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I want to hug you, kiss you, have sex with you. I want to go out and see the stars with our hands together. I don’t want to be away from you, because I love you so much and it hurt every time that it happens.

Please, stay with me no matter what. I’ll never leave you alone, I promise.

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Maggie doesn’t want to have kids. I agreed because it’s what she wanted. Maggie is not going to change her mind. And the only way that we’re gonna work through it is if I let it go. And I tried, Kara. I love her so much that it hurts. And I convinced myself that living a life with her - it was enough. But watching Ruby…

But that’s the thing I hate about being a borderline. I know I’ll always love more. I’ll always care more. I’ll always need more. There will always feel like there is this void in my heart because no one will ever love me or care about me in the same way that I care about them. And no, that isn’t their fault and I’m not blaming them, I’m just saying that it really sucks. If I lose someone I’m close to, I am never the same again. If someone loses me, they move on. It’s just not the same. The people that I love, I love them with all that I have and I love them so much that it physically hurts. When I say “I can’t live without you” it’s not me trying to be manipulative, I really, truly don’t believe that I would be able to keep going if you were gone. “Normal” people get over heartbreak all the time, even if it takes years, but borderlines? We don’t get to catch a breath. We feel heartbreak all our lives.

Season 1: Wow, Bojack is a real piece of shit.

Season 2: Okay let’s be honest he’s deeply depressed and messed up and had a horrible childhood but he’s still an unbelievable asshole and I’m glad the narrative isn’t trying to excuse his actions because of his pain.

Season 3: He just keeps sabotaging himself and in doing so dragging people down with him. He never thinks about the consequences his actions have on others, and even when he admits that he hurts people it’s always in a self-centered way. I love this show, and I love the side characters, and Bojack is an absolutely fascinating, complex protagonist but I will never, ever, ever actually like him.

Season 4: I love Bojack so much it goddamned hurts.

A friendly reminder from our very own Mark Lee that got a panic attack from the fucking disrespectful fans that squished the poor boy so much that he had a panic attack and had to have a circle formed around him¡¡¡

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okay y'all buT TO BE FUCKING SERIOUS (I’m rlly pissed about this lmaooo.) Everyone understands that you’re excited to see your fav group right in front of you and you can’t believe it cuz kpop idols r a god damn blessing and ALL KPOP FANS UNDERSTAND THAT. But you cross the mother fucking line when you invade their space or do some other dumb shit that could harm other people just because you’re so excited :,))) DO NOT. I FUCKING REPEAT DO NOT INVADE IDOL’S PRIVACY OR SPACE. They are human beings like us and everyone needs space aIGHT. I’m tired of seeing shit like this happen, like the Taeyeon one where she fell was way too much. These bitch ass “fans” need to stop cuz tHEY ABOUT TO CATCH THESE FUCKING HANDS AIGHT. BOTTOM LINE, GIVE THE IDOLS THE FUCKING SPACE THEY NEED THEY ARE HUMANS AND HAVE THE SAME NEEDS AS US!!!!!!

(I’m actually really hurt and angry about my baby Mark having a panic attack he’s still really young and he’s so fragile I NEED TO FUCCIN PROTECT HIM AT ALL COSTS IM SO ANGRY I love him so much u don’t understand iM HURTING)

Breaking the Rules - part 3

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Summary:  Modern!AU You hate James Barnes with a burning passion and the feeling is entirely mutual. Just when you think things can’t get any worse, you are tricked into attending his sister’s wedding as his girlfriend. Stuck with a bunch of strangers, you come up with a set of rules that are not going to last long.

Word Count:2,157

Warnings: the usual +  Mention of Cheating, Mention of Emotionally Abusive Relationship

A/N: I hope you enjoy this chapter, lovelies!

Breaking the Rules - Masterpage

Originally posted by pennymany

You woke up with a start, unsure where you were. The distant sound of laughter filled the room and you rolled to your side, groaning. The light filtering through the curtains was bright enough to see by, but your eyes were still blurry from sleep.

“It’s barely seven!” Bucky groaned.

His head appeared just above the mattress as he sat up from the floor. He was at eye level with you and yawned widely, not bothering to cover his mouth. You buried your face into the pillow, mumbling something about morning breath.

“So this is what you look like in the morning,” he said, stretching his back. “Interesting.”

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Aphrodite’s personality

jesus christ she is more than sex.

she is a person with feelings, with a deep and complex personality like the rest of us. she’s more than that, and she deserves respect. aphrodite is gentle, very kind, but very passionate. her voice is soft but that doesn’t mean she won’t speak up for what she believes in. she’s more than a cute aesthetic deity, she is a powerful goddess and if you can’t get past that image, don’t work with her. she deserves more than that.

