Inktober 024: I’ve been having a lot of Oikawa feelings recently╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

Tools: Copic Multiliner (0.05), WHSmith’s sketchbook


VIXX-OTPS has reached its third year and has achieved 20,110+ followers! I hope you all enjoyed the 15-day countdown this year and thank you very much for these 3 years! ♥ I hope we would be able to celebrate again next year~

hello guys, this is Nis. I’ve hit one of my personal milestones a couple of days a go and decided to make another follow forever!

I can’t believe that I’m posting this because I never thought I would reach this milestone very soon. I’m so, so, so thankful for all of my followers and mutuals, as well as the blogs that I follow for making my time in tumblr and stanning BTS really enjoyable.

thank you for following me, for putting up with my lacking self, for reblogging and liking my contents, for talking to me, for making my dash looking beautiful everyday. thank you for making me smile even in my shittiest days, thank you for always encouraging me with your kind words, thank you for always creating and sharing quality contents that inspire me and I enjoy very much ❤

let’s get to it!

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Taking a break, y’all.

I’ve been avoiding this for a while, trying to push through it, trying to do what I’ve always done. But the truth is, I am drained. I am tired. I have no motivation. I’m struggling.

Part of it has to do with some work issues, part of it has to do with trying to keep up with posting daily/every other day, part of it has to do with some mild depression (which is the first time I’ve ever mentioned that on Tumblr, actually).

I’m okay. I’m taking care of myself. But part of that has to include taking a break. I’ll be here to answer messages and to chat with you guys. But I won’t be posting ficsfor at least a week or so. I’m sorry that I won’t be able to give you fics, but I know you all understand why. So thank you, and I love you. I love you so much.

And The Award For Best Community On YouTube Goes To:

@therealjacksepticeye The lovely green haired man we all know and love. It’s been such a long road with him, I admit, I wasn’t with him for his first few months of being on YouTube, but man did he make me the happiest person alive. He gets all of these messages of people saying how much he helped them, and other communities don’t understand that it’s true. Sean has dedicated most of his time for us and I can’t admire anyone else with that same passion. The good old green bean still doesn’t know what he’s doing but manages to keep going through it no matter what happens. We all love you Sean, and with more people coming into the community, I’m sure we all can do great things if we follow in your path.

Thank you Sean, you have meant the world to every single one of us.

100 Followers RAFFLE!


So, as a celebration for getting all the way to 100 followers, I’ve decided to hold a raffle! The prizes for this raffle will consist of things such as art, a place in my fic, and even a minute long personal guard routine!

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  • YOU MUST BE FOLLOWING ME AND STAY A FOLLOWER IF YOU ARE A WINNER! If you follow me and end up winning one of the prizes only to unfollow me immediately after, I will revoke your prize and give it to somebody else! I will be checking. If you really do not like my content or just do not care, then I wouldn’t enter this raffle if I were you!
  • YOU MUST LIKE THIS POST TOO! If you do not like the post as well, I will not count you for the prize.
  • REBLOGGING IS OPTIONAL, BUT HIGHLY ENCOURAGED AND WILL GET YOU AN EXTRA CHANCE AT WINNING! If you do all three, that equals to three total spots in the randomizer I will be using, as opposed to only 2 if you just like and follow! I would also like for this to get out there and get as many people entering as possible!
  • IF YOU DO NOT WANT ONE OF THE PRIZES OFFERED, THAT’S OKAY! Tell me and I will see about giving the prize to the person next in line! 
  • IF YOU ARE A WINNER AND DO NOT RESPOND WITHIN THE FIRST 48 HOURS, I WILL REVOKE YOU AS A WINNER AND GIVE THE PRIZES TO SOMEONE ELSE! So if you are the kind of person who is hardly ever on Tumblr, I would think again about entering this raffle…

Originally posted by chibird



1st Place:

  • A 1 minute long, personalized colorguard routine to a song of your choice! Please tell me if you would like it done on a six foot flag or swing flags, I cannot do routines for rifle or sabre!
  • One of your characters will have a spot as a side character in my fanfic! I will choose whenever your character will appear, which could be as late as sometime in the sequel (Yes, I already have a sequel planned, lol)! Please don’t be mad if it’ll take a while for your character to show up.

