OK I’ve had it.
I’m still on the ship cause who am I kidding, they will suck me back into the vortex at any moment… but I am frustrated, tired, disgusted, apathetic, and generally just don’t give a crap what the likes of Shatner Shamzie or any anti have to say. I don’t. Shat wants to throw his “lunch” in my face as proof… let him. I don’t give a crap.
I ship on, despite my better judgement. Pretty soon maybe I will be free and on the beach getting a tan. But I like the community here too much to leave. Today the stuff we got from the OL peeps was boring as heck, there has been no new PR, nothing to get us engaged in the story again. Just Shatlander. I hope they get their shit together. I really do. I have my doubts. But I am here for the amazing community of women, for Sam and Cait if they ever return to the people the showed us to be… kind, caring, charitable, honest, people with integrity.
I’m not here for Shatlander, or Shamzie or Tait. If they have great relationships with these people then all power to them, if that makes them happy then good for them. I just don’t really want to know them (which is what they want right?? PRIVACY… well you can have it if you’re with them… not interested… said that from the start). They aren’t attractive to me (not ugly, just not interested). Sam and Cait (those two with the kindness, integrity, honesty, charity etc THAT Sam and Cait) and Jamie and Claire are why I am here. But I stick around for the amazing group of witty, wonderful women who call themselves… Shippers.