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Why you gotta be so rude… Paps… Shes a person to, this makes me sad, I know maybe I mite sound over dramatic, and shes been dealing with this for years. but Im sure you guys feel this way too. I live near la and think their the rudest photogs:/ i really think needs to be more laws passed. They’ve caused car accidents and many other incidents . There needs to be a law. Really does. And I know she loves what she does and were all glad shes taylorswift but sometimes it does make me a lil sad. That maybe she cant do what normal people can do. like i saw today, without being bothered or photographed all the time, or even step out of the car for 2 seconds, without flashes, and without being photographed. and i know that comes with the territory. But I just wonder if she misses things like that sometimes, im sure she does. Without having to take a bunch of security everywhere she goes , i know if she wants to have fun she usually just stays inside with her gf’s . But still kinda makes me sad she gets bothered so much. and i know all of her fans love her, like i do. but it kinda bothers me people leave stuff , and wait around her apartment. Thats her space. Everyone deserves privacy, and thats probably the only area she ever has fully to her self. Where she shouldn’t have to worry. i would never , even thow I’d love to meet her , and want to talk to her , but id never go and wait by her house! like that is just stalkerish to me. Even if i saw her out randomly i wouldn’t bug her as much as id be happy and excited ! id just smile and walk by, and not bother her. I would have respect and maybe mail something, like i have in past, not even leave it on the door. she just does so much already guys! she needs her privacy and space. thats like the only place thats just hers and hers alone, where she shouldn’t have to worry about being bothered all the time. even if she dosent seem to mind, i think shes too polite and would never say if it happened to bother her. so please give her her space. And i don’t like it either, that i feel like people always expecting her to give presents or doing things, thats amazing all she does !!!! Im so happy for those lucky fans. haha i would never expect anything from her but for her to continue making amazing music, and be happy thats all i want ❤️

You were my graduation day and my first day of summer. You were my 4th of July and my country concert weekend. You were my first of August and my last day in Washington. You were supposed to be my Halloween and my Thanksgiving. I wanted you to be my Christmas present and my New Years kiss. You were supposed to be all these things for me but you left and I’ve been so alone. Now days, you’re every tear and shot of vodka. You’ve turned into every panic attack and the pain in my chest since we last touched. 
     I don’t remember what your voice sounds like and that’s been really hard for me to deal with. I used to know your voice anywhere and now I cant think of how it sounds without playing a video of us at your cabin or the one of us laying in your bed at 3 in the afternoon. 
      I started to do better, I really did. I wasn’t fixed; it’s only been 6 months so no, I wasn’t totally fixed. I could think about you or us together and not cry. I could look at pictures without a knot in my throat but, I wasn’t fucking fixed. I still couldn’t get an A on my english paper without wanting to tell you just to hear you say, “I don’t understand why you want to be an english teacher but I love you anyway.” I got really embarrassingly drunk a couple times and you were always there. I hadn’t cried that hard in so long but it was because of you. I don’t remember most of it but I do remember saying, “I’m just so sad without him.” over and over and over again.  You were still my drunk text, my 4am poems, and you were always my anxiety attack when I couldn’t get the G in my last name absolutely perfect.It was the first letter of your name too and it had to be perfect. You were always there.
     You’ve contacted me a couple times in the past weeks and it takes me back to square one. I was getting better, Goddammit. I was getting so much better. I wasn’t fixed but It took me 6months to not choke on the memories of us and now I can’t look at my phone without dying to see your name on it. I’ve changed my picture back to you and I because I can’t stand not seeing you everyday. I’m sorry I shot back to square one. I promise I had been doing so much better.
—  do you even know how much I miss you?

myrpnightmare asked:

(I cant remember what you said your main blog was? IDK I didn't see any rules on this one anyways so I'll send something and hope its okay!) "Can I play with your hair?"- from Sousuke (why he's ASKING to do it, IDK because he does it canonly without asking anyways)

"Why are you asking? You already annoy me by playing with it without asking me." Rin’s face was unimpressed by Sousuke’s question.

anonymous asked:

Lol. To that anon. And to yourself.. Mark can't rap. Okay. He only does flips okay. I'd love to see you both do them two things. Probably can't do jack shit except sit behind a screen judging successful people😂 I'd love to stay and talk.. But i have better things to do. Like go watch Mark and his rapping skills. Lol

so?? what are they?? what are these rap skills youre talking abount?? u cant just present ur thesis without sources to back it up??? if u want to shut me up do it properly i want a 10 page essay about marks abilities by my desk tomorrow morning with at least 5 different sources cite all your sources in apa format

I JUST WANT TO FEEL LOVED AND APPRECIATED AND INTERESTING TO YOU. A YEAR AGO YOU COULDNT GET ENOUGH OF ME AND NOW I CANT EVEN GET YOU TO COME OVER AND HANG OUT WITH ME FOR A BIT. IM YOUR GF OF ALMOST 5 YEARS NOT SOME IRRELEVANT FREIND. YOU DONT HAVE TO DITCH EVERYTHING YOURE DOING THATS IMPORTANT BUT AT LEAST BE THOUGHTFUL EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE SHOW ME YOU CARE WITHOUT ME HAVING TO ASK FOR SONE TIME WITH U. I JUST WANT YOU TO SHOW EVEN A GLIMPSE OF AFFECTION FOR ME I SHOULDNT HAVE TO REMIND YOU HOW TO BE A BF

anonymous asked:

I relapsed yesterday and now i cant stop what do i do?

regain your strength. you have stopped before you can do it again. you’re capable of more than you think. there are healthier ways to get your feelings out without hurting yourself

if you are my friend/mutual please read!!

hi hello
ive gotten to be quite anxious lately for some strange reason like whenever i go to type a message my stomach swells up and i feel sick

this being said im so sos os o soso soosso sorry if i dont talk to you all that much; i usually cant think of things to reply with and i get really nervous plus i get tired really easily from talking to people for some reason after awhile even if we are really close

so if we dont talk that much that day its usually because i cant bring myself to try to start a conversation since my mindset isnt all that great right now OTL. and yes if we do go a few days without talking i get sad but its honestly getting to the point where i cant keep starting conversations because sometimes it really doesnt work out and i dont want to lose my friends because im being too stupid

if you are my friend i think the best way is for you guys to start conversations sometimes. it makes me feel a lot better because lately ive been starting conversations with no reply and it makes me feel bad OTL ofc if im really close to you ill start a conversation sometimes but i think the whole concept is starting to weigh me down and if i disappear im sorry

sorry

  • Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off
  • Panic! At The Disco
  • A Fever You Can't Sweat Out
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Panic! At the Disco - Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off

split - acoustic in right ear and studio version in left ear (sounds best with headphones!)

better late than never right

Thanks to cakenokaibutsu for the help

for the prompt: Valentine’s day SNS 2k15

I wonder if you ever felt like I abandoned you….  
If you ever thought I should have fought for you…

The truth of it is I never left.  
I’m still here.  
And I do fight for you - every single day.   
Not to win you…. not to trap you or cage you…  
But for your happiness.

I wage war on myself day in and day out for you.  
Tearing strips off myself, swallowing hatred and tears….  
So if you hate me because I abandoned you…. don’t worry…  
….. I hate myself for it too…
—  Ranata Suzuki
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panic! at the disco + singles: a fever you can’t sweat out

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  • I Write Sins Not Tragedies [02/27/06]
  • But It’s Better If You Do [05/16/06]
  • Lying is the Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off [08/07/06]
  • Build God, Then We’ll Talk [03/26/07]