i-just-ship-it-so-hard

anonymous asked:

ok I'm curious, what in CA:CW made you ship MCU!Steve/Tony because I know before that you didn't really ship them.

honestly, it’s not so much what made me ship mcu stevetony as what made me love mcu tony

and mcu tony in cacw was very 616-like to me: less quippy, more openly fucking sad, with his guilt complex really way too obvious, with playing politics, with doing damage control and PR and all the stuff other avengers don’t want to care about, with negotiating ross and trying to keep everyone together (and failing so hard, oh my god, tony), with his self-hatred and loneliness

he’s just pretty much everything i love about tony wrapped up in a pair of the saddest most hurt eyes ever

and where do we see his most emotional reactions? in reply to steve

it’s really really obvious he cares about steve so much. really. so fucking much.

and it’s there in the first scene with ross and the avengers–steve turns to look at tony, and tony takes ages to look up, and they have this silent communication thing and i believe tony knows already then that it will go down somehow, it’ll be a mess, and he has to try and stop it

and then it only gets more obvious

there’s berlin

he starts talking to steve (and steve only) and he wants to convince him, he tries everything. he starts the conversation in a messed up suit and fixes himself because he’s really emotionally vulnerable there, he needs some kind of an armour

and he snaps at steve–give me a break. i’m doing what has to be done. to stave off something worse. because damn he believes this and he doesn’t believe he’ll convince steve, not really, but wow he has to try because steve’s his friend and this is the only way tony can take care of him now and steve’s a good man so if he agrees with tony–maybe so’s tony, and if he doesn’t…well, and damn tony wants his approval

we know how it ends. keep telling yourself that. and tony puts on his glasses, more armour, and you can’t tell me he’s not crying.

HE JUST. CARES. ABOUT STEVE. SO MUCH.

and then zemo happens, bucky happens, steve runs away

and tony talks to ross. sits down, so ross can tower over him, and tony fucking looks up and makes himself physically unassuming and begs, literally begs for a chance to bring steve in before someone’s sent to kill him instead. tony puts his everything on the line for steve then. and he’s so hurt, physically as well now, he’s bleeding, his left arm hurts (his heart hurts :))) ) and all he tries to do is to save steve

the airport scene

THE FUCKING AIRPORT SCENE

with tony having his heart on his sleeve in the most obvious ways possible

and really this whole fucking conversation

you’ve been busy

and you’ve been a complete idiot!

look at how out of it tony is already. he has a black eye (haha do you want to talk about tony opening his faceplate without prompting :))) ) and he’s so done he knows either steve goes with him or he gets killed sooner or later and steve refuses to listen. and look, tony doesn’t know what steve knows at that point. and steve doesn’t really have hard proof either.

so tony’s there trying to convince him but at the end of his line and he’s snapping and he keeps asking and his voice keeps rising and he tries and fails to compose himself so many times

i’m trying to – i’m trying to keep you from tearing the avengers apart

that fucking pause there? he looks away, he shakes his head, he can’t even talk for a moment, it’s so fucking important

steve’s answer? you did that when you signed.

he could stab him as well

and even then tony keeps trying

(do you want to talk about 616 and tony extending his hand and steve EMP-ing him)

except he’s really hurt, really done

so his trying changes into all right, we’re done and he actually spells it out for steve what is going to happen you’re going to come with us, now, because it’s US, and not a squad of j-soc guys with no compunction about being impolite

and there’s a cut to nat, and steve looking around, and back to tony, and he’s hoping, he’s hoping so hard, as if his hope can actually convince steve

he looks away too, and this little come on escapes him

and steve refuses.