  • A full body, traditional drawing of your character, colored and inked!

2nd Place:

  • One of your characters will appear briefly in my fic! It could be something small, maybe they are a worker somewhere or somebody mentions them. I will choose whenever your character will appear, which could be as late as sometime in the sequel! Please don’t be mad if it’ll take a while for your character to show up.
  • A full body, traditional drawing of your character, inked!

3rd Place:

  • A full body sketch of your character! 

Concerning art:


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Originally posted by chizuruyu

i haven’t been in a good mood lately because of how i feel about my self. i continue to get misgendered…i really hate my body. i hate myself and who i am on the outside. i just want to sleep…im tired… ah but… there are things that keep me from giving up. like… it’s silly, small things. but that’s ok.

anywho… i know a lot of you followed me for my art, i know… i will still post my art here, i’ve just been in a sad mood to draw…
haha maybe i’ll draw people i love, like phil lester. heh yeah. i think i’m going to draw some smol chibi phil’s until i feel better. i’ll even post them.
if you adore & love phil, please look forward to that.

Hey lmao let people headcanon and say if a character is trans/genderfluid/gay/lgbt+
It’s not over thinking a gender
It’s people thinking wtf they wanna think
Let Yukisada be fuckin trans god damn
And please don’t say you’re fangirling over someone being gay oh my god that’s just. Ooooh my god.

Suffer In Silence.- CH

He is your best friend. He is your other half. He is your missing piece.

But he isn’t yours.

He is someone else’s.

You are surrounded with a sea of eyes yet you are only searching for his.

It kills you to see him with her. His smile speaks a thousand words and the touch of his lips on her shoulder makes a chill run down your spine that stops you in your tracks. It’s sad. Everyone around you has had the chance to feel the rush of adrenaline that comes with love, everyone around you has felt what it is like to be loved. But not you. Instead you suffer in silence and let your unspoken words become coated with poison as they build in your head, waiting to be said.

It’s no surprise you can’t warm up to her, instead you flash a fake smile that you have perfected and pray that you have everyone else fooled. You don’t want to be the girl who sits on the side and waits but five years later nothing has changed and you still hope Calum will wake up one day and see what has been right in front of him from the very beginning. You don’t want to be that girl but here you are, holding back your tears as you watch them together and vow to yourself that she will never be able to love him like you do. You don’t want to be that girl but here you are, heart in hand willing for him to take it and call it his. But he won’t. He isn’t yours.

“What are you thinking about?” His voice startles you and it only takes one glance to be knocked off your feet by his mischievous grin. His shoulder playfully knocking yours.

“Nothing. Just like watching you being so happy. I’m happy for you, Cal.” You want to be telling the truth but one glance in her direction and you feel sick.

“See anyone you like? You know I can be a good wing man!” There it is. His eyes are searching yours and he throws a wink in your direction.

Instead you give him your best laugh that you can force and swallow the words that are rising in your chest. You clamp your mouth shut and let them cut you open with their sharp edges. It was supposed to get better but instead it hung over you like a sin, your own dirty little secret that you can’t share with anyone. You look at him and all you can picture is the way he looks at her, how he rung you after his first date and how his voice was filled with so much happiness that it made your stomach sink and your heart shatter. You look at him and ask how is it fair that she has him and you don’t? You were the one to pick him up after every fall, after every heart break and after every hard day. You were there, you had always been there. It is a constant struggle.

A part of you knows she doesn’t deserve him, you don’t deserve him either. How can you when you can’t even be happy for him without having a rage of jealousy surge through your veins. Unrequited love is one of the most potent forms of love there is, every feeling he gives you, she is giving him.

He is your best friend. He is your other half. He is your missing piece.

But he isn’t yours.

He is someone else’s.

But for the time being all you can do is hope, hope that one day he will let you live within the walls of his heart and let you call it home.