i-love-you-the-most

  • Zen:So... Are you a man or a woman?
  • Vanderwood:I'm a secret agent.
  • Zen:Oh, but what's between your legs?
  • Vanderwood:Seven, apparently.
  • 707:Hello~

anonymous asked:

Really off topic, but do you have any advise on how to become more grown up/well spoken and be calm when not fandom drama happens? I'm currently looking for a fitting therapist for my anxiety but i'm not sure if they also help you to become a decend adult.

Did you see me six weeks ago? I was the very definition of “not calm”. I let fandom drama get to me and I reacted. The solution was to step away so I could regain perspective. 

Empathy is key, whether it’s fandom drama or not. If I can understand why the person is upset, and how I contributed to it, I feel a sense of calm. Once I know the cause of the conflict, maybe I can’t fix it, but I can keep from making it worse. At that point, I feel more in control of the situation.

I’m not naturally prone to anger, but I am very susceptible to the feeling of panic and hurt when someone is upset with me and I don’t know why. 

It’s hard, right? Because to see another person’s viewpoint means letting go of your own hurt and anger and focusing on theirs. Really focusing on it. Even if they are wrong, their feelings are real and need to be acknowledged. Then at some point you have do decide, do I want to prove myself right, or do I want to resolve the situation and get along. 

I hope you find a good therapist. If your anxiety is causing you problems in social situations, a good therapist will help you learn your personal triggers, how to anticipate and deal with them while they are still manageable. Therapy is hard work but if you stick with it, it can be life changing. I wish you every luck with that.

I still remember that you pick up the napkin bits that you tear to pieces when we went out to dinner or breakfast. Or that you were always a night person and slept until 11:30 or noon most days when you weren’t busy doing homework. I remember loving you in the smaller most forgetful moments. Like when you’d run your fingers up and down my calves and whisper my skin was soft before placing a gentle almost nonexistent kiss on my neck. Or how some days when we’d see each other we’d just lay on the couch or in my room and watch friends. Your laugh was like reading my favorite book, I was always hungry for more. I never wanted it to end. So yes I’m moving on, I don’t look at you and feel my chest ache to be within your touch, but I still remember all the times I loved you so much the earth stood still. And I think I’m okay with that. You’ll always be someone who loved the best and worst parts of me.

askadragonite  asked:

Jeff@Palkia: Why do we need more gods, I'm standing right here, GAHAHA

EXCUSE ME!? I’m going to pretend I did NOT just hear what I MOST DEFIANTLY JUST HEARD. I am one of the very first - and most powerful - of the gods! I’ve been here since before you were born! I helped shape this world you see around you! I AM THE QUEEN OF HEAVEN, THE MOST LOVED OF MY SIBLINGS. I AM MY FATHER’S CHOSEN DAUGHTER. EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD IS AT MY FINGERTIPS. You are NOT to disrespect me! I’ll let you off this time, but you are no god. Not in my world. Here your ‘power’ is null and void!

<Palkia doesn’t seem to have the best patience with other ancient beings>
<She seems to have revealed a few things about herself. Ask?>

update

I know most of you guys won’t care about what I’m about to say but I’m going to write it because I need an outlet. 

I have been posting that I was sad or depressed, that is no longer true. I left a friendship with a person I thought was my best friend. If you have been a long time follower of mine you know who I’m talking about. I’m not going to say her name out of respect. I have been trying to find myself these last few months and it’s been really hard. I’m trying to make friends and reconnect with old ones. I honestly don’t know what I want to do with my life and that scares the absolute shit out of me. I hated being that sad person who never got out of bed, I was over it. I have been doing more things on my own such as going to the doctors alone, I know that might not seem like a big deal to most of you but when you have anxiety it is. I’ve been hanging out with family more and realizing what matters in life. 

thekingofdoorsbitch  asked:

Tag a quality blog! You’re it! Quality doesn’t mean that you have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. If you get this message, someone is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don’t care how many followers you have. Send this to 10 blogs who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will happen. But it’s just good to let someone know that you love them! ❤

//YOU SURE ABOUT THAT? YOU REALLY SURE? AKjslksdja Thank you. This really made my night.

I won’t chain it, but I’ll tag 10 people that makes me seriously happy and I love writing with you and LS:jc;lshd;jpfj I LOVE YOU AAAALLLLL.

@blue-eyes-white-kaiba, @multifxrious, @yadxnushi, @ogyve (most of the time…ya jerk.), @coldazure, @psychicarmorhead, @destiny-be-damned, @carnal-snake, @cannibalmariku, @malikkitty, @beautyofillusixn, @setoxkaiba, @redeyespride and of COURSE YOU @thekingofdoorsbitch

Whoops. More than ten. But I just love you all okay? I’m keeping all of you. <3333

Spoiler Free Review of Sorts

Do you want to know what I love most about Leigh Bardugo’s Six of Crows and Crooked Kingdom?  The women save themselves.  The men save themselves.  And yet each character depends so fully upon the others despite monumental flaws that are often physically or morally debilitating.  The books run the gauntlet of emotional turmoil. Fear, hatred, misunderstanding, affection, love, confusion.  It’s all there.