(and i’d like to note how at the beginning there tony is like rhodey, you take cap, as if he doesn’t actually want to fight him himself, and then he literally says his plan was to take it easy, he never wanted a full out fight fuck everything, and then RHODEY GETS HURT and it’s all of tony’s nightmare neatly wrapped into one)

and tony watches rhodey being scanned, learns he might be crippled, knows it’s his fault because he’s tony stark, everything is his fault

and then he learns steve might’ve been right

and he leaves immediately to tell ross, to help steve

and ross threatens to arrest him, ross shows him his friends in the raft, his friends who hate him (even though tony is right! they broke the law, each and every one, willingly), and tony still begs them for a chance to help steve

and sam tells him, so tony follows steve

and their meeting is so great? tony’s wary, but yet again opens his faceplate

tells steve he was right. steve accepts his help. tony’s so relieved. he jokes. (he’d have to arrest himself. because it’s true)

it’s so light for a moment

and then zemo shows them the video, and tony watches his parents, his mum getting killed by the man steve risked everything to protect (risked tony to protect)

and tony closes his eyes at some points. he can’t watch. and then he only wants to know one thing.

did you know

and he knows the answer

don’t bullshit me, rogers, did you know

and it’s then when he snaps, just lashes out, wants to hurt bucky (and i’d like to note that even then he’s consciously trying not to kill them. he’s in his full armour. he can take on the hulk or level cities. instead he ties steve’s legs and aims at the walls to cut off their escape and the most damage he does to one of them is to blow bucky’s mechanical arm off, when he’s trying to save his own life)

and the worst line happens

i’m sorry, tony. but he’s my friend.

so was i.

but i think even then it dawns to tony … that maybe no. maybe it was only ever one-sided.

at the end, when steve has tony down and keeps hitting him, and smashes his helmet, and raises his shield–tony covers his face, and he’s convinced steve will kill him

i think steve thought so for a second too

instead, steve smashes the armour reactor. literally breaks tony’s heart. and for a few long seconds, they just look at each other. and it’s all there. all of it. all the could have beens and all the broken trust and all the things they’ll never rebuild now

i ship them in mcu now, because it’s fucking tragic, and i roll like that

but also because, my shipping glasses aside, you can totally see one-sided unrequited love on tony’s part. he really thought steve was his friend. that it ran both ways. he did it all for a man he loved.

they’re both a mess, a destructive mess at that, and we know tony, every tony, only ever wants to be loved. and honestly, after the emotional rollercoaster of tony feels in cacw? i ship them. because it’s terrible and it makes sense, and there’s this steve can only be this mad because he loved tony too

and then there’s imagine if they were in a relationship before

and steve actually calls first

and tony is left with nothing at the end. rhodey’s alive, but hurt, and tony blames himself. vision is there, but every time tony looks at him, he remembers jarvis is gone.

steve sends him a letter, and a phone, and tony doesn’t call; tony knows how it’d end. (tony’s not steve’s friend.)

steve might call.

this movie really wonderfully destroys tony, and you can argue it destroys steve, either, and this is when i’m interested in them.

anonymous asked:

Idk if its just me but i feel like even celebs lowkey ship camren because i swear they're so aesthetically pleasing and are so so beautiful together it's hard af not to ship these two babes

they’re so mesmerizing 😍

I don’t mean to start an argument or anything, but I’m so sick and tired of scrolling through say the Gency tags and finding people saying “het ships in overwatch are shit” or “you ship Gency? homophobe!” i’ve been on the receiving end of this as many of you will know, and it’s a horrible feeling, you feel alone and attacked, stressed. 

Like I said I’m not here to start an argument, but can’t people just let people ship what they want to ship? I may not like Pharmercy as a pair but you don’t see me going around attacking other people for shipping it. I don’t ship Ana/Reinhardt, but I don’t go around shitting on people who don’;t ship it. Just let people ship what they want to ship why is that so hard?

what makes it worse is Gency shippers such as myself get such a bad rap for being the worst part of the community, when it actually most (not all) Gency shippers are lovely, same with Pharmercy shippers and widowtracer shippers. It’s just those small groups that just pisses me off. I can’t be the only one.

quirkymaddie  asked:

Ok.... Angsty headcanon of the day, natasha stoping by the facility where team cap was being held, and not being able to do anything for her friends. Not even clint

i’ve had this in my inbox for MONTHS because i wanted to write this omg i’m so sorry

“You shouldn’t have come here.”

“I had to, Steve, I couldn’t just-”

“I know,” he interrupts, his voice gentle. “You know I can’t let them see you, right?”

