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there was a 15 year old pakistani boy who was beaten half to death with a baseball bat by two white men in ontario, canada not far from where i go to uni and he had to crawl home and was in surgery for days for his cracked skull and several other injuries and is experiencing serious issues with memory and motor skills now. i literally can’t stop crying because he’s just a kid and when he finally did make it home, he lied to his parents that he “just fell” because he didn’t want to worry them and that’s literally tearing me up inside that this boy was so severely beaten that he almost died and still his foremost concern was not worrying his parents. no one deserves to be attacked like this, but the more i learn about him and how shy and quiet and inward of a kid he is it just fills me with the utmost rage that someone could do this to such a harmless, innocent, completely defenceless kid. idk how demonic these two white men had to be that they could beat anyone, let alone a child, so savagely 

Noah Rabbani is an incredible, thoughtful, extremely intelligent and talented young guy. please consider taking a moment to extend your thoughts and prayers to noah’s family. 

The moon signs when they’re emotional

Aries: I’M GOING TO PUNCH A WALL!!!!!! WHY DOES EVERYONE HAVE TO BE OUT TO GET ME???? CAN’T I LIVE??? I’M SO UPSET AND WHY DOES NO ONE CARE??? MY EMOTIONS ARE THE #1 PRIORITY RN!!!! *blames someone else for their problems* (5 minutes later is over it)

Taurus: why life wHY?????? I didn’t want to mOVE today let alone CRY *crawls into a hole full of blankets and sobs into a bag of chips*

Gemini: oh lol whatever idk why my eyes are wet but I’m just gonna ignore this and hope it’ll go away tomorrow

Cancer: I just love to fEeEeEeL things :(((((( I’m going to cry and think about the reasons why I’m crying and maybe look at old pictures and write a poem and cry more *eats an entire carton of ice cream*

Leo: I can’t cRy in fRonT of PEOPLE!!! I have too much pRiDe!!!!! *throws head back and struts their stuff* (10 minutes later they have a dramatic emotional show just for the benefit of everyone else)

Virgo: am I actually feeling this or am I just projecting my feelings into this moment so that I can get them out? what do these feelings mean? what does the fact that I’m questioning my feelings mean? is that another feeling? is life even real? I hate myself I’m so INCOMPETENT *hysterical crying*

Libra: nOOOOO this means cONFLICT!!!!!! I can’t have this in my life!!!!!! maybe if I hold this in nothing will happen. I definitely won’t bother anyone else about it because that would be tOO MUCH FOR ME I can’t put burden on others

Scorpio: *has straight face* this is just another case of the darkness inside my soul

Sagittarius: haha WHATEVER!!!!!! gonna go run away from this bc who needs this kind of drama in life?!?!?! not me!!!!!!!! I’m fiiiiiine those aren’t tears it’s just a piece of dust in my eye

Capricorn: I need…to pull…myself…together….must…look…like…everything…is…normal… *has mental breakdown alone*

Aquarius: emotions???? I don’t have emotions lol what are those??? I’m aBOVE that so I’m just going to focus on the fact that society is so corrupted or something!!! there are way more important issues that MY feelings

Pisces: I…just CAN’T deal with life anymore…I need to eScApE I’m drowning in my own tEARS *sobs*

I most honestly want to say or post something, anything. I. Just. Can’t. The new trailer made me a complete mess, I’m sorry guys.

The new season is going to be so dark, so depressing I am so ready for it, I am so waiting for it. But seeing Molly crying, that hand on her hand (I assume it’s Mary’s), Sherlock saying “I love you” - which I think isn’t something he really says, it feels like it has a deeper meaning to it. 

I don’t know. I just don’t, I am so confused and scared and happy and excited, my emotions are a roller coaster… when I can pull myself together, I will begin with my posts…

yesterday I didn’t cry because it was so sudden and I didn’t want to believe it but now my heart aches and I cannot stop my tears. Louis’ best friend and number one fan left him but he made his mother so proud and I think that’s the best accomplishment a son can make 🌹

atthe-end-ofthe-day  asked:

omg your breakdown of Yuri confronting victor at the end of ep. 10 is so wonderful. I'm been trying to figure out what was happening there, and sort of struggling over the meaning of it and trying to justify what was happening, because in a lot of ways it sounds both uncaring, and deeply caring, and i couldn't figure out why. i wanted to love the scene simply because it felt beautiful, but couldn't. reading your breakdown made me cry a bit and i'm so grateful for the understanding you gave me.

Yeah same haha at first I had a hard time trying to understand why would they add that scene after everything that’s been happening, of course it’s just my interpretation, but it’s what I got from it at the end. And that’s something I love about yoi, you can watch and re-watch an episode a thousand times and you’re always able to give it your own meaning.

