I will stop taking commission for a long moment maybe after I succeed to pay for the operation of my cat.

So there 10 slots remaining for full body full color 35$  

With that I will be able to pay for the operation for her. ( Since I cut almost everything (Activity, food, etc etc etc. ) for me to be able to pay for her operation, my cat is really important for me and I would do anything for her.

I’m just tired to hear people saying to me : Oh i will commission you really really soon!. ( Like multiple time ) Only to see them commission other artist. ( Not that I’m jealous, seriously they do awesome art and and I understand that my quality is not as high as the other ( Still trying to improve on that), but just want to say to stop giving hope to artist even more when they need because at the end that break the other confidence on their skill. :)  )

Have a good day all \o /


Just finished pulling up highlights, and bringing the drawing back in from underneath all the washes. I used white charcoal, titanium white Pan Pastel for the orb/egg, and Prismacolor Verithin pencils for the rest of the details. The bottom shot is a good, clean scan of everything all together so far. My phone camera just couldn’t pick up on some of this well enough, and it was time to untape it anyway.

I’m going to be using Photoshop to bring the rest of this to a finish. I did a few tests with the matte medium idea, but I think the idea needs a lot of work before I can take it to something like this. Rather than unifying, the layers had a deadening effect. And there wasn’t really a way to stop the smudging of the underlayers, either. 

That’s okay though! I’m feeling pretty good about where this is going, it’s been really touch and go from the start. 


I made an attempt at styling this beast! I swear my eye makeup was purple, but my webcam is the worst with colors. 

I definitely need to fix up the sideburns and front ahodge thing, and make a hair tie from actual hair. But i’m pretty happy with the top bit - I think it has a really nice amount of volume while still looking natural. I tried my best to keep the spikes prominent but still soft looking. 

My major peeve is the braid length and thickness. I do have another platinum blonde wig (which I got for free so no huge loss) that I could steal wefts from to thicken up this one…but I’m not sure I want to destroy a wig just for that. 

Any thoughts or opinions? 

Also I need to take in the mesh top, it’s too big and keeps falling down. And next time I do a makeup test for Elsa, I’m going to make the eyebrows lighter. 

Edit: These photos are mirrored! The braid is on the proper side I promise.


did you miss me? | “morrison deserves every award available for the emotions she’s able to bring forth simply with her expressions. There’s a subtle moment where her expression legitimately screams ‘yes’ to his answer because her eyes do all the talking for her. It’s almost as though she’s holding back tears but manages to control herself since there are still things she needs to take care of. It’s such a quick instant, that’s why Morrison’s acting is so perfect in it.” (x)

1. Equate your own skin to silk and believe it is just as
priceless to match. Your body is a temple you’ve never been
very good at praying toward; it’s time to finally appraise
the stardust inside of you.

2. You will command your hands to push paint to a canvas
and a pen to paper. You will create, create, create until you
feel as full of color as your artwork. 

3. ‘Tomorrow’ will not be a terrifying word anymore.
You will train myself to take time by its clock hands like 
a horse, rein in positivity and the courage to say that you
will not be a victim of your disorders. 
(This war was never theirs to win in the first place.
Their blades hold no advantage over your bite.)

4. I will only give advice when asked for it. I will only 
take peoples’ hearts in mine if I know what is within
them. I will not let myself breathe in their blood like
air, like I need it to survive. I will learn that I only 
need myself. Always.

5. Your bedroom is not a tomb. Your house is not a
home, but it’s not a prison either. Make the best out
of bad situations from now on. Self-pity isn’t pretty.

6. Quit drinking rum while you’re sad. Actually, quit
drinking while you’re sad in general. The higher your
blood/alcohol content does not equal how high your
spirits lift. Leave the bottle alone and write.

7. You do not need to evaluate every sentence someone
mutters in your direction. You are not the center of 
everything. You are not the sun, but when you are at peace
with yourself the light you give off could burn a hole 
through every tear you’ve ever cried. Remember that.