Natasha swallows hard. “I know.”

Steve sighs deeply, swiping a hand across the keyboard in front of him. The four screens in front of them flicker into life, each one providing a bird’s eye view of a prison cell. Natasha’s breath catches in her throat as she’s presented with the helpless images of her teammates, her friends, locked up for crimes they never committed. Two screens in particular stir within her a hot anger that’s been dormant for years; the first, Wanda, looking impossibly young with her arms bound in a straightjacket, mascara still smudged beneath her eyes. 

And the second, of course, “Clint.” She’s on her feet without thinking, an arm outstretched, her fingertips brushing against the outline of his body on the screen. “I should be here,” she whispers.

Steve’s hand is strong on her shoulder and she leans into the support, hating herself for it. “You did the right thing, Natasha.”

“The government doesn’t think so.”

“The government can kiss my ass.”

It’s a shadow of a laugh that escapes her. “Language, Rogers.”

“You’re one to talk.”

It clicks in Natasha’s mind all of a sudden, the thing that made her feel so uneasy before. It’s the absence of people patrolling the hallways, the fact that she and Steve are the only people in this room, the only people on the raft as far as she’s seen. There’s no security here. There hasn’t been for a while. “You’re breaking them out. Tonight.”

“Natasha,” he warns.

“Let me help.”

“Don’t turn yourself into a criminal.”

“I was a criminal the moment I let you go.”

“You can still run,” he tells her. “You can hide.”

“Running,” she says softly. “Hiding. For the rest of my life. That’s not a way to live, Steve.”

He echoes her words from what feels like an eternity ago. “It’s a good way not to die, though.”

She laughs again; a sad, choked sound that’s halfway to a sob. “I need to see him. Please.”

Steve shakes his head, his expression firm despite the sorrow in his eyes that mirrors hers. “He can’t know, Nat. I have to do this on my own.”

She nods once, the sadness leaving her eyes as quickly as it came, steel taking over. “Can you deliver a message?”

Steve nods.

Natasha reaches one hand behind her neck to unhook the clasp of her necklace, letting the thin silver chain pool into Steve’s hand.

“This is it?” he asks, confused. “No note?”

She shakes her head. “Can’t risk one. It’s okay. He’ll know where to find me.”

“I hope so,” Steve says softly. “Natasha,” he calls, louder, as she turns to leave. She looks back, uncut hair cascading over her shoulders. It makes her look younger, he thinks, and he swallows around the lump in his throat as he tells her, “be careful.”

She nods, before slipping through the door as soundlessly as she came, as if she’s nothing more than a ghost. As if she was never even there. 

I have a feeling that one day Peyton and Sabrina were talking about their pranks and decided to like pull a trick. They decided that they’ll look at each other more longingly while filming. Say words to each other with a little bit more emotion than should be. They agree to see if the fans or if the writers will catch on in what they are trying to pull. So they did it, and they kept doing. They kept pulling that trick, till it wasn’t a trick no more. Suddenly those longing stares and the words their characters recite to each other weren’t just words, they’re words they haven’t had the courage to say to each other. They play along and all, but I just imagine Peyton talking to Amir and Corey about the trick and then how he developed feelings for Sabrina. Then Sabrina talking to Rowan about it too.

I ship Peybrina so hard guys. I just they’d be so cute together. They’d be the power couple of the world, right beside Cowan.

“Kubo destroyed his work just by making Ichihime canon! Fuck him!” No, FUCK YOU for thinking that an author who has been working dAMN HARD ON HIS WORK FOR 15 FUCKING YEARS ruined HIS WORK because YOUR SHIP DID NOT BECOME CANON. 

Being a somewhat writer myself, I know damn well I WOULD NOT change my art for the satisfaction of the others, I visualized it the way I did so therefore I’m gonna make it happen. Don’t like the choice I made? Okay. Want to change it? Sure! You can rewrite it on your own time!

Kubo did not write 15 years full of content just for him to ruin it by not making your desired ship canon. 

“Kubo made Ichihime canon because he wanted to get revenge on his publishers” If we’re going to actually think things through, … The publishers couldn’t give a damn about the decision he made because either way that’s on HIM. Why would the publishers care about how he ends his stuff.. It’s not like he’ll be coming back with it anytime soon?

