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antidaddy asked:

Is there any giriboy or khh songs you would recommend? 😊

Sure thing! I’m always a little too eager to talk about Giriboy, especially when people are interested in listening to his songs. It took me awhile to compose the list, but I wanted to make sure to include a few personal faves that tend to be overlooked.

More and more people have been discovering him as of late through his recent songs, so it’s safe to start out with these:

Take Care of You - Giriboy

Back and Forth 30 min - Giriboy ft. Shin Jisu

0 (Young) - Giriboy, Mad Clown, Jooyoung, ft. No.Mercy (a lot of people discovered Giriboy because of the No.Mercy survival show as well, so I figured i should add this song!)

Hogu - Giriboy ft. Brother Su (his latest release!!) 

Some of his earlier work include:

Different Look - Giriboy ft. Crucial Star

You Look So Good To Me - Giriboy ft. Swings 

Camp - Giriboy ft. Swings

Special - Giriboy 

A few personal faves of mine from his albums: 

So So - Giriboy

We Got Married - Giriboy ft. Fromm

You’re A Chemical - Giriboy ft. Beenzino

Adult - Giriboy

Skit - Giriboy (Cheeze ver.)

My Body is On Fire - Giriboy ft. Choi Danbi

Tik Tok - Giriboy ft. Swings & Lim Sung Hyun

You Don’t Look Good to Me - Giriboy (Psycoban remix)

Player - Giriboy ft. Brother Su & Lovey

Why Do You Live That Way? - Giriboy ft. Black Nut

Death - Giriboy (just beats but really calming tbh)

Accident - Giriboy 

I Need A Night - Giriboy ft. Black Nut

As for other khh songs: 

Man of the Year - Hanhae ft D.Meanor

Fallin’ - Swings ft. Jay Park

You & I - Microdot ft. Sanchez (honestly his whole EP is good –– a lot of it is in English though)

Neighborhood - Seo Chulgu 

We Are Going To - Beenzino

The Time Goes on - BeWhy

I’m Ok - Crucial Star

Line - Genius Nochang

Blu - Iron ft. Babylon

Aaannnnddd, I think I’ll cut it off there just because I went overboard with recommending Giriboy songs even though I have so much more to add! But I hope you find something that you like on this list! 

Rihanna: "Higher"

We’ve met a lot of Rihannas over the years, but “Higher,” from ANTI, is the first appearance of “last call Rihanna"—a drunk-dialer with a ruined voice box, an insatiable burning in their loins, and an alarming lack of interest in maintaining dignity. This is a song about the desire for late-night sex and companionship so urgent that it actually feels like a song about how much it hurts to have a Humvee back over your leg. And that is because Rihanna gives so much of herself in the vocal booth that it feels like she might pass out.

"I hope I ain’t calling you too late/ You light me on fire/ Let’s stay up late and smoke a J,” she sings, hitting throat-shredding notes at the top of her range. It might have escaped people’s notice that Rihanna is one of the best character actors in pop, because for a few years she played a chilly cypher, but “Higher” is pitched high enough to startle any remaining doubters into belief. “This whiskey got me feeling pretty” she slurs on the opening, a line that feels almost as instantly meme-able as Beyoncé’s “Driver, roll up the partition, please,” but it’s a joyful howl of abandon instead of a cool purr of control.

The song is yet another masterful piece of work from No I.D., whose late-career résumé at Def Jam is threatening to eclipse his golden-age rap bona fides at this point. He builds a track that sounds like a soul revue sliding off a collapsing stage, a wandering violin doodling random shit in the background. This song is two minutes long, but it is a complete transmission from someplace more louche and heartbroken and painful than our world.

Hi I just wanna share this song with you guys. I’ve been listening to it a lot lately because it’s so good! I hope you’ll add this to your playlists soon!


And oh, don’t forget to check the entire album. You’ll surely have the feels all throughout. 

zaeedsmassani asked:

33 and 39!

