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Here comes our dysfunctional Christmas!! No cheating!!! Use the letter of each one with the @ symbol and tag the first person that pops up.

Singing jingle bells, drunk(J): @jingelena
Spiking the eggnog(E): @eldestgilbert
Falls into Christmas tree(F): @fiercerebekah
Dancing like crazy wearing a Santa hat (D): @damaseisotiras
Changing the names on presents©: @carolinedearest
Swears they really saw a reindeer(S): @seesgood
Drunk and doesn’t know what’s going on(D): @dear-indies
Outside cussing out the snowman(T): @tobeblamed
Passed out while making angels in the snow(P): @prxncecharming
Arrested for throwing snowballs at the police(A): @aintashes
Kissing under the mistletoe(K) : @killedher
Getting punched by Santa’s Elf(G): @gloriousmurder
Eating too much pie(E): @eldestgilbert
Puking in the fireplace(P): @pupbar
Ordered Christmas porn©: @cary-onmywaywardson
Ate too much green(M): @motherofasgard
Kissed the Christmas party Santa(K): @kolhearted
Got lost outside in the snow(L): @littlemikaelson
Fall down drunk in the driveway(F): @findacauseandserveit
Fell asleep drunk on the toilet(T): @thecapitoldarling
Forgot their name(N): @notmyjeepyoucreep
Got stuck in a snow fort(S): @scaredpotter
Drank way too much eggnog(W): @wclfgirl
Mistook a midget for an elf(M): @mccallofthewild
Dipped out cause we scared them off(W): @wildlingmalia

  • Me: one more chapter and then I am going to bed
  • Chapter: *ends in a cliffhanger*
  • Me:
  • Me: gotta finish the whole thing now

hello, i’m erin.

i’m really poor, my family is financially unstable all the time because my parents have walking/moving disabilities and it’s hard for them to find proper jobs since they can barely move. lately we’ve been having major financial problems. 

they both used to work until the thing i was afraid of happened; my diabetic mom’s health condition started getting worse and worse. she couldn’t handle the pressure and the bullying at work so she had to quit her job. her health is the main priority in this entire thing so i don’t blame her at all.

as for now, my father is the only source of income. his monthly salary is $150 and as you can see that’s far from enough to maintain three people. i’ve tried to get a job myself but no one wanted to hire me because i’m a minor. 

for the past few months my mom’s illness has been progressing, we even got her a wheelchair since she couldn’t walk at all. she needs a damn expensive diabetic healthcare course right now. my father works day and night just to gain some money. also, i contributed with my savings even though it wasn’t much.

however, our efforts are not enough for my mom’s medical assurance. the amount of money we have by now can provide only half a month of medicines. my dad is working all the time he doesn’t even sleep at this point, it’s a miracle if he gets at least 2 hours of sleep a day. but unfortunately it’s never enough.

i feel pathetic and useless; the tears are streaming down my face as i’m typing this and the fact that i can’t help in any way is killing me.

only money can help us in this harsh situation so if you can donate i’ll be forever thankful. 

if you can, do it through paypal. my paypal email is; erin.rin@mail.ru

any amount will be highly appreciated, i’m not asking for much, really. also reblog this please, it does matter and i hope i’ll find people who can help.

it’s totally okay if you don’t donate, just keep my mom in your prayers please, it means a lot.

i’m desperate please help, i don’t want to lose my mother. 

thank you.

Have you ever been lowkey emotionally abused? Like, you’re not even aware it’s happening but then you think about it later and you realize that something wasn’t quite right. All of a sudden, you start to think you’re not good enough and that your feelings aren’t valid and don’t matter and if you bring it up to the person, they act like you’re being dramatic and emotional and irrational even though you know that something isn’t right. Sucks doesn’t it?

Anyone else? Just me? Okay…

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Once Upon A Time ♔ second generation

Live so that when your children think of fairness, caring and integrity, they think of you.