Do you know what I love most about Six of Crows and Crooked Kingdom?  The diversity.   There is racial diversity.  There is diversity in sexuality.  Religious diversity, physical diversity, even diversity in learning ability.  One character walks with a cane and has an extreme phobia of physical contact.  Another can’t read.  One suffers from panic attacks due to what I would call PTSD.  One has a gambling addiction, and two of them are on two very different sides of politics.  All of them have radically different backgrounds and upbringings.

Do you know what I love most about these books?  That in spite of all these differences, ones that cause no end of arguments and problems, they all work well together.  This plethora of diversities is not at all contrived.  The whole conglomeration of qualities, foibles, and deep issues these characters have just /works/.  

Do you know what I love most about Leigh Bardugo’s world?  It’s just like ours.  The differences between Kaz, Inej, Jesper, Wylan, Nina, and Matthias work because we come across these differences every day.  They’re so very real.  And we can either chose to accept these differences and work together in tandem, or else just keep refusing to acknowledge them and see how that works out for us.  

What I love most about these books is that as soon as I’m finished reading one, I want to turn back to page one and start again.

I await you, my beloved
On the outskirts of ancient
City walls, call it Constantinople
Athens, Cairo, or Jerusalem, it’s
All just a faded memory now, as love
Dwindles, like the ebbing torchlight
That once burnt, like passion in
Your mysterious lovely eyes
Twisting winding roads, lead me
Through spirals of incandescent
Towers, libraries, and deserted
Markets, the soft moon covered
Over, by sleepy velvety clouds
That roam the skies like ancient
Gods, in Persia and Greece, the
Lightening erupted distant, like
A peripheral glance, into the
Magnificent unknown, your cities
Speak of warmth, grace, elegance
and Beauty, all of the gifts I love
From you my dear the very most

( Heyo, it’s admin Ronnie! I’m sure some of you are wondering where I’ve gone and why I’ve been so inactive ehe.

I’ve had some health issues come up and haven’t had time or energy to draw between all the appointments, emails, phone calls, and school work.

I’m back though and I’m doing a lot better so please do not worry!!

But for the mean time, I will be closing the ask box again. I apologize, but I didn’t expect it to fill up so quickly aha. So thank you for all the asks and love, everyone! I’d like to at least bring the number down to half of what it is now (99 ;;) so it is more manageable and will help make room for new asks when it does reopen!

Also, all further admin asks will most likely be deleted. I love talking with you all and replying, but keep in mind that this is a Jin ask blog! Please send all your questions and such to my main/personal blog @kimchi-kimssi !! 

I hope you’re all doing well and have been treating the other ask blogs with the same love and support you have for mine. <3333 )

Somehow, through being a complete ass to people, and skipping out on long Hiatus’s, People still follow me. Granted a solid 50 of these followers are porn blogs, I feel it would be out of Billy’s character not to include them, as boobs has gotten Billy out of some pretty rough patches in his life. 

But since we all know Boobs are awesome, let’s turn to some unsung heros! I know most of these are supposed to have categories for saying who I love the most, but i’ll let you all fight over that among yourselves!

@n0t-a-nice-person

I interacted with them before they created their Jacket blog, and while at first there was some Jacket Envy (As I was heavily roleplaying as Jacket on my @jacketspiece Blog at the time) I quickly found it was enjoyable to interact with them. This is not to put down every other Jacket blog on Tumblr, as you’re all doing terrific jobs, but if I had to single out one of you as most true Jacket to the game, it would be this peach. I used to read through their threads with other characters, and just admire how perfectly they wrote Jackets inner conflicts. They are also incredibly patient when it comes to threads with me. I have left for many weeks and they were cool enough to pick up threads with me, or drop them because I was unable to get back into the mood of it.

I thoroughly enjoy writing with them, and if you haven’t started following them already, you should really treat yourself to some excellent writing.  

@sokol-the-grinder

While I’ve written with them more on Jacket than Biker, and I find it more difficult to write long threads with Billy and Sokol’s dynamics, there’s no mistaking an excellent writer. Sokol captures what I feel is a very true image of his character. I’ve written as friends and enemies with him and it has always been an enjoyable interaction. 

@tragedyveined

My very first impression of this OC was “Oh, another labido fueled OC” I don’t even know how we really started threading, or who followed who first. all I remember was how wrong I was. Fallon is a beautifully written broken down character , you need to read more than a few threads to understand there’s more going on than meets the eye. She is incredibly complex, but very easy to interact with. 