Thank you!! And I’m so sorry I’m late I’ve been a bit under the weather and forgot to respond to my messages :/

33. A song that reminds you of your OC?
Hmm well for this I think I’m gonna choose Mevt because he has… so many… just so many songs. A lot of them are really fucking sad, so here’s a fun one (as fun as mevt goes):

Eels - Novocaine For The Soul

Life is good
And i feel great
‘cause mother says i was
A great mistake

39. A strange talent of your OC?
I don’t know if this counts as a talent (the answer is: no it doesn’t) but Rion has a tedency of making new nicknames for people he knows whenever he meets them. It’s like he builds on the name they already have (kinda like he’d call his friend Yran “yranaway” or “yranus”), and the nicknames just get increasingly creative and bilingual until people don’t understand them anymore.

Send me Uncommon Oc Questions!

Rules: using song titles from one artist, cleverly answer these questions. Tag ten people.

Because I’ve been jamming out to Little Mix A LOT  lately I choose them :)

  • what is your gender? Weird People
  • describe yourself:  Love Me or Leave Me 
  • how do you feel? OMG
  • if you could go anywhere, where would you go?  Madhouse
  • favorite mode of transportation? Lightning 
  • your best friends? Weird People 
  • favorite time of day? The End (lol)
  • If life was a tv show, what would it be called? Clued Up
  • what is life to you? Grown  
  • relationship status? Going Nowhere

that was fun, thanks for tagging me @thou-dost-infect-mine-eyes!!

i tag: @carmanda-yaegus @adultfansofonedirection @stilesharrystyles @denimjacketnarry @ohhollandhoney

Thoughts in my head

It’s passed 1 am and I’m scrolling through social media and thinking about all of the audio projects I have going on. I am so passionate and excited to share these next upcoming videos with all of you guys. I really want to make the biggest impact with my career this year and so far I’ve been having the time of my life.

It seems that lately I’ve been getting a lot of new people who find my channel and comment or message me something like “nice music keep it up!” or “I love what you’re doing when is the next song?”. Nothing warms my heart more than that. It is still very crazy to me to think that I have fans and I don’t even like using the word “fan” because I’m not famous by any means. I prefer calling you guys supporters or even friends. I truly feel blessed by all of you who take the time out of your day to give a sh*t about what I do. 

There are so many musicians out there who work really hard and to know that the art that I create helps others with what they are going through means the world to me. If I make you laugh or smile thanks to my videos or if I’m able to make your day just a little brighter thanks to something that I made then I am happy.

I don’t even know why I’m writing this blog right now and I don’t even know if people are going to even read it. All I know is that I am where I am thanks to you guys. I’ve been on YouTube for almost 5 years now and it is such an amazing outlet to possess.

I guess I’m writing this because I can, because I am grateful, because of all of you guys <3 Thanks again!

Jaian

anonymous asked:

(spinning Light anon)Speaking of Korean musicals, did you watch the Korean Light's mv? (eng-subbed one on youtube- /watch?v=-W2FvV2hJNo) His expressions and overall portrayal is aslkfhjk I have a feeling you may already have though, lol. Thank you also for the link, it's fun finding differences in the actors' acting, like how Urai Light is a nervous wreck throughout Ryuk's Kira song while Korean Light has an annoyed pout/look through most of the song, except (then gets continued in my prev. ask)

(I am replying late because I went to bed last night (or rather it was morning already for me), but yes, everything sent HURRAY!!)

I have heard from a lot of people who understand more about music than me that the Korean cast is vastly superior with voice skill as well and I can definitely appreciate that with Korean Light, yes. (I’d seen it when it first came out but it’s been a while, haha.)

Urai Light is very on the serious / nervous side in general I feel. I was amazed at how !! peppy !! Kakizawa was in comparison, too. All Light actors seem to focus on very different aspects of his character.

