I dont know if you ever are online here and look at the old threads but I have been for the past months and it hurts because I miss them so much. I know it was bc of me bc I was a fucked up person at that time and hat no muse and just wanted to die after all this with my grandpa and then school got harder and harder and I just felt like telling you when we still were friends but I dont wanted to bother you so I keeped it to myself.
I miss charea I truly do they were our first ship and I loved them alot even if you always thought I dident I really did trevino is someone I only play against you, everytime I try to play against someone else with trevino I just cant bc its you he belongs too. And Daly yes they were my little babys but I fucked them up and I am sorry for that I wish I could change things.
I wish I could go back tot he day were daly fucked up bc the everything slowly broke and it hurts. It hurts to not be your friend anymore, you were my main chick you were the sam to my cat, the phoebe to my shelley. I just miss you and our late night wierd talks, and our funny skype talks.
It was just stupid of me also being jealous of charea sometimes because they had more then daly idk what was wrong with me but I changed my whole rp shit changed. Even thought I know we wont get Daly or Charea back I still want to tell you I am sorry and I hope you read this one day and maybe we can start fresh.?
Maybe there is a change for us to be friends again, to be online until late and rp, to have back charea and daly and maybe just start all over, I miss you so much Marina, sometimes when I read the threads I cry because I miss it, and I miss everything with us, we had such a great friendship and I fucked it all up..
You can hate me as much as you want…the only thing I want to try is to maybe get another chance and make it all better with our friendship and with daly and charea. It hurts to not play them anymore, they will always be a part of my life just like you always will be somehow.
Lets hope you read this and if you do and want to try again you know were to find me on tumblr or whatsapp if you still might have my number which I dont think you might have idk..