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Dear Taylor,
It’s me, iced coffee girl, and I could really use a hug. Today is Mother’s Day, a day most people spend with their mothers thanking them for everything they do. But, for me, I can’t spend this day with my mom because she’s in heaven. Last January, my mom passed away and a piece of my heart left with her. My mom was my best friend, the one I laughed with, the one I cried with, and the one I loved with my whole heart. For a while, I felt empty. But as you’ve done many times before, you filled that hole. You took me out of my sad place and made me happy. And because of you, I got through something that was the hardest thing in the world for me. Today’s going to be another hard day, but I know with you on my side I can get through anything. I love you. Always, Kaileen

One hundred and fifty years ago, when the state of Victoria was declared a reality for European settlers, there were still 15,000 Black Aboriginal people living on this land that is now called Victoria. Where we sit now today, Wurundjeri women once dreamed and laughed and sang. They nurtured this earth, gum tree and wattle, and they were nurtured by it. I do not see their daughters sitting here among you today. Where are these women?

Their mothers’ blood cries out to me. Their daughters come to my dreams nightly in the Windsor Hotel across the street from your Parliament. And their voices are haunting and brave and sad. Do you hear them? Listen very carefully, with your hearts open. They are speaking. Out of their mouths come what you have said you most want to hear.

Their history is my history. While white immigrant settlers in Australia were feeding Wurundjeri women and children bread made from arsenic and flour, white immigrant settlers in North America were selling seven-year-old African girls for $35 a head. And these same white immigrant settlers were giving blankets lethal with smallpox germs to the indigenous peoples of North America, the American Indians.

Each of you has come here today to touch some piece of your own power, for a purpose. I urge you to approach that work with a particular focus and urgency, for a terrible amount of Wurundjeri women’s blood has already been shed in order for you to sit and write here.

— 

Audre Lorde on August 10, 1985 in Melbourne, Australia, from I Am Your Sister: Collected and Unpublished Writings of Audre Lorde

“A group of white Australian women writers invited me to give the keynote address on “The Language of Difference” at a women’s writing conference held in Melbourne as part of the 150-year celebration of the founding of the state of Victoria. These are my remarks.”

protectivestevergrs asked:

(For the ship ask) since idk what u ship I'll just say pick a ship that u want to fill out the thing with (I hope this makes sense haha)

Sweet. I’m feeling doing Adam and Lawrence

who’s the cuddler: Adam, no question.

who makes the bed: Lawrence, if he feels like it

who wakes up first: Lawrence, and he makes breakfast too

who has the weird taste in music: Adam probably

who is more protective: Lawrence is the big strong boyfriend

who sings in the shower: Lawrence sings anime openings in the shower, Adam just laughs and records it from outside the bathroom

who cries during movies: Adam, although he doesn’t want to admit it

who spends the most while out shopping: Lawrence.

who kisses more roughly: Adam tries to assert his dominance

who is more dominate: however Lawrence is always dominate

my rating of the ship from 1-10: perfect 10.

yesterday i

  • nearly died of boredom during a 4 hour long seminar
  • went to a house party w my boss in an overly expensive apartment
  • did not have any dinner
  • watched the roast of justin bieber and drank rum
  • drank a lot more rum
  • watched the roast of david hasselhoff
  • was relieved when my boss left
  • got stupidly drunk the most drunk ive ever been like holy shit losing control is terrifying, how do people like this, got all sorts of alcohols poured into my mouth while i lay down and laughed??
  • threw up thrice and danced really sluttily to vague music for hours
  • heard terrifying gossip about my work
  • cried when i got home and had my mother feel sorry for me?? and not get on my case about drinking???

Dear You,

I don’t know why you cried last night but I still felt bad. As a friend, I feel confused. As someone who is confused about their feelings toward you, I was confused. All I know is that I tried to make you laugh while you cried and you seemed happier and that you were gonna make it through whatever was making you cry. I get worried about you sometimes, especially when you cry.If you are crying because of someone, they do not deserve your tears. Please don’t cry.

