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I’m broke because I lost my job to a homophobic customer

Hey guys, this is something I’ve been trying my hardest not to do.  I have a lot of pride issues and so asking you wonderful people for money really hurts.  But I’m in a really tough spot right now and could use your help.

Here’s the story: A customer came in to my store and used homophobic slurs against me.  I, immaturely, spoke back against him and was fired for it. Because the customer is always right.  I know that I should have kept quiet but I didn’t and that’s my fault.  But because of this now I don’t have money for my final month’s rent at my apartment, my first month’s rent for my next apartment, or even for fucking food.  I’ve lost 20 pounds and a lot of my hair and my anxiety has caused me to lose so much sleep and I’m basically a mess.  I’m consistently applying for jobs but nothing has worked out yet.  I have panic and anxiety attacks all the time now.

What’s on the line: I will have to send my cat to the pound, owe two apartment complexes money and whatever legal actions that entails, I will have to move back home away from my boyfriend and all my friends, and I will have to drop out of college.  On top of all that I will have to move back to my homophobic parent’s house.  I came out to them because I thought I was in a stable enough part of my life and didn’t need them.  Obviously I was wrong.  If I got back to living with them in that tiny duplex it will send me to an even darker hell than I’m currently in.

What I need: Just $900.  That’s it.  That’s all I need to get my life and sanity back.  That may seem like a lot to you guys, but compared to how much I’m hurting it’s honestly nothing.  Even if 900 people give me $1 I can climb my way out of this hole I have dug.  

I’m begging for help, please.  I’ve already had mental issues to deal with that I don’t want to open up about, but I can’t take this fear anymore.  I’ll do anything for you guys, promos/follows whatever.  I have 7,000 followers almost if that matters to anyone.

If you can’t give even a dollar, then please I beg of you to reblog this.  Please reblog this even if you do help me out.

This link is to my Paypal, if you don’t have an account please spend 15 extra seconds making one for me.  I’m a real person who is in dire need of help.  I’m so sorry I’m doing this.

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I was still in pigtails when my dad died, but I remember him coming home from a hunt. He’d burst through that door like, like Steve McQueen or something. And he’d sweep me up in his arms, and I’d breathe in that old leather jacket of his. And my mom, who was sour and pissed from the minute he left, she started smiling again. And we were… we were a family. You wanna know why I want to do the job? For him. It’s my way of being close to him. Now tell me what’s wrong with that.”

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Zap here, trying to be funny as well as being informative. 

Everytime I ask someone if they know about this trick, the answer is always the same : they don’t. So I figured I’d make myself useful and spread this out, so here it is : A guide to eggs. 

Now you guys have a way to know if your eggs are still good to eat, even after the expiration date ! Bon appétit ! 

Hi, my lovely penguins! Even though I kind of dislike making ‘favourite blogs’ lists, this year I’ve decided to make one just to say a big ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ to all of you awesome people who make my dash a wonderful and a happy place. Some of you I’ve been following for more than a year, and some of you I followed a few days ago (a few minutes ago), but since I’m creepy and a stalker, a creepy stalker, I’ve been checking your blogs from time to time, and I don’t know why I didn’t hit that follow button sooner. Okay, now that I covered the creepy part, let’s move on to the fun part. But before that, I also want to say a big thank you to everyone who included me in their ff’s, you rock. I wish you all the best for this holiday season and throughout the coming year! Happy 'Christmas Eve’ Eve! ;-) 🎄❄

“Merry Christmas, and may this new year bring you joy and laughter.
To be happy is the greatest wish in life.”

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P.S. If I didn’t include someone, I’m really sorry. Please don’t think I don’t like you. These wishes are for all of you. Every single person that follows me or that I follow made this year AMAZING 😍. Eeeeeeek, I love you all. :-) 💝