One thing i really cant get out my head is the night i had to take my mother to the bathroom and shoved my fingers down her throat to throw up all the pills she swallowed and then had to call the ambulance
Or the time i got picked up from school early and had to sit in the hospital hugging my own mum while she just cried screaming she wish she was dead
Or the night she slept in my bed crying all night praying to die
Or the day she just showed up at the front door after her 10th time in hospital after a suicide attempt with her sister where they grabbed all her stuff and my aunty laughed at me while i cried for my mum not to leave and my own mother looked me dead in the eye and turned her back and walked up the drive while i screamed and cried for at least a hug goodbye she didn’t even flinch she didnt even turn her back she just got in the car and drove off, and now its really awkward when we do talk, which is pretty much like every three months unless we need to ask a question, i dont know what to say i dont know how to act around her, i try so hard to be a good daughter to her and be nice and act like a happy family but she fucking broke me to the point when im still on the verge of snapping, like im going to get a tattoo with her in 4 months most likely but i can never see her as a good mum again especially to the fact with her mental illnesses shes stuck in being a teenager again so she lives with her mum and all her mum my nanna ever does it talk shit out me my sister and my dad, (they blame us all for my mums mental illnesses and for her having to go into a mental institution 9 times) and acts like a teenager… why is everyone in my family so sad and fucked up?

anonymous asked:


The umbrella, when it rains -

Sergio. Iker will be too busy complaining about the rain while Sergio will be all smiling because he loves his fancy white umbrella with cute little golden ribbon

The popcorn at the cinema -

Iker. Mostly because Sergio is getting too emotional about the movie. Either Sergio will be laughing too hard, or start to sob while watching the movie.

The baby, when it cries -

Iker. Sergio will be the first one to run to the nursery room but at the same time he will be screaming calling out for Iker because Iker the baby is crying what should I do what should I do is teh baby thirsty? does she want milk? does she want to ride a pony? does she want to play with a penguin?

The ice cream cone, when they share -

Sergio, because he needs to make sure that he gets all the cone for himself

The remote, when they sit down to watch a movie -

First it would be Iker but then Sergio will take it away from him because he wants to watch the soaps and then Iker takes it away again from him because he wants to see the report on the stock market and then Sergio takes it again…

The basket, when they go shopping -

Iker, so he can put back all the junk food that Sergio puts in the basket back into the shelf

The door, on dates -

Sergio, he likes to play being a gentleman

The other’s hand, most often -

Sergio, because no matter how he seems to be a hppy-g-lucky person, he needs a continuous assurance that Iker will always, always be there next to him.

Their breath, upon seeing the other on their wedding day -

Iker, and he sees Sergio’s hair aflame under the sunset light and Sergio’s smile, it’s the brightest and most beautiful thing that he’s ever seen

The camera, when they take pictures together -

Sergio, he will also be the one initiates taking the pictures and post it with an enormous amount of emoji being used in the caption

I was tagged...

… by my-secret-escape66 . Thank you!

1. What was your last dream about?
  About someone special to me

2. Do you have long or short hair? I have long hair .. just an old hippie.

3.  What is your favorite food?
  Chicken… boring, I know.

4. What is the worst pick up line used on you? Hey You!!

5. What is your biggest attraction to the opposite sex?
 The heart, the eyes, the smile, good conversation…. and other things…

6. What is your favorite saying?
 If God be for us, who can be against us?

7. Have you ever ridden a motorcycle? Yes! 

8. Do you have any tattoos or piercings? 

9. Have you ever laughed or cried while reading a book?

10. What is your favorite pastime? Walking among the trees, taking pictures and talking with someone I love.

11. Are you a GRAMMAR NAZI? Not really 

I tag any who wish to answer.

Sometimes i just can’t help but burst out laughing while watching the new episodes.  There are these crazy dark hidden things in them and oh my gosh I love it.  Today’s one was such:

“Wait, what about Applejack?  She’s not crying.”

“Silly Twilight, Applejack cries on the inside.”

“It’s true, I do.”

And on a side note, I found today’s episode cute and silly, but dang, brilliant expressions. <3

paint on skin

I don’t do it usually and I usually don’t have it on my face. But I’ve already proven myself to some of my friends. lol

It was midnight and we have nothing to do here in the dormitory. I got really bored. Good thing I found two of my friends’ makeup kits and I “played” with them.

They just sat on their beds; watched a movie and texting while taking a peak at what I was doing for every 10 minutes.