And the Mun is so understanding, and so easy to interact with. OOC we were very supportive of one another and it was nice just to have someone to remind me it was okay to be sad, and I’d be okay. 

@thequarrelsome

Ofcourse I can’t mention Fallon without Lambert. I’m not huge into the Witcher, infact for the longest time I just thought this was an OC. I’ve had very few interactions with Lambert, infact I’ve spent more time reading their threads with Fallon than actually Roleplaying with them. Its not because their a poor role player , not by any means…. im just weird…. 

@flannelsxpaints

Cinnamon bun, precious little thing. I’ve spent more time roleplaying with them as a number of other characters on another account of theirs, but nothing changes the fact this Mun is adorable and writes excellent characters. 

@horsemasked

I. Will . Follow. ALL THE ACCOUNTS. I cannot get enough of them, the mention of them being back in the Hotline fandom was enough to get me out of one of my hiatus’s. While I sometimes find it difficult to hold a lasting thread (one of us always seems to just stop replying) All of them have been a treat! Billy has no trouble getting along with their characters, always offering a new and interesting relationship. I can honestly say none of their characters has ever felt the same as another. Each one beautifully written and with so much depth. The mun needs to clone themself so they can be active on all their blogs, You’d probably see a lot more of me around here. 

@1800rigormortis

Freinemy #1 

Billy didn’t hit it off with them. at all. Truth be told the Mun didn’t either. I think it was because I saw Fury as “Just another Billy” . initially they seemed very similar, and it became a contest as to which one could be a bigger asshole to the other. That evolved quickly over time though, and thankfully it was those little arguments between our characters that built a strange Friendly rivalry. I will never forget the night I jokingly mused that maybe in one of the thrieds we were in, that Fury should be dead, and the Mun was like “Okay”. 

That night I discovered that the Mun had no problem destroying my feelings. 

They also helped me through a butt load of personal issues, and I don’t think they realize just how much it helped me to have someone to write through some of those feelings with. I’ve come to enjoy reading Fury’s threads……………….. until he does penis stuff with other guys, sorry. 

@oncebittcn

Short shoutout to the person who introduced the concept of Billy and dinosaurs. We met in a fun little Verse group, Billy and Zara had become partners in crime. 

@neonpanties

I simply do not give this sweet sweet person enough credit. A constant support and boost to my Ego. While I feel most of my interactions to this lovely Mun has been over skype, I will always cherish the support they have shown me. We have spent hours discussing headcanons , threads, and do to my lack of muse we simply never got around to writing them. For that im very sorry. I’ve always enjoyed our characters interactions. 

There’s so many more people who deserve a shout out, really. But this is what happens when you decide to try and do something like this an hour after your bedtime. I know im not here a lot. like, at all. But I still think a lot about our threads. I wish I could just summon up my muse like I used to do, and get back to writing with you all, maybe soon~ 

Until then, you’re all DEAD MEAT

dear meg seok (aka @softisuga)

todAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY AND YOU ARE 15 YAY. NOW YOU’RE EXPECTING ME TO MAKE A HUGE POST ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND HOW YOU ARE THE SWEETEST AND MOST PRECIOUS BEAUTIFUL ANGEL AND YOU DESERVE THE WORLD, BUT. THE REALITY IS I TELL YOU THIS EVERYDAY. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I DONT TELL YOU? 

YOU KNOW ALL THOSE THINGS I SAID ‘ID QUOTE YOU ON?’ 

WELL TODAY IS THE DAY YOU CAN RELIVE MY TOP TEN MEG SEOK QUOTES. ACCOMPANIED BY SOME APPROPRIATE LEGENDARY BTS DERPS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEG I LOVE YOU SO YOU CANT HATE ME FOR THIS, BET YOU WISHED I BOUGHT YOU THAT BRACELET FOR A PRESENT NOW HAHAHA TOO BAD I DONT LIVE IN AMERICA.

YOUR FAVE
~KIM RYA~

at 10 we have:

in 9th place…

i hope you realise these will progressively get worse :)))))

wipe away the tears meg. neXT

7…

you’re probably still adding more choking sounds lets be real here

i picked good derps didnt i

come on we got 3 left you can do it meg seok, i didnt name you after sunshine for no reason

thats right i noticed that typo smh

ill give you a second

yoU THOUGHT I WOULD FORGET BUT NO THE LEGENDARY MILK QUOTE IS IN FIRST PLACE HOW DO YOU FEEL

SO THERE YOU GO. THE MORAL IS, WATCH WHAT YOU SAY. BECAUSE IF THIS IS WHAT I GOT IN 2 MONTHS… HOW DO YOU THINK NEXT YEARS ONE WILL TURN OUT. 

top 50? XD

ILY MEG I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AMAZING DAY AND I HAVEN’T TRAUMATIZED YOU TOO MUCH :))))