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I honestly didn’t think I would love Luisa as much as I do. I thought I would be a casual fan of hers. I would see her in the screen and think “Oh, it’s Luisa!“ I was so wrong. I am in too deep. I get super emotional when I think about her. I get super excited and smile like an idiot when I see her on my screen. I get upset when she isn’t on my screen. She isn’t a main character but I like to think she is. I have so much love for Luisa Alver. It is insane. I live a Luisa Alver appreciation life now and there is no going back.

anonymous asked:

I haven't seen the 2k3 series yet, just the 2k12, but I had heard so much about the Same As It Never Was episode so I watched it on YouTube. I was completely shocked! What was your reaction when you first saw it and what do you think now, more than 10 years later?? Do you think a SAINW episode could happen in the 2k12 series or is it too dark? I think it would be really cool to see how it fits in with the rest of the series. I can't wait to watch all the 2k3 episodes!

My first reaction when I saw it the first time? Wow…it was so hard to watch. I almost cried, I was so shocked when I saw it. I didn’t even know how they got the okay to write and create that episode…but looking at some of the other episodes the 2003 series did, it makes a bit more sense. 2003 had a gift for being lighthearted at times, but also getting darker than you’d ever think a cartoon for children could get. SAINW was no exception. It’s the darkest episode of a cartoon I’ve ever seen, and still is to this day. You really have to admire the 2003 series: they had a goal to stick to the dark nature of the original Mirage Comics, and they definitely achieved that. SAINW is just one of the best examples of that.
Watching it now, it’s weird. I can’t even count the number of times I’ve seen that episode, and it’s STILL hard to watch. And I couldn’t tell you why. I can literally quote the episode, tell