After what takes an hour or so, we can’t stop laughing for I can’t stop saying, “Fuck. I am beautiful.” after putting on makeup.

And they were just like, “Didn’t know you can do makeup. Hahahahahaha Well, you were… You know. Hahahaha”

Fuck. lol I need a makeup kit and well, cosmetic products. lol Kidding. I’m broke. *cries*

tarantinosdeathproof tagged me!  ty <3

What was your:

Last beverage: water
Last phone call: my parents I think? I avoid phone calls at all costs so it was a while ago
Last text message: “nice”
Last song you listened to: Leaving Tonight - The Birthday Massacre
Last time you cried: today lmao

Have you ever:

Dated someone twice: no
Been cheated on: no
Been drunk and threw up: no
List 3 favorite colors: black, red, purple

Last year have you:

Made a new friend: yes!
Fallen out of love: no
Laughed until you cried: probably?
Found out who your true friends were: no…
Found out someone was talking about you: not really


How many people do you know irl on your fb friends list: all of them but i fucking hate facebook tbh


First surgery: teeth removed - my mouth is too small for all my teeth smh
First piercing: ears
First best friend: my friend from preschool who i don’t see anymore
First sport you joined: ???
First vacation: maine I think

Right now:

Eating: golden oreos
Drinking: water
I’m about to: do nothing
Waiting for: the end of the semester and/or my life

Your future:

Want kids: fuck no
Get married: i have no idea
Career: fuckin sick rock band

Which is better:

Lips or eyes: eyes
Hugs or kisses: hugs but not awkward ones
Older or younger: if i had to choose i’d say older because i hate everyone younger than me
Romantic or spontaneous: i don’t even know what this means
Relationship or hook up: relationship
Trouble maker or hesitant: depends on the situation

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger: no
Drank hard liquor: no
Lost glasses or contacts: I don’t wear them
Sex on first date: no
Broke someone’s heart: i broke up with a guy but idk if he was actually all that upset
Arrested: no
Turned someone down: yeah
Cried when someone died: yeah
Fallen for a friend: yes but it didn’t go anywhere

Do you believe in:

Yourself: no
Miracles: no
Love at first sight: no
Heaven: no
Santa: no
Kiss on first date: not for me personally but i don’t hold any sort of belief around it
Angels: no

i don’t know who’s done this yet sorry if you’ve been tagged alreaedy: theheadlessqueen, freddy-newandorks, an-oppressed-saxophonist, taranteenager

anonymous asked:

is everything okay? how has your day been so far? do you do edits? is your family treating you well, or not? do you need a hug? ~ Caring Anon

Look at this cutie oh my god

I had a good day! I just kinda cried at school in Language hour after an exposition and my friends were like “fuck is kari crying?”
we were big sobbing mess tbh. Then one of my friends named Adrian started to sing Don’t Cry by Guns N’ Roses and I was trying to laugh while wiping the tears and it was v hard.

My family’s been treating me well, I don’t do edits, and yes I need a hug! Just because I love hugs. Thank you you lovely anon! How are you? I ask the same things for you too. ♡

Rules: once you’ve been tagged you are supposed to answer the 92 truths about you. At the end choose 15 people to be tagged.

  • What was your:

Last beverage: water

Last phone call: my mom

Last text message: prob something about shopping

Last song you listened to: sleeping with sirens - kick me

Last time you cried: idk about a week ago busted the shit out of my knee while biking 

  • Have you ever:

Dated someone twice: no

Been cheated on: no 

Been drunk and threw up: yeah

List 3 favorite colors: pink, red, and green

  • Last year have you:

Made a new friend: not really

Fallen out of love: thought i did, but then realized it was never love in the first place

Laughed until you cried: yes omg

Found out who your true friends were: don’t we all

Found out someone was talking about you: what is this high school

  • General:

How many people do you know irl on your fb friends list: pretty much all of them because i never get on and they’re all from hs

  • Firsts:

First surgery: when i was 14, had my gallbladder taken out

First piercing: my ears

First best friend: like the 4th grade her name was grace then after she moved away i had a group of friends and we stayed together until the end of hs

First sport you joined: omg i was not a sports person

First vacation: mexico! when i was like 8 to visit family then went back when i was 15 and i remember much more from then. 

  • Right now:

Eating: nothing

Drinking: water

I’m about to: take a shower

Waiting for:

  • Your future:  

Want kids: yes, one or two.

