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Don’t Be A Fool | Nate Maloley

Based off of the song, ‘Don’t be a fool’ by Shawn Mendes :)) if you haven’t heard it yet, wyd??


Nate’s P.O.V. 

I sighed loudly as I finished reading the e-mail I just recieved from my manager moments ago. “Yo, what’s wrong, Skate? Did your manager decline your tour idea?”

“No,” I shook my head. “He likes the idea of me going on another tour since the last one was so successful. He said he’d call up some people and he’d get back to me about tomorrow or Tuesday.”

Swazz looked at me with his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “That’s great, Nate! We can go on another tour, I know your fans have been dying for another one since Skaterade. Why aren’t happy, though?”

“I don’t want to leave (Y/N) again,” I sighed and ran my hands down my face. “I know how hard it was for her the first time we left for tour and I don’t want to put her through that pain of missing me again. Who knows how long this tour will be? I can’t leave her by herself again, John, I just can’t do that to her.”

He sighed lightly. “I don’t know what to tell you, man. I’m not going to sit here and try to give you some tips because I have never been through this and I don’t want to fuck shit up for you guys. This is an amazing opportunity, so just do what you have to do, I guess.”

He’s right, this is a great opportunity and if I decline, who knows when I will get another chance like this? I love (Y/N) with all of my heart and the past three years have been absolutely amazing with her but I saw what the Skaterade tour did to her and I don’t want to put her through that again so there’s really only one thing I can do. “Hey, I’m going to go but I’ll call you later, alright?”

+

I walked into (Y/N) and I’s shared apartment to see her wiping down the kitchen counter. “Hey baby,” she greeted me with a small smile as she turned her head slightly to look over at me. “How was your day?”

“It was alright, I guess,” I shrugged lightly and gave her a kiss on the cheek. “But hey, can I talk to you for a minute?”

She nodded and placed the rag in the sink, wiping her hands on a paper towel. “Yeah, what’s up?” she asked as she took a seat at the kitchen table. “Is everything alright?”

I let out a sigh as I sat in the seat across from her and took her hand in mine. “Not really. I really need to talk to you about something but please, just please, don’t hate me.”

“Okay, you’re scaring me now,” she chuckled nervously as she ran her hand through her beautiful long brown hair. “Can you just spit it out because I’m honestly getting pretty nervous right now.”

I looked down at my hands before I spoke, “I love you, oh God I love you, but we need to break up. You did absolutely nothing wrong, baby girl, trust me. I recieved an e-mail from my manager this morning talking about another tour and I want to do it, I just don’t want you to have to go through the pain of missing me.”

“Wait, what?” her voice cracks as she speaks. “No, Nate, please don’t do this. We can work it out, I can go with you. I’ll take time off of school and I will go on tour with you. We don’t need to break up, baby, we can work through this.”

I shook my head and looked up at her to see her eyes glistening with tears. “I can’t let you do that, baby. You worked so hard to get to where you are now, you’re not taking time off of your courses for me. I won’t allow you to. You’ll be here finishing up school and I’ll be travelling around the country, performing for my fans. I don’t know how long this tour will be and I don’t want you to go through what you did last time. I really hope you understand.”

“I’ll wait for you,” she shook her head as a tear fell from her eye. “I don’t care how long your tour is, I will wait for you to come back. I love you and I don’t want to lose you, baby.”

I shook my head and felt the lump in my throat grow. I usually don’t get emotional but something about losing (Y/N) makes me want to burst into tears right now. “No, don’t be a fool and wait for me. I want you to move on, okay? I want you to be with someone who makes you happy and won’t leave you for months on end by yourself. I love you but I can’t give you what you deserve and I am so sorry to do this to you.”

“You will be alright, (Y/N),” I continued. “You’re going to do great things in your life, I promise. I’m sorry, I really am. Just know that I do love you with my entire heart and the past three years have been the best years of my life but this is for the best. It’s going to hurt but you can make it through this, okay?”

She shook her head as she wiped the tears from her eyes. “If that’s what you want to do,” she sniffled. “It’s going to hurt like hell but I don’t want to hold you back. Just promise me you won’t forget me.”

I stood up and walked over to where she was sitting. I kneeled down and looked her in the eyes. “I would never forget about you, baby. I promise you that. I will always love you and you will always hold a special place in my heart.”

She smiled lightly and wrapped her arms around me in a hug. “Good luck on your tour, keep in touch.”

I pulled away and placed a small kiss on her forehead. “Of course.”

EEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE”S MY RAY OF SUNSHINE WHO KNOWS THE EXTRA’S NAME WHICH IS DAVIS. AND KNOWS HIS WIFE TOO. I LOVE ELEnA WHAT A GREAT LADY. Gotta admit, for like half a second the back of her head looked like Bobbi…

MACK AND YO-YO… wait why is this kinda awkw…ait dinner again. WHAT? COME AGAIN? HUH? SAY WHAT? UH.

oh it’s a fraternization thing. okay okay okay. we can work around this.

turtleman. yaaaas. wait WHAT. wow. she has about one thing on her mind right now. gee.

Yo, I’ve got a question

does anyone else get that feeling like they have an external part of their body or extra limbs?

for example: I sometimes feel like I have wings. I can move them, and it almost feels like there is a literal pull on my body from their weight like they are actually there. It’s like if I were to reach back, I’d actually grab ahold of a pair of feathery wings. Other times I feel like i have a feline tail or ears on the upper part of my head.

Im asking because I’ve been experiencing this since I was a small child and was wondering if I was the only one.

anonymous asked:

One day i was lost in the first day of middle school then they had to get us out of the school so i was super scared and asked for a random stranger to lend me his phone turn out there was a woman i knew not so far away (it's not really awkward but that's all i remembered)

One time, I got lost at my school during Graduation and I couldn’t find my family anywhere so I started crying (keep in mind i’m like, twelve) and all my other friends were gONE AND I DIDN’T KNOW ANYONE AND I WAS JUST STANDING IN THE CORNER LOOKING AROUND TRYING TO KEEP BACK TEARS BECAUSE I WAS SO SURE MY FAMILY HAD LEFT ME AND I WAS SO UPSET but then I figured out they were literally a room over and my older sister popped her head out and was like “Yo, we’re in here…. why are you crying?!” 

yo if colress is actually in sun and moon and working with aether
in the sun and moon anime i expect Ash to get EXTREMELY pissed to see him and just tries to protect lusamine like
“LUSAMINE STAND BACK THIS GUY IS BAD NEWS”
“Who colress? He’s my assistant”
“…WHAT”

anonymous asked:

Yo I've had the same thing happen to me at work (somebody threw out their drink when they figured out I was trans). The guy even tried to take his tip back out from the tip jar! Ridiculous... But don't let it get you down. You're valid and beautiful and no asshole is going to change that. Keep your head up, lovely!

Isn’t it so fucked??? I mean gees it’s so wild like, they think they’re gonna turn into An Awful Trans if they drink the thing.

Changes Sequel: Chapter 19(Mobile version)

D.C

“So you’re taking me to the air port?” She asked with her eyes closed.

“Yeah” I said dryly and I sighed. I made a U-turn so we could head back to the airport. I don’t know what I was thinking training Aaliyah to go shoot niggas yo. Trey would fucking kill me if he knew, and I knew he told her to go back. He was basically at the front lines while I was the guard protecting the diamond. I took a quick glimpse of her and I still can’t believe how beautiful she is. I still got feelings for shawty but I would never disrespect Trey like that pursuing her. A nigga can’t help looking though shit. His instructions were simple he told me take her back to the air port and make sure she and Mia are happy. For once Trey didn’t sound sure of himself… That’s not like him at all. Even when he was close to death that nigga always stayed confident that he was gonna walk out. His priority was always his wife and daughter making sure they didn’t get in the middle. I know he wanted out of it but we all know that once you’re in you’re ain’t no way out. To save face Trey did the business side of the drug deals instead of killing people. He made me promise not to mention it to Aaliyah since he didn’t want her to blow a fuse.

[Flashback 2 years ago]

I adjusted my tie in the mirror before we go and do this wedding. Trey went to go talk to Aaliyah for a bit. “That nigga hard headed man” I
say sitting back down. Jason laughed and adjusted his sons shirt “You know how Trey is when he wanna do something there ain’t no turning back” we both laughed.

“You right you right” I nodded tying my shoe.

Trey came back in the room and nodded at me. “Yo Nick let me talk to you for a second” he said motioning me to the hallway. I followed him and until we were no where near the others. “What’s up man?”

“I just got a call from one of them dealers over in Oakland” he stated skm

“Yeah? Um Trey no disrespect but this is your wedding day aunt that the last thing you should be worried about?” I asked cautiously.


“Yeah I know but I gotta do what I gotta do they told me they got some money for me” he stated but I knew he felt guilty.

“I thought you said you was done wit dis shit?” He clenched his jaw.

“I thought so too but we both know there ain’t no way out” he sighed and put his hands in his pockets.

“So what you gon tell Liyah?” He looked around to make sure nobody was coming before looking back at me.

“I’m not telling her anything” he simply stated. “Wait what you mean?” This nigga has lost his mind.


“I can’t tell her yo I’m not gonna be shooting niggas no more just doing business” I shook my head at him as he continued. “This is less dangerous and less blood on my hands”

“If you say so bro but I’ll keep my mouth shut” he nodded and we headed to the ceremony which was now starting. As guilty as I feel right now, Imma keep my word though. Regardless of how I feel cause a nigga ain’t trying to die.


