tbh i was feeling super depressed a few days ago, but now i feel really happy and loved. so i really do believe that feelings will pass, and it always does get better, whether you wait six days or six months. i really genuinely hope all my followers are okay, and if you aren’t, please send me a message. i’ll always listen, even if i can’t empathize. a lot of you have supported me on here for awhile, and i really can’t express how much it means for me to have constant people on here 🙂❤️


[[ Request: imagine where the whole SAMCRO crew goes to Disney world and Jax proposes to you at animal kingdom during the lion king performance when “can you feel the love tonight” comes on ]] - I haven’t been to Disney World in over 10 years, and I’ve never seen this performance, so I was making it up as I went along 😂 I hope it works for you! haha (P.S. I went for the really cheesy ending, because I’m happy today and feeling like a little extra cheese and fluff is needed)

“I can’t believe we’re actually here!” you squealed excitedly, tugging on Jax’s hand as you walked through the gates of Walt Disney World.

Your old man smiled at you and gave your hand a gentle squeeze. “I told you I’d take you someday, babe.”

You smiled to yourself as you looked around. “I know.” You turned to Jax, the smile on your lips still wide. “I just didn’t think it would be so soon.” 

You had been begging Jax to take a few weeks off from club business for months now, and you had been dying to finally go to Disney World. You didn’t think it would happen. You thought there was no way Jax could catch a break from the club. But he had made it happen, and he had made sure the entire SAMCRO crew had tagged along. You were having a blast. All the magic and wonder filled you with delight and a sense of excitement you hadn’t felt since you were a child. Jax was having the time of his life just watching you. Your smile hadn’t faded since Jax had first told you he was taking you to Disney World. You didn’t even realize it, but Jax was falling more and more in love with you by the moment. You also didn’t know your old man had another little surprise waiting for you in the pocket of his leather cut. He had something big to ask you, but he was waiting for just the right moment.

You tugged on his hand, falling deeper into the magic that was Disney World.

“Come on, babe!” you urged. 

Jax laughed and shook his head. You had no idea just how magical this day would turn out to be. 


“Jax, look!” you pointed excitedly as The Lion King performers moved around on the stage, ready to begin their performance of ‘Can You Feel the Love Tonight’. 

You were so wrapped up in the performance, you didn’t even realize Jax wasn’t watching it. He was too busy watching you, memorizing every part of your face, thinking to himself that he couldn’t wait to wake up to that same face every morning for the rest of his life. You had been his old lady for quite a while now. Before you, he hadn’t thought it was possible, but it seemed to him that he loved you more and more with each passing day. He loved you so much, his heart felt like it might burst as he looked at you. He was still falling in love with you, even after all this time. He smiled as he watched your face light up, your eyes sparkling in childlike wonder. You were the most beautiful woman he had ever laid eyes on, and he couldn’t believe he was so lucky to have you. He wanted to make it official. He wanted you to be his forever. He needed you to wake up each and every day next to him, knowing you were loved and protected. He reached into the pocket of his cut, toying with the ring that he had bought weeks ago. He had been waiting for the perfect moment to ask you to be his wife, and he couldn’t think of any better time than now.

“Hey, babe,” he said, a loving smile on his lips. You turned to look at him, your eyes sparkling and your lips curled up in a delighted smile. Jax took your hand gently and placed a kiss on the back of it. “I wanna ask you something.” You titled your head to the side curiously, wondering what Jax wanted to ask you. Then he dropped down to one knee, still holding your hand, and you knew. 

Your free hand flew up to cover your mouth in surprise. “Jax,” you practically whispered, feeling as if you were suddenly unable to breathe. The entire day had been perfect, filled with magic and fun. But this moment was by far your favorite.

Jax’s smile widened as he looked up at you. His blue eyes glistened with tears of pure, absolute joy. It seemed like he had been waiting for this moment his entire life. He had been waiting for you, and he had finally found you. He reached his free hand into his pocket and pulled out the most beautiful, perfect ring. You felt tears beginning to spill from your eyes. You couldn’t believe what was happening, and you never wanted this moment to end. 

“Jax,” you gasped, tears now streaming down your face. You glanced around, noticing the entire SAMCRO crew, complete with Gemma, watching the two of you. You were sure you could see the smiles on their faces from miles away.

“Babe,” Jax shook his head and grinned at you, “I love you so much. You are my everything. You are the perfect woman for me. I never want anyone else. I want to spend the rest of my life waking up next to you. You’ve been my old lady for a while, but now I want to make you my wife.” He titled his head to the side and smiled. “Y/N, will you marry me?”

You clasped both hands to your mouth and nodded your head quickly. “Yes!” you squealed. Jax slid the ring on your finger and stood. He placed a wet, passionated kiss on your lips. You kissed him back, then you jumped into his arms, practically knocking him over and disrupting everyone else in the audience trying to watch The Lion King performance that was still going on. But you didn’t care. You grinned as you looked down at the ring now on your finger. Who needs The Lion King when you’ve got the biker prince?