Get married: i don’t really care tbh

Career: a writer maybe idk how do you do career 

  • Which is better:

Lips or eyes: eyes always

Hugs or kisses: both are good

Older or younger: doesn’t really matter but around my age or older 

Romantic or spontaneous: i’m a true romantic at heart

Relationship or hook up: relationship

Trouble maker or hesitant: lets talk about the situation. are you talking about a little trouble making having fun but nothing that is super illegal? then yeah but something that will make me paranoid for how ever long it last then i’ll be hesitant about it.

  • Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger: guilty

Drank hard liquor: double guilty

Lost glasses or contacts: nope

Sex on first date: nope

Broke someone’s heart: lol no but i’ve definitely let some people down easily

Arrested: no

Turned someone down: oh yeah

Cried when someone died: yes

Fallen for a friend: isn’t that shit just the worst *sigh*

  • Do you believe in:

Yourself: i want to

Miracles: not really

Love at first sight: if we’re talking about charlie hunnam

Heaven: um no 

Santa: omg 

Kiss on first date: sure 

Angels: eh no idk why the deep questions here 

tagged by sinaxi

okay at first i wasn’t going to tag anyone but hey this was fun so here yall go

captainsulusithhappen, theloupgarouxrhaenyratargaryens, eldritchprincesses, theongreyjoy, patrickstormborn, hardyngharryleos-dicaprios,

it’s been a while since i wanted to start faking it, and today i’ve finally been watching the entire show for a day straight and WOW it blew my mind!!! this show is awesome, there’s lot of drama but honestly i had so much fun, i’ve laughed so hard and cried too and wowww this is such a feel-good show idk i’m usually pretty annoyed when everyone is so perfectly beautiful-in-an-american-way and can’t stop kissing and make me believe in love harder than i already do (which is not a good thing at all) but hey i caN’T help, i’m in love with these characters and even if their life is way too much fantasist, i needed this and it came at the right time

92 truths

tagged by gray-hikaru-loke

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged you are supposed to answer the 92 truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged yall know i aint do that shit lmao

What Was Your: Last Beverage - grapefruit juice; Last Phone Call - probably my mum; Last Text Message - thegelid; Last song listened to - Florence + the Machine - Cosmic Love; Last Time you cried - dont remember, ‘s been a while

Have You Ever: Dated Someone Twice - sort of; Been Cheated On - nah; Been Drunk and threw up - NAH;

List 3 Favorite Colors: purple, black, brown

Last Year Have You: Made a new friend - many!!; Fallen out of love - yeah; Laughed until you cried - for sure yes; Found out who your true friends were - ohhh yeah; Found out someone was talking about you - hm probably

How many friends do you know irl on your FB list: ehh 80-90% i think

Firsts: Surgery - uhh nope; Piercing - ear lobes in middle school i think; Best friend - my friend Becky; First sport joined - dance; Vacation - Hong Kong

Right now: Eating - not yet; Drinking - also no; About to - lose my damn mind. maybe ill play hat game; Waiting for - my mother to come home. then ill be forced to retreat

Your Future: Want Kids - fuck no; Get Married - again, no; Career - i believe the appropriate question would be ‘occupation’. author/illustrator, maybe. i want to work on video games too

Which is Better: Lips or Eyes - eyes i spose; Hugs or Kisses - hugs; Older or Younger - wh; Romantic or Spontaneous - im a spontaneous person, mate; Long-Lasting Relationship or Hook-Up - neither. but if i have to pick, then long-lasting; Troublemaker or Hesitant - if you want to know what type of person im into youghta just make that a section all on its own

Have You Ever: Kissed a Stranger - nah; Drank Hard Liquor - unfortunately; Lost Glasses or Contacts - oh god no; Broke Someone’s Heart - yes. sorry.; Been Arrested - god no; Turned Someone Down - yep; Cried When Someone Died - not really; Fallen for a Friend - yes. like now. please help me

Do You Believe In: Yourself - aight thats very funny; Miracles - yea sure; Love at First Sight - mm gonna go with no; Santa - always; Kiss on First Date - sure; Angels - angels are real and we call them dogs

if you read my whole thinger go fill this out and tag me in it yo

Rules: once you’ve been tagged you are suppose to answer the 92 truths about you. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

What was your:
Last Beverage:
peach flavoured tea

Last phone call: my mum

Last text message: To my class’ texting group: and why should our senior theme be a circus? 

Last song you listened to: Tier - Rammsteing

Last time you cried: on friday while watching mononoke hime

Have you ever:
Dated someone twice:

Been cheated on: nah

Been drunk and threw up: no

List 3 favorite colors: Black, Red, Blue

Last year have you:
Made a new friend:

Fallen out of love: ??I haven’t been in love so no??

