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i wish i could rewrite our story because i hate the way things turned out. i want to write in the margins and rip out all of the sad pages. but more than anything i want to change our ending. so maybe, just maybe, we wouldn’t have ended up like this.
—  you will always be my favorite book to re read

Okay, so I commissioned @taylordraws ( @seiyakanie ) to draw my OCs a while back, and I’m just grinning stupidly as I write this because it could not be more perfect! I was watching her color it and I’m just blown away by how incredible she is, and she’s so sweet even when I was pestering her about it.

THANK YOU SO MUCH TAY!!!! xD

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I love both lol. I lean more on Season five though ngl. (HOT af)

 I just draw him in his lavender hoodie most of the time because it’s easier and I’m very used to it but I love his punk biker outfit and his messy hairstyle just as much. He has a versatile wardrobe and style! (One of the very few ygo characters with great taste in fashion). <3

You’re Not Going to Ruin Your Friendship - Calum Imagine

request; can you pleaseeee do an imagine where you have a crush on one of the boys and you over hear the boys talking about you? (and u end up together)

once again sorry for the wait. i just started writing imagines again. hope you like this imagine! X


All you could think about was Calum. He was on your mind day and night. There was never a time when your mind wouldn’t wonder off to him. Just hearing his name made you melt on the inside. Being around him was becoming harder and harder as your feelings for him continue to grow. 

You didn’t mean to start liking him. You knew you shouldn’t like him. But there was just something about him that made you feel the way you do for him. He makes you feel all these butterflies in your stomach and makes you smile without even trying. 


So to say you had a crush on him was an understatement. You have come to think that you might be falling in love with Calum. As crazy as that may sound. All you knew was that whatever you were feeling towards him was not going away anytime soon. 


With your luck, Michael invited you over to hangout with the other guys. His excuse to have you come over was that they were going to grill out. Michael knows about your “little” crush on Calum. It’s not that easy to hide how you feel about him especially with Cal around. Your crush is the most obvious thing, you’re surprised how the Calum, Luke, or Ashton have yet to notice. But that’s a good thing for you. A really good thing. For one, if Luke and Ashton knew as well they would never quit bugging you about it. You’re lucky that Michael has been a good friend and has kept his mouth shut about it to this day. And second, you’re not sure if you want for Calum to know that you have feelings for him. The risks of telling him are too risky for your liking.
What if you ignore your feelings long enough that they just fade away? Yeah right. They’re too strong now to get rid of them. 


No need to lie, half of the time you were debating whether or not to go to Michael’s place. You knew that Calum would be there. Which means you’d have to see him. And it kills you seeing him and not being able to call him yours. So because of that you were going to call Michael and make up some lame excuse to not go. Instead of doing that, though, you went to your room, retouched your makeup, changed into a casual yet cute outfit, grabbed your purse and keys, then headed out the door. You had decided that you weren’t going to hide behind your feelings. Maybe at one point you’ll have the guts to tell Calum. (Okay that’s a lie.)


“Y/N! You made it!” Luke grins as he opened the door for you. 

You give him a hug and smile, “Hey, Luke.”

“Y/N is here!” Luke shouts to the guys. 

Michael and Ashton greet you as you walk to the grill where they are grilling.
You were nervous to see Cal who wasn’t anywhere to be seen. You take a look around the backyard to see if you could find him. Then you turned back to Michael and asked, “Where’s Cal? I thought he was gonna be here." 

"I’m right here.” You can feel his breath on your skin. 

He had snuck up behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist. You turned around quite nervously in his arms to face him. His gesture had surprised you to say the least. Although you’ll admit that it felt good to be held in his arms. 


“Oh, h-hi.” Was all you managed to breathe out.


“Let’s go in the pool?” Cal asks you, a smile on his face. 


He turns around and starts walking towards the pool stairs to get in. He was shirtless, his holy body on display. You couldn’t help but stare at him as he walked over to the pool. But then you remembered you weren’t alone and you needed to stop staring before anyone noticed. 


“I uh, I’m going to go change. I’ll be back.” You headed to the bathroom so you could change into your bikini that you brought with you. 


When you entered the bathroom and closed the door and put your back against it. A long sigh left your lips as you closed your eyes. 


How am I going to keep it together in front of him. He’s wearing just swim trunks and damn does he look good in them. Control yourself, Y/N. Don’t make a fool of yourself and don’t make your crush even more obvious.
You thought a couple of things before changing. Before going back out you took a deep breath. 


When you came out the guys were all in the pool, playing around. You remove the towel you had wrapped around your body and set it down on the lounging chair. You then sat down on the edge of the pool, putting your feet in. The guys were still playing around not paying any attention to you. Except Calum. You catch his gaze and you lock eyes for a few seconds before Michael splashes him. 


As you were going to get in the pool you noticed that whatever Michael had left grilling was burning. 


“Great cook you are, Mike.” You laugh as you got up to remove whatever it was he left on the grill. 


“Thanks. I know I’m the best cook in town." 


You laugh, shaking your head. "I’m gonna put this in the trash since it’s all burnt now thanks to the best cook." 


It didn’t take long for you to go in and throw away the burnt food. You saw that they had gotten out of the pool and were drying themselves off. You were going to step out, but stepped back when you heard Calum and Michael talking. 


"Could you make it anymore obvious that you were checking her out? I told you that you need to tell her about your feelings.” Michael says to Calum.


“I don’t want to ruin our friendship if she doesn’t feel the same." 


"Trust me, mate, you aren’t going to ruin your friendship.” You see that famous smirk appear. 