✨🔴🎄HEY TAY, I REALLY NEED TO GO TO HOUSTON🎄🔴✨

February 4th was my sister’s birthday. I lost her to childhood cancer in 2010 and its being devastating and heartbreaking ever since. That date is unfortunately a reminder of everything that couldn’t be, everything that is broken, that is gone and is just a void in my soul.
This year, Im spending that day alone, 12,000 km away from my family while im working in the netherlands.
I was wondering if I could go see you, because i would be accompanied by my best friend and you would make this awful day, a little less sad to remember. I want to learn to celebrate my sister’s life, and I want you to know about her, so please. I already have money for the plane and hotel. Can I please get tickets to see you?
You would change my life, instead of spending that day alone crying and wishing i was there, I would be actually doing something nice and that makes me happy, and this would be the second time I get to see you, so it is quite incredible. please consider it, consider me and consider my sister, I need you Taylor.

Can you please make my christmas wish come true? 🎄✨🎄✨🎄✨🎄

What Sonja said to Isak on the phone about taking care of Even makes me want to cry each time i hear it. It’s such a beautiful and earnest thing to say. Although Even may have broken her heart slightly, she continues to want to ease any pain he has. And you may not agree with me but that’s love too. She reminded me so much of my mum. Because, sometimes my mum tells me, “you can starve to death if you want but stop making everyone around you suffer already” and other times she tells me “you’re the only reason i’m living, please don’t leave”. I guess what i’m trying to say is that Sonja is a character that represents the people who take care of us and stay with us when literally no one wants to deal with our mental illness any longer. There are enablers and there are controllers. Sometimes we see them as evil and heartless, and maybe they are, but most times they’re just in pain because they’re lost and have no idea what else they can do to keep you breathing, to keep you by their side and to keep you from hurting. So, if you, like myself have a parent, a partner or simply a friend who looks after you and would give you the world, tell them that you love them. I’m watching my mum as i type this and she’s making food for me. I’m going to quietly accept what she’s giving me tonight as my way of saying thank you. 

I also want to sincerely thank Skam for giving us a character like Sonja and a character like Even and literally every other character. I could not hate any one of them even if i tried because every single one of them somehow represents a person in my life or someone i’ve met. I’m saying this for the millionth time but i have never in my life resonated so much with the characters of a show where i almost feel like i’m watching myself at times. Thank you Julie Andem, everyone involved in the show, the lovely people who introduced me to this show and all of you wonderful souls of the skam fandom that i’ve “met” and spent these last few emotional weeks with. Much love.    

MY FUCKING GOD I CAN DIE IN PIECE NOW. I FINISHED IT😭😭😭💀 [AGAIN SPOILER]
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Guzma in the Ultra world. This makes me wanna cry a bit. I wanted to convey how he would’ve felt being afraid. (Also listening to ultra world or repeat omfg) Please enjoy or leave a comment it would make my day 😭😭😭 Reblog the fuck outta this if you can 

nyazurukamukura  asked:

I've been having a tough time lately to say the least. So I didn't get to read your lovely prompts shortly after you post them. However, I finally got some free time and I can say with complete satisfaction that I've read every single one of your prompts and I am completely in love with them. So, aside from just pressing the <3 button on tumblr. I wanted to thank the author directly. Thank you for your hard work, effort, kindness and care you put into the masterpieces you create.

DID YOU JUST SAY YOU READ EVERY PROMPT BECAUSE I JUST–

Originally posted by deramochi

I JUST WANT TO HUG YOU. BOTH OF THESE HUGS. MOSTLY THE OVERLY ATTACHED TACKLE HUG BECAUSE I JUST. OH MY GOD.

I have around 250 of them and for someone to go and read ALL of them is just MAKING ME CRY TEARS OF JOY. This is the best thing I could hope to have as a writer. A loyal reader? Who actually talks to me?? BLESS YOUR SOUL SO MUCH. YOU GIVE ME SO MUCH HOPE. THANK YOU. 

FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, THANK YOU.

I’ve cryed all night… I just feel so bad.. It’s amazing how our biggest fears just can come true by our own hands… I don’t want to lose you baby. I don’t want to scare you away… I just love you so much…

How did this happen? I wasn’t expecting but at the same time I was feeling it coming… I know and respect you will, but I’m sorry I could keep away from this feeling… to love you this hard.

Somehow our souls were meant to be together at some point..everything that led us here. I hope it’s not just for some time… I hope we stay together somehow…

I can still remember the first time I came to your house, you told you were expecting for that moment for two years… OMG really? Or ou were just saying that!?! I don’t want to be just one more on your list.. I don’t want to be just one more..I want to be the last.

