Fangirl Reactions

“I love Harry Potter! I know all about it because I watched all seven movies!”

“I don’t understand what you like about Benedict Cumberbatch. He’s really not cute at all.”

You watch Doctor Who? Isn’t that just for old people or something?”

“The Marvel movie is over. Look, it’s the credits. Let’s go.”

“I watched an episode of Supernatural once. I didn’t really get it, so I gave up.”

“Firefly? OH I love that show. I’ve seen all of the seasons!”

“Why do you spend so much time on Tumblr? You could always just talk to me about your shows/movies/books.”

As I watched the first four seasons of new Doctor Who:

As I watched through season 5:

As I tried to think about the plot through seasons 5 and 6:

Cafe AU

I don’t know how this AU just hits today, but I also love the idea about Drift as Barista while Ratchet is an overworked doctor and is a regular customer in the cafe.

At first, Drift sense such an unusual attraction towards Ratchet, who becomes their regular customer and comes every early in the morning. He tries to not to show much how he was interested on Ratchet but fails, hiding in the corner while watching Ratchet drinks, being always the one who will serve coffee for him, and even take the cashier role just so he could face Ratchet.

He always tries his best to make Ratchet feel comfortable and even serve him with newspaper. Ratchet is also very serious at reading newspaper, serious about how news was going worst and see people kept dying each day, so he usually compliments Drift’s effort for him in rush or busy mood.

But there is this one day, when Ratchet finally in calm mood and unexpectedly make an eye contact at Drift when he make compliments, leaving him started to get more awkward as he blushes suddenly in front of him.

Drift hoping Ratchet didn’t noticed it, but he actually did, and its been since before. 

Ever since Ratchet and Drift began to form its relationship, Drift become more excited as ever and even put some decorative designs on his coffee. Until he never thought he already have put too many heart designs on Ratchet’s coffee, too obvious he’s already fallen in love ww


Ratchet asking Drift what kind of taste he likes and since he likes sweet better than bitter, Ratchet took a sugar cube & make Drift hold it for a second on his mouth before proceeding to kiss him and makes out from sugar.

I actually got more headcanons for this AU, but its already morning that I didn’t sleep all night just for the livestream >< ww

I Am Asexual

Thank you, Tumblr.

For 41 years I thought there was something wrong with me. I’m a woman, attracted to men, but I never enjoyed sex. I love snuggling and kissing and being close, and I always thought that sex was something I had to do in exchange for that closeness. When I had sex with my husband I had to fantasize scenes I’d watched in pornos. I’d even asked my doctor if there was something I could take or do that would bump up my libido.

When my husband and I separated, and the loss of sexual expectations was actually a relief, I started wondering why. And there was Tumblr with the answer. I’m not broken. I don’t need medication. I’m asexual. I have always been asexual. It all makes so much sense now.

So thank you, Tumblr, for the posts on sexuality. Thank you, fellow Tumblr bloggers, for helping me learn who I am and letting me know that I’m perfectly normal.

Thank you.


Lis Sladen (1946- 2011)

Elisabeth Sladen was an English actress, most famous for her role as Sarah Jane Smith in Doctor Who, often described as the most popular companion ever, her character was the first proper feminist companion on the show and also the longest serving (1973-76) she returned for the 20th anniversary special (1983) and for an episode with David Tennant in 2005, before she was given her own spin-off show on CBBC (The Sarah Jane Adventures, 2007-2011)

Lis Sladen passed away exactly 4 years ago today (19th April) at the age of 65 and I just wanted to take a moment to say how much she meant to people, not just to me but to every child who watched her alongside the Doctor or in Bannerman road and she is so, so missed. Thank you for lighting up my TV screen Lis :)

Except, of course, she was everything I could hope she would be. Charming, diffident, conscientious, giggly, determined, straightforward, a little crazy and enormously warm.” - David Tennant  

Tom campaigning for no new companion, ‘because no one could replace Sarah’,” - Elisabeth Sladen (The Autobiography)

“There she was on  the TV screen, smiling and laughing and looking beautiful. How could she be gone?” - Brian + Sadie Miller

“Her doctor said, ‘We can’t cure it, but we’re going to throw everything we can at you to fight it as long as possible’ That fight lasted no more than two months. Lis died at the Meadow House Hospice in the early hours of Tuesday, 19 April 2011. She was 65 years old.” - Brian + Sadie Miller

The timeline disintegrates– YOUR timeline
—  aka ‘that one time the Doctor refused to break the rules because he cared about Clara so overtly it was downright covert’