8. Be okay without him.

9. Be okay without him.

10. Be okay without him.

—  resolutions for my future self in 2016 (a letter) // Haley Hendrick

I put on Castiel makeup and didn’t take it off when I put on a dress. This made someone in the house uncomfortable. They told me, as I sat on the couch and they walked into the kitchen, that I needed to take the wig off. They demanded it. I said no, because I was comfortable and I was reading quietly and if they did not want to see me, They could walk through another room. They asked me why several times, and I just said “because I want to.”

“You look like a boy and you’re wearing a dress.” Yes. I suppose I do. But I’m not affecting you. “But it’s wrong.” some years ago, boys wore dresses and pink was a ‘manly’ color. “Times change”. Exactly.

“You’re too accepting”

So be it. But at least I’m not the one demanding you to dress differently to make myself more comfortable.

Listen. If you are male and you want to wear a dress, go ahead. They’re comfortable. Breezy. You’ll look adorable. I look adorable. It’s not ‘wrong’ unless you’re harassing people. If you’re female and have short hair, all the power to you.

Lady Gaga wore a meat dress. I think I’m okay to have eyeliner on my chin and a different hairstyle.

Study Buddy Charm/Test-Taking Charm

I have ADHD, and I find focusing and studying very hard at times. I know I’m not the only one, so I’ve created this spell for a charmed “study buddy”/trinket that is designed to help with schoolwork and focus. 

You Will Need:

The object that you are going to charm. It should be small enough to fit in your pocket and inconspicuous enough that your teachers won’t take it away if you’ve put it on your desk during a test. Jewelry and accessories also work!

A quiet space to do your magic in. No outside distractions!

A white or green candle. These are just the colors I personally associate with learning/focus, if you associate them with a different color then feel free to use a candle it that color. An online substitution or a phone app works just fine.

Incense or a scented oil that helps with clarity and focus (optional). These can include: rosemary, mint, sage, and angelica.

What To Do:

  1. Gather and cleanse all of your materials. I’d recommend visualizing a white, purifying light around them, or putting them in salt for 24 hours. 
  2. If you have it, light the incense or put the oil in the diffuser. This well help set your intentions, but it’s not necessary.
  3. Light the candle.
  4. Take your object. Hold it so it is lit by candlelight, then say: “This object will help me study. It will help me during tests. It will guide me towards the right answers, and help me to focus.” If you want to, you can substitute your own words, just as long as they state your intentions for the charm. If you are gifting this to a friend (make sure you have their permission!), be sure to state who it is for. If you’re into visualization, visualize the object being filled with focusing and grounding energies.
  5. Snuff out or blow out the candle. Never leave a lit candle unattended! Same goes for burning incense.
  6. Done! Place the charm on the table where you are studying or taking a test. If anyone asks, just tell them it’s a good luck charm. 
i hate myself so much right now

okay so today i was eating some fruit gummies, and every time i have something that can be assorted into groups (e.i. skittles and their individual colors, lolipops and their flavors, and in this case, gummies and their shapes), i have to take one of each kind and put them off to the side for later, after i eat all of the other gummies. it’s just something i gotta do. 

i was doing just that, just a few minutes ago. but the thing is, these gummies come in little packets. there’s gotta be like 9 or 10 in each pack, tops. and as i was trying to find all 5 of the different shapes, i noticed there wasn’t one of them in there. so i went to grab another pack, and emptied the contents. and i began to restort everything. and i noticed there still wasn’t that one shape. so without thinking, i grabbed another. still none. another, and still none.

i eventually grabbed all remaining packs from the box of gummy packs (keep in mind, this was a 40 pack and i had just opened the box), and emptied all of their contents. in a fit of rage i didn’t notice that i just poured nearly 40 bags of gummies onto my desk until i finished. that’s nearly 400 individual gummies on my desk. and you know what i found??? one. one of the final shapes (it was an orange slice shape btw). and it’s not even a regularly shaped one. it’s some horribly disfigured excuse of an orange slice. 

so now i am here. with almost four hundred gummies sitting on my desk. but at least i have one of each shape put off to the side for after i finish the rest!!!!! !!!!! ! !! !