-MT

Rules: once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. 
I was tagged by dollyyydagger
Have you ever: 
Dated someone twice?: Kind of but not for a long time
Been cheated on?: Hopefully not
Kissed someone and regretted it?: Yes
Lost someone special?: Yes
Been depressed?: Yes
Been drunk and thrown up?: Yes because Fazoli’s
In the past year have you: 
Made a new friend?: Lots!
Fallen out of love?: Ahh yes
Laughed until you cried?: Thank to Olivia & Tab
Met someone who has changed you?: Not always for the better
Found out who your true friends are?: I’ve known for a while
Find out someone was talking about you?: It was just irrelevant imo 
Kissed anyone on your FB list?: I don’t have a Facebook 
How many people on your FB friends do you know in real life? ^ before I deleted it, probably 75%
Do you have any pets?: a dog named Joey
Do you want to change your name?: Sarah is alright
What did you do for your last birthday party?: spent the day with cool people, got high, ate sushi & broke up with someone
What time did you wake up today?: like 7:30 and then I went back to sleep and we won’t discuss what time I woke up the second time. 
What were you doing at midnight last night: Watching Boy Meets World
Last time you saw your mother: first weekend of May
What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: I wish I was living alone. 
What are you listening to rn?: Grouplove
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: I work with a Tom
What’s getting on your nerves rn?: My messy room & my lack of communication
Blood type: O positive
Nickname(s): Sarahbear, peach, hot pocket, friendship, red, etc…
Relationship status: I have a boyfriend. ( anomalousben )
Zodiac sign: Pisces
Pronouns: She
Favorite TV show: SVU, Friends, Parks & Recreation and Broad City
High School: Bushland
College: AC currently
Hair color: Naturally red & currently died a much darker red
Long or short hair: in between
Height: 5'4"
Do you have a crush on anyone rn?: Does my boyfriend count? 
What do you like about yourself?: I’m pretty easy to get along with and I try to be understanding
Tattoos: Zero
Righty or lefty: Righty but I’ve gotten close to being ambidextrous
First surgery: I had hip surgery when I was three
First piercing: Ears when I was 5.
First best friend: I think her name was Taylor and we went to preschool together where our mom’s worked together. 
First sport you joined: Track, I think? I used to go to cheerleading clinics when I was in elementary school but I was bad. 
First vacation: The first is probably Louisiana
First pair of trainers(sneakers): No idea, I always used to wear them as a kid but I used to be into both Vans and Converse in middle school
Eating: Nothing
Drinking?: Water
I’m about to start: Reading or cleaning my room
Waiting for: Monday
Want kids: Probably not ever
Get married: It’s not a priority, neither is being with one person honestly. I just want something healthy and not forced.
Which is better: 
Lips or eyes?: Eyes but lips are gr8
Hugs or kisses: Hugs
Shorter or taller: Taller
Older or younger: Older
Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
Hook up or relationship: Depends on the person
Troublemaker or hesitant: A healthy mix
Have you ever: 
kissed a stranger: Yes
Drank hard liquor: Yes
Lost glasses/contacts: Glasses 
Sex on first date: I’m not open or opposed to it right away. 
Broke someone’s heart: I think one or two maybe three.
Been arrested: Nope
Turned someone down: Yes
Cried when someone died: Yes
Fallen for a friend: Yes
Do you believe… 
In yourself: ½ of the time
Miracles: No
Love at first sight: I’m not sure.
Heaven: No
Santa Claus: Once
Kiss at first date: Depends on the person & how I am feeling
Angels: No
I’m not tagging 25 people because whoa, so anomalousben supergrouchy madis0njpg tackyandirrelevent craptain-oak cyburmom altjadee

I was tagged by sextydean who is very amazing and wonderful and stuff ♥♥♥

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to answer the 92 truths about you. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

What was your:

Last Beverage: Coke.
Last phone call: My husband.
Last text message: Something inappropriate I’m sure to/from deansbootyjams.
Last time you cried: Last night during the brothers scene in the finale. FEELINGS.