Twelve x Clara // Smile

…tbh i didn’t smile…i cried

things I desperately need:

  • Ten following Twelve around and trying to hug him as often as he can, just to annoy the hell out of him. 
  • Twelve and Seven talking about spoons. 
  • Four lending Twelve his scarf, who just excitedly wraps it in several loops around his neck and throws the end with an incredibly bitchy move over his shoulder. 
  • Twelve and Three having accidentally a Venusian Aikido class together and Three complaining how the hell he could have forgotten so much. 
  • The War Doctor meeting Twelve and being all happy about that he got some sense/over his midlife crisis and isn’t trying to look like a teenager anymore. 
  • Theta running around in Twelve’s TARDIS, sitting on the upper level with his nose in the books, climbing on the railing and hanging from his knees, asking too many questions and Twelve running after him in worry to get that blond idiot alive back to the Academy.

It’s always a joy to reunite with Billie, whether it’s socially or professionally. She’s a great pal. Matt I didn’t know quite so well, but we got on famously. It could have been an awful experience really—by rights it was his show, so with me coming in and trying to jump all over it, he would have had every right to feel a little disgruntled about it. But he couldn’t have been more generous and excited about the prospect himself. It was enormous fun to do. Doctor Who is always fun. That’s one of the reasons why it is so popular, and it’s as much fun to make as it is to watch. It was lovely to revisit that world and to be part of something that was such a big deal. There are very few TV shows that make it to 50 years. To be part of the celebration of that was wonderful.
—  David Tennant, answering the question, What was it like reuniting with Billie Piper, who played your companion, and working alongside the Eleventh Doctor, Matt Smith? x
Musketeers 2x10 (Spoilers)

Okay, I am going to do yet another rant because this show’s previous episode was so suspenseful and intense and its finale was nearly perfect in every way.  I only started watching The Musketeers this summer (because the BBC played previews so much during their promotion of Doctor Who’s season eight premiere ).  But in such a short span of time, the show has got me hooked line and sinker and now ties with Doctor Who as my favorite current tv show.  So now, here is the break down of the Season 2 finale of this beautiful, wonderful show:

-Omfg, I was so freaking nervous about Constance and holy shit, what an incredible rescue.  Athos, D’artagnan, and Treville are bosses.  Once again, Constance has shown she is equally if not more tough than the Musketeers by refusing the blind fold before the almost execution. Props for Treville for handing Rochefort’s ass to him and showing that loyalty is far stronger than any manipulation.

-Ah, Porthos and the Spanish ambassador.  That was a western style shoot out  and it was brilliant.  He’s got some serious balls for taking out like ten guards on his own and a great strategy with having guns in specific places on the forest ground.  And lets not forget Constance with her zinger line to the Spanish ambassador: “Perhaps, I bring men to fight for me.”That’s another great thing about The Musketeers is that it says fuck you to sexism.  I mean because Treville is such a dad, he at first shoots Constance down when she days she wants to come with, but not one objects after she says that Rochefort is her enemy too (Lemay was her medical bro).  D’artagnan treats her more as an equal in this episode and only tells her to be careful.  God, the four of them were so awesome together.

-Milady-master of sass: “God works in mysterious ways” when saving Aramis.  It was also very much of a “surprise bitch, thought you’d seen the last of me” moment that made me laugh.  While showing that Milady is a bamf (but we already knew that), the scene also intrigued me.  It shows the contradictions Aramis is made of.  On one hand he is the Don Juan, a great soldier and not bad with charming the ladies.  On another hand, he has a deep respect for God and has a strong sense of what is right and what is wrong (which he may not always act on, but what can we expect, he’s human).  We can see the look/mask of Milady fade when Aramis just punches out the guard (He says she doesn’t have to kill him) and says that she values life too lightly.  The thief, the manipulator, and the chameleon will always be a part of her, but that doesn’t erase the desperate girl (when she was a common street thief) and the desperate woman (the genuine feelings for Athos and her attempt to clean herself up through her marriage) thats also inside.   

