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I’m Turning 30

So, my birthday is coming up at the end of March, and legend has it that I will be 30. I definitely feel old.

Anyway, I know a lot of people have asked about how they can contribute or cheer me up, and since I don’t sell advertising or take donations, I usually just ask people to spread the word or give to a charity. Over the next few weeks, however, I have a different idea. I made a public Amazon Wish List. Many of the items are under ten bucks. If you feel so inclined, you can purchase one and send me a birthday gift!

If not, that’s okay too. I’m just happy you guys like my Cheer Up Post project. <3

Day Twenty Eight

Calories: 1,238

Exercise: Swinging, 100

Net: 1,138

Weight: 115.6, new low! (For this current weight loss) and I’ve been dropping binge weight all day, and water weight, so by the time I am not sick and have no more binge weight, I should be 115 or below

Didn’t eat till 3 today, feeling good about that. It was also my first day of trying to eat vegetarian. My mom is okay with it, and the only meat I had was some imitation crab in the spring roll at lunch, but it was a very minor amount. I love meat, but I hate what it does to me, so hoping I see results from this. I have to eat meat sometimes, just because of my parents/it is unavoidable and easier then making a fuss a lot of the time, but I can do it most of the time

anonymous asked:

Hi so I was pretty sure Im straight or smth, but just didnt want a relationship and I still dont really want one UNLESS its a girlfriend who I can hug constantly and is taller than me and will stroke my hair when Im sad and kiss my cheek. I think Im attracted to boys still too but a boyfriend just seems so stressful atm and I just would rather have a girlfriend and Im not sure I would want to kiss her or anyone yet but hugs and cuddles. Im sorry but you seem nice and I had to tell someone.

That’s okay my friend, you don’t have to put a label on yourself or anything! Sexuality fluctuates a lot and changes over time, so it’s perfectly normal to feel that sort of thing. There’s also a thing called biromantic where you wanna do the romantic aspects with boys and girls, but you’re not sexually attracted to them. Kissing can fall into the sexual aspect. I wouldn’t worry about it too much, just embrace yourself and do what you are comfortable with (:

It took HYDRA thousands of years

to master the clever use of flares?!??????!!! Like thousands of years of study and they couldn’t figure out the portals like come on… Also I have a crossover theory that HYDRA and Rittenhouse are two branches of the same evil organization. Also- there’s a lot to process here people- I’d like to guess that Banks is to Rosalind as Melinda is to Phil. I just have this funny feeling okay, she tells him everything like Phil tells Melinda everything. It’s adorable.

anonymous asked:

Hi! I know it's gotta be a lot of pressure to perform seeing as you've grown so quickly in such a short amount of time. But just remember that it's gonna be okay, that no one is expecting you to prioritize sims over your actual life, and that it's okay to be unfollowed. Anyone you lose will be gained back eventually <3 I hope this was reassuring, have a good day!

Thank you for being so lovely sweetness, it’s just scary, I do feel under pressure if I’m honest I mean, it’s my one month anniversary this coming Monday, and I’m already at over 900 followers, which don’t get me wrong is phenomenal, I couldn’t have asked for more. I didn’t even expect myself to have surpassed 50 followers by now, yet here I am, I’m ever so grateful, and as I’ve said before I just don’t want to let anyone down, thank you for understanding! ❤️

     okay, so. i have countless threads going on right now, and while i REALLY wanna write more and continue every single one that i have; i am overwhelmed right now. i have lots of memes i wanna do, and lots of stuff i wanna do but im?? a Depressed and Anxious piece of shit and,,,sometimes i can’t reply to everyone and i want to FORMALLY  apologize for this. i feel so bad because i love everyone here and i want,,to do more and i cant?? i dont want people to be upset. just know it’s nothing against anyone if i never reply to something because i tend to get carried away. my mental health is Shit tbh and im,, really trying, guys. 

thank you for everything, okay? im so blessed to have as many friends as i do and follow/interact with so many good people?? n OW,, SAPPY TIME OVER, LEMME GET TO..REPLYING TO THOSE I CAN. thank  y ou for listening and following..im so grateful for all of you.

You know who’s beautiful?

Viktor Nikiforov

You know who else is beautiful?

Yuuri Katsuki

You know who else is beautiful??

Everyone in the show and those around it.