Have you ever:

Dated someone twice: Yes. Bad idea.
Been cheated on: Yes, also bad idea. For them. Because I do not tolerate.
Been drunk and threw up: Very many times.

List your:

Favourite colours: Green and turquoise.

Last year have you:

Made a new friend: Hells yes!
Fallen out of love: Nah.
Laughed until you cried: Yesss.
Found out who your true friends were: Nah. I found that out a while ago.
Found out someone was talking about you: Nah.

General:

How many people do you know IRL on your fb friends list: I don’t have facebook anymore :D

Firsts:

First surgery: Tubes in my ears when I was about 6.
First piercing: Ears.
First best friend: A girl named Melissa whom I still talk to :)
First sport you joined: I cheered. 
First vacation: West Palm Beach, FL.

Right now:

Eating: Nothing.
Drinking: Coke.
I am about to: Finish writing the smuttiest fic I’ve ever written in my life. Gods help you all.
Waiting for: The clock to strike 5 so I can go HOME.

Your future:

Want kids: Have one, want one or two more.
Get married: Currently married, also married once prior. Will not marry again regardless.
Career: I don’t know yet.

Which is better:

Lips or eyes: Depends on the person.
Hugs or kisses: Depends on the person.
Older or younger: Older, except maybe a few years younger (like no more than 3 or I feel weird)
Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
Relationship or hook up: Relationship.
Trouble maker or hesitant: MMMM. Trouble maker when it counts, hesitant enough not to get arrested or die. (hahaha I made myself laugh with this lol)

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger: Yes. It was fantastic.
Drunk hard liquor: Yes. Do not want.
Lost contacts or lenses: Not lost, broken.
Sex on first date: Yes. It was fantastic.
Broke someone’s heart: Yes. Do not want.
Arrested?: Nope.
Turned someone down: Yup.
Cried when someone died: Yup.
Fallen for a friend: Yup.

Do you believe in:

Yourself: If I don’t, who will? (Though I have my moments)
Miracles: Yes. I’ve witnessed some.
Love at first sight: Nah. Love takes work.
Heaven: I believe in hope. 
Santa: I believe in the spirit of Christmas.
Kiss on first date: Yes please.
Angels: Those blue eyed cutie patooties? Of course! (I’m hesitant to believe in them tbh)

I tag: fireball-dean, demoniacsam, beekeepercain, cvddlecas, dream-walker-cat, hellsqveen, deansbootyjams, ephemeralcastiel, fartingfeminism, envydean, sammy-the-sasquatch-boyking, doieverforgetthepie, katdensetsu, & literally everyone who wants to do this. I enjoy reading your answers so please tag me in them! ♥ (I went over 10 but idc. Also don’t do it if you don’t wanna)

(im so late im so sorry omg)

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person that tagged you.

tagged by cutie justthatgirlsam hello

What Was Your
Last Drink: water
Last Phone Call: my father
Last Text Message: the two moon emojis omg
Last song you listened to: bad blood - t swizzle
Last time you cried: its been a while omg

Have You Ever:
Dated someone twice? yep he’s one of my best friends now
Been cheated on: nope
Kissed someone and regretted it: nope
Lost someone special: yeh )))):
Been depressed: yeh
Been drunk and thrown up: i dont drink so nope

In The Past Year Have You:
Made a new friend: yeh (((((:
Fallen out of love: nope
Laughed until you cried: i do that like everyday
Met someone who changed you: i think so
Found out who your true friends are: yeh???
Found out someone was talking about you: nope i hope not )))):
Kissed anyone on your FB list: nahh

General:

How many people on your FB friends do you know IRL: really all of them

Do you have any pets: no )))))):
Do you want to change your name: i used to but not now
What did you do for your last birthday party: hung out with friends (((:
What time did you wake up today: 10:30 am????
What were you doing at midnight last night: texting oops
Name something you CANNOT wait for: ROWYSO DALLAS YAAAAAS
Last time you saw your mother: about a week ago??? *hot nigga starts playing*
What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I WISH I WASNT SO FUCKING BROKE and i wish i was best friends with halsey and 5sos sigh

What are you listening to rn: shake it off - t swizzle yaaas 
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope
What’s getting on your nerves rn: how broke i am like
Blood type: i forgot oops i think its o or o+ ??????
Nickname(s): ash, simone
Relationship Status: in an one sided relationship with michael clifford hahahaha ))))):
Zodiac sign: cancer or cancer/leo cusp specifically 
Pronouns: she or her
Favourite TV show: ????? i guess game of thrones???
High school: graduate of 2k13 wooo
College: not a dropout but
Hair colour: dark brown
Long or short: short hair with long sew in weave
Height: 5'4 so short
Do you have a crush on someone: michael clifford hahahahaha kill me
What do you like about yourself: im pretty nice i guess and i have kick ass music taste ((((: and sometimes my eyes look cool
Tattoos: none yet sigh
Righty or lefty: righty all day erryday
First surgery: ive never had surgery
First piercing: ears
First best friend: my friend i made in 3rd grade i love her ((((:
First sport you joined: soccer i only did one season hA
First vacation: ???? i guess seaworld in san antonio
First pair of trainers(sneakers): pretty sure they were jordans bc my parents dressed me up like a boy sometimes /////:

Right now:

Eating:
 air ha im so funny
Drinking: water still
I’m about to: proof read over this omg
Listening to: wonderland by t swizzle (lets just say the 1989 album ok)
Waiting for: MICHAEL CLIFFORD TO ACKNOWLEDGE ME
Want kids: i can wait im only 19 jfc
Get married: to michael ha yall think im kidding
Career: SINGER // wedding planner

Which is better
:
Lips or eyes: eyes
Hugs or kisses: ffffff uhm uhm hugs are always nice but kissing oh god if its done right ughdhjd
Shorter or taller: taller (((((: gotta be 6ft
Older or younger: older pls
Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
Nose, stomach or nice arms: i guess arms
Sensitive or loud: both
Hook up or relationship: relationship p l e a s e
Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger:
yeh oops
Drank hard liquor: nope
Lost glasses/contacts: sigh yeh
Sex on first date: no still got my v card ha
Broke someone’s heart: yep ))))):
Been arrested: nope
Turn someone down: yeh oops
Cried when someone died: duh
Fallen for a friend: yeh awk

Do you believe:
in
 yourself:
 ehhhhhhh

Miracles: yeh
Love at first sight: yeh
Heaven: yeh
Santa Claus: no sadly thx parents ////:
Kiss at first date: it depends on how the date went
Angels: yep


randomly tagging: hemmoxocliffordxo arionagrande blackandwhiite1d clifforton defcliff0rd edsheeransguitar fyeahzackmerrick gothstrology hotdamn5sos itscalumfood jackbarakatofficial kittenmalum lukeisapenquin michaelcliffordgifs nickimlnaj ohemmoh punkedgaskarth queenofthe-neighborhood rihannagifs sexycliffconda taylorswift ughzackmerrick vodkaclifford weoverdose-xo xoxohoranhugsxoxo yoncefucks zaynsxo

Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person that tagged you : likebelou

What was your:
Last Drink: Water
Last Phone Call: My Gran
Last Text Message: my best friend
Last song you listened to: One Direction - No Control (being good )
Last time you cried: this morning while reading

Have you ever:
                                                                                        
Dated someone twice: No
Been cheated on: No
Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes
Lost someone special: Yes
Been depressed: Sort of
Been drunk and thrown up: Yes

In The Past Year have you:
Made a new friend: Yes 
Fallen out of love: No
Laughed until you cried: Of course
Met someone who changed you: Kinda
Found out who your true friends are: Yup
Found out someone was talking about you: No
Kissed anyone on your FB list: Yes

