i’m salty about the ccot paper i bs-ed for ap world
like… i wasn’t expecting to get a lot of points out of it in the first place, but i only missed 0.5 points for the most frustrating tiny detail ever…… and he left these rlly passive-aggressive comments on my paper. i know he didn’t like it but it satisfied the rubric lmaooooo
That person can go to hell, tbh. Your writing is lovely!
It honestly made me feel so insecure and I’m still feeling like shit about that. Like, I can’t open a document to write without feeling like I’m so worthless and should give up. I’ve been having so many doubts lately and I know I make so many mistakes and my handling of most topics is just so faulty and reading other people’s works just makes it worse. Plus, I’m not even writing in my native tongue, which only makes everything worse.
But anyway, because I’m that stubborn, I opened a document today anyway and started writing something and I’m trying my best. Even if it’s pure shit, at least it feels a bit better than what I usually write, idk.
But if I ever get to finish it I don’t know if I’ll have the courage to show it to anyone because I feel like a huge piece of shit right now.