1.  I spend a lot of time above water
    In fact, I spend most of my time in my room
2.  Lately that’s made me wonder
    If I’ve given up on trying to be someone new
    Because I don’t like who I see
    Each morning when I look in the mirror
3.  In fact it’s the only thing I fear
    That I’m empty inside these bones
4.  I’m not scared of ghosts
    I embrace them all as friends
    Because one day I’ll be dead
    And they will know my name
5. So I’ve been counting down my life
    Existing in hours
    To see what I have left

6. If I see 25, i’ll be surprised
7. If I see 32, I’ll take every letter I wrote to you
   And bury them alive, bury them alive
8. If I see 44, well I haven’t thought that far


1. I picked this song because I feel completely related to it. To me it speaks to the people who are generally afraid of making too much noise because they’re not comfortable with themselves. Yeah my heads above water, but that’s only because I’m afraid if I dive in so to speak it’s a big risk, so instead I’ll quietly float.

2. My interpretation of what’s being said is you spend so much time deflecting everything and trying to remain indifferent that you lose who you are. Shying away from conversations to try and please the masses. Reinventing yourself get’s you even more lost when you don’t know who you are to begin with.

3. This line is pretty self explanatory. Feeling like you have nothing to offer anyone, you’re empty, you’re lonely, and your self worth is shot.

4. This line in particular stands out to me. I’ve spent many sleepless nights sitting in my room alone talking to myself and rationalizing it by thinking maybe there’s a ghost or a spirit in there listening in, and maybe they think I have cool ideas and maybe they sympathize with me and maybe when I die one day I’ll meet them and we’ll be friends even if they know all of my gruesome details. It’s a sad thought that your only hope for solace is a non judgmental ghost, but for people who can’t open up to a physical person the thought of being vulnerable around any type of energy is important.

5. Not really planning ahead just taking it hour by hour because when you feel this type of emptiness it’s easy to rationalize that you’re gonna die sooner rather than later. It’s easier to see the ending when you see all of the bad in the world and not very much of the good.

6. Feeling so much discontent and generally feeling indifferent towards living if it means living so unhappily.

7. Symbolic funeral of a past relationship. Hopefully by 32 he’ll be over the relationship that did a number on him.

8. Not even seeing 25 as a plausible age to live by so the thought of being 44 is not even in his mind.


Again I would just like to reinstate that this is entirely my thoughts on the lyrics, they could mean something completely different to someone else, they can mean something completely different to the guys in Sorority Noise. The best part about lyrics and words in general is that they’re all how you relate to them.

happy

you claim you love me you say you hate him
why the fuck do you lie to me I don’t understand it
you told me you don’t talk I saw the fucking messages
and now I can’t walk
I have panic attacks because of you late at night
I’ve thought about ending it a lot lately and the way you’ve been making me feel I just might
you you you
fuck you
you leave me alone you left me to cry
you left me for him and you left me with lies
I can’t take much more I always feel like shit
I can’t fuck with you so who do I fuck with

I just wanted to be happy
oh so happy we could’ve been so happy
I’ve written my last song and it’s in honor of you
you fucking destroyed me and now I’m left feeling blue
what can I say that I haven’t said before
I opened my heart and you slammed it like a door
I tried to make it work but you never showed me what it’s worth
i take so many pills just so I can take a clear breath
but every time I breath it tastes even more like death

you told me to my face
that you would never hurt me
that’s all that you’ve done
and now I know you’ve never deserved me
I can’t handle the stress
I can’t fathom the pain
I was already dead and you stitched me together again
only to run away because I’m a disaster
you created this you made me this creature
and I can never win
why can’t I fucking beat her

Man I haven’t been very active here in a while

If you sent me messages I haven’t responded to, I’m super sorry, I will at some point. My brain hasn’t been in the right space for much online interaction lately. I’m doing good, though! Here’s some stuff that’s happened lately:

  • Went to a Danny Schmidt concert (his voice is so nice, oh my god)
  • Learned a lot more about nuclear weapons than I knew before
  • Started a science blog (if we’re mutuals or you know me off Tumblr, hit me up and I’ll send you the link)
  • Learned/learning valuable lessons about what I want from relationships
  • May have just started a charity discussion group in in [CITY REDACTED] (god help me)
  • Had a lot of feelings
  • Read the WTNV novel
  • Tried substances which are no longer illegal in my state
  • Celebrated my fish tank’s one-year-anniversary

