anonymous asked:

I want to talk about how much I love zayn and Liam so don't mind me. I'm going to send you a message with my love for Liam and my love zayn hope you don't mind

ZAYN - so I know zayn’s the most beautiful man out there but honestly that’s the least beautiful thing about him. His physical attributes amount to nothing when you take in account his personality, his heart and his love. Like, he’s so genuine and kind? he’s always so supportive of his fans, and his friends. His tweets to Aiden, and the boys come to mind. But other than that, he’s such a family guy. He doesn’t have to be with them 24/7 to appreciate them and love them and whenever he talks ©

ZAYN - about them there is just so much love and appreciation and respect for his family. He wanted his dad to be proud of him. He wanted his mum to be happy (and he gifted her a house). He’s so fucking lovely to everyone. And you know how people say his eyes shine so bright? It’s cuz there’s nothing but light in him? I wouldn’t be surprised if Zayn doesn’t /hate/ anyone. He just seems like a guy who either loveswith his entire heart or doesn’t care about you. Either you’re in or you’re out ©

ZAYN - © but let’s talk about his VOICE. personally I perfer his acoustics and live performances, because damn his voice is so angelic in a way? His voice is so calming; it doesn’t matter what he’s singing, it’s just so so so damn beautiful. I remember when NB leaked I won’t mind I listened to it on REPEAT for months because his voice was epic. His voice literally reminds me of your favourite feeling. It’s just so fucking beautiful.

ZAYN - © okay but let’s also talk about how proud he is of /who/ he is. He is a Muslim, he is a British born Pakistani. And he doesn’t dare hideaway from that fact! Early on his career he had tweeted the Shahada (which every Muslim recites to become a Muslim). He literally thanked his parents for making him Asian. He has a song in Urdu on his damn debut album. He literally cites an iconic desi singer as one of his inspirations. He’s such a desi boy. I love him.

LIAM- LIAM IS AN ANGEL OKAY. There are no words to describe this man. He gets thrown under the bus for everything and I don’t even think he cares about it like he loves his band mates so much he literally speaks up for them (him posting after the weed video, him posting after z left the band) and he’s always trying and trying. He’s literally the definition of if life kicks you down 7 times get back up 8 times. He’s such a determined guy. Like fuck man he’s so determined to proving himself ©

LIAM - © to everyone that it’s actually so uplifting?? And omg remember when Andy was in a fire and he jumped in to save him? That’s honestly such a brave thing to do? He’s not a trained fire fighter, he’s just a kid who’s friend was burning and he did everything in his power to help him out and he saved his life. he’s honestly such a ride or die friend for people he loves and cares about ©

LIAM - people really forget that he admitted to having an alcoholic issue due to the stress of being in the spotlight Plus he also admitted that he had an eating disorder too because he wanted to stay fit?? He’s obviously such a sensitive souls and he really really reads everything people say about him and he’s so kind about it, he. Ever tried to show himself as a victim ? But just that he was himself? And I hate when people say He’s victimising himself in certain cases cuz he’s really not? ©

LIAM - © okay so now lets talk about his voice too. Because that boy has some pipes on him. His voice is so incredibleee!! Like? It’s not a basic voice at all. Sth you’d expect. Nah, man, that’s Liam payne and his voice is fucking gorgeous it’s so beautiful. It feels like a warm hug tbh. And that’s something everybody fucking needs in their life. ©

LIAM - let’s talk more about him being kind because that’s one thing that surprises me day and day out about Liam. He could be thrown in to anything and he still has so much kindness in his heart???? Something he shares with literally everyone. And, the fact that his smile is the kindest warmest smile I have ever seen in my life is so lovely. Liam Payne is god’s gift to this ugly mankind honestly.

bless you, nonnie, i’m a sobbing mess 

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.