“who do you think you are i am” - plato
Owlie I need help. I never talk about these things but I feel like you'd be able to lift my spirits. I relapsed tonight and usually I feel bad afterwards about it but tonight I just feel in my gut that I deserve all the pain I get. I don't know what to do anymore I feel like I'm slipping away and I dont know whether to let go or hold on. Its so weird because I'm involved in clubs and sports and I have a lot of friends but I feel so alone. I can't talk to anyone and I just hate myself so much.