General:
How may people on your FB friends do you know IRL:  Most
Do you have any pets: 2 kitties <3 <3
Do you want to change your name: No
What did you do for your last birthday party: Got drunk with me boys and girls
What time did you wake up today: 10
What were you doing at midnight last night: went clubbing
Name something you CANNOT wait for: Going to England for 3 months
Last time you saw your mother: like 3 hours ago
What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: be done with uni
What are you listening to rn: My sleepy playlist
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes
What’s getting on your nerves rn: Not knowing how to start preparing my best friends wedding
Blood type: 0 negative
Nickname(s): Mona, Roni
Relationship Status: Single
Zodiac sign: Cancer
Pronouns: She/her
Favourite TV show: Game of Thrones (not that big on TV at the mo)
High school: Can’t even remember  ;)
College: Nah, Uni

Hair colour:  blonde
Long or short: Long-ish
Height: 5′2 (1,60)
Do you have a crush on someone: Nope
What do you like about yourself: Ughh my face I guess

Tattoos: Yep, 3 but adding

Righty or lefty: Righty

First surgery: Tonsils
First piercing: Ears
First best friend: My cousin, he still is 
First sport you joined: Football (Soccer)

First vacation: Fuerte Ventura, when I was 1 ½.
First pair of trainers(sneakers): My first ever shoes, Nike Jordans

Rn:
Eating: Am not
Drinking: Water 
I’m about to: Sleep hopefully
Listening to: my playlist
Waiting for: Sunday brunch with my bestie
Want kids: Yes, in the future
Get married: If I find someone who’s worth it, sure
Career: Teaching English and History.

Which is better
:
Lips or eyes: Eyes
Hugs or kisses: Kisses
Shorter or taller: Taller
Older or younger: -2 +5 at most, I’d say
Romantic or spontaneous: mixture 
Nose, stomach or nice arms: Arms definitely
Sensitive or loud: Loud, am myself
Hook up or relationship: tough, depends…probably relationship
Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker 

Have you ever:
Kissed a stranger: Yes
Drank hard liquor: Yes
Lost glasses/contacts: Sadly
Sex on first date: Nahhh, not really

Broke someone’s heart: Yes
Been arrested: No
Turn someone down: Yes
Cried when someone died: Yes
Fallen for a friend: Yes, worst thing ever. Seriously, don’t!

Do you believe:
in
 yourself: Mostly
Miracles: Karma
Love at first sight: Attraction
Heaven: Yeah, at least something 
Santa Claus: Until I was 4, I was scared shitless of Father Christmas though…
Kiss at first date: It depends on the person
Angels: Kinda

As for tagging… ugh I’m bad at this, (couple of peeps I interact with :) ) niallersliser southernoptimism all-aboutlou nearlyempty sunflowerharry todayisnevertoolatetobebrave idontcareimnotscared 

realynn8 asked:

The ship thing: Bellarke. Also Thriving Ivory. ♥ Love it.

Yes, their songs are amazing *-* By the way, have you had time to read the prompt that I wrote for you? :) Also requested by: thatweirdparamedicstudent

who cries when someone dies in a movie?

I would say that most of the time none of them do, but in some cases; if a death reminds them of their own losses (especially Clarke is really weak when it comes to a loving father passing away, leaving his children), they both get pretty emotional. 

who wears ugly holiday garb?

Neither, because they both think it’s horribly cheesy, but Bellamy did prank her one Christmas when she came home from a late shift, to make her laugh - She did, and so did all of their friends for a while after Clarke had sent them a couple of pictures. 

who pays for the meals?

They’ve never been the sort of couple to argue over that. Normally, they take turns, but if it’s a special occasion like Valentine’s day for example, Bellamy pays.

who slams the oven door and plays the trombone?

