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Holy shuppet, it’s been a bit over a month since I came back to tumblr thanks to my friend and I already hit over 100 followers. And to be completely honest, I don’t care much about follower numbers but when you stop and think about it that over 100 people have decided to click a button to get your blog on their dash, it just makes you feel honored and touched. I’m really grateful to have each of your support, it really means a lot for a shy person like me. So thank you all ❤ Also I wanna give huge hugs and kisses to my precious rp partners, thank you for sharing role-play experiences with me and Bito   There’s not enough words to describe how honored I am, even though 100+ ‘’isn’t much’’, it’s much for me and really means a lot to have all of your support.

I’m not good with words so guess I will just move to the list of wonderful writers which I recommend you all to check and support their writing too. Once again thank you all! ❤ And hopefully you enjoy of staying ^^

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also you know what?

while I’m here and while I’m pissed off, let me say something really important. 

I know tumblr loves to mock superwholock bloggers and people who love John Green books and all that shit, but please realize that a lot of people in those fandoms are kids. 

a lot of superwholock bloggers are like

13-15 years old

a lot of people who enjoy John Green books are in the same age bracket. 

these are kids. they’re fucking kids and tumblr has this thing about publicly humiliating them. 

I don’t care how annoying you think they are- I’m sure you were really goddamn annoying when you were 13! and yet you most likely didn’t have fucking twenty year olds bullying you.

because that’s what it is. adults bullying children. 

I know that the shows and books are problematic. I know these kids think some problematic shit, but so did you when you were 13. you weren’t born spouting feminist theory. 

I see a lot of posts that were made by some kid in one of these fandoms, that gained thousands of notes after someone added a mocking comment. and it depresses me because sometimes I’ll try to go to the OP’s blog and I’ll be redirected to a “not found” page. these are kids who deleted their fucking blogs because adults thought it was funny to laugh at them. 

I know you don’t like the fandom. I know that it’s problematic. but publicly crucifying kids is not okay. it’s not a joke. it’s disgusting that so many adults who claim to be so accepting find it okay to bully children.

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but now I’m insecure and I care what people think

I love Zombie Apocalypse stuff on paper but watching it stresses me out so much, catastrophe/apocalyptic stuff in general makes me feel so anxious, it just claws to my gut with a feeling of dread and doesn’t stop for hours… and here I am watching more of Fear The Walking Dead just so I can have context for a fanmade character this is unbelievable.

we all know jungkook used to be such a shy bean and has always been sort of bad at expressing himself and his true emotions. remember how he used to always harshly reject jimin and push him away?

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of course we all know jungkook always loved jimin and the members from the start, but remember all those running jokes about jikook being one sided that have been in this fandom since FOREVER ago? it must’ve been because he was so embarrassed to get that kind of attention on camera. he was just straight up embarrassed and shy.

but recently he’s definitely become more confident and sure of himself, to the point where now he’s going full out derpy meme lord on us.

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and idk if you’ve noticed, but he’s also been so much more openly affectionate not only with jimin, but with all the other members too. and yeah he does have many past moments where he was openly affection with his members, but they felt kinda rare, unlike nowadays :’)

stroking hobi’s head so he can fall asleep

jikook slow dance?!

kookie playing with jimin’s hand

sugakookie back hug

sure i am onboard the jikook ship 4lyfe but honestly, it just makes me so happy in general that jungkook is opening up more, that he feels more and more comfortable in his own skin, comfortable enough to share with us glimpses of his true self. this boy who started off so early in the entertainment business, unsure of himself and afraid to express himself, now makes silly faces, takes hilariously derpy selfies and posts them for us to see, and trolls around even more with his hyungs (like when he was imitating tae and annoying jimin) but also equally shows them his love for them. and for this, i seriously couldn’t be any happier.  

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There is no excuse for police brutality

I will literally not budge on this

Life’s shitty, and we’re all gonna die. You have friends, and they die. You have a disease, someone you care about has a disease, Wall Street people are scamming everyone, the poor get poorer, the rich get richer. That’s what we’re surrounded by all the time. We don’t understand why we’re here, no one’s giving us an answer, religion is vague, your parents can’t help because they’re just people, and it’s all terrible, and there’s no meaning to anything. What a terrible thing to process! Every. Day. And then you go to sleep. But then sometimes, things can suspend themselves for like a minute, and then every once in a while there’s something where you find a connection.
—  Adam Driver
(Source: http://www.gq.com/story/adam-driver)

im an adult but i talk like im five with my over-exaggeration of excitement and thankfulness and affection, but it’s only because i know what it’s like to feel like what im saying or doing isn’t important so i overdo it that way no one has to feel unwelcome around me like i used to feel around everyone else

If you think I don’t text you enough or give enough news just know that I’ve moved away from my country a year ago and only spoke to my best friend 4 times and my brother 2 times since then and I love them both to death and it doesn’t change our relationships whatsoever. It’s not in my nature to reach out and frankly it’s okay and I hate people making me feel guilty for that. I still love my friends and my family either way, but if you force me or pressure me or guilt me into talking to you every day or even just in general well I’m sorry but maybe we aren’t meant to be friends. 

