So this happened

I started crying during class and ran out and my friend came after me, she hugged me and asked me what was wrong.

I could obviously not tell her that I actually just read a really sad Wolfstar-fic about Remus after Sirius’ death, so I made up this story and told her my grandma died yesterday. 

My friend just hugged me and  when she let go she said; ‘’she is still with you. in here’’ and pointed towards my heart, then she added; ‘’always’’ and I’m not saying I cried like a baby but I’m also not saying that I didn’t.

My friend thought that I just missed my grandma but actually

If I’m emotionally unstable because of the marauders? I think so.