“Kubo didn’t make our ship canon so let’s send him hate and death threats!” … This is the reason why I hate people. DOING SHIT LIKE THIS IS SO UNNECESSARY.. WHY. WHY. WHY. WHERE THE HELL IS THE SENSE IN THAT? TO BULLY SOMEONE TO MAKE A DECISION YOU WANT? PLEASE TELL ME WHERE THE SENSE IN THAT IS. 

“Kubo didn’t make our ship canon so we’re going to burn our merchandise from him!” …. All I got to say is… you played yourself. He’s basking in the glory of that green money and you just wasted it but… ok. 

Complaining, sending death threats, making long ass paragraphs about why your ship should’ve been canon isn’t going to change. What’s done is done.

anonymous asked:

How are kaistal shippers stretching though? The ship has never had to make or spread hurtful rumors about them (only Kai and Krystal antis have done that). We have our theories just like you guys have your theories, and we have also debunked false rumors and pics like you kaisoo shippers have, but we are the ones who are stretching with our ship? You sound immature and hurtful, especially since your post was in our tag.

i didn’t know kxk was a tag kaistal shippers use, sorry abt that. but to be honest, basically all of the proof u guys have is photoshopped, which does damage the idols images- especially jongins. in no way do i not support their relationship, i just have a hard time believing it’s true due to the fact that it was confirmed so quickly by sm and countless other reasons that i could name but it would take too long.
no disrespect to kaistal shippers at all, ship what you want, but other people just look into it a bit more than just taking what a (untrustworthy) company says off the bat.
i don’t mean to be hurtful or rude 😊

anonymous asked:

As someone who's seen "that" side of Tumblr. Never aknowledge the toxic side of it, no matter what they tell you or what they want. They call your fave ship abusive? Don't talk to them. They send you asks about how bad you are for shipping two (or more) characters? Don't answer them, delete the ask. People giving you a hard time for liking a "problematic" character? Block them, don't talk to them. Calling you a -ist, or -phobic, for an opinion you have? DO NOT AKNOWLEDGE THEM! Claiming that 1/2

if you “Suppor that character/ship/whatever” makes you just as bad as people who do shitty things in RL, or that you endorse those people who do shitty things? FUCKING BLOCK THEM AND ALL THEIR SIDEBLOGS! I cannot tell you enough about how dangerous Tumblr can be. There are so many people who just can’t differentiate between the real world, and the internet, and who don’t want to understand that not everything can be a hive mind. It’s just really scary, not joking. 2/2

Yes, I know. Sadly, all this exists and best is probably to avoid all that if possible and don’t react in the same way because this only adds fuel to the fire. Sadly, some people seem to forget that behind every blog there’s a person who can be hurt. Everyone deserves respect and that applies on the internet, as well!

capscanary  asked:

Hey Immy! Just in case someone forgets, I want to say thank you for doing ships. I know they can be hard to do (I honestly don't know how you do it) and I know they take so much time and effort. So from all of us who have or will receive ships, remember you're the best!

Originally posted by hobolunchbox

I honestly love you, you always know exactly what to say to make me smile.

(BTW BTW not to be creepy but Rey, seriously, you’re really gorgeous) (like holy shit wow)

anonymous asked:

Equitav opinion now!

I see the potential, I don’t see the chemistry. Especially since Equius seems to be so hopelessly wound up around Gamzee and Aradia (Equius is basically, aside from Eridan, one of the trolls who has the most defined quadrants) it’s hard to squeeze in something else more believable. Not to mention, all equitav always goes like this:

and considering how Equius shares Horuss’ passion for equineing everything up and only didn’t give Tavros horse legs thanks to Karkat, I can’t shake off the feeling of uneasiness that already accompanies Horuss and Rufioh.

But then, it can be cute in the prospect of it

so sure, it’s not bad in spe.