I think I wanna talk about Nishinoya because he is one of my favorites and sometimes the anime does him justice and other times I think they play the hyperactive card one too many times for me to be happy.

Nishinoya Yuu is clearly one of the characters that stands out the most from Karasuno’s champion line up. Best overall libero award, weird haircut and boisterous attitude, inverted jersey colors. He is the epitome of the odd one out of the bunch without necessarily being that when you’ve got equally loud and rambunctious characters running about.

He is one of the major attachments on the team’s support network, offering kind words and proclaiming how little they need to worry while he’s there. He is a major pillar to their defense on the court and their charisma as a teammate. His importance to the team is clearly not limited to his outbursts, his ability to not take the situation seriously enough to react appropriately to it.

I wanted to get something out there because I feel a lot of us will overlook key aspects of Nishinoya’s personality due to his funky quirks.

Nishinoya is clearly hyper aware of his surroundings. Keep this in mind, Nishinoya is more than capable of gauging his responses on the court and has clear knowledge of when someone is feeling down. He is a very good empath, inferring on how well he knows someone to gauge their reactions to a situation. His outbursts, while in part might be instinctual, could be also rooted in that sense of empathy.

A sense of responsibility, the idea that he is their backbone. No matter how trying times will get, count on him to always be there, cheering and not letting whatever the situation may be get to him. He is emotionally perceptive, capable of reading faces. Knowing how to respond in accordance to who he is responding to.

He’s not an idiot. Let’s get that out there. Despite how prevelent it’s made fun of in the anime, he is no fool.

The reason he fails written exams is not because of his inability to understand the subject text at hand, but because he answers the question in his own way. Chikara repremands him for this during the studying scene, referring to how the answer to the question was clearly in the text and Nishinoya actively chose to put the answer he //felt// was right as opposed to the answer he knew was right.

Nishinoya would have had to read the text presented, rationalize it, and make a deduction on his own accord. He chooses an answer more suitable to //him//, something that fits his personality, rather than something the dictated text chose as correct. He is, by default, a very emotion oriented person.

That doesn’t make him an idiot.

On top of his absolute value to the team, he is probably one of the more talented players on the team as a whole. He is not only a great libero, but has become as precise as Suga with his tosses provided they’re done correctly. According to the spin off one shots he is also capable of jumping high enough to hit hard spikes over the net. His jumping skill alone is incredible and with a lot of practice he could even come to rival Hinata with how high he jumps.

Nishinoya is not only good at what he does but he’s well rounded as a player, capable of switching roles if the situation calls for it, but inherently prefers libero.

Despite how soft he is with the team he is incredibly hard on himself, keeping tally of all his misses and promising to do practices to make up for that to keep it from happening again. Instinctual reflexes aside, Nishinoya is practically a genius on the court, understanding even slight movements and catching them in that instant. It may not seem like a big deal in the anime, everything is slowed down to keep pace, but the actual game itself is fast paced. Actual volleyball games make it hard to see where the ball is with how fast its going, so many people are moving at once and you have a split second to react to something before it’s already hit the floor or someone’s face.

You need an immense sense of direction and dilligeng practice. And on top of that Nishinoya is capable of making judgements of people he’s never seen play outside of that match. When Karasuno was against Shiratorizawa, he said he’d be able to properly receive Ushijimas spike in three tries. And he did just that. His level of adaptability is incredible and the only way he’d get that way is from sheer force of will and practice.

Nishinoya isn’t just a hearty laugh and a bunch of incomprehensible babble. Those are aspects of who he is but at the end of the day he is held to a standard that is respected. Chikara nearly cries from pride alone when Nishinoya compliments his receive, Asahi going on to say what an honor that must be for anyone when taking who Nishinoya is and what his place is on the team.

He’s a rambunctious teenager whose heart might be too big for him, is a bit too hard on himself to the point it should be considered cruel and unusual punishment, and really has nothing but his friend’s/teammates interests in mind.

He is an intelligent, deeply emotional character that my words do no justice explaining. There’s so much more to him but I feel it’s all so background it might as well not exist, but the fact it does is very important.