So that’s been exciting. I’m slowly getting back into SCP and back into writing- which is good because I have a lot of long overdue projects to tackle there. The site seems not to be on fire, though, so good work, everyone. <3

That’s me, I guess. How are all of you?
27/01/16

I’ve been feeling really sad lately. last night I talked to Kim* and they said “tbh I dont think we’re ever going to be as close as we used to be’ and that really hit me hard. mostly because it’s true. and that terrifies me SO MUCH. I love them to death and they mean so much to me.
it’s really hard to maintain a relation/friendship when you don’t necessarily see each other in months, even.
I’m afraid to even think where would I be now if I wouldn’t have them in my life.
so naturally, I panicked and started crying so hard I couldn’t breathe. the last time I cried this hard was when they* were gonna kill themselves. that was 6 months ago. and that says a lot. to be honest, I cry a lot but it’s usually just letting out bottled up feelings , not panic.
I found a song called ‘i believe’ by christina perri. some lyrics really hit me hard like “I wish that you could see your scars turnin to beauty, I believe that today is ok not to be ok” cause that’s honestly how I feel about Kim*.
so after this discussion, I was so upset going to school wasn’t even a choice. it just wasn’t going to happen. I faked that I was sick so basically skipped school, I guess. I don’t think I’m going there tomorrow either.
I played uno with my mom just now. to be honest it took away all this stress about school applications/school in general, my friends and everything even if it’s just for that one moment.
than you.

*changed name

anonymous asked:

Hi! So I've noticed that sometimes when I'm singing songs my throat tends to hurt afterwards, mostly when I'm singing to myself. I'm a long alto/mezzo so i'm used to singing somewhat higher songs. But lately I feel like I'm struggling to hit the higher notes and I feel like I reach for them harder if that makes sense. That never really used to happen before.. Why do you think that is? (It's been 8 months since I've had an actual rehearsal/have performed if that helps)

Your throat should not be hurting after you sing.  (That is, a lot of people experience this, so you’re not alone…But it’s a sign that something is not right in your technique.  Healthy technique does not create for painful singing.)  And reaching and squeezing for those high notes is definitely going to cause that pain and strain that you’re describing.  I think you definitely want to get yourself with a teacher to address this, because without somebody guiding you, it’s going to be a bit difficult to figure out where to even start.

Thoughts: if today were my last day

I do a lot of thinking lately, and that is sometimes a good thing for me, but is also sometimes rather concerning, and makes me feel freaked out and on the brink of mini existential crises. One of the things that’s been on my mind lately is something we hear things about a lot in popular culture: living everyday like it’s your last. I recently began seriously thinking about this, because I’m trying to keep my mind open, aware, and prepared. I think I’ve come up with some things I would do if today were, in fact, my last day. I would:

~Go to one restaurant of every cuisine I love, including restaurants I’ve wanted to try but never have, and old favorites.

~Spend hours writing songs, recording them, and putting them online. If it was my last chance to contribute my passion to the world, I wouldn’t miss the opportunity.

~Watch my favorite movies and listen to my favorite music.

~Walk around New York City and give money and food to anyone living on the streets.

~Drink a LOT of coffee. Because I’m assuming this would be a very packed, long day.

~Hug each and every dog I see. Including my dog, of course – I’d have her flown out to New York.

~Take the subway all the way to the end of one of the lines. This sounds lame, but there’s no reason not to try it.

~Spend this entire day with people I care about the most. I would not spend one single second of this day alone, because I’ve realized that the people in my life are what make it worth living and as amazing as it is. 

~Tell my boyfriend that I love him, and hear it said back to me as well. We don’t really tell each other this verbally, although we communicate it through actions, because long-distance is hard enough without that extra emotional yearning. But I know how he feels about me, and I’m sure he knows I feel the same way, so if it were my last day, I’d want him to know that.

