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I can’t stop thinking about you. I know I hurt myself whilst doing this and I should probably quit but I can’t, it’s the only way to keep you with me, my love, I just can’t lose you. I keep listening to the songs that make me think of you and cry myself to sleep. I look at pictures of that one night when everything was so perfect and it makes me sick to my stomach knowing I’ll probably never be with you again. Sometimes I see someone that has the same nose or the same lips as you and it makes my heart sink to my chest because you’re no where near. I thought this was gonna be just a silly crush, I thought I had everything under control but lately I’ve been scratching my wrists again and my mom is worried that things will go downhill again (goddamn, I am worried too). I keep seeing you in my dreams and they mostly start off so nice and warm, but somehow i always end up yelling your name and crying like a fool. My god, I miss you.
—  My love, I wish you were mine

Okay I’ve been asked a lot and most people I feel like should already know but I’m going to make a post so I can just link to it when people ask. I am NOT excited about the Doctor Strange movie. (its okay if you are, I am not)

THIS MOVIE SHOULD HAVE BEEN A FUN EXPERIMENT OF WEIRDNESS AND VOODOO AND TAKING CHANCES WITH CASTING AND STEPPING OUTSIDE OF THE GODDAMN BOX

(*EDIT* I feel like I shouldn’t have to add this but I will, this is OBVIOUSLY my own bias feelings so take it how you will)

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