There was a possibility that he was gonna tell him how you felt so you decided it was time to come out. “Why’d you guys come out so early?” You try acting like you heard nothing. 


Shock was still flooding your body. There was no way that Calum had feelings for you too. It was hard for you to hide your reaction to the new information you just found out. But you just acted like nothing you heard was said. 


An hour had passed and Ashton, Luke, and Michael had gone in the pool again. Calum and you decided not to go in so you guys went into the living room. You were nervous to be alone with him for obvious reasons.  You decided you were going to tell him how you feel knowing now that he feels the same way. 


“Hey, Cal, I need to tell you something.” Even though you heard that he has feelings for you, you couldn’t help but still be nervous.


“I need to tell you something as well. I’m probably risking a lot by telling you, but I just need to tell you." 


You knew what he was talking about. He was going to admit how he feels about you. 


"I think I know what you’re talking about. I may have heard you and Michael talking earlier.” You admit. 


It was out of the blue and you sounded pretty calm about the whole situation. But you weren’t. Inside you were a nervous wreck. This was the moment where all your feelings were going to be out in the open air. Not something you’d ordinarily do. 


“Oh. So I’m guessing you know how I feel then..” He trails off. 


“Kinda.” A shy smile appears. 


“I’m sorry if this makes our friendship awkward and you don’t want to be friends anymore after-”


“Calum, it’s okay. I feel the same way about you.” You cut him off.


Relief washes over his face. “Good because I’ve been dying to do this.”


Calum leans in, gently grabs your face and kisses you. On instinct, your lips start moving and your arms make their way to his neck. 


“About damn time, Hood.” Michael’s voice interrupts the two of you. 


“Get a room. No body wants to see that.” Luke says, walking into the kitchen. 


“I knew you two had a thing for each other.” Ashton joins in. 


By this point, your face is as red as a tomato. But there was still a big smile on your face. 


“Stop teasing me and my girlfriend.” Calum speaks up, looking at you and giving you a smirk. 


“So it’s finally official?” Asks cupid Michael.


“Yes, it’s official.” You smile, giving Calum another kiss. 


“Get a room.” This time all three boys groan, making you and Calum laugh.

your name bleeds from my pen and these pages are screaming your name. i want to call out for you, but instead im stuck with this never ending pain. my ribs are cracking, while my hearts slowly shattering and these pages know all about you. how much i loved you and how hard it is to try and let go of something that once begged you to hold on, to keep fighting. you see, even my journal is consumed by you and i keep finding ways to try and rewrite you so i don’t have to let go.
—  this can’t be the ending.

anonymous asked:

Hey! Do you have any Voltron blog recommendations? Like, on who I should follow? I'm just getting into the fandom and i really need more Voltron on my dash. Thank you!!

I sure do ! in no particular order here are some good blogs I (and some friends) recommend checking out if you haven’t already:

@autistickeith @hunksbayard @lancelions @voltronlions @bae-llura @fishfingersandscarves @y-annah @voltron-au @klanced @vld-keith @k-lance @paladinprotector @lionbots @lancesexual @6oys @catnippackets @elentori-art @chartron @leg-defender @lanceispan @transguyshiro @lahnce @lancemcclaine @klanced @allura-princessofaltea @otouya @klancing @kit-chats @ace-pidge @paladinprotector @frogopera @sopaladone @the-chewster 

i’m sure i’m forgetting some Good Ones but despite it being 1:55 in the afternoon i haven’t had nearly enough coffee to properly function if you’re not up here you’re in my heart and i love you

Looking Back

Facebook reminded me that exactly 1 year ago I received my first interview invite to medical school.

Today I saw my first standardized patient in medical school (and killed it if you were wondering)!! 

Its still hard for me to believe how much has happened in the last year: how many high points and low points I went through, the tears, the laughs, the constant feeling of uncertainty about what my future would hold, and the self-doubt.

I would venture to say the last year was one of the most challenging of my life. But the thing is, I wouldn’t change a second of it! More than anything it made me realize that everything happens for a reason.

I was waitlisted, rejected, and at times I felt like giving up. But from this, I learned to get back up after being knocked down. I came to understand that these things that felt like failure were all part of the process. These things ended up being the biggest motivators for me. It lit a fire in me—a fire that I was starting to forget that I had!

It feels so good to look back and see how things have changed and how I have grown. I would challenge you all to do it and give yourself some credit. We get so busy doing our day to day activities and checking things off our lists, that we forget to reflect and realize how far we have come in the last few months, or year. Sometimes it’s good for ya ;)

Lastly, I have to give a shout out to all the medblr’s out there who have been following me, messaging me, and being a part of my journey. There were times when it felt like you were all I had and the only people who could truly understand what I was going through! Thank you for the safe place you provide! The medblr community is seriously something special <3

AKF & Affirmations: You Are Beautiful

Decided to create an AKF and Affirmations post on beauty and body positivity.

“Enjoy your body, use it every way you can. Don’t be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever own.”

Originally posted by poorbeautifuldean

See below the break for affirmations.

  AKF & Affirmations Masterlist

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since i got all the early bird bonuses for the school days event, i decided i would redraw my updated avatar! she looks so pretty now, i’m super happy~ i also doodled my twin’s avatar because they asked me to! louis and nico sure are lucky to be dating two princesses this lovely hehe

I have to say, I never thought I would encounter “should we hate on butch lesbians for ‘‘‘‘‘‘promoting the gender binary’’’’’’’’” discourse in an honest-to-god, real-world queer space

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