~Tell my family and friends how incredibly much I love all of them. They are my rocks, constants, and the things that make everything okay on a day-to-day basis. Whether they are close or far away geographically, whether I see them all the time or occasionally, they are all so important and I wouldn’t trade them for anything. 

thecelestialfairy asked:

What kind of music do you listen to? What bands/artists are your most recent favorites?

hi! hmm, most of the time i guess i listen to random electronic music and kpop, but i’m open to anything. ^^ recent favorite artists is a difficult question because lately i feel like i’ve been jumping between a lot of artists and not listening to many songs by any particular one. xD but i guess the most recent ones i’ve discovered and loved all their songs have been atlas bound and glass animals. oooh, and also another recent favorite of mine has been this celtic harp player alizbar. :D so yea, they’re all quite different from each other, haha. i linked each one to one of my favorite songs from each in case you want to listen ^^

and what about you? what kind of music do you usually listen to and who are some of your recent faves? i’d really love to listen to yours too! i’m really in the mood for listening to new music lately ^^ anyway, thank you for asking, and i hope you have/had a lovely day! ^^

Rihanna: "Higher"

We’ve met a lot of Rihannas over the years, but “Higher,” from ANTI, is the first appearance of “last call Rihanna"—a drunk-dialer with a ruined voice box, an insatiable burning in their loins, and an alarming lack of interest in maintaining dignity. This is a song about the desire for late-night sex and companionship so urgent that it actually feels like a song about how much it hurts to have a Humvee back over your leg. And that is because Rihanna gives so much of herself in the vocal booth that it feels like she might pass out.

"I hope I ain’t calling you too late/ You light me on fire/ Let’s stay up late and smoke a J,” she sings, hitting throat-shredding notes at the top of her range. It might have escaped people’s notice that Rihanna is one of the best character actors in pop, because for a few years she played a chilly cypher, but “Higher” is pitched high enough to startle any remaining doubters into belief. “This whiskey got me feeling pretty” she slurs on the opening, a line that feels almost as instantly meme-able as Beyoncé’s “Driver, roll up the partition, please,” but it’s a joyful howl of abandon instead of a cool purr of control.

The song is yet another masterful piece of work from No I.D., whose late-career résumé at Def Jam is threatening to eclipse his golden-age rap bona fides at this point. He builds a track that sounds like a soul revue sliding off a collapsing stage, a wandering violin doodling random shit in the background. This song is two minutes long, but it is a complete transmission from someplace more louche and heartbroken and painful than our world.

akyatsuki asked:

multiples of 10 ; e;

aw wow an actual ask omg ily

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?

I’d really like to think I am but then I remember when I tried to stay chill after my friends got in a fight on my bday and then I cried on my bed for 30 mins :c

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

THIS is so fucking embarrassing okay so I have a rhythm game tournament coming up and I’ve been a total no-life lately just practicing all my games and I had a total 9th grade weeb relapse and honestly a day has not gone by for the past two weeks where I did not listen to naughty girl@Queen’s Palace by Dj Mass Mad Izm*

30. favourite tv show(s)

mmm I don’t watch a whole lot of series but I mean I can quote almost every classic Spongebob episode.. also divine gate if that counts but only because I like the source material

40. favorite memory

I think my fav memory is when me and @g-a-l-e-x-y were just talking for a really long time the very last day before I left for SLO and we hugged for like a solid minute in my room then I walked him out and we hugged for another minute on the porch and then 10 secs after I closed the door I sat down and cried. Idk like.. usually we’re just dicking around w each other and being dumb but that was like. so raw and real. and knowing we were/are so close is rly nice :’)

50. favourite picture of your idol

hafgufu asked:

15 and 38

15:Talk about the time you were most content in life.

i can’t really remember? a time i was most content with life tbh, ive had like moments i remember but there was always something wrong during the moment so I couldn’t have been the Most Content you feel? idk i’ve been okay lately though, I feel like I am the most content when I’m hanging out with max because he’s kind of my best friend? and we do a lot of fun things all the time and i’m nvr really upset when we hangout unless like my parents get mad at me lol!!

38:Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.

honolulu - last dinosaurs reminds me of max because he introduced me to this band and its rlly good!!! i love!!!
any songs by bmth make me think of my friend cia because theyre so emo and they kind of?? got me into them and they let me borrow the albums they had to download onto my phone :’)
ANY OLD LIKE HIP HOP / POP SONGS remind me of my friend michael like? old fergie, music and artists in that genre???
also i think of nickelback when i think of shelby because i hate nickelback and she likes them i think its so funny omg 

send me numbers

text36

February 3rd, 2016

Today was a good day. I feel like posting that one Ice Cube song just so it can be fitting HAHA I got Hot Pot with my grandpa and it was so freakin delicious, like that place is my new fave. I got called by a D1 school and I couldn’t be more happy. I really hope I get the opportunity because it’s truly been my dream forever. I got my scholarship recently and a free parking pass and wow, it’s just been good lately. I hope this is a turning point in life and I can really begin to appreciate where things are headed. I’ve been putting in lots of work and I want something good for once. I’ve been the underdog a lot and people have told me that I don’t have what it takes to go places. I’m here to prove everyone wrong. HDMH. Put yourself first. Game day tomorrow and if I’m called upon I’ll be locked in

I’ve been going through lots of Tyler’s old tweets and the blurryface tweets and it just gave me this feeling, y'know? Like the blurryface tweets were some of the last things that belonged to the few, they’re our part of the album. If you’ve come because of the Blurryface cd and you know what the old songs mean, what they’re about, then I’m sorry you came late and get grouped with lots of people who don’t know what twenty one pilots stand for and have just come and stayed for how catchy this new record is, you should be treated as part of the few - you are part of us. But that’s not the point of this post. The point of this post is that the Blurryface tweets are /our/ part of the album, ask most fans if they know about the Blurryface tweets and they’ll most likely ask what you’re talking about. But the few know. We all lost so much sleep over them. I remember the most intense week was also the week of Mother’s Day, my siblings and I were supposed to write 20 things we love about our mom but all I could think about was Blurryface - I ended up looking up nice things to say about your mom because I honestly couldn’t think about anything else. The only time I’ve got caught on my phone in class was when I was trying to figure out the Blurryface tweets. I covered my math assignments with speculation and conspiracy theories, I wrote the tweets down, I screenshotted, I edited, the rest of the clique at the time did the same. I remember when Fairly Local was “leaked.” I remember when the entire album was “leaked.” I remember that Stressed Out landed the day before my first ever AP test, it was exactly what I needed. I was so stressed out over Blurryface and studying and I had no idea what the test was going to be like. Stressed Out came just at the right time. I remember the entire album being released early and trying not to listen to it until the “official” release date because I thought it was a real leak and I wanted to respect Tyler and Josh. I remember failing at waiting. I remember trying so hard to save Goner for May 19th, the “official” release date. I failed at that, too. But I’m so glad I waited to listen to it. My carpool had something after school, and I had had just this terrible day. I stopped talking at all in my fourth period class, which people noticed because I participated so much in that class. After school I went to the abandoned second floor bathroom, waited for around 10ish minutes, put my earbuds in, and blasted Goner. I remember my first time hearing that song. And my second. And my third. I listened to it on repeat over and over again with tears streaming down my face. Goner saved me from a terrible downward spiral. The point of this post, I guess, is to say thank you for the Blurryface tweets, thank you for the Blurryface release. For around a week this album remained with us: the few, the proud, the emotional. The skeleton clique. Because this album is special. This is where we fight harder than we’ve ever fought before, this is where we turn our guns to fists and FIGHT. This is where each and every one of us takes down, each of us, our own Blurryface. We separate ourselves from him/her/them/it. We realize that our Blurryface does not define us, and that really it isn’t a part of us at all.
So here’s to you, Blurryface. For the tweets. For probably the weirdest, most intense, most stressful, and yes most terrifying release in music history. And for everything else.

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