Nishinoya Yuu isn’t just a loud outburst, a joke character for people to laugh at. He is an important aspect of the team, a pillar, their guardian deity on and off the court and he should be given that importance.

A client couldn’t understand why I could not take their low resolution and full color jpeg logo couldn’t be enlarged, converted to black and white, and made into a 9” x 9” screen print.

I explained that I would need a vector file - or the time to recreate their logo in vector format - as the current logo would print out pixelated. Her reply:

Client: Can’t you just take a black crayon and color it in?

guys Never Be is the most underrated song ever like lets take a minute shall we?

  • its a song about living in the moment and not looking back or having any regrets about it
  • the chorus
  • “We’ll never be as young as we are now” you need to live right now because every second you wait you are losing the chance to do whatever the hell you want, and fuck this line trips me out because damn you will never be as young as you are right this second
  • “Don’t let the colors fade to grey” live in color - try new things LIVE, dont get stuck in this system, have the time of your life while you can - be who you want to be and dont let it slip away
  • be as fucking spontaneous as you wanna be 
  • lukes vocals
  • This song is
  • amazing

im sorry if people had said these things before i was just listening to this song and needed to express my undying love for this under appreciated song

this is just what I take away from this song


see u in july hallow!!!  ヾ(☆▽☆)

on a side note, i’m going on hiatus for a while so i can focus on urgent things concerning my future bwaaah, until then, take care folk!


Obsessed with my nails. I’ve recently changed to SNS after having Acrylics for years and I’m really loving them they are just as strong but feel so lightweight. There’s a huge range of colors to choose from and I’ve found it takes around the same amount of time to get refills as acrylics. When I see my nail guy I ask for a shape in between coffin and rectangle, I know so fussy! 😜 But I think if your going to have ‘fake’ nails you need to try out different shapes and then find the one that best suits your fingers. #ausbloggers #ausbeautybabes #aussiebblogger #bbloggers #beautyblog #bbloggersau #hudabeauty #instablog #instabeauty #instamakeup #makeup #nails #rebmakeup33 #snsnails #shesinbeauty #wakeupandmakeup

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Clara dealing with this new-fangled huggy Doctor and still holding down the teaching gig is probably like being the one person in your friend group with a job and everyone wants to party on Wednesday night, except with far more clingy Time Lord.

if you really care about ~representation~

1) support diasporic folks making media. as i have said, folks who have been born into “mainstream” populations in non western countries have a very different idea of what representation means from what America/the west call “people of color”. the film stars in the Great Wall for example, are HUGE in China. they don’t need your money or exposure. it’s incredibly patronizing to assume that just bc “no one” in America has heard of Andy Lau or Zhang Yimou that they need your support, bc you haven’t done your research.

2) support smaller, creator owned media franchises by people whose identities you purport to care about. support indie actors of color in their projects. take the time to search out kickstarters, smaller films, etc.

3) stop policing what marginalized creators are and aren’t allowed to depict regarding the stories they want told, and let them tell the stories they want to tell. even if whatever ~representation~ in the story isn’t 100% to your particular taste or liking. marginalized creators & characters are allowed to be human in the messy ways everyone is human.

4) most of all, PUT YOUR MONEY WHERE YOUR MOUTH IS. exposure means nothing for smaller folks. you might be saving a few bucks whenever you decide to illegally download a comic or whatever, but that’s taking money out of the creators’ mouths and that’s not helping them sustain the livelihood they need to keep making more work. voting with your dollars absolutely matters. tens of thousands of notes on a post to signal boost a Kickstarter means nothing if the people running it are getting no money. you might see a “successful” post on here & assume ppl are doing fine, $$$ wise. that’s completely untrue. for example, on gumroad, where ppl sell digital PDFs of their comics, they can see the social media sites with the most paying customers due to the number of people coming from the site and buying the product. across the board, tumblr is at the bottom. this isn’t to guilt anyone, but just to make you reconsider and reconfigure your definition of what successful might look like here.

