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You love him. I’m not saying in what way. Maybe you don’t know yourself. But anyone paying attention could see how much you care about him.

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umm sooo remember last year when i lost my absolute mind over the chivas regal ‘win the right way’ ads done by chiwetel and oscar? turns out oscar also did a spanish language one. anyway bye 

dlazaru asked:

Hey :) can I just say that you're an awesome painter and that your BTS fanarts are among the best I've ever seen? I did those silly BTS with girlfriend fanarts and seeing your work makes me want to improve. It's so inspiring and I love it! Bye ~Diana

oh so that’s why your url looked so familiar! :’D  you did those fanarts, i see them everywhere omg! but i feel kinda bad for you because so many people are reposting them without crediting you ;; 

but wow thank you so much i’m super flattered!! ;A; and also kinda baffled that MY work makes you want to improve?? and it’s inspiring???? i don’t know what to say, i need a moment to process this haha 

For over 3 years you have pulled on my heart strings and had no intention of ever being a man and telling me what you wanted or that you did/did not want to commit after all we’ve been through. You say you’re not ready but you hold my hand, kiss me, take me on dates and tell me how much you love me. Then get jealous when I date other people. What.The.Hell. Do you know how much grief you’ve caused me? I feel like I’m not pretty enough or skinny enough or even enough period. Cause you’re actively choosing not to take the next step for whatever reason. I’m really tired of constantly being confused and you lying to everyone about us. It’s so disrespectful. If you’re not gonna be a man and do what’s best for me (since you claim to care) then I’ll make the decision for both of us- we are no longer anything. No more games, misunderstood signals, miscommunication, intimacy, fights, and feeling so shitty about myself. There’s too many great opportunities out there for me and I’m a great girl with a good head on her shoulders who has so much to offer. So it ends now. I deserve so much more and I’m gonna go get it. Fuck you for wasting my time. 

kseniawrites asked:

“I swear, you are the only person I know who makes decisions based on what will provide the best material for a diary.” | “I just wanted…to kiss you good-bye.” |“Tell me something good about your life.” | “Don’t judge yourself by what others did to you.” (River&Ari!)

“I swear, you are the only person I know who makes decisions based on what will provide the best material for a diary.”

“If I have kids one day I don’t want them to read a boring ass diary about how I did nothing exciting. I want them to read it and go ‘my mom was awesome!’ and then i’ll tell them to make better decisions than me and have examples about how most of my decisions end badly.”

“I just wanted…to kiss you good-bye.”

Arabella narrowed her eyes at the other girl from where she was sitting. She hadn’t meant to move away when River tried to kiss her, she had just been caught off guard. “You can kiss me now but you’re not leaving so come cuddle me.”

“Tell me something good about your life.” 

She was quiet for a moment as she thought. It wasn’t often that she stopped to think about the good things in her life since a majority of her life seemed bad. It took her a few moment of thinking and she finally smiled as she came up with an idea that could help her avoid thinking about it anymore and it would make River happy. “The fact that you’re in it is pretty fantastic.”

“Don’t judge yourself by what others did to you.”

“Oh, fuck off.” She pursed her lips angrily before continuing, “You make it sound like that should be the easiest thing in the world but the only person who ever cared for me was my mom and she’s dead. My dad ignores me or if he does remember I exist he tell my im not good enough and last time he actually had the guts to try and hit me. The rest of this goddamn town avoids me like the plague not counting the kids who follow me around because they think im badass.” Arabella ran a hand through her hair, “It’s hard not to judge myself by what others have done to me.”

rolling my eyes so hard at this person. outright talking like “im really good at this” ok ok ok 

and maybe you even are, that’s not what i mean. i’m just saying why do people have to brag about anything they can do moderately well. like why don’t u take the time to improve? why don’t u let others say it themselves? no. jumps into line & screams “hEY DID U KNOW IM GOOD AT THIS BC I AM I AM AWESOME AT THIS”

wooow thanks for that man. i will probably never respect you.