I’ve been working with her since I was a kid, aphrodite was the first deity that ever reached out to me, and to this day we’re still thick as thieves. she’s like my big sister, and I love her so much it makes my heart hurt sometimes. she’s about self love, and the biggest way to honor her as your god is to accept yourself for who you are. I know that’s stereotypical, but it’s more than just body image issues that she wants you to love. she wants you to love your laugh that you think is weird, your smile that you think is ugly, your skin that you think is gross, your soul that you think is unclean, your hands that you think are way to gnarly to hold anyone else’s. she loves you, she loves you, she loves you. it’s hard to accept that sometimes, but she does.

aphrodite takes in those who feel like outcasts, who are too “ugly” to love, who are too “weird” to have friends, who are too “broken” to feel whole. she’s passionate about her devotee’s, and she strives to make them the best people they can be. she doesn’t care what you look like, she doesn’t care about what gender you identify as, she doesn’t care where you come from, she loves you regardless. and it’s unconditional. it’s unconditional. 

she comes in many shapes and sizes to her worshipers, she’s not really the stereotypical slim, blonde, cis woman you see everywhere. she can be anything you want her to be, project yourself onto her and learn to love it. aphrodite wants to take care of you, let her. and that’s all I really have to say on the matter.

BTS Reaction – Bruises After Sex

Author’s Note: This is my first ever attempt of writing a reaction. Let’S see how this works:))

Jin:

After you both came back from your highs he would look at your heavily breathing figure and realize the bruises he left on you. He will trace the bruises on your beautiful skin with his fingers softly. He knew how bad it must have hurt you so he felt guilty when his hands started shaking a bit which ruined the moment for you.

‘Jagiya…I-I’m so sorry, I never meant to hurt you. Are you sure you are okay?’

‘Don’t worry princess I will cook for you so you won’t feel anything but joy!’’

Originally posted by fawnave

Yoongi:

He would wake up in the morning and see you in his embrace, sleeping. He would see your naked body by moving the covers with his attempt to sit on the bed. In shock, he would go over everything that happened last night placing his head between his hands and feel sad about the situation but when he tries to get up he realizes his own bruises ‘you’ gave him.

‘At least it wasn’t just me.’

‘I love you so much that it hurts.’

Originally posted by meanyoongis

Namjoon:

You will come out of the bathroom whining about the bruises and joking around with him when you hit his sensitive spot. He will become sad and protective all of a sudden, looking at the floor a bit. He will then come up to you and lightly kiss your tender lips while cupping your face. He will keep telling you that he is sorry but expect this happening to you more.

‘You turn me on so much I can’t imagine myself going slower.’

‘Oppa will make sure to pay back to you, how about I show you me being a gentleman now?;)’

Originally posted by forever-young-got7

Hoseok:

You were sleeping together when he wakes up and wanted to wake you too with the sunlight and his huge happy smile. He will go over the window and open the curtains letting the sunshine in but it hit your bare back highlighting the fragments of last night. He will lose his smile and run up to you, waking you up, hugging you and kissing anywhere on your body while saying he will be gentle next time.

‘Baby I’m so sorry do you want me to apply some cream?’

‘I will get 5000 shots of coffee to not lose my senses again! It doesn’t work like that?…Oh…’

Originally posted by jhopingforhoseok

Jimin:

He will find you preparing breakfast and appreciate your presence when he wakes up every day. He will slowly come after you and hug you from your waist making you jump a bit. Between your cute laughter, he tries to turn you around but your hip hits the counter leaving you in pain because of the bruises he gave you last night. He will get worried while saying that it’s okay and gently rubbing his hand on the bruises like comforting a little child.

‘Don’t worry love I will kiss them all so it will heal faster.’

‘I’m sorry baby everything will be okay.’

Originally posted by samwol

Taehyung:

Tae would step inside the bathroom to find you having a warm nice morning bath and he decides to join in. He will make jokes while giving you cuddles and decides to wash your back. When you turn, he will realize the trail of blue purple hickeys and scream. He would be so worried at that moment constantly asking you if you are okay and the only way you could stop him is giving him a teasing slap.

‘OMFG JAGI WHAT ARE THESE TELL ME WHO DID THEM????…Oh…it was me…’

‘I’m sorry jagiya next time I will make sure to wear gloves!!!’

Originally posted by toughchim

Jungkook:

The day after your heated night you have a big appointment at work so you jump out of the bed and start dressing up. Jungkook will wake with sleepy eyes calling out your name but you are so rushed running in the room when you felt his arms wrapped around your body to calm you down. When he steps back he will realize the bruises at your hips from his rough grip and he will kneel to give soft kisses to those spots. He will say he is sorry. Eventually you miss your appointment.

‘I’m sorry for ruining this amazing body of yours.’

‘But I treated my princess well, didn’t I?’

Originally posted by jkguks

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