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I CAN’T BELIEVE EVEN MENTIONED SANA’S MOM’S SHISH BARAK AND HOW HE LOVED THAT STUFF

BECAUSE YOU GUYS I CAN COOK SOME AWESOME SHISH BARAK, MY FAMILY LOVES IT WHEN I COOK IT, AND KNOWING THAT EVEN LOVES ONE OF OUR DISHES

IT FEELS SO NICE AND SPECIAL AND OH MY GOD I LOVE THAT BOY SO MUCH

Well, I am gonna cry. The fundraiser got completely funded and then some.

This is gonna make everything so much easier. I love all of you and once I’m settled in the new house I want to do a request livestream at some point in May for you all. I’ll set up a Discord Chat and I’ll draw some stuff for you guys for being such a wonderful group. 

I can’t thank you enough.

My family can’t thank you enough.

I love you all. <3

Tamlin: Hey, Feyre, want to go riding?
Feyre: Sorry, Tamlin, I can’t. I have to go out with Ianthe today.
Tamlin: Well, what am I supposed to do all day while you’re with her?
Feyre: I don’t know. What do you normally do while I’m gone?
Tamlin: [starts to cry] Wait for you to get back!

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There is an awkward silence after Nico leaves. Allison sniffles, and wipes away a tear.

Angelina: Oh, Allison. I’m so sorry. But you know…it’s the type of man Nico is. Handsome, wealthy, intelligent. He’s very attractive and maybe Ivory couldn’t help flirting. 

Allison: I understand harmless flirting but sending me text messages that she wants to sleep with my husband is on a whole other level. And he’s so annoyed by it. He’s even taking it out on me, as you can see.

Angelina: Wow. How awful. Well, I’ll handle it with care and discretion, okay? So please don’t cry.

Allison: I just hope she doesn’t tell you a whole bunch of lies. I’m so overwhelmed with this, Angelina.

Angelina: I won’t even talk to her. I’ll have Human Resources deal with it. And if she says even one negative word about the transfer…I’ll fire her. Okay? You’re such a doll, Allie. It’s hard to see you upset.

Allison smiles as Angelina wraps an arm around her shoulder. 

Angelina clears her throat: Allie…actually….I was wondering if I could ask you about…Remy. Nico’s brother.

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Life is hard. Even more when you’re living in a country that is slowing dying inside. This night wasn’t pleasant and I reached my limit. Seeing my mom sick form stress and not having anything to eat or money to buy food, well, it made me cry… That and the fact that I can’t go to college because I don’t have money. *sigh*

But I need to stay positive! My mom needs it and I need it too!

I’m not asking for pity. I just wanted to let it out, since I can’t do it with my mom. Sorry if I bothered you uvu)U

500 FOLLOWERS 🎉🎉🎉
This is actually mental and I can’t believe that I’m here 😵 I’m not going to bore you to death with the history of my blog, but I really never thought I would make it to 10 followers let alone 500 😝