Tbh seventeen probably hates traveling with hansol because he’d bring way too many bandanas all in different colors like they’d all have just a carry on but be standing in the checked baggage line for half an hour because hansol has to check his suitcase of bandanas
And after a few times they’d be like “ok here’s the deal.
There are 13 of us. We will each take four bandanas. That gives you 52 bandanas for the one week we are in China. That is PLENTY.”

And then they’d be there and it’d be like

Hansol: who has my purple bandana?
Joshua: I do, here
Hansol: no not that one, the light purple
Minghao: *holds up bandana in annoyance*
Seungcheol: we need a better system

School takes too much time so instead I ignore it and do other things. I’m so great at life hahahaha

Marinette’s outfit from chapter 15 of @siderealsandman‘s Satisfaction Brought It Back because this fic continues to be the death of me please let them be ha p p yyyy (it is so very much sin though reader discretion is advised please)

Version 2 of the sketch in this dump because I felt it needed revising.

How do you color skin and hair???!

Artwork ©: alazic02

Do not repost.

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I did fully color the other version, see below: 

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Tango with Time

“Just an outline made of skin

And my walls are paper thin
I want to let you color me in

Feel like I’m drowning from the sound
Of all the silence all around
My thoughts are gone
I’m going down
I’m turning inside out

This time I finally need a light, a light
Tired of seeing in black and white, white

Having flashes in my mind
Can’t take the ticking of time
The time that’s passing by…”

~Hourglass by Zedd

Yes, the reference is the amazing Alex Ross’ Tango with Evil.
Paige and Tony design’s by aishaneko.

The song is my official Padlock theme song. LISTEN TO IT, OKAY?

Dedicated to alliealison, memento-moony, and arcanehalo

Headcanon Tuesday #3

Ronan and Blue friendship (because it gives me life)

  • Adam is away at college and Gansey is spending time with Henry, so Blue and Ronan decide to spend some quality time together
  • Blue goes to Monmouth and goes straight to Ronan’s room
  • She doesn’t knock, because Ronan said badasses don’t knock
  • Ronan is lying on his bed, the Squash Murder song blasting out from his headphones
  • Blue sneaks up and scares Ronan
  • Ronan fistbumps Blue
  • They sit in comfortable silence
  • Blue whips out her nail polishes from her small bag and starts painting her nails
  • She paints every nail a different color and Ronan is watching, observing
  • While Blue is waiting for her nails to dry, Ronan falls asleep
  • He wakes up clutching a small bottle in his hand
  • He gives it to Blue
  • “Will you do my nails, too?”
  • Blue takes the little bottle, inspecting the nail polish inside
  • “If you wanted black nails, I have it, you didn’t need to go and dream it.”
  • “Just do it, Sargent.”
  • Blue unscrews the cap and it looks like ordinary nail polish
  • But as soon as she puts the brush against Ronan’s nail, it turns into a small galaxy
  • “Dammit, Lynch, I want to do my nails like this, too.”
  • So they both end up with galaxy nails
  • Other times Ronan would go to Fox Way and Blue and him would just lie on Blue’s bed, looking at the trees on Blue’s wall
  • Ronan would bring his music with him
  • Blue would kick him off her bed every time another horrible Irish song would come on
  • It’s always a horrible Irish song
  • Blue catches herself humming one of Ronan’s songs while getting ready for a date with Gansey
  • Ronan and Blue listening to the horrible music in the car, driving the others insane
  • Ronan dreaming up hairpins for Blue
  • Blue making unique black shirts for Ronan
  • (she mostly cuts holes in it, or burns it)
  • Matching Halloween costumes
  • Ronan and Blue having inside jokes
  • Ronan advising Blue that she would look cooler without hair
  • Blue daring Ronan to grow out his hair
  • Ronan ends up with an uppercut, Blue shaves one side of her head
  • Watching horrible horror movies together
  • Pranking the rest of the group
  • Ronan drawing patterns on Blue’s arms with a sharpie
  • Blue giving leather wristbands to Ronan
  • And of course, Ronan and Blue talking about boys