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I’m sorry if my page is depressing but its the only way i can get this shit off my chest…..and  it always comes back worse than before and it scares the shit out of me when i lose control and black out…..last night i had relapsed after several months of saying no to self harm so here i am forced to wear sweat pants in 90 degree heat just to hide the shame my inner battles cast on my legs