Rant moment here……..I guess
I really want to bring cool and new stuff for my blog, I feel that everything that I do it’s not good enough. I don’t feel confident about my art.
This art block is killing me to the point that I cried just because I can’t do a single design for Idle and Siren’s childrens.
I don’t know what to do anymore, should I continue my comic, should I forget about it and give up of it? I don’t know.
Reality is breaking me. Everything that I thought I could do to gain and be good at life is being taken away from me. Maybe I should leave tumblr and give up…..
I don’t feel that I’ve been doing enough, and when I do it doesn’t come out good as I expected so I just leave it behind.
“Rey but you’re only 14 you still have much time to think what you’re going to do with yer life”. No I don’t. In my country, when you get to high school, this three last years, usually you choose a class to study what you want to do with your life and this really sucks. My dreams is being crushed and I can’t stop this. I’m crying while I write this post because I don’t understand how I get to the point of leaving tumblr. The social media that changed my life and, I met so many awesome peoples that helped me pass through a lot of hard stuff. My life is a crap right now. I’m a completely mess.
Should I leave. Should I stay. I honestly don’t know anymore……