He’s managed to keep things cool over the last couple of years. It was like he’s gotten use to living a double life. I knew shit was gonna get complex eventually… The moment Aaliyah said she was having a baby that’s when I knew shit was gonna go down hill. No, I’m not saying she’s wrong for being fertile. I’m saying these niggas waited for Trey to put his guard down and using Aaliyah as leverage wasn’t enough anymore. However, if he had a blood line again then it would make the stakes high. I ain’t gon lie I’m getting tired of all this bullshit…

“Nick..” She mumbled.

“What’s up?”

“I’m not going to Atlanta” she said making me look at her with my eyebrow raised. “What you mean you not going to Atlanta?”

“I can’t leave him Nick i can’t stomach that idea and what kind of wife would I be leaving my man like that” she said looking at me with pleading eyes.

“Liyah I get it you but Trey will kill me-” she cut me off.

“I can handle him but if we don’t go help him he won’t be able to kill you ” I sighed and thought about it. “We didn’t do all this for nothing” she said referring to the training thing.

She do got a point though. I clenched my jaw and shook my head “Please Nick” she said sweetly. I took a quick glance over at her and before I could even say anything it’s like those pretty brown eyes were hopeful. Damn it…. I can’t say no to her “Aight yo we’ll go find him but if he chew my head off I’m blaming you” I said looking at her again and she smiled showing her dimples.

“I got your back thank you” I gave her a look before smiling softly. Damn now I see why he so soft around her, she has a smile that make anybody feel good. “He didn’t say where he was?” She asked.

“Nah” I said and she bit her lip nervously. “We’ll find him Li” I said assuring her.

I hope we find him…


Trey

I looked around me and I put my phone in back pocket since it’s dead now anyway… It’s fucking dark. I laid there for a minute trying not to move. My whole body is in fucking pain. I don’t know where I am or how I got here. This is how it fucking ends huh? Dying in the dark… Alone. I probably won’t see my daughter grow up. Damn, I thought id at least make it to see her first day of school. Mia I’m sorry, I should’ve done better and not distancing myself from you. You’re exactly like your mother in every way. From your sweet smile to your those beautiful brown eyes.

Aaliyah… So much you don’t know… I hesitated to tell you certain things because I didn’t want you to be afraid of me. I can’t help who I am.. I always ask why you love me the way you do. I closed my eyes and thought about what she told me three years ago.

“You told me you wanted to change because you didn’t like who you were becoming. I know you’ve fucked up in love and whatever else, but I don’t feel that when you hold me or when you make love to me, or kiss me. You would never lose me, you deserve me. I deserve you… I can’t imagine my life without you. You’re mine and I’m yours. I’m not going anywhere… I love you Trey”

Why? Aaliyah… You don’t see the monster I am? Am I selfish for keeping you here? Begging you stay with me… Cause of my fear of drowning.

[Series of flashbacks:]

“So when you gon’ let me see you again?” I asked as she got in the car. She chuckled while putting the key in the ignition.

“You’ll see me around” I chuckled.

“Nah like actually hang out wit you” I smiled softly while looking her up and down.

“I don’t know… A guy like you has to have a girlfriend” I chuckled before licking my lips. “Nah I’m single” She rolled her eyes “I’m serious, don’t you think if I had a girl she’d be here wit me” i looked her deep in the eyes “I know a girl like you gotta have a man” I said mocking her voice. She laughed and shifted in her seat. Damn she’s gorgeous “No I’m single also” She stated truthfully. She was quiet for a bit before I broke the silence “What a coincidence” I said confidently.

“Yeah it is” she said in a soft tone.

………………

“Don’t cry baby girl, you too beautiful to have tears running down your face” She sniffled as I wiped the fresh tear that wanted to come out. “You’re a beautiful woman Liyah, he saw that potential in you and tried to destroy it. You’re a queen baby girl, he ain’t see that. I wish I could understand fully how you feel towards your dad, but I can’t. I’m trying though baby” She nodded as Icontinued.

“You’re not worthless, you know why?” I shook my head no and he smiled at me caressing my face. “Cause you mean the world to me, I need you baby girl….. I love you” m. She looked me in the eyes and she couldn’t get her words out.

“You mean that?” She said lowly. I kissed her cheek and smiled softly “Of course I mean it, you love me Liyah?” She nodded slowly not breaking the gaze. “I love you Trey” i kissed her deeply making her body give in to mine. She put her hands under my shirt running her hands from my chest to my abs.

…………

“I love you more than words and actions can express. You’re always on my mind and I know that you’re planning on working on a second album but…” I took her hand and pulled out a black box.

“After you finish your second album baby lets get married” I smiled and looked her in the eyes.

