?” And someone shouted NO! XDDDDDDD
Sadly he had to leave early :( because he had more work to do, and someone shouted “Ganbare!” XDDDDDDD
During the Space Dandy stuff the little Nyan mascot thing (sorry, haven’t watched it yet ;-;) came out! They said that he couldn’t talk to us though XDDDDDDDDD

After that there was a short little Q&A. (Out of order probably!!) The first person talked about how he does a lot of Otome drama CDs and asked what the challenges were with using a dummy head mic versus a normal mic. Be-san explained what the mic was and how it worked, and he said that it looked like a gorilla 😂😂😂 He said that it was hard to imagine it as a “jousei (what even is spelling)” as he hugged you and “I LOVE YOU” (whisper) EVERYONE SCREAMING AND AUWKKDJVNDKWODCKMCHDHSJD I CANNOT I STILL GET LIKE THIS JUST THINKING ABOUT IT 😍😭😍😍😍❤️❤️
Some Japanese person asked him to do Aomine’s “the only one who can beat me is me” (I’m 90% sure, I mean what else does Aomine say that’s famous? XP) *CUE MORE DYING AGHHHHH SOWICNNVJENENF*
Someone else asked who, in the industry, he thought was the most attractive, and Be-san said that everyone was all so attractive, it was too hard to pick just one. (AWWWWWW <3333)
Then someone asked what he likes to do on his free time, and he said “driving” and “taking his dog for walks” (AWWWWWWWWWWW <333)
The last person asked about this drama cd series with Jeffrey and asked him who his favorite character was besides his own. Suwabe said that his favorites were always the one he voiced, so it would be Jeffrey XDDDDD

AND THEN IT WAS THE GOODBYE COMMENT 😭
He said that he was really happy to be here and to meet his international fans! He also said that he’s glad we enjoy his works in Japanese, his natural language.
WE ALL WAVED GOODBYE AND PEOPLE STARTED GETTING UP SO I HAD TO STAND UP TO SEE AND LIKE I FORGOT WHAT HE SAID BUT HE SAID SOMETHING AND UGHHHH 😭😭😭 I CRIED

Also in the middle somewhere someone yelled “I love you” and he said “I love you too” AND WKEMCMSOSJNVNDNWNCQLKWKA

Ahh, anyways, his signature is like the most beautiful thing ever. And his LAUGH AND SMILE SO PRECIOUS ❤️❤️❤️ >o<
Suwabe-san is so adorably shy and humble and kind <3 And he knows how to make the fans scream XDDDDDDDD
But really, in all seriousness, he is really nice!!!
He did all the standby autographs (idk bout day 1) and also random info he used “watashi” which I mean i dunno if you wanted to know that but yeah XPPPPP
Excuse me while I go die of feels again…

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ASOIAF meme: 1/9 pre-ASOIAF characters ♦ the Princess of Dorne, mother to Doran, Elia, and Oberyn

As the children splashed in the pools, Daenerys watched from amongst the orange trees, and a realization came to her. She could not tell the high-born from the low. Naked, they were only children. All innocent, all vulnerable, all deserving of long life, love, protection. ‘There is your realm,’ she told her son and heir, ‘remember them, in everything you do.’ My own mother said those same words to me when I was old enough to leave the pools. It is an easy thing for a prince to call the spears, but in the end the children pay the price. For their sake, the wise prince will wage no war without good cause, nor any war he cannot hope to win.

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If memory serves you said something about a wedding. I mean, not that I need a wedding. I’m all about the deconstruction of the princess myth. But it’s been a long year, and you said it, so what’s up?

“Do you hate him?”

That was the question she got the most.

“Yes. Maybe,” she replied. She paused, she thought about it for a second. “Not really, no. Not at all.”

“You have the right to hate him, you know?”

Her expression was calm, almost peaceful. Like the loud noise of the ocean after a huge storm. She said: “oh, I know that very well. Maybe if I could it would make it easier on me, but I don’t, I can’t.”

