Maybe this decision will bite me in the ass someday but I’m going to go out more.
So I’ve acknowledged that I’m an introvert and going out requires a lot of effort for me, but part of it was due to my health issues. I’m recovering from that and maybe it’s time to push myself a little.
Staying in was comforting when I had difficulties gathering energy for surviving a day. Now it’s just bothering me more.
In case that leap proves to be a little too much for me, I won’t be telling my friends just yet. I don’t want them to expect social wonders from me. I don’t want to break any promises, like I did when all of this begun.
For now, I just want to live a little more and I finally have the energy to do so.