“Trey you’re serious about this?” She asked lowly.

……………

Wedding day.

“Now the bride and groom will say their vows” the pastor said. I took a deep breath to shake of the nerves as I looked my bride in the eyes. I couldn’t get the words out so I was stuck with this dumb grin on my face. I tried to blink back the tears that wanted to come out. “Baby don’t cry” Liyah said wiping my eyes and I smiled at her touching her hand that was against my face.

“What did I do to deserve such an angel like you? I’m not sure what prayer God answered or what I did for you to pop up in my life. But I’m grateful that he did cause everyday I smile wider, I laugh harder, I’m just border line happy. We’ve been through a lot. The type of shit that would make people run for the hills but you stuck with me. You loved me when I didn’t love myself. Your voice soothes me when my day is bad. Your eyes make the everything around me slow down like I’m in a trance. Your smile makes the darkest of days bright again. Your touch calms my storm. Baby I can go on and on about you and how beautiful you make the world seem. Instead of telling you id rather show you, by starting with the best days of our lives starting now. Aaliyah I love you so much there’s nothing or nobody that can take your place. I’ve looked all over the world for someone like you and the moment I stop looking here you are. You’re my best friend, my wife, my homie, my everything and soon to be the mother of my kids. This journey with you to forever starts now and I can’t wait” I smiled and she tried to hold back her tears. She chuckled and i wiped her tears.

“You expect me to compete with that” she said making us all laughed and I sniffed.

I love that smile on her.
……..

Why did I try the I change the animal I am. All this running for what? I felt someone put a bag over my head… I tried fighting them off but I can’t see where they are…

“GET THE FUCK OFF ME” I yelled through the bag before they finally dropped me on the ground. They all spoke a foreign language as the started to kick and punch me.

I felt one guy lift me up and punch me repeatedly. I felt my nose finally bleed and I groaned in pain before he threw me on the ground.

What the fuck?

“Who the fuck are you?!” I yelled through the sheet. They responded in their language. “Fuck is you saying a nigga only know English!”

They took the sheet off me and I saw his face….

“You understand now?” He said with his gun to my head.


Teri

I looked at him and he looked at me. My past coming back to bite all over again. He didn’t say much.. I’m not sure he knew what to say or how to say it. I brought my knees up to my face clenching on to them tightly.

It’s just not meant for me to be normal or have a normal life. What the fuck does it it even mean to be normal? I’ve literally lost everything…

Fuck.

I can’t get this thing called life right not matter what I do.

“Teri” he said breaking the silence. I didn’t look up at him instead I just adjusted myself to try to get comfortable on this hard ass floor. “I’m not mad at you” he said dryly the licking his lips before continuing.

“If I were mad I wouldn’t be trying to talk to you… We’re gonna get our son back and we’re gonna go home and be a happy family. With rocko and the baby okay?” I finally looked him the eyes damn near ready to cry but I nodded holding them in. He came closer to me and held my body close to his shushing me rocking me back and forth. I didn’t even realize I was crying. He just comforted me in every way he could.

All I could hear him say over and over again was “We’re gon be alright”

Hey y'all! So tomorrow (the 21st)(in like 12 minutes) is my birthday, and I don’t know if I’ll be posting all that much, so I thought I’d give you guys a heads up just in case. So if activity all but stops today/tomorrow, don’t worry! I’m just celebrating and I’ll be back soon!
Have a great day/night!

itsdragonfire13  asked:

I saw you talking about scars/injuries and I thought I'll add my story to it, when I did softball as a kid, you're not aloud to wear earrings if you do you put tape of 'em. Well during a game the backs of my earrings went into my ears and I had to be taken to the hospital to get them cut out. I don't have any scars, unless you count the fact that I hate wearing earrings now and only do it on special occasions.

YO that super sucks omg!!! i guess theres a reason they say that ahaha

yeah but its one of those “that’ll never happen to me” kinds of situations thats just like. well.. u were warned 😂

i got stabbed w my earring too one time but it was cause my head rocked back and forth too hard on a rollercoaster but it wasnt nearly as bad as yours!!!

anonymous asked:

Yo I just need to throw this idea out into the world, I don't care where it lands, but like,,, I don't trust the checkered boy. He's going to kill someone.

i geT THOSE VIBES TOO. like he’s Small and Cute and so i’m wondering if he’s Gonna fuckn deck someone’s Head in

Yo you guys

 Last semester there was this girl in my prose fiction course and every time she sneezed it sounded like she had an orgasm and the first time it happened everyone in the class, we all just kinda turned our heads slowly toward her and she was like ‘excuse me' 

and I could tell all of us were just really confused until we realized that high pitched squeal was her regular sneeze

 Then the professor had to clear his throat to get our attention again and he went back to telling us how gay Bilbo Baggins is