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ROBINS + LABELS (Happy birthday, @henwick aka my sweet smol child!)

[TRANS] SPRING DAY - BTS

Miss you
saying this makes me miss you more
i miss you even though im looking at your photo
time is so cruel, i hate us
seeing each other for once is so hard between us

it’s all winter here even in August
my heart is running on the time alone on the snowpiercer
i wanna get to the other side of the earth holding your hand 
wanna put an end to this winter
how much longing should we see snowing down to have the days of spring, friend

like the tiny dust like tiny dust floating in the air
will i get to you a little faster if i was the snow in the air 

snowflakes fall and get away little by little
i miss you i miss you
how long do i have to wait
and how many sleepless nights do i have to spend
to see you to meet you 

passing by the edge of the cold winter
until the days of the spring 
until the flowers blossom
please stay, please stay there a little longer

is it you who changed or is it me?
i hate this moment that this time flows
we are changing you know, just like everyone you know 
yes i hate you, you left me 
but i never stopped thinking about you, not even a day
honestly i miss you but ill erase you
cuz it hurts less than to blame you

i try to exhale you in pain like smoke, like white smoke
i say that ill erase you but i cant really let you go yet

snowflakes fall and get away little by little
i miss you i miss you
how long do i have to wait
and how many sleepless nights do i have to spend
to see you to meet you

you know it all, youre ma best friend
the morning will come again 
no darkness, no season can last forever

maybe its cherry blossoms and this winter will be over 
i miss you i miss you 
wait a little bit, just a few more nights
ill be there to see you, ill come for you 

passing by the edge of the cold winter
until the days of the spring
until the flowers blossom
please stay, please stay there a little longer

I wonder if you ever felt like I abandoned you….  
If you ever thought I should have fought for you…

The truth of it is I never left.  
I’m still here.  
And I do fight for you - every single day.   
Not to win you…. not to trap you or cage you…  
But for your happiness.

I wage war on myself day in and day out for you.  
Tearing strips off myself, swallowing hatred and tears….  
So if you hate me because I abandoned you…. don’t worry…  
….. I hate myself for it too…
—  Ranata Suzuki

as we grow closer to the 18 year anniversary of the columbine massacre, all i can do is repeat this over and over

if you are struggling… whether it be suicidal thoughts, violent tendencies, homicidal thoughts, or anything similar, PLEASE reach out. please. so many of us know how you feel and the world shouldn’t have to bear more heartache. my messages are open any time, as well as my askbox. hell, even come on anon and vent.

know that there are options, and you do not have to do this alone. keep yourselves and others safe.
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Camila Cabello and Machine Gun Kelly - Say You Won’t Let Go (James Arthur cover) in the Live Lounge

reblog with what kind of psychotic you are im lightly chilled psychotic

someone: says something that could be about another character 

y'all: lets see, how can we make this about aelin? 

anonymous asked:

Idk if you've been asked this before, but what are your thoughts of Bensavi?

bethapaloozah  asked:

OKAY SO YOU DID MY HOUSE SUGGESTION, WHAT ABOUT THEM RAISING A FAMILY IN THE HOUSE??

Today was the day. Nico had it all planned. Will didn’t know it yet, but it was happening. They were adopting their first kid. After three years in the house alone, they decided that they needed something more… Something like a mini human, as Nico put it. Nico waited in the kitchen, leaning on the counter. He held the pregnancy test in his hand, and waited for Will to walk in. Nico held back a laugh as he heard the door open. 

“Hey Neeks!” Will’s voice echoed through their home, “I’m home.” 

“In the kitchen.” Nico put on a serious face, “Hey, uh, we have to talk about something…” Nico tried to sound a bit more depressed then usual.

“Everything ok?” Will rushed in and sat down at the counter on a barstool. 

“No…” Nico sighed, and hid his face. “Its terrible…” He almost let out a laugh. “I’m…”

“What Nico… I mean really, like, is everything alright, you are wo-”

“I am pregnant.” Nico looked at Will with a straight face. 

“Nico, I am pretty sure-”

“I am.” Nico held out the fake pregnancy test and showed Will the small + on it. 

“First of all, ha ha, very creative. Second, I just got home and I’m not in the mood for this.” Will chuckled and rolled his eyes. 

“No, really, we are going to the hospital right now.” Nico glared at him. 

“I was just there!” Will groaned, “What is this stupid game Neeks?” 

“Bring me.” Nico growled, “Now.” 

“Fine get in the car.” Will sighed and headed to the car parked in the driveway. 

The ride was only 10 minutes, and Nico was smiling the whole time. Of course, whenever Will looked at him, he immediately went full-goth mode. They got to the hospital and then Nico lead them to the maternity ward, constantly checking his phone. His phone dinged and he giggled excitedly and then sort of did a skip walk as he headed to room 27. 

“Nico, I don’t understand why we are here…” Will sighed and followed his overly excited fiancee. “You aren’t pregnant. Plus, the baby takes 9 months to develop…” Will sighed and walked into the room.

The room was full of balloons that said ‘its a girl’. Will tilted his head, really confused and concerned for Nico and himself. Nico sat on a chair, talking to a younger woman who was sitting on the bed. Two thoughts popped into Will’s mind. He got a drop in his stomach, and then looked at the floor. 

“Will, this is Destiny.” Nico beamed. He took her hand, and she smiled happily. 

“Will, I have heard so much about you!” She grinned, and patted a empty space for Will to sit down on the bed. Will reluctantly sat down.

“Wh-who  exactly is this, Neeks…?” Will tried to smile, but he was overflowing with doubt in his fiancee. 

“What do you mean?” Nico got serious again, “Will, are you really this stupid?” 

A knock on the door interrupted Will from saying anything. A doctor came in, holding a tiny bundle of baby in his arms. She was wrapped in a pink blanket, and had a little purple hat on. 

“Ms. Fonter?” He smiled politely and then walked in, “Are these the lucky boys?” 

“Mhmm.” Destiny nodded. 

“Then, Mr. Solace, Mr. di Angelo, I present your newest family member, Bianca.”

Will gasped. He looked at Nico, then at the girl on the bed, and then at the doctor holding a precious newborn. Everything made sense now. He felt like a jerk to think that Nico was … well … being straight. He stood up.

“Neeks, you mean…” Will pointed at the girl and the baby and then at the baby again. “When was this set up?” He almost choked out the words. “Oh my gods, Neeks. I’m a dad?” 

“Yes you are.” Nico stood up and took the infant from the doctor, who left the room after patting Will on the back. “Me and Destiny met one day, months ago, at a cafe… Weird story, but she was talking to someone about getting, well, it removed. I couldn’t really change her mind, but I said that I know two guys who want to start a family, and who would love to be it’s adoptive parents. And we have been talking ever since!”

“And I agreed!” Destiny smiled proudly. “Only one condition; I get to come visit sometimes.” She smiled and hugged Nico tightly and offered a hug to Will, who was balling his eyes out. 

“I would hug you but I cant let her go…” Will mumbled and just looked at the baby, marveling at her beauty. Her tanned skin, and hazel eyes. She was perfect in Will’s eyes. “She looks like you…” Will looked up at Destiny, “Are you sure about this?” 

“I’m 100 percent sure.” She nodded, “You two are perfect. All I ask for is visits. I need to graduate college and all that fun stuff. You two have time for a baby, I don’t.” 

“Thank you so much…” Will started to cry again. He held the child close to him, and whispered, “You have the bestest daddy in the world. His name is Neeks.”

Don’t leave me here alone. Don’t go where I can’t follow.


so @watson-sighs-and-tuts made this gifset and the tags are everything I need in season 3