-I don’t think BBC ruined Milady’s character by having the scene between her and Athos saying that they are bound together (a fear that some fans have).  It showed a lot of vulnerability on on both their parts.  It in no way, dumbed down their story line.  In fact, it made it much more complicated because she gave Athos an ultimatum.  Deep down she knows Athos will choose the musketeers because its his duty, but she still hopes to have the life with Athos that they were robbed of.  She doesn’t outwardly say she loves him and neither does he.  I had major feels when Athos in his own way said he loved her by saying “It rains a lot in England…”  My Milathos feels, you guys…

-The scenes with Louis and Rochefort were like WTF, but at the same time, gave me more perspective on Louis’ character.  He is so alone in the world (father was murdered, his trusted advisor is dead, he’s been kidnapped (ok that one was more his fault), and he had a psycho play russian roulette with his wife and child).  I understand his feelings of paranoia and since he’s super weak minded, it makes sense he’d latch on to Rochefort.  Louis desperately wants to save his wife because she is the only companion he has had.  Multiple times, he pretty much tells Rochefort to shut the fuck up, because having to execute his wife and give up his son is in no way just a matter of state.  I still don’t excuse him though for giving in and signing Anne’s death warrant.  And OMFG, after the emo-king phase, is he really ready to declare a war with Spain like a day later…Jesus, his character is so flippant.

-The trial scene  for the most part went the way I expected (good for you, Aramis for calling Rochefort out), and, therefore, I was more interested in watching Magritte.  I like the subtleness they put with her character to show how much her guilt is destroying her from the inside out.  She looks so worn out with dark circles around her eyes and the dark gowns.  Her face looks pale and angular.  I know some of you were like she got what she deserved when she killed herself, but I always to a degree felt sorry for her.  She was at the mercy of Rochefort (you have to really understand the time period to understand how much reputation and position meant economically for not only a singular woman/girl, but also for her family). In the end, she is laughed at for having confessed for sleeping with Aramis, which was the thing she was trying desperately to both hide (her reputation) and forget (her broken heart).  Rochefort completely threw her under the bus by doing this and therefore, like Lemay, I’d count her as another victim of Rochefort’s cruelty and ruthlessness. 

-My boys and Constance storming the palace gave me the “hell yeah” feeling and was the centerpiece of the episode.  And Treville was there with them, which gave him an opportunity to dad (he can never not do this) and reclaim his honor (not that it was actually gone, but you know, Louis ruined him).  Man, and the scene leading up to it, showed a huge character growth in Queen Anne, especially with another verbal bitch slap (”know that I did not think a day about you” when Rochefort was being the creepy dude he is).Anne was every bit a queen when she knew/saw what Rochefort intended to do with the chain.  There was no fear in her eyes, just utter bravery (something her husband should really get).  There’s so much coldness when Rochefort looks up at her after being stabbed and she looks back, unemotionally, and does not move an inch.  She’s no longer so naive nor merciful to others who dare threaten her.

-Rochefort, the douche/fuckboy he is, is one tough fuck.  I mean he gets shot in the arm by Constance, stabbed in the back by Aramis, and he’s still able to fight?  And he just pulls the sword out of his back and tries to fight D’artagnan, Athos, and Porthos. As evil as he’s been the whole series, the comparison i made to Rochefort’s last moments was that of a trapped animal.  He knows that Anne despises him, the Spanish ambassador spilled everything, and that Aramis can no longer be executed.  He’s been tortured physically for five years (also lets you know how sadistic the Spanish ambassado is) and now the only thing left to do is not surrender/face execution to gain half an ounce or redemption, but to claw and snarl back.

-On that note, I’ve got to say, I think everyone within the show, was shocked at D’artagnan straight up stabbing Rochefort through the heart.  I mean, I know earlier he said Rochefort is mine, but he had a certain coldness in his eyes and an element of ruthlessness (Rochefort was pretty much done for anyway).  And no, I’m not at at all sympathizing with Rochefort, it’s more on the grounds of the Musketeer’s code of honor.  I think it opens up the gate for a little more darkness for D’artagnan’s character.  Not that I want him to go the opposite direction from the way he already is (love my Musketeers the way they are), but it’s a definite step away from innocence.  Basically, it opens up for more character development for season 3.  

-The wedding was freaking adorable and one that D’artagnan and Constance deserved.  It was so sweet Athos walked her down the isle (he’s so much like Treville).  The only bad thing Treville has done the entire show was cock block Athos from getting to Milady on time by telling him he has to prepare for war.  There’s a sense of grief as he watches the wedding of his friend out of his own broken marriage and it is the trigger that pushes something inside him to say that he wants to fix it. His bros cover for him as he neglects Treville’s orders to go and catch her carriage.  Once again, Milady’s vulnerability is shown through the scenes in between.  She’s dressed in a flowy, blue gown, which was very good symbolism to show that she is bearing herself to Athos and is opening herself up to the feelings of guilt/despair but also hope.  The way she jumped out of the carriage when she heard that random horseman was so heartbreaking.  I wonder if she thinks that Athos doesn’t love her now…NOOOOOOOOOOOO, but we know he does.  So sad that he realizes he’s too late and he finds the singular blue glove. He’s heartbroken…Damn you BBC, she better be coming back.