You were by far the best thing that happen to me.. not just in a good and romantic way, but you have shown me my flaws and to deal with them, you have been showing me how to be a better person, the one that I’ve lost somehow along the way with everything I’ve been trough..

I’m so sorry baby, I want to be best for me and for you… for us…

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here’s 5 selfies for 2016, since this was the first year of my life i genuinely felt comfortable enough with myself to actually take pictures and not want to cry looking at them, here’s to that. i still have a lot of progress to make but i have come an EXTREMELY long way in this past year and have made huge steps in becoming who i have always known myself to be, even if i do get down on myself a lot, i can see a future for myself i never saw before & i’m hopeful

somewhere-men-can-be-pregnant au
  • *Newt is pregnant!*
  • Newt: Oh, I wonder whose baby it is. *gently strokes his tummy*
  • Graves: !!!
  • Newt: ...
  • Graves: ...
  • Newt: Well, maybe not yours. I sensed your panic. Of course you don't want this. I won't blame you. A little sad but yeah, I'll be fine with my baby. *cracks a smile*
  • Graves: Marry me, Newt Scamander.
  • Newt: ...*tears*
  • Graves: Would you please?
  • Newt: Yes, I will marry you, and, and I'm not crying. It's just hormones.. It is.
  • Graves: I bet you are right.
  • *cuddling time for the three of them*

anonymous asked:

You can see that Harry was crying :( I just want to go and hug Louis so tight </3

i’m glad harry and the other boys could be there for him and i’m sure this leaves its mark on each of them individually as well. they all love each other so so so much and they’re there for each other when it counts ❤️

not to be a bitch but im getting so fucking tired of doing all this shit for please people who don’t won’t lift a fucking finger for me and who rationalize the way that they don’t reciprocate the effort. all these people expect so much from me, but no one really gives a fucking shit about me. they only care because i give them something, like a house to crash at or words of advice or a shoulder to cry on but want to know something?? none of these people want to hear about me at all. so I can listen all fucking day about how so and so is suicidal and listen to jokes about suicide meanwhile I’m fucking over here actually descending into this pit of despair and can’t even fucking take a shower or clean my room but no one can support me or listen to me it’s always about them. I’m so close to actually losing my god damn mind

nicholaspiberiuswildes  asked:

Love: Have you ever fallen in love? Describe what it feels like to realize you're in love.

How dare you ask me this

Well…I can’t really say for sure what love is supposed to feel like. But yeah, I’ve fallen in love before. 
You no longer feel alone, and you do your best in making that person’s day the best ever. Days to weeks, weeks to months, months to years, years to their entire life. It feels…like something new you want to jump at. Every time they’re sad, you’re sad (and it’s not forced, you genuinely feel like the worst thing and immediately get up to do something about it)
If they’re far away, everyday they’re gone you want to hug them and you keep on messaging them “I love you, I love you” every chance you get. Or even just start a conversation to make sure that they’re not alone. If they message you or you KNOW that they feel bad, you want to rush to them and smother them with all the love in the world. 
Teasing is great. I love to tease…and it’s my favorite thing to do w/friends. The one I’m….in love with. Hhhhhh it’s cute to do it aidksankdasnl

I wish I really knew…but from what I’ve felt so far, it’s a scary thing to think about. But blissful when both of you share that connection…?

Originally posted by nakoma

LOVE IS GOOD BUT WELL DON’T LOOK AT ME FOR ADVICE AIKLFKASNDLNK 

anonymous asked:

I'm literally ready to cry. I've been wanting a boobjob for years now. I finally got it done, and got nearly suicidal in my recovery. The meds really screwed with me and despite having great results i suffered so badly mentally from it. I went back to work this week and on stripclublist a fucking grody regular commented about how they're ' not a feature' and how i ' ruined myself'. How do i boost my confidence and mental health?

I’ve heard this happens a lot! First of all, you are a person and not an object that can be defiled in some way. He probably says the same thing about a girls tattoo that he dislikes.

Anyway, it’s normal to not feel connected to your body after such a change. When I had my first son, I felt that way! When people get tattoos or lip injections or anything that they’re not used to, it’s natural to have an adjustment period.

To help me recover, I tried to do things that made me feel connected to my body. I did light exercise, stretched a bunch, took lots of baths, etc. I know it’s much different but worth a try?

You might need a break from the horrible disgusting men at the strip club. If you can, grab some girlfriends and be gross and real together. Wear sweatpants and pick your nose and eat 5 cheese burgers and own it. Surround yourself with anyone who regularly lifts you up.

Don’t talk to or think about strip club regulars. They are the scum of the earth. You are better than them in every possible way. They don’t deserve one moment of your attention without a loootttt of compensation. Doing this has helped my self esteem.