there was a 15 year old pakistani boy who was beaten half to death with a baseball bat by two white men in ontario, canada not far from where i go to uni and he had to crawl home and was in surgery for days for his cracked skull and several other injuries and is experiencing serious issues with memory and motor skills now. i literally can’t stop crying because he’s just a kid and when he finally did make it home, he lied to his parents that he “just fell” because he didn’t want to worry them and that’s literally tearing me up inside that this boy was so severely beaten that he almost died and still his foremost concern was not worrying his parents. no one deserves to be attacked like this, but the more i learn about him and how shy and quiet and inward of a kid he is it just fills me with the utmost rage that someone could do this to such a harmless, innocent, completely defenceless kid. idk how demonic these two white men had to be that they could beat anyone, let alone a child, so savagely
omg your breakdown of Yuri confronting victor at the end of ep. 10 is so wonderful. I'm been trying to figure out what was happening there, and sort of struggling over the meaning of it and trying to justify what was happening, because in a lot of ways it sounds both uncaring, and deeply caring, and i couldn't figure out why. i wanted to love the scene simply because it felt beautiful, but couldn't. reading your breakdown made me cry a bit and i'm so grateful for the understanding you gave me.