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‘’You should’ve seen the way he was looking at you.’’

 I smiled a little. ‘’How?’’

‘’Like you’re the ocean, and he’s desperate to drown.’’

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happy trans day of visibility everyone! i was debating wether or not i should post about it but i feel like i should. 

some people i know irl follow me on here and i was scared and still am a bit if they see, but i kinda want them to know?? 

i feel like the only way i can accept myself is if i tell others. so this would be the first time im admitting on public social media that i am trans which feels like a big leap for me lmao im lame !!!!!!!! so here it is folks

ftm, he/him pronouns

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I guess I can say this now since today is trans day of visability.

I go by any name that anyone wants to call me whether it be Katelyn, Edgar, Palette, or anything else. I’m genderfluid and I go by they/them/he/him pronouns. It’s nice to say all this so you all know now. Love you all.

YOU GUYS I JUST GOT AN EMAIL FROM THE CHURCH AND I MADE IT TO THE NEXT ROUND OF THE INTERVIEWING PROCESS!!!!!! 

The next round is meeting with the campus pastor and i’m not sure what that totally means or entails BUT THEY DIDNT CUT ME 

I honestly thought i wasn’t going to make it to the next round at all. Like i was 99% confident i was going to be rejected right away. (that is not a joke or an exaggeration) 

I’M LITERALLY LAUGHING AND IN TEARS RIGHT NOW
THANK YOU JESUS OH MY GOSH

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i was rlly nervous and hesitant to post this bc i dont really know what the heck i am and i constantly wonder if i am “allowed” to identify as this or that because i never had one of those big epiphanies where everything suddenly becomes clear as to who i am
ive never had one of those AHA!! IM AGENDER OR TRANS OR NB!!! moments and i feel like a lot of people who havent had those kinda moments feel as though theyre identities arent as valid or as true as those who have had those eye-opening revelations 
i often doubt myself and feel like i cant belong to this community bc i dont feel like ive satisfied all the “requirements” to be considered trans and sometimes im uncomfortable using labels bc i dont really feel like i belong to any particular group so i guess i just wanna say to all yall who feel like this…
 …whether you’re confused about your gender and you dont know exactly who or what you are or whether you feel like you dont fit into any group, or maybe you just dont like labelling yourself as anything in particular: you are definitely not alone and all of you are 100% valid and 100% wonderful!!

i hope all of you have a happy and safe tdov!!! keep sharing the positivity and spreading awareness!!