Shameless plug to my second blog: @sidestruggles - sidefam advice blog 😊

It’s obligatory that I thank some people, so (in no particular order) here we go!! :
Firstly my boo @sofiejizzle - you are one of the greatest people to ever walk the earth, you’re one of the first people I ever spoke to on here and I’m ngl I fuckin love you man 😘 you have made my tumblr life amazing and I wouldn’t change anything about it rn. You’re not only the most wonderful and beautiful person ever, but you are one of my best friends; there have been days where all I’ve wanted to do is talk to you and you’re always there and I bloody love you for that ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Secondly @wroetoblogg - you are so so funny and such a lovely gal, your antics about L and now S always keep me going when I’m having a stress filled day, and so thank you sm for keeping me happy 😊
@sydneyxix you’re my fellow nerd in the madness of this fandom and I bloody love it 😝there is something amazing about having a conversation about Harry Potter and it drastically changing to a recent sdmn occurance in about a sentence 🤔😂
@christophermichaeldixon - I know you don’t come on here much anymore, but you’re so lovely and one of the kindest and most caring people I have met ☺️ I really hope we can meet up at the sdmn match
@sveta-sdmn I know we haven’t spoken that much yet but I already know you are an amazing person (regardless of what sofie says 😏) and I already love you to pieces 😍
@amazingphnisnotonfire my tgf bro ✌🏼get it coz you’re my bro and it’s their channel name 👍🏼 I really shouldn’t try doing puns… regardless i haven’t known you long but you’re already awesome 👌🏼
Next: @petitechristoph @lilacminter @minishawmd @panicatthefalloutromance-horizon @wroetosivan @christophmd @barakatxix @minichristopher @bekahspenguin @phia-eilice @christophersondixon @wroetominter (bloody hell I never realised how many of us there are)(if I didn’t want to be here till august I would list every single perfect feature of each of you) the Chris trash😏💦 gc - I love all of you with all my heart ♥️ trust me when I say that y'all are weird af but that’s the best thing ☺️ some of the conversations that go on are weird af (case and point: the video from earlier😅); but what could go wrong when 13+ chris fanatics get together in one place…….

And finally I want to thank and send love to all my mutuals and anyone that’s liked any of my posts ever because trust me, you don’t go unnoticed ♥️♥️♥️

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH, I LOVE YOU ALL TO PIECES 💫😭😭😭

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By Organization for Transformative Works

“I- I think I like girls Eskild,” and she’s expecting it to feel like a huge weight has been lifted off her chest but it doesn’t, she only wants to cry even more because now she can’t ever take it back.“

The fic where Noora is a baby lesbian suffering from so much internalized lesbophobia and Eskild takes her to meet one of his out and proud friends, Mari.

Written for lesbian visibility day April 26th.

I still can’t believe we got that episode. I wanted Cloudy for such a long time and I didn’t know if we would ever get it but we did and it was absolutely perfect. Seriously. Words can’t describe how happy that episode made me feel :’)

Dear Charlie,

I tried ending my life yesterday. I was sad, I was miserable, and nothing seemed to be according to plan. And yet… I’m still here. And I don’t know why. But the night I attempted, my best friend texted me saying he was starting to cry and to pleasepleaseplease not to do it and that I mattered to him. “you matter to me,“ he texted. It was odd how much that affected me. So I stopped at seven pills, and threw the remainder in my hand to the trash. Charlie, I still want the pain to end. And I want to stop feeling so depressed all the time. And i want to stop relying on medication for happiness. But maybe… Just maybe… I can get better. And be there for him and for the other people in my life who tell me they love me and never want me to leave. Tomorrow, I’m going to hug my best friend until the pain stops for just a moment and go on a walk with him around campus and apologize for giving him such a fright and pain. I’ll show him a song that reminds me of what he said then we’ll talk for a while until we have to part ways and it’ll numb me from the pain a little bit. And maybe… Just maybe I can figure something out so that I can still a while longer. "you matter to me.” I don’t think I’ll ever be able to get over those words.

Sincerely,

Me.

I did some Profile practice! Tell me what you think! -Karmen (5/5)


I don’t know if this was something you intended or not, but since this character is crying, I like how a lot of the elements in this piece droop a little, especially in the hair. It really helps sell the idea that this is a more somber character than the other profiles we’ve seen.

One thing I really like about your profiles overall is how visually unique and distinct from one another they are. If you were to turns these into silhouettes, you would still be able to tell them all apart.

One more thing I want to bring up, and that’s if you want critique on something, can you please let me know ahead of time? ^^; That way I know whether or not you’re asking for constructive criticism, or you just want to know my general thoughts.

Other than that, really nice work! I think these profiles came out looking pretty good!

anonymous asked:

thanks for the jerejean fics recs, i'll check those out asap <3 also have you listened to sia's "we can hurt together"? cause I am now and I'm crying and drowning in andreil feels

No problem doll, I totally can’t take credit, I’m just boosting kind ppl’s recs <3

I hadn’t but now I have and oh my god??

the first lines are “you say you are fine” and “you play a game” which like hi andreil, and the whole concept of hurting together…… dude….

The song is here if anyone else.. also wants to hurt

wolfepack  asked:

You've not been bleh!!! I screenshot your stories so I can read them at school where I don't have internet, and I always want to leave comments about how good they are but I forget cuz I have to wait till there is internet 😭 I love your writing, it makes my day, and brings joy to my life, and your nic names for them (Tommy and Mar-Mar) make me want to cry with joy!!! I keep wanting to request a story but haven't thought of an idea yet...

You like Mar-Mar? Yay! I was worried it was dumb haha. But I’m glad you like it. And thank you for all the nice messages. I’m sure I’ll feel better tomorrow. Right now my cat is sitting on my lap and she won’t let me get up to brush my teeth

I would like to be able to trace my people back on my mom and dad’s side back to at least the early 19th century. I know that almost definitely won’t happen, but I just want to know *something*.

My old school had it where you could use ancestry.com on campus, and I found my grandparents on one of the old census records. It had their age, their race, their occupation. It even had their signature which I can’t lie made me cry like hell. I was so close to my grandparents, my grandma especially. I want to find that again and just have that whenever I want to look at it.

Idk if it’s part of being a member of the diaspora and being desperate to have some kind of tie to the past or what but this is something I think about all the time.

Hello my dear followers!

A lot of you are starting to leave me messages about the same thing. I want you to know I’m feeling the love, and I appreciate all of you for wanting to stick up for me.

But please remember that it’s OKAY to feel. People are allowed to be upset. And sometimes when we’re upset, we say things out of anger/it’s hard to filter ourselves. We can all end up saying things we wouldn’t normally say.

Please try to remember that! I know you want to defend me, but I’m an adult and can do that myself. Please don’t try to do it for me, or anonymously. I don’t want unnecessary drama.

Thanks!!!

#1 Michael McLeod

can you do a mikey mcleod one that’s just like super fluffy and funny and cute???? thank u thank u thank u

I WANT CHRISTMAS BACK

Song suggestion of the day: cardiac arrest by bad suns bc i just rediscovered it and i forgot how much i loved it.

do y’all know how hard it is not to put nate in everything? I love nate.

Side note: i can write christmas anytime i want fite me

side note of the side note: please dont actually fight me ill cry

Originally posted by jodrouin

“What do you mean you hate marshmallows in your hot chocolate?”

Mikey McLeod was staring at you incredulously across the kitchen as you took a calm sip from your hot chocolate leaning back against the kitchen bench. 

“Why do you hate love?!” He exclaimed.

You giggled against the lip of the mug and shrugged as Nate wandered into the kitchen and glanced at Mikey’s expression. “Is this about the marshmallows?” Nate questioned. “It’s okay, she hates love.” he explained mockingly.

You rolled your eyes. “Aren’t you guys supposed to be athletes? How am I the only one making healthy choices? Marshmallows taste gross”

“One,” Nate stated, breaking open a new pack of marshmallows. “you put extra chocolate in your hot chocolate. That doesn’t count as a healthy choice.” he stated. “Two, I’m aloud to cheat on christmas, give me a break.”

“And three.” Mikey added. “Marshmallows are great, fuck you.”

You laughed and rolled your eyes. “Sure. Whatever you say.” you replied, walking out into the other room and plonking down on the couch as you watched people mingling around you. 

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anonymous asked:

I have an appointment with a gynecologist soon, but I am very anxious about it. I have been sexually abused and have a hard time with intimacy and touching in general. This is my first time and I know I am not going to be in danger, but I know my body remembers and can react to past traumas. I don't want to get too emotional and cry or get distant and push myself from reality. I hope it makes sense. If you or anyone have advise I would be so thankful! This is my first time so anything can help!

Posting in case anyone has some advice!

I know it might be kind of weird but do you have a close friend or family member that could be there with you to hold your hand or something if that would help you? (I get scared with ophthalmologists specifically because of a bad experience and I know I’d love to have someone there with me)