He asked full of curiosity then, “why?”

“You see, when someone makes you so happy, to the point where you see yourself with that person for the rest of your life and no one else, how is it fair to hate him? How can you do that? He brought so much joy to my life, so much more than I could ever expect, and…” She just stopped talking.

He waited for her to continue but she didn’t, so he asked. “And what?”

“I’ve never been one to be ungrateful. You see, you can hurt me, destroy me, leave me, cut me out of your life, but the good things will always stay with me. The good times, what we’ve been through together, that is part of the package that we call life. It’s not fair to just throw that away and try to forget. It’s not about him, it’s about me.”

He understood. He just watched her quietly moving from the couch to the window, she was just staring at the sky.


“You love with everything you have inside you, I see what it means now: it doesn’t leave space for hate, and especially not for him,” he concluded. “You really did love him.”

She kept looking at the sky outside the window in a sunny day on that late summer. After what seemed like hours, she softly said: “I did. I really did.”

I do, she thought.
I really do.

She hoped that wherever he was and whatever he was doing in his life, in that exact moment, that thought reached him and his heart ached for what it seemed no apparent reason to him. She hoped he knew, somehow, somewhere.

—  excerpt from a book I’ll never write #56
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Sera ♡ Thank you for bringing us so much joy through Nine Muses over the past four years. You are so talented and your determination and dedication are inspiring. Nine Muses has gone through so many hardships but through it all you stayed and tried your hardest and Mines are thankful for that. We don’t want you to go and we’ll miss you a lot, but we wish you the best, and we will support you always. In your words: “You should stick to your dream, you know? You live your life once.” Please remember those words you said to yourself. Stick to your dream.

So my Dad made an Elsanna joke
  • Me: *eating an ice cream cone* my tongue is numb it's so cold, I can't even feel it.
  • Dad: That's what she said.
  • Me: What she do you know who would say that?!
  • Dad: ...Anna...
  • Me: *chokes on ice cream* dad did you just...?!
  • Dad: I have no idea what you're talking about. *smiles like an idiot* *continues earlier conversation about how everyone is a horrible driver*

I MET BRENDON URIE ON MONDAY IN MADRID! HE IS MY BIGGEST PLATONIC LOVE SINCE I WAS 14 YEARS OLD. I COULDN’T SAY ANYTHING, I JUST CAME TO HIM AND SAID “OH MY GOD”, AND HE GAVE ME A HUG!

Then I asked for a photo and he said yes, and asked me if I was going out for party, but I said no, I’m not from Madrid, so I said I was comming to a friend’s house. He asked me where I am from, I said Galicia but he didn’t know, so I said Portugal, because it’s next to the country, and he said he knew where is Portugal. Then he hugged me again x,D And because I couldn’t say anything normal, while they were leaving, I said with a distance of few meters “I FOLLOW YOU SINCE YOUR VERY FIRST CD! SINCE I WAS 14 YEARS OLD!” He laughed and he said “See you tomorrow!”. I don’t remember if I said “I love you” during a hug, I just said “OH MY GOD” and “I CAN’T BELIEVE IT”. HE IS LOVELY. I LOVE YOU, BRENDON ;_;

a little too fast: a wally & linda mix
songs for when it’s complicated because you’re way too into a younger guy who’s also your ex-boyfriend’s new girlfriend’s cousin… and the (second) fastest man alive.

{listen}

i. classic - MKTO // ii. sweet piece of candy - someone’s little sister // iii. can we dance - the vamps // iv. froot - marina and the diamonds // v. my racing thoughts - jack’s mannequin // vi. fast as you can - fiona apple // vii. girls chase boys - ingrid michaelson // viii. drove me wild - tegan and sara // ix. did it again (feat. kid cudi) - shakira // x. all the pretty girls - fun. // xi. nuclear seasons - charli xcx // xii. if i go - ella eyre // xiii. adios - serayah mcneill // xiv. be good - emily kinney