I think what I really like about Marvel movies, is that you actually see the heroes take the time to save civilians around them. Sure, they care more about ‘saving the whole world’, but they still save everyone if they can. That’s why I love seeing Thor and Steve save these three people in the cars, Steve, Wanda and Pietro saving everyone in the train and on its path, Tony saving these people in the air in IM3,etc… they make every single life matter and I really love that

i gained confidence like a month ago and it feels great tbh 

anonymous asked:

Hey. I get made fun of in High School (and since middle school) for loving Star Wars. I don't talk about it 24/7, but I do quote and wear shirts from it. it's been getting worse, but I don't want to hide what I love. What should I do?

Hi anon! First off, I’m so sorry that this is happening to you, and you’re really awesome and brave for showing what you love despite people giving you a hard time about it. It’s a lot easier said than done, but at the end of the day, their opinion isn’t one that matters because this is something that makes you happy, and small-minded bullies have no right to take that away from you.

If you have friends who are also into Star Wars (or just generally supportive), spending time with and talking to them about it can help a lot - or even if not, maybe finding people outside of school (through extracurricular clubs or cons or meetups) to have some sort of safe/fun outlet where you can be yourself - at the very least, there’s always fandom to talk to online and for moral support :)

Some of my friends have been through a similar experience and mentioned that focussing your energy on other outlets outside of school, and on enjoying the thing you like, helped a lot with getting through high school - and as you get older you’ll find more and more people who like these things that were previously made fun of, and will be heaps more open to talking to you about it. THIS REALLY HAPPENS. :D And if you think about it, why are they even making a big deal about it? do they need to bring other people down to feel better about themselves, because they have nothing better to do? because they’ve arbitrarily decided SW is ‘uncool’ because it’s different to their interests? (in which case, they’re just wrong, because Star Wars is awesome ;D) 

I’m sorry if this isn’t very relevant or helpful at all, but if you ever need to vent or talk to someone about it (or just to talk SW! :D), please feel free to hit up my inbox at any time! I hope things will get better for you and you’ll be as happy Obi-Wan here, BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST AS AWESOME:

May The Force Be With You, anon!! <3 

Okay I have had enough of this negativity and it needs to stop.

I don’t care if Zoe’s book was ghost written or not. That is not what it’s about. This has took a whole new turn and it is NOT okay. I have read a lot of posts saying Zoe’s book was “problematic” but I don’t think you see what’s being problematic right now. People ALL AROUND THE WORLD sending online (and anonymous) hate to a 24 woman who accepted a book deal from penguin. She may have never said it was ghost written, but she did say from day 1 Penguin was helping her dream come true. No that may not be saying “hello I am Zoe Sugg and my book is ghost written” but she did say that. But once again, you are in NO position to call someone trash, to say they don’t deserve what they have, to call them FAKE, just because you are not getting what you want. This is not a wishing factory. No one owes you anything.

Now think about how YOU would feel if ever time you came online, there would be a new post talking shit about you. Then another one, and another. At the end of the day the WHOLE world is judging you when they know NOTHING about you or what you’ve been through. How would YOU feel?

Zoella may be a worldwide “star”, but behind that there is Zoe Sugg, a human being.

You’re not happy and it’s killing me
And I know I shouldn’t care but right now I can’t sleep 
I keep thinking about the time you said that you wanted to prove to everyone what a man you are and how successful you’ll be in about five years
But success doesn’t come from getting drunk every Saturday night and making promises to people you can’t keep
Not just the promises, you couldn’t keep the people either
You think ‘I love you’ fixes everything 
But when the world is crumbling to pieces, will those three words save us all?
Or will they only save you from the loneliness that you keep hidden so deep inside your chest that you were almost able to convince yourself it wasn’t even there
I keep thinking that maybe it’s your heart that makes you who you are 
It’s kind of broken and worn out from all of the things that you’ve dealt with
And maybe that’s why you had a hard time believing that one person is enough to love at one time
When you tell me that you want to do better I can’t help but believe you
I know that your heart is good for more than just handing out three meaningless words to anyone you pass by at the wrong time
And one day I hope you realize that you’ve got more to offer than a night of getting wasted and a morning of regret
You’ve got my number and you’ve got my heart
And I’m here for you whenever you fall apart
—  I wrote this for you but I’ll never let you read it
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Night night sleep tight