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i can’t believe my team leader is a meme: the new series on mtv

It’s funny, how many people were theorizing that Ford was, in fact, evil. That he wanted something bad to happen, for one reason or another. That he was a villain.

But in the end, what we got was… worse, to me. Scarier, even.

Because Ford is not a cackling evil villain, he’s just… self-centered. Clueless, in so many ways. And he doesn’t even realize that.

He doesn’t realize the extent of Stan’s feelings to him. Of what those 30 years of self hating, of working, of studying things he didn’t understand or wanted to understand at all, of risking que universe’s fate just for the chance of saving Ford, of seeing him again, meant to him.

He doesn’t realize what the Mystery Shack means to him, either. That it was the first time Stan was able to settle down, that Stan was able to manage a business and live a relatively comfortable life and provide for himself; that he built a name for himself, that he was finally able to feel useful and good at something.

His view on Stan is superficial. To him, he can get by, because of his charming and boisterous personality, and that’s about it.

Because the truth is… he doesn’t see him as an equal. Because Stan is not a genius. Because Stan acts without thinking, acts based on his gut.

Because Stan is someone capable of working relentlessly on fixing a portal he knows nothing about, just moved on the genuine feeling of loving his brother.

Ford can’t understand that. Ford doesn’t want to understand that.

Because this is his persona. Ford took the best trait he had, his intelligence, and built his whole life about it, as a way to cast aside the image of ‘freak’, that even he had of himself. 

This is where he gets his sense of self worth. He’s logical, he’s smart, he’s a genius. He’s not like Stan, not like the others. This is who he is, and this is how he knows he matters; and that he’s better.

He didn’t feel like a freak for being a loner, anymore. For being different. He felt superior. When people would avoid him, it was because they couldn’t comprehend him; because they weren’t ‘in his level’.

And when he looks at Dipper and Mabel, he sees him and Stanley. He sees someone who’s ‘oh-so-special’, and… ‘the other twin who’s kinda charming, whatever’.

And he doesn’t even realize how unhealthy this way of thinking is; he doesn’t see that you should never, ever make the offer that he did to an impressionable 12-year old boy. That you should never make a child go through the pressure of choosing a career or his family so soon, and so suddenly.

In his mind, he’s doing what’s best for Dipper. After all, it worked for him, didn’t it?

And what’s truly scary is that his mindset is real. There are many people that think like Ford, out there.

So, tl.dr: Ford is pretty much the living, breathing mirror that shows us the worst case scenario for Dipper’s character, one that depends on mysteries and ‘intelligence’ to prove his self worth, and cares about nothing else anymore

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“You took me to the sheriff’s house.” He scoffs, and it sounds just like Derek only smaller and Stiles can’t decide if it’s more discomforting or adorable. “I didn’t even know that Stilinski kid had an older brother.”

 "Older—" Stiles blinks in disbelief. “You remember me?”

He’d been surprised by his father recognizing the young boy downstairs before realizing that Derek’s the same age as when the Hale fire happened. Just like Stiles himself remembers sixteen year-old Derek Hale getting pulled out of class seven years ago, the sheriff must remember delivering the bad news. But he never thought Derek even acknowledged him back then.

Derek studies him for a moment, confusion and uneasiness written all over his face. Stiles isn’t used to see this level of emotion in those hazel eyes, but he supposes that’s the point. This Derek is only a child, not yet aware of how cruel one’s life can be. Even less his own.

“I know you?” He asks, voice hesitant.

Stiles’ heart skips a beat at how that almost didn’t sound like a question.

“Yeah,” he replies hoarsely. “Yeah, you do. We’re friends. Well,” he huffs softly, “at least I like to think we are. Not sure you’d agree; we kinda argue a lot. It’s nice though. I’ve made you laugh at least once.” He smiles vaguely. “We make it work.”

There’s a faint frown on Derek’s face. “Why?”

Stiles pauses. “Because we’re pack,” he says.

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Favorite Relationships Meme: Alec, Isabelle and Jace

“And you won’t leave me?”

“No,” Alec said. “No, we won’t ever leave you. You know that.”

“Never.” Isabelle took his hand, the one Alec wasn’t holding, and pressed it fiercely. “Lightwoods, all together,” she whispered. Jace’s hand was suddenly damp where she was holding it, and he realized she was crying, her tears splashing down crying for him, because she loved him; even after everything that had happened, she still loved him. 

They both did. He fell asleep like that, with Isabelle on one side of him and Alec on the other, as the sun came up with the dawn.

Fenders doodle before work on some other stuff.

I believe they would always fight and fight. And they would never apologize to each other unless something happens.


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Me being stupid
  • <p><b>Me:</b> Wait... Where's my thingy?<p/><b>Brother:</b> What thingy?<p/><b>Me:</b> MY THINGY THE THINGY! *looks under pillows*<p/><b>Brother:</b> Magic, you gotta be more specific<p/><b>Me:</b> WHAT'D YOU DO WITH MY THINGY?!?!?!<p/><b>Brother:</b> I DIDN'T TOUCH YOUR THINGY!<p/><b>Me:</b> *Looks in hand and sees iPod* Oh here's my thingy<p/><b>Brother:</b> *bitchface*<p/></p>

yes hello
I just realized that I like literally never upload any RusPru stuff which is ABSOLUTELY UNACCEPTABLE 
and you know what– I was really feelin dat ruspru tonight so here, have a sloppy fluff doodle (/; 7 ;)/
ahah h I need to get better at drawing kissing poses jfc 
also excuse Ivan’s giant yaoi hands Idk what happened there 

i named my main char alice for a silly alice in wonderland joke and i keep realizing i’m making accidental references to alice in wonderland like some sort of savant with a purpose

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fuckin Taliesin Jaffe, I did not need another crush on a dude over a decade older than me that started as just a deep love for the character he plays (Percival Fredrickstein Von Musel Klossowski de Rolo III, you beautiful broken disaster, I promise to love you forever) no matter how nerdy and weird and adorable and aaaaagh

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Sidenote for ordering more food at the window in drive-thru: if you really have to, at least make sure you are making the order to the person who is ringing you up. For instance, if the first window took your money and now you are making an order at the second window, DON'T. We typically don't have a draw to even take your order, so we have to run to someone else's register and make it happen. Easier if it's being added to the original order, though.

my gf was online the moment i started texting her then went offline as i continued to text her, and now it’s been 28 minutes and she hasn’t replied even though i saw that she must’ve been close to her phone when i sent my message which means

:))))) she doesn’t want to reply :)))))) that’s it guys :))))) happy for 6 months :)))) and now the 7th month of Realizing Things is happening :)))) and she realized that i’m a piece of trash that isn’t deserving of her time :))) she’s falling out of love y’all :)))))))))) time to kms :))))))))))