I used to be so invested in dav//ekat, I still kinda feel bad about liking ships with one of them and someone else, or poly ships involving it, because of some people who ship HARD it saying those other ships are unhealthy.

anonymous asked:

Pt1 Yesterday i saw a post of an anon saying that v/kook has awesome moments in front of camera & theyre fluffy but jikook has theyre moments like behind the scenes which is special & the blogger said that it's true that v/kook is a fluffy ship and

Pt2 that theyre the typical bestfriends going to lovers which a lot of people like cause theyre a playful ship with no tension, its adorable honestly but jikook on the other hand keeps u on ur toes, cause there’s tension and u dont know whats gonna

Pt3 happen with them. And i agree, im a hard core jikook shipper but i cant deny V/kook has amazing moments like the cuddleling on bed! but thats all there is to it fluff. Jikook is just so unpredictable it feel like ur on a roller coaster ride!

(pt4 ???)

Pt5 so yeah it kinda reminded me of ur opinion on V/kook that theyre a fluff ship. :)


VK have good moments but… really none of them make me go “wow, they could be  a couple” All I get are BROTP feels. But yeah, they’re super fluffy and safe.

anonymous asked:

Hi. To add to my previous message. I cannot copy/paste the link to the interview extract in here, but you can check the twitter account of BBC The One Show, it has been posted on July 28th. If listening to lovely chewtoy is not too repulsive ;-)

Found it! 

Oooh, he’s all growed up! :-) And his hair looks much better here than it did in S2 imo. 

And I just want to add, that yes, I know this blog is called Fuckyeahstellagibson, and I am indeed a die-hard Stella X Reed shipper. However this is primarily a blog for The Fall. So I don’t want people to feel they can’t come here to discuss other characters or actors or other ships. Everyone is welcome here. 

crimsonstray  asked:

HOW HAPPY WERE YOU TO FIND OUT THE BABIES WERE CANON NOW??! YEEEEES! ALSO HELLO AFTER FOREVER! IT'S GREAT TO SEE YOU STILL TALKING ABOUT THE OTP <33

HELLO IT IS GOOD TO SEE YOU


I AM STILL TEARING UP WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT TO BE HONEST LIKE LITERALLY I AM SO HAPPY I AM IN TEARS

I was in a hotel room with some colleagues of mine and when I read the spoiler and saw the spoiler pics and then finally read that chapter.. i was literally

And I mean it’s been over one week now but i am still thrilled af with tons of headcanons and things i want to draw and i just don’t know where to begin

and i am sad that the manga had a rushed ending and is over now but canon renruki  is literally the best fucking fandom/series thing that has ever happened to me i mean like i shipped them so hard for 10 years now and they are like the OTP of all my OTPs. I even got messages from several friends like “OFMG ARE U STILL ALIVE AFTER THIS CHAP” “SEND ME VOICE MESSAGES OF YOU CRYING AND SCREAMING”. 

even writing this now gives me so much feels

my blog also turned completely into renruki and i am just reblogging other stuff from time to time to cover my spam lmao but

i will ALWAYS talk about the OTP ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

don’t get me started or it will turn into a huge essay about renruki love orz

anonymous asked:

Don't let them get to you. I got plenty of shit in my glee days because I was a hardcore Kurtofsky shipper. Pretty much anyone would have been better for Kurt than Blaine. There were some really uncomfortable choices in the writing there that just really hurt at the time, and still do tbh. I just choose to live in my happy little fanfic world. So you can have Blam and I'll keep Kurtofsky and we'll just let the haters waste their energy whining about it. ;)

Lmao don’t tell me about it! That’s exactly what I used to do. I ship Blam/Kurtbastian but it’s hard to find any decent fan fiction anymore because people spend more time trashing Blaine/Kurt based on the ship and pretending the other one is this perfect person that is absolutely, constantly out of character than writing realistic beautiful fan fiction like back in 2011-2012. Most fan fiction focus on them finding a ‘better relationship’ and it’s like endless chapters of comparisons to prove it is a better one (which instead should come off naturally without you having to bring klein back at any given chance).

I have completely abandoned reading Glee stories because I had to scroll for half a hour to go beyond those things and find something actually interesting.

Don’t you worry, by the way! No way it gets to me ^^