He left his phone while he went to 7/11. Shhhhhh don’t tell him. Anyway, I figured I’d take the time to tell everyone how much of an amazing man Josiah is. I can’t believe it’s been 3 years since we’ve met. The VERY FIRST conversation we had was over FaceTime and we spent hours on the phone laughing and talking about absolutely nothing. The night I fell in love with him was during a state wide blizzard in Birmingham and I couldn’t go home because the roads were closed. Josiah literally stayed up with me until I was able to make it home the next day, and I’ve been in love with him ever since. We’ve been through so much together and I love seeing the man he’s growing to be day by day, not to mention the amazing father he is. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you. I’m in love with you Josiah, never forget that💕
Yesterday was ROUGH physically. I woke up at like 4 unable to go back to sleep and I felt sick about 50% of the day. Like I literally thought I was going to need to throw up about 4 times in the morning. Peppermints to the rescue. Then thankfully I started to feel better. I got a good night sleep last night so I’m feeling a lot better today.
I had supervision with my primary boss and things are starting to gel between us. She (actually ALL of my supervisors) is someone who I can really see being friends with when I’m done being supervised (about a year). We spent a good bit of time laughing and joking around yesterday and she told me she wants to give me a committee to chair once I get licensed. That’s always good to hear - your boss speaking very confidently about your future at the job.
C and I texted a bit yesterday. I initiated as C is pretty shy (although you would never think it, hearing him say the things he does while in his suit). I got some ideas in relation to how to handle the situation from my social work friends in the next office, B and LS. It’s a nice feeling too getting close/becoming friends with other women in the office. I’m settling nicely into this position here. It feels really good.
•Got the major parts of my checklist completed.
•Didn’t use as many behaviors, which is probably good but I feel yucky about it.
•Spent an hour with one of my best friends and we laughed a lot and I felt happy I think.
•Kind of was able to focus in some of my classes today.
•Talked to the boy and I think things are okay even though I’m super awkward about literally everything in life.
•Talked to @j-la-vie for a while on the phone and just vented and such and it was nice (32 days!!!!!)
•Am just getting to bed now at 2am after homework, studying and a shower, but I have an 8am which I’m really tempted to skip but I’ve never skipped a class before and I’m scared it would lead to lots of skipping
•Have bad anxiety over literally everything but whatever
•I am in no way prepared for the rest of the week
•I will need all the coffee tomorrow
•I’m hella worked up over food and working out tomorrow especially, but the rest of the week as well
•I have to learn all parts and functions of the brain within the next 10 hours of which I pray I will be asleep for 5 of, and will be in class for 4 so…