Bellamy sometimes slams the oven door and it always manages to scare the living hell out of Clarke. With time, he learned that it’s best to just loudly yell: SORRY!” before she gets to curse at him. 

And Clarke played the trombone in High School, but threw it out when she moved in with Bellamy. 

who brings home stray animals?

Clarke did some volunteer work at the local shelter, and one day she came home and just couldn’t stop talking about this adorable, small tabby kitten, which had been found and brought in by a young college student who couldn’t afford to have it. Despite rolling his eyes a little at first, Bellamy went to the shelter the next day and bought her the kitten. 

who leaves the bathroom door open?

Bellamy, but Clarke doesn’t think it’s a problem. 

who tells the ‘dad jokes’?

Clarke used to do that all the time when they started dating back in high school, but her awkwardness (and how adorable she was when embarrassed) was one of the things that made Bellamy fall in love with her. 

who wants kids more?

This just says itself, doesn’t it? Bellamy just adores children, and is amazing with them (something that Clarke had to be blind to not notice). But she let him talk about having kids of their own for a good year before finally realizing that she was ready to be a mother. 

who travels more?

They both love to travel. Together. Especially to other continents. But Clarke gets a little more excited, and of course Bellamy wants to see all the cool, historical places. 

who spends more cash?

Neither of them are big spenders, but Bellamy does really love to spoil his wife (and eventually his kids) every once in a while, and she doesn’t complain. 

who buys the things in informercials?

Again, neither. They think it’s stupid to spend so much money on everyday products. 

who draws in the dust on their car?

Okay, so Bellamy has this weird obsession with washing the car, so it doesn’t really ever get dusty enough for Clarke to draw on it. But once she felt like doing something cheesy and drew a heart on one of the windows that Bellamy actually didn’t wash off for quite some time. 

who starts the snowball fights? 

Clarke does. Enough said; she just tackles him, and he loves it, because she gets so giggly and happy. 

who throws away the directions to things?

Clarke does, since Bellamy’s by far the most organized one, and he gets a little bit annoyed, but not exactly angry. 

who puts up holiday decor? 

They both do that together, too. It’s something that they both really love, but Clarke goes a little bit more crazy. Also, Bellamy bakes cookies with their daughter in the morning of the decorating day as soon as she is old enough. (To be honest, I could ramble for hours about how Bellamy would put their daughter up on his shoulders in order for her to be able to put the star on top of the Christmas tree).

who is most likely to forget to bathe?

Neither. They both have exhausting jobs so it’s a necessity. 

who gets the most obsessed about things? 

Depends on what it is. I’ll list a few: 

  • Cleaning/organizing: Bellamy
  • Tv-shows: Clarke 
  • Travel planning: Clarke
  • Work: Clarke

who sings in the shower more often?

Clarke. And Bellamy loves her voice, so sometimes he wishes that she would stay in there for longer than ten minutes. 

anonymous asked:

When Barry and Iris are together,every time Iris tries to leave the bed,Barry start tickling her,and biting her,and she is laughing and trying to push him away "Barry I need to go to the bathroom" "I'm gonna kick you,I swear,BARRY!" then he stop,and once she thought she is free,he jump at her,and sing a stupid song to annoy her,while she is kicking him to break free again! until she says "I will pee on you,Barry, do not make me do it!",he let her go,and keep singing and making fun of her "cries"

*violent sobbing*

doing the thing

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person that tagged you

What was your:
Last Drink: water

Last Phone Call: Mother

Last Text Message: jess

Last song you listened to: some country song i dont remember what

Last time you cried: its been a while

Have you ever:

Dated someone twice: nope

Been cheated on: no                        

Kissed someone and regretted it: negative               

Lost someone special: yes :(

Been depressed: yes

Been drunk and thrown up: um yes

In The Past Year have you:

Made a new friend: yes

Fallen out of love: no

Laughed until you cried: i dont think ive ever done this tbh

Met someone who changed you: yeah

Found out who your true friends are: yes

Found out someone was talking about you: no

Kissed anyone on your FB list: nope

General:

How may people on your FB friends do you know IRL: most of them

Do you have any pets: yes two basset pups

Do you want to change your name: maybe some day

What did you do for your last birthday party: i was at a bar with my internship crew and my best friend came up to visit

What time did you wake up today: 9:30 but i fell back asleep and fell back asleep til noon

What were you doing at midnight last night: nothing really

Name something you CANNOT wait for: my 21st birthday (June 14th yall)

Last time you saw your mother: couple weeks

What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: that i wasnt in debt

What are you listening to rn: youtube vids

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah my uncle

What’s getting on your nerves rn: my lack of a job 

Blood type: O+

Nickname(s): Flash, Captain Duck, Megz

Relationship Status: very single

Zodiac sign: Gemini

Pronouns: she/her

Favourite TV show: Friday Night Lights

High school: yes i graduated

College: Roll Tide

Hair colour: forever blonde

Long or short: long

Height: 5′2

Do you have a crush on someone: nah

What do you like about yourself: a lot, not everything

Tattoos: 0

Righty or lefty: righty

First surgery: breast reduction

First piercing: ears

First best friend: Macy

First sport you joined: dance

First vacation: PCB at a year old

First pair of trainers(sneakers): no idea

Rn:

Eating: nothing

Drinking: water

I’m about to: go to sleep probably

Listening to: tv

Waiting for: idk

Want kids: someday maybe

Get married: maybe????????????????????

Career: i’m working towards phys ed teacher but idk

Which is better:

Lips or eyes: eyes

Hugs or kisses: hugs (tho hugs are overrated just fyi)

Shorter or taller: taller

Older or younger: older

Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous

Nose, stomach or nice arms: ARMS

Sensitive or loud: loud

Hook up or relationship: eh

Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant 

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger: no

Drank hard liquor: yeah

Lost glasses/contacts: contacts yes

Sex on first date: no

Broke someone’s heart: no

Been arrested: no

Turn someone down: yeah

Cried when someone died: yep

Fallen for a friend: yes

Do you believe:

in yourself: sometimes

Miracles: maybe?

Love at first sight: not at all

Heaven: kinda sorta

Santa Claus: nope

Kiss at first date: sure

Angels: probably

thanks notonguexwithbutt for the tag.

I tag: walkoftheshameless, slyoung10, 5saucefeels, thesassybelle, thedixielanddelight, villaluzian, alyblogsherfeelings, calumbutt, anyone else who wants to do it 

csquareenthusiast asked:

T_T yup that seems about right, thank you for writing this story (I'll be sobbing in a corner but thoroughly enjoying it)

In all seriousness, while I sure have been laughing and delighting in the pain of readers now that I have finally gotten to this point, well. I keep saying that I’ve had everything planned out for so long etc etc?

I laugh because hoooooly shit, crying and drinking for that long would have been a spectacularly unhealthy thing to do. I really, truly am genuinely sorry about all the pain this story has caused and the worse pain it will absolutely cause in future.

Just, you know. I’ll be laughing at the same time. 

Tag Thing

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person that tagged you: pvnkclffrds


What was your Last Drink: Fruit Punch

Last Phone Call: My Dad

Last Text message: “I’m okay, hbu?”

Last song you listened to: Goner by Twenty One Pilots


Last time you cried: While I was at the doctor today

Have you ever:

Dated someone twice? no

Been cheated on: no

Kissed someone and regretted it: no

Lost someone special: yes

Been depressed: eh


Been drunk and thrown up: no

In The Past Year have you: 

Made a new friend: yes


Fallen out of love: no 


Laughed until you cried: yes


Met someone who changed you: yes


Found out who your true friends are: yes

Found out someone was talking about you: yes


Kissed anyone on your FB list: no

General:


How many people on your FB friends do you know IRL: I don’t have one so

Do you have any pets: A dog

Do you want to change your name: no

What did you do for your last birthday party: I went out with a group of friends to Dave & Busters

What time did you wake up today: 7:15 a.m.