-Whelp, Aramis learned the moral of the story and that is to control his dick.  But in all seriousness, I think his commitment to live a monastic life shows more about his character and that he truly is trying to fix who is as a person.  He cannot bring the Cardinal’s mistress or Magritte back to life nor can he take back how much fucking danger he put Anne in.  He realizes that and him staying away and living a different life is part of the long road of redemption.  As Porthos said, “That boy is the king’s son.”  I mean, I was heartbroken when he said he was leaving, because he’s my favorite (okay, it’s actually always been a tie between him and Athos because I can relate a lot to Athos and he’s basically the Obi-Wan of the show).  And I didn’t want some random newbie showing up to take his place.  Really glad that it ended with Athos, Porthos, and D’artagnan riding off (of course with dad Treville’s permission) to tell Aramis about the war with Spain and how they’re going to need him.  Most likely, he’ll be back in the game and the perfect team will be united again.

Miscellaneous notes:

-The world of The Musketeers just got ten times bigger with the on coming war with Spain. 

-I’m really hoping Milady will return and part of me thinks she will.  She’s going to England, which leads me to my theory of the season 3 villain.  I think it’s going to be the Duke of Buckingham (the righthand of the king of England).  Pretty sure the book had France and England as allies against the Spanish, if I remember correctly.  Somehow, I think she will be linked to him and it will be a way for her to reunite with Athos.

-Fan girl me says nope Aramis, nope, you’re not leaving your bros and me to go pray. Nope. 

-Really glad Treville is guiding Louis.  Not really happy it’s through war (and neither is Treville), but at least there won’t be another Rochefort running the show.

-Louis is freaking moody and needs to grow up.

-Athos needs to be happy one day and BBC needs to compensate him for his Someone-just-kicked-a-puppy look when he picks up Milady’s glove. 

-The cinematography for this episode was beautiful (when Aramis is walking off on his own with the autumn leaves falling and the other three riding off to go get Aramis).  It was also so well used (the blue of Milady’s dress as well as the emphasis of her left-behind glove in Athos’ hand).

-Louis: “It’s like I’ve woken up from a nightmare.”  Everyone’s like no fucking shit and thinking so have we, so have we…

-Hoping Annamis doesn’t go away.  Their relationship is very domestic, whereas Athos/Milady’s is complex and disfunctional and D’artagnan/Constance is passion/young love.  I like all the ships on the show.

-Constance is awesome and I hope she has no less screen time in season 3 than she had in this season.

-The ladies of the show had all the best lines.  Preach it, ladies…  

But really why should I continue to watch Moffat Who?

For the compelling character arcs and development? There isn’t any 

For the interesting plot and story arcs, and continuity? There isn’t any

For the ‘cool’ effects? I could do that with any other shows.

Because it’s still Doctor Who? But really, does it feel like Doctor Who anymore?

Based on this scene from Doctor Who.

One of my favorite scenes of DW series 7 was the ending to The Rings of Akhaten. It was just so…grand, and emotional. And watching it kinda made me think of the ultimate antagonist of Homestuck, and everything he’s done to all his victims.

So, I whipped this little alternate interpretation up rather quickly. I was thinking that, in this case, the song could be like some old Carapacian anthem. Maybe. It was just fun to draw, and I hope the scanner quality doesn’t ruin it too much.

ok i just watched The Flu which is a korean movie?? and i SCREAMD when i realized how much of an AU it could be for capri

  • damen is an emergency response guy who is so Honorable ™ and wants so save everyone 
  • one day he rescues this asshole laurent, who is a rich doctor that refuses to thank damen
  • ofc damen thinks hes hot and when laurent asks him to look for his bag in a ditch hes ok w it, but his bff nikandros is like ??? bruh not worth it
  • when damen find the bag, he finds laurents phone which rings!!! some kid was calling to get picked up from school. cough cough single dad laurent. and damen realizes theres more to laurent
  • damen then meets nicaise and hes every bit of the difficult and playful child he is, but they started talking back and forth and nicaise is starting to like damen
  • so when the whole flu started, nicaise went missing to go do something. so laurent and damen went to look for him and when they found him, officers starting locking down areas. they escaped with damens help. 
  • damen sees the people locked inside and doesnt want to leave. as a thanks for saving them, laurent tells him that he will reserve a place in the helicopter for him but damen wants to be left behind bc he needs to save these people
  • damen is trying to open IRON grilles with his HANDS to help the people trapped to escape and eventually nik arrives w an iron cutter and is just dude
  • eventually damen and laurent see each other again in the quarantine area (bc nicaise was coughing they couldnt let him in the helicopter) and damen eventually finds this out but keeps their secret and laurent cant even begin to comprehend why he keeps trying to help them and keep them safe

