i-am-a-nice-person

you know, I honestly work pretty hard to be a good friend. I can’t be that for everyone and when someone is overextending my bandwidth I have a bad habit of fading (working on that) but one thing I virtually never do is pick fights or become needlessly combative with friends. if I like you, I might openly disagree with a stance you take or maybe just grumble a little, but I’m sure not gonna attack you or sever ties on a whim. so it does hurt a bit to see people I count as friends pull the soft-block/avoidance thing, when nothing I’ve done has ever warranted that. I don’t even mind being unfollowed and will happily remain friendly with non-mutuals, but the added layer of being banished out of the blue doesn’t feel good.

Someone recently accused me of being a genuinely nice person??? ME!  The woman who just this morning used 4 different flavors of swear words to chew out a fellow motorist who had their wipers on but not their lights and didn’t use a blinker while changing lanes in the rain.  ME! who often hangs up the phone at work only to hiss “maybe if you used your goddamn brain, you wouldn’t need to be fucking transferred.”  ME! who one time decided she didn’t need one of the items she placed on the checkout counter and actually asked the cashier to set it aside instead of walking it back to the proper shelf like a decent human being would

I am not a nice person.  I’m the WORST

how do i let kdin know i love and appreciate her

SU fandom in facebook: HAHA LOOK AT THIS! *offensive jokes, terrible shippings, stupid comentaries* UWU SUPER NEAT RIGHT?? PLS LIKE AND SHARE!! 

Me: … its fine i’ll go to Tumblr

SU fandom in Tumblr: EVERYTHING YOU LIKE ABOUT THE SHOW SUCKS AND REBECCA SHOULD RETIRE THE SHOW IS AWFUL IS BADWRITTEN AND-

Me: 

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# she’s so adorable here, bye!

Where did all those feelings go? People spend their whole lives looking for love. Poems and songs and entire novels are written about it. But how can you trust something that can end as suddenly as it begins?
—  Nicola Yoon, The Sun is Also a Star
I am not a people’s person
I live on my own accord
I don’t really care about anybody else most of the time
But I get hurt when they don’t care about me
Half the time I don’t even realise that I hurt someone
And many times I do it on purpose
Expecting them to be okay with it
I expect them to come back to me
To be with me the way they have always been
Even after hurting them
I know it is selfish and I know I am selfish
But that is how I have always been
There is no changing me
—  What I mean when I say that I am not a nice person // JustScribbledWords
The Danganronpa fandom

One part of the fandom: “Hinata is straight! All throughout the game he shows his attraction to girls!”

Another part: “Hinata is gay! Do you see his interactions with the rest of the characters?”

Me:

Like I know Magnus can portal himself anywhere he wants, but I like to think that him and Alec also Skype each other because they worry ya know.

Like how I dunno harryandmattwereonskypeonharry'sinstagrambeingadorablelittlepeoples

Hi!

If anyone wants to download The Final Problem for giffing, rewatching, edits etc. then you can find it, along with subtitles, in my Google Drive here. If I ever find the time I’ll also download and put up the other episodes. (my only contribution to the fandom lmao)

do yall ever feel like some people are just so out of your league and i don’t mean like in a dating sense i mean like when you wanna be friends with someone but you’re just so terrified of them cause you’re like a giant heap of garbage compared to this person and when i say you i mean me and by this person i mean literally everyone who’s ever been nice to me