i-am-obsessed-with-this-girl

anonymous asked:

me in junior high: oh man, i sure am obsessed with this girl and think about her multiple times a day. It's definitely because we are academic rivals and in all the same classes, and i follow her around and randomly IM her because i want to disrupt her study schedule and give myself an edge. this is completely logical behavior and in no way reminiscent of a repressed and kinda unhealthy crush. i just want to get better grades than her. yes.

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I’m thinking of doing some more Ryden vs Brendon’s song lyrics stuff just because I am an overly obsessed, gay loving, weirdo girl who finds pleasure in getting your teen hearts beating. So here is house of memories:

If you’re a lover, you should know
The lonely moments just get lonelier
The longer you’re in love
Than if you were alone
- Brendon and Ryan could’ve been together for years, but perhaps Brendon saw that he was lonelier after the break. Ryan went through multiple girl friends but always picked himself up and had friends to fall back on, but Brendon didn’t have that same feeling for him. So he latched onto Sarah. Maybe Bren thought Ryan never really loved him, so when Ry was in ‘lonely moments’ he wasn’t lonely because he knew what being alone was like, for he “faked” being in love with Brendon, but Bren felt truly alone after the break because he had Ryan in his heart for so long
Memories turn into daydreams- everything they once had became hazy because he couldn’t tell what real feelings were going around, making him believe those memories were made up and purely his daydreams
I don’t want to be afraid
The deeper that I go
It takes my breath away
- I’ll just straight up say it: butt sex
Soft hearts electric souls- sex
Heart to heart and eyes to eyes- making love
Is this taboo?- is it wrong to love a man? is it wrong to feel so passionate about someone? 
Take my picture now
Shake it til you see it- Ryan took a lot of polaroid pictures
And when your fantasies
Become your legacy
- Ryan was Brendon’s fantasy. Ryden has become Bren’s legacy with many fans
Promise me a place
In your house of memories
- Brendon just wants Ryan to remember him. To have his mind taunted the same way Brendon’s has come to be
I think of you from time to time- we all know Brendon can’t help but think of Ryan *coughtmzcough*
More than I thought I would- once he was married he thought it would all just disappear
You were just too kind- Ryan is a sweetheart
And I was too young to know- they were both very young
That’s all that really matters- he’s trying to convince himself it was nothing but teenage exploration and it meant nothing more than that
I was a fool- Brendon still doesn’t think Ryan ever loved him
Those thoughts of
Past lovers
They’ll always haunt me
- Ryan’s image crashes into his mind, pouring into his music, haunting his very existence
I wish I
Could believe
You’d never wrong me
- he wants to pretend they never fought. That Ryan loved him. He wants to convince himself that Sarah won’t do the same so he can go on with his life, but Ryan is the only man he loved. A taboo love. A strong love. How could it not change his feelings forever?
Then will you
Remember
Me in the same way
As I remember you
- he remembers Ryan as the first man he loved; he places him in a special place in his mind, above everyone else
Promise me a place
In your house of memories
In your house of memories
Promise me a place
- he ends it repetitiously and specifically with promise me a place rather than in your house of memories because he can’t stop thinking about if Ryan ever thinks of him and he wants Ryan to swear a vow that he’ll always have a place in his mind. Ryan Hasn’t put out a lot of music, but it’s obvious he is doing fine without Brendon (on the outside at least, which is the only side Brendon sees). Bren has no way to truly know how Ryan feels about him. 

anonymous asked:

MATCHUPS!!! Ok, I am very competitive with myself. I'll never be happy unless everyone is impressed and amazed. My main interests include: ballet, traditional art, and music (I play about 5 instruments very well and I sing!). I love deep, emotional conversations and psychology, philosophy n shit. I consider myself of above average intelligence and understanding of how things are... I also love romance. But not classical romance... edgy romance. I am obsessed with YOI. I am a girl. Thank you ily!

you sound super talented?? and kinda intimidating oh boyy hksdj;lka. UMM, you’re like a combination of Pidge and Allura from voltron aaand… Leo from yoi idk whyyyyy

anonymous asked:

am i the only one crying in admiration for madelaine fucking gorgeous hair? how can they be so long but also so healthy, they shine like fire ohmygod

You are not. I AM OBSESSED WITH HER HAIR. This girl is perfection. <3

anonymous asked:

I had my bisexual realisation™pretty recently and I am living for Jennie, she's such a babe 😍 I don't know why I didn't realise it earlier, I've always really liked girls and thought it was just feelings of admiration when in reality I just wanted to kiss them all lmao

!!!! THIS IS ME !!!