Today my boss literally asked me to stay in her office so she could ask me a question. Had no idea it would end up turning into an Alex Kingston geek out session when she asked me if the writers of Law and Order: SVU knew about River’s connection with Amy and Rory, since her SVU character’s last name is Pond. And then she proceeded to geek out over her as Moll Flanders. She doesn’t even really watch Doctor Who, but she knew that much about River, and she knew I’m a huge Alex fan, so she felt obligated to have a short one-on-one talk in her office at work about her. I love my boss. Oh, and she’s a huge fangirl of Pride and Prejudice as well. She has such good taste.

I was tagged by @morgaana!!! (Thank you so much!!) 

rules: answer these 10 questions & tag 10 blogs

  1. Last movie you watched: Dead Pool (though I didn’t get to watch the whole thing)
  2. Last song you listened to: Butterfly Effect by Fox Capture Plan
  3. Last show you watched: Doctor Who (Episode: The Empty Child Part 1 & 2)
  4. Last book you read: My calculus textbook….
  5. Last thing you ate: An apple!
  6. If you could be anywhere right now, where would it be? I would like to be… back in bed… or in Japan
  7. When would you time travel to? I honestly have no idea even though I’ve thought about this question a lot. The thing is, I don’t know how much I’d be able to really do if I travel back in time, because women’s rights weren’t necessarily all that great. I might travel to the future, but…. spoilers! 
  8. First thing you would do with lottery money: I would pay for college. If I could, I’d buy time. 
  9. Character you would hang out with for a day: Can I pick one from multiple fandoms?! This question is so hard! But probably either Cara Mason from Legend of the Seeker or Hiccup from HTTYD. 
  10. Time right now: 10:31 AM

I shall tag: @sitting-upon-a-turtle, @undeadfingersofbeethoven, @uncle-frankie, @howls-moving-feels, @extraverted-feeling, @yes-you-are-just-as-sane-as-i-am, @chiefhiccstrid, and anyone else who would like to do this! 

I was tagged by @daredvils thank you so much!! 

Always post the rules, answer the questions asked, then write 11 new.
b) Tag 11 people and link them to the post. Tell the person who tagged you that you’ve answered their questions.

1. if you could only watch one show for the rest of your life, what would it be? doctor who, it’s been airing since the 60′s it would take a long time to run out of episodes to watch

2. if you could remove one ice cream flavor from the face of the earth, what would you choose? corn

3. which member of the scooby gang are you most like? velma, from the geeky tendencies to the awful eyesight

4. if a friend asked you to do a joint halloween costume with them, what costume would you choose?  indiana jones and the boulder

5. most underrated disney movie? treasure planet

6. what is the fastest you’ve ever binge-watched an entire show? it took me 4 or 5 days to watch every episode of veronica mars plus the movie, and then one more day to recover from post-show depression

7. what is your opinion on pumpkin spice? i’ve never tried it, i do like pumpkin though so i’d probably like it, unless it’s like the banana situation where banana flavoured things taste nothing like bananas

8. least favorite breakfast cereal? that one that is basically cardboard with sugar

9. if you were really upset with someone and wanted to torture them by playing horrible music, what song/artist would you choose? halsey (can’t wait to see how many unfollows i’ll get)

10. if you could add any sport to the olympics what would you pick? quidditch, obviously

11. if you were going to spend a lot of money on food, what kind of food would you get? ice cream and chocolate and cookies and the biggest cake i can get my hands on

My questions:

  1. what’s your favourite halloween movie?
  2. what would your dream house look like?
  3. if you became famous what do you think you’d be famous for?
  4. a language you wish you could speak?
  5. if you could steal the wardrobe of any fictional character which one would you pick?
  6. do you have a favourite superhero?
  7. how about a favourite villain?
  8. is there anything that everyone loves that you secretly hate?
  9. your top 3 tv shows?
  10. if you were in a band what would you name it?
  11. what disney character would you want as a best friend?

I’m tagging @wishingfictionwasreality @mrtinsky @glorfindl @solis-luna-stellarum @ageoftchalla @svrgeantbarnes @ravensresiliency

(Only if you want to answer, no pressure)