What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping


Name something you CANNOT wait for: The concerts I’m going to this summer


Last time you saw your mother: Like 5 minutes ago

What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I didn’t procrastinate so much

What are you listening to rn: Nothing

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: idk

What’s getting on your nerves rn: people

Blood type: idk


Nickname(s): The people on my softball team call me bob

Relationship Status: single


Zodiac sign: Taurus

Pronouns: she/her


Favourite TV show: The Walking Dead, Finding Carter, &

High school: Rantoul Township


College: n/a

Hair colour: rn it’s like brown with highlights

Long or short hair: Medium


Height: Like 5’7 ¾

Do you have a crush on someone: yes

What do you like about yourself: I like my eyes

Tattoos: no

Righty or lefty: righty


First surgery: I haven’t had any


First piercing: ears 


First best friend: Bailey

First sport you joined: softball

First vacation: Going to Mississippi

First pair of trainers(sneakers): I have no idea

Rn:


Eating: nothing

Drinking: nothing

I’m about start: nothing

Listening to: Thatcher Joe play “the walking dead”

Waiting for: the end of the school year

Want kids: eventually

Get married: idk

Career: I don’t have one

Which is better : 

Lips or eyes: eyes

Hugs or kisses: hugs


Shorter or taller: taller


Older or younger: older


Romantic or spontaneous: both


Nose, stomach or nice arms: arms

Sensitive or loud: Sensitive

Hook up or relationship: relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: both idk

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger: no


Drank hard liquor: no


Lost glasses/contacts: yeah


Sex on first date: no

Broke someone’s heart: no

Been arrested: no


Turned someone down: yes

Cried when someone died: yes


Fallen for a friend: yeah

Do you believe:


in yourself: yes


Miracles: yes 


Love at first sight: not really


Heaven: yes

Santa Claus: no

Kiss at first date: sure


Angels: yes

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shinagawa-stars replied to your post: shinagawa-stars asked:☯ + Kaneki …

// sits on the floor, let me just savor this beautiful pain for a little while, cries.

my name is Jasmine and i don’t break bones but i sure do break hearts 

baltshake replied to your post:you just started fma?? what do you think??? :D are…

dude i had to stop watching it for like a month after the chimera episode like i just couldn’t do it for a while so i feel u

I KNEW IT WAS COMING BCAUSE ID SEEN IT ON TUMBLR BUT

CH RIST

and i just sat there on the cold concrete, drowning the last of my sorrows in a bottle of tequila. ive been doing that a lot lately.
i think its been maybe nine months since ive had an actual sober night.

i called you at 3 in the morning while chugging down red wine. i remember that it was your favorite.
your go to drink whenever you were in the mood.

dancing in the moonlight isn’t easy when you don’t have your partner there with you.
you still didn’t answer my calls.
you brushed me off like i was dust on your shoulder.

i laughed at how pathetic i became.
but then cried, realizing how broken i really was without you.

i’m still sobbing on the cold concrete with another bottle in my hands.
its like i cant find a way to stand up.
im weak, and every bone in my fragile body hurts.

you did this to me.
you fuck.

—  the vodka called you

anonymous asked:

1, 17, 35, 66?

1. Last kiss

Oh, my boyfriend… or ex-boyfriend we’ve broken up today, but I guess it’s better for me.

17. Laughed until you cried

Yes!!! While reading fanpage with dumb, polish, politicial tweets. It was a wild ride.

35. Most visited webpage

Well I guess deviantart, but now I’m logging in there only once in a week due to my inactivity… So casually  FACEBOOK.

66. Career

Oh my. I don’t know exactly. I’m studying graphics on Fine Arts Academy so I guess I’ll be doing something art-related. But I’m not really sure which form should I choose to do in future. I’m still learning and doing some things from the very first, so at first I need to be sure what makes me feel happy and what am I good at!