Laughed until you cried: yes

Found out someone was talking about you: ye

First surgery:
my tongue – i bit it in half by accident

First piercing: do earrings count?? i got them when i was about two or three days old or something

First best friend: i think her name was daniela and we went to the same preschool but she left to chile and i went to the school im at now (didn’t move out tho) :(

First sport you joined: olympic gymnastics (first gen club member here – i left it before starting middle school tho)

First vacation: can’t remember hehe

Right now:

Drinking: no

I’m about to: start my homework TTvTT

Waiting for: an album that is coming out this august ✧୧(๑•̀⌄•́๑)૭✧

Your future:
Want kids:

Get married: Nope

Career: tbh i want to sing in a band but i’ll probs end up in an office since im studying economics once i graduate

Which is better:
Lips or eyes:
lips!! tho it varies?? idk how to explain 

Hug or kisses: hugs

Older or younger: i hang out with lots of younger people but i prefer older 

Relationship or hook up: Relationship

Trouble Maker or hesitant: Trouble maker. I don’t hesitate most of the time so if someone is a trouble maker its better for me to manage them – hesitant people tend to bring trouble to me (according to my prev experiences)

Have you ever:
Kissed a stranger:

Drank hard liquor: Nope

Lost glasses or contacts: No

Sex on the first date: No! i haven’t even dated anyone yet also im demi so no

Broke someone’s heart: No

Arrested: Nah

Turned someone down: nope

Cried when someone died: when my dogs died i cried lots

Fallen for a friend: ye and i thought he liked me but he liked my best friend like every friend of mine who i have ever have a crush on

Do you believe in:
yes, tho sometimes i don't 

Miracles: ye

Love at first sight: nope

Heaven: idk anymore but i kinda still believe??

Santa: Nah

Kiss on first date: nope

Angels: i don’t really care for angels but i do believe in them tho i have some theories surrounding God and angels sooooo

Tagging: theswootasticalstargirl lake-dwelling-mermaid owlsofthecosmos sugoimemories marsbride007 burningfuture hardcore-flower idiotic-mad-ness pipestream kirschthebodty littlemasonjar kareshiis geekyunicornhunter iceesoda bonairean

You don’t have to do this if you don’t want to~~!!

I was tagged by: darkwehl ✧٩(・ω・٩) ༘*

American Candy - Another Night on Mars

Ivy laughed and I continued my assault on her neck, blowing against her smooth neck. She was so ticklish and I had been wanting to see her laugh and smile. She had been feeling down lately and I was doing all that I could to make it better. I hated seeing her so sad but I did what she needed. Whatever she needed from me she got, all she had to do was say so. Whether that be me holding her while she cried or watching half a dozen movies a day or just holding her hand, I did it.

“John!” She laughed, trying to breathe through her laughter. “Stop!”

“Tell me you love me!” I demanded.

She snorted with her laugh and tried to push me away but failed. “I love you!”

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tsukuno asked:

GinZura :)

Thank you!

  • Which one sexts like a straight white boy?
  • neither, though Gintoki comes close
  • Which one cried during a fucking disney movie?
  • Both, Zura cries through everything, Gintoki cries through Pedoro
  • Who put a goddamned fork in the microwave?
  • Gintoki, who else? But in reality it was a parfait-spoon, not a fork
  • Who does the silly hands-over-the-eyes “Guess who” thing?
  • I can totally imagine Zura doing that, while unsuccessfully trying to change his voice.
  • Who puts their cold hands/feet on their partner?
  • Both, then it becomes a warzone and they try to outdo each other
  • Who had that embarassing Reality TV marathon?
  • Obviously Zura
  • Who laughs more during sex?
  • Urghhh Umm

Universosinfinitos (ty <3) tagged me, so:

What was your:

Last beverage: Water

Last phone call: My grandma

Last text message: my bf <3

Last song you listened to: Slow dancing in a burning room - John Mayer

Last time you cried: few days ago, I was so stressed

Have you ever:

Dated someone twice: Yeah

Been cheated on: mmm no

Been drunk and threw up: I don’t drink

List 3 favorite colors: pink, red and teal. 

Made a new friend: yeah

Fallen out of love: aha

Laughed until you cried: I cry a lot while I laugh D: 

Found out who your true friends were: yeah

Found out someone was talking about you: ò.ó

How many people do you know irl on your fb friends list: most of them


First surgery: I haven’t had surgery yet

First piercing: When I was 18, i got my left ear pierced. But it never healed so I had to remove the piercing.

