Rant moment here……..I guess

I really want to bring cool and new stuff for my blog, I feel that everything that I do it’s not good enough. I don’t feel confident about my art.

This art block is killing me to the point that I cried just because I can’t do a single design for Idle and Siren’s childrens.

I don’t know what to do anymore, should I continue my comic, should I forget about it and give up of it? I don’t know.

Reality is breaking me. Everything that I thought I could do to gain and be good at life is being taken away from me. Maybe I should leave tumblr and give up…..

I don’t feel that I’ve been doing enough, and when I do it doesn’t come out good as I expected so I just leave it behind.

“Rey but you’re only 14 you still have much time to think what you’re going to do with yer life”. No I don’t. In my country, when you get to high school, this three last years, usually you choose a class to study what you want to do with your life and this really sucks. My dreams is being crushed and I can’t stop this. I’m crying while I write this post because I don’t understand how I get to the point of leaving tumblr. The social media that changed my life and, I met so many awesome peoples that helped me pass through a lot of hard stuff. My life is a crap right now. I’m a completely mess.

Should I leave. Should I stay. I honestly don’t know anymore……

anonymous asked:

So I used to watch this lesbian YouTube couple on YouTube, but they broke up. It's been almost 5 months and I still have hope they'll get back together.. so you think I should just give up?? I mean, they were together for 3 and 1/2 years!! They honestly saved my life and I love them so much :/ I don't know if I'm wasting my time tho..

Honestly, yes I really think you should.

I completely understand being invested in a couple so much that it actually effects your life. I’ve experienced it myself a few years ago, mine was a fictional couple, but when they broke up, I was genuinely so hurt about it. I really get it.

But it’s so toxic really to be too emotionally invested in someone else’s relationship, especially when it’s a real life couple. 

You need to move on from it, and concentrate on things in your own life. If they never get back together and you don’t get over their break up, then it’s going to be really detrimental to you. They were important to you, and that’s special and wonderful and nothing’s going to take that away from you, but that door has closed now, and it’s time to move forward with your life. 

I’d be lying if I said I didn’t envy artists who post original content that people take interest in it.

I have more original art in my folder than all my fanart combined. I just never found the confidence to post them because it’s really difficult to build interest for something nobody knows about.

It’s honestly my own fault for not trying harder. I worry too much about whether people will see or share it when I should’ve just focused on improving and showing I’m capable of more than just fanart…

Is it too late to start trying to post more original content or should I just give up? orz


Quinx + Masks

au where arthur is a wizard that leaves magic society to teach english literature 

au where arthur is some kind of forest spirit and alfred is a prince

not sure where this is going but i like it

the mother deserved better

Set 127 - 3. “They went home already." 
Set 128 - 9. "It’s so stupid but I can’t stop thinking about it.”

And Sousuke has a new name in his hatelist.

Srsly I dunno what happened. I tried to keep them in character but I failed miserably. I also tried to write but I gave up. (  ゚,_ゝ゚)