Okay good night, just wanted to get that off my chest. Phew, feels good.

so i rewatched voltron s1 (obviously) and I KNOW THE CLOSENESS BETWEEN SHIRO & KEITH HAS BEEN CLEAR ALREADY BUT i still can’t help but point out that when shiro asks “how did you know to come save me when i crashed?” — 

something about this dialogue especially (and the way he’s looking at keith), throws really heavy implications about his history with keith. when he says this the exact way he says it, he’s totally skipping over other conversational items that might have been shared between two people who aren’t as close. because they don’t need to talk about that stuff. they’re already close. and not only that, the phrasing “come save me” feels so intimate? it’s not “how did you know it was me that crashed?” or “how did you know to come find me?” — it’s “save” (which, *clutches heart* just kills me).

i mean, all i am saying is..

@ S2: GIVE ME THE SHEITH BACKSTORY OR GIVE ME DEATH.

Calling all y’all readers and movie-watchers and fans around:

I’m looking for books and movies and stories, even fanfics, where the main character is friends with the ‘monsters’. Unlikely friendships. Teaming up with the ‘bad guys’ and learning that everyone’s the same and character development.

These are my faaaaavorites because it’s always about having a deep emotional connection with your friends (which my antisocial ass likes) instead of just being friends because of proximity and mutual interests (which my antisocial ass is kinda eh about).

Stuff like Trollhunters:

Originally posted by trollhuntersfandomblog

Or Dragonheart:

Originally posted by graciekane

Or Gargoyles:

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Or A Monster in Paris:

Originally posted by sydneypie3

Or How to Train Your Dragon:

Originally posted by waytoomuscularfortheirtaste

Or Ninja Turtles:

Originally posted by mikeyhotnunchuckfury

Or Alien vs Predator:

Originally posted by alebrixes

Or Transformers:

Originally posted by true-fan-transformers

Or Strange Magic:

Originally posted by deluxetrashqueen

If anybody has any suggestions, I’m always a slut for genuine friendship.

  • What she says: I'm fine
  • What she means: Jyn died. Cassian died. Bodhi died. Literally everyone died. All these innocent people died fighting for the rebellion. They all fucking died and they're only getting a movie now. This entire movie built up all these characters for them all to just die. Everyone in this entire movie died, do you understand how not okay I am because of this movie?
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#remember at some point Lex was genuinely Clark’s best friend #he was someone who Clark went to for advice #he was someone who Clark constantly defended despite his last name “Luthor” #they both saved each other multiple times #and fuck i’m seeing some parallels in Supergirl #they both start of as friends #Lena and Lex at some point just wanted their parents to love and accept them #they both betrayed their parents in the end #point is i think we’re all hoping Lena doesnt turn bad #and we’re probably thinking “eh, she betrayed CADMUS” #she’s good #but look at lex #he still ended up as superman’s arch nemesis #AND I SWEAR TO RAO IF THEY TURN LENA BAD #i’ll cry

this isn’t even necessarily about shipping ok?

Okay but imagine, not a ‘reunited’ Shield in the sense of a faction on a single brand, but instead, the Big Dog, the Architect and the Lunatic Fringe brought together by their shared complete lack of fucks left to give about anything or anyone else, showing up all over Raw and Smackdown and wreaking havoc, just for the hell of it.

Think about it.

Dean and all the shit with AJ and Ellsworth? Fuck Smackdown. Seth being screwed over by the Authority and Roman getting booed wherever he goes? Fuck Raw and fuck the WWE Universe too. Let’s fuck shit up. 

Sierra. Hotel. India. Echo. Lima. Delta.

SHIELD.

what she says: i love freeze your brain

what she means: If you look at Freeze Your Brain at face value, you could easily interperet it as simply about JD’s fixation on 7/11 and his issues oversharing. But it’s really more about a place that feels normal and familiar and safe in a frightening and new situation. It’s easy to overlook this, as a lot of the song is made to be comedic. Take the lines “When mom was alive/we lived halfway normal./Now it’s just me and my dad,/we’re less formal” for example. During the musical, it’s easy to focus more on Veronica freaking out than on JD’s words and their meaning. This is done intentionally, as if to show that JD hides how hurt he is about his mother’s death with other emotions, as many people do. Towards the end, it is shown that JD uses slushies to control a possible self-harm habit and self-destructive thoughts, and that’s when the gravity of the song hits you. Despite sounding light-hearted, Freeze Your Brain is about a teenager trying to hold onto the one place that makes him feel safe and happy no matter where he is. If you consider the possibility that his mother introduced him to 7/11, it’s also about trying to recapture childhood emotions, despite the fact that so many things have changed.

“I love Rouge she’s my fave”

“But her design is just awful, sexualization much?”