First best friend: Idk 

First sport you joined: I did artistic roller skating when I was a kid.

First vacation: Idk, I was a baby 

Right now:

Eating: Nothing

Drinking: Nothing

I’m about to: Take a nap <3

Waiting for: my graduation *3*

Your future:

Want kids: Nope, no, none D:

Get married: I don’t really care

Career: I want to illustrate books <3

Which is better:

Lips or eyes: both?

Hugs or kisses: both. I can’t kiss my cats but I can hug them

Older or younger:  both

Romantic or spontaneous: mmmm both?

Relationship or hook up: relationship

Trouble maker or hesitant: mmm no?

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger: nope

Drank hard liquor: no

Lost glasses or contacts: I lost my contacts in a pool. Never use contacts in a pool!!!

Sex on first date: nop

Kiss on first date: yes

Broke someone’s heart: I guess

Arrested: no

Turned someone down: yeah?

Cried when someone died: No one important to my has died yet…

Fallen for a friend: yes

Do you believe in: (I believe I cant fly)

Yourself: Not at all xD I’m a mess

Miracles: ellen page exists, so…

Love at first sight: maybe

Heaven: when my kitten falls asleep, and she rests her head next to mine <3

Santa: 100% true

Angels: nah

I don’t tag anyone, sorry D:


I was tagged my messiahofslams who is a pleasant little chipmunk with a funky blog

What was your:

Last beverage: a blue gatorade…blue is apparently a flavor now
Last phone call: Nick
Last text message: Nick
Last song you listened to: Kwabs - Wrong or Right
Last time you cried: when we got married this week (i’m not joking)

Have you ever:

Dated someone twice: heyull no
Been cheated on: mhm
Been drunk and threw up: No but I did almost fall out of a screen-less second story window while trying to close it
List 3 favorite colors: Blue, Green, White

Last year have you:

Made a new friend: Definitely
Fallen out of love: the opposite, fortunately
Laughed until you cried: That’s every time for me…ask batmarg
Found out who your true friends were: Actually, yes…and I don’t regret it
Found out someone was talking about you: they never stop ;)


How many people do you know irl on your fb friends list: I would say a large majority…the rest are just randoms that popped out of the woodwork, somehow


First surgery: tubes in my ears as a wee babe
First piercing: I’m not a pincushion 
First best friend: ha, probably my little brother when I wasn’t pushing him down the stairs in a toy bucket
First sport you joined: t-ball, which is the 8th circle of hell
First vacation: apparently Seattle, which I don’t remember given that I was a wailing infant

Right now:

Eating: oyster crackers
Drinking:  air
I’m about to: roll over on the couch and play PKMN Black 2 for a while and ignore responsibilities
Waiting for: This satan-spawned semester to be over with…2 courses away from my MA… LORD BABY JESUS HELP

Your future:

Want kids: two cats is probably enough pressure
Get married: uhhhhh check as of 4/22
Career: something in Human Services - I’d love some kind of non-profit work

Which is better:

Lips or eyes: eyes by a small margin
Hugs or kisses: why choose when you can do both simultaneously??
Older or younger: Older
Romantic or spontaneous: both have their roles in the relationship
Relationship or hook up: the former
Trouble maker or hesitant:  entirely depends on the situation…but I mean, there is such a thing as too vanilla

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger: Actually, no.
Drank hard liquor: Yes’m.
Lost glasses or contacts:  I have both, but I wear glasses so that people are distracted from my airstrip-like forehead
Sex on first date: my personal experience dictates a ‘no’ on this, but that’s me
Broke someone’s heart: it’s been said, but the source was theatrical to say the least
Arrested: nope
Cried when someone died: yes, though strangely, no one close to me in my family has passed as of yet
Fallen for a friend: eh, somewhat…enough to regret it instantaneously

Do you believe in:

Yourself: sure
Miracles: I feel like I’ve answered this before…talk to me about it
Love at first sight: no. you can’t reduce love down to a simple sensation occurring in one singular moment, imo
Heaven: same as Miracles
Santa: if he’s bringing me a blank check and some new shoes, hell yes.
Kiss on first date: if talking sea creatures are singing to you to pressure you into it
Angels: same as Miracles

Y’all do this if you’re bored - strictforsoul, batmarg, thelittlenothing42, imthegingerbeardman, dapper-absolute, thetwonicorn