my gay awakening was so slow lmao like “why do I keep dreaming about making out with girls??” “why am I obsessed with certain girls ??like I guess I want them to be my friend?” “it’s really weird that I look only at lesbian porn but I guess that’s just me being a lil weird” “oh wow I had sex with my bff but like 🤷🏽‍♀️ I’m straight for sure” “no im definitely straight” ALDNFKW my bi friend literally sat me down 2 months into freshman year of college n was like “ur gay” “but I find men attractive sometimes” “bisexuals exist effie” “??????????”

okay but SERIOUSLY jennie gets my gay ass GOING !!!!!!

anonymous asked:

Hey! I'm G! Nice to meet you. If you have the time I'd really appreciate a BNHA match up! I just recently got into it and I am obsessed omg. I'm an INFJ girl (straight as all heck). Basically, I'm pretty boring. Hahaha. Guidance counselor told me that I like following rules (way too much) I'd actually like to take more risks and I'd appreciate anyone who can help with that. I'm very short and I like to play Pokèmon and watch racing (Formula 1!) and I write sports articles for my school paper-

The second I read “Nice to meet you.” I immediately wanted to befriend you, I don’t even know why! XD  But you seem like a really cool person, so if you ever need someone to talk to about anything at all, I’m here! 


I ship you with…

Bakugou Katsuki!

Originally posted by hitoshiis

(Kirishima was also a great match for you, to be honest.)


Bakugou would love that even though you’re a great rule-follower, you want to take more risks in your life! He actually follows the rules a lot too, but there are times when he can just act on impulse and get himself in some pretty risky situations, which he would sometimes drag you into as well. He would love that you are great to have both deep, and fun conversations with. He’d be alright with you needing some peace and quiet after a while of interaction. He’d actually usually try to give you all the time you’d like. He would love going to all kinds of sports events with you, and he’d think it’s cool that you write sports articles for your school paper. Before you, he wouldn’t really care much about racing. But after you watched a few races with him, he’d get really into it! Whenever seomeone made a dumb mistake or someone he wanted to win fell behind, he’d scream at the TV and sometimes he’d even accidentally or not burn something nearby with his quirk! He’d love dates with you to just be watching races on TV with take out, but he’d also like to go out once in a while. It wouldn’t happen too often, and if it did happen, it would probably just be going to the movies or having a short walk in a nearby park. He’d love that you’re not overaffectionate, because he’s pretty awkward when it comes to affection, but he’d hold your hand and give you hugs from time to time if you asked him to!


And I don’t know why, but I can just imagine Bakugou looking really provoked while having a staring contest with one of your cats the first time he comes over to your place for a date. I know this is really dumb, but in my opinion, it’s also very cute. Sorry about this! XD


Hope you liked this! ♡

  • *Me every time during Burn*
  • Eliza: I'm erasing myself from the narrative
  • Me: Yeeess
  • Eliza: The world has not place in our bed, they don't get to know what I said
  • Me: Yaaaasss
  • Eliza: You forfeit the place in our bed, you sleep in your office instead
  • Me: YAASSS GIRLLLL
  • Except also me every time during the Finale
  • Eliza: I put myself back in the narrative, I stop wasting time on tears I live another 50 years
  • Me: YEEESSSSSS
  • Eliza: I raise funds in D.C. for the Washington Monument
  • Me: YYYAASSSSS
  • Eliza: I speak out against slavery
  • Me: YYYASS GIRLL YAASSSSSSSSSSSS
  • Eliza: I establish the first private orphanage in New York City
  • Me: YAS GIRL YAS YOU GO GIRL YES GOD BLESS YOU GIRL YASSS
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Celebrity inspiration post!!

Ok so here is one of my most recent celebrity inspirations! I am obsessed with this girl Iskra Lawrence!
I came across her completely by accident, when i was looking though his plus size model instagram and i became obsessed! 

Although she is quite small, she is still considered a plus size model and I’m ok with that only because my personal opinion is that models and people portrayed in the media should be an inspiration to us all, and i believe that she is inspiring because she is of a healthy size and although doesn’t have the so called “thigh-gap” she is INSANELY fit (just have a look at some of her instagram videos). She is not only is she drop dead gorgeous but also a great plus size and fitness inspiration!

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Hmmm I wonder why I am so obsessed with this girl I talked to… Guess I just want to be her friend because she’s not in my friendship group™… I feel butterflies in my stomach when I talk to her because I don’t want to mess this new friendship up… What a nice smile…

me in the accursed seventh grade: why am i so obsessed with that girl? why am i shy around her why do i look at her in class and want to be around her… oh i got it! i must be JEALOUS of her because i have a CRUSH on her BOYFRIEND which explains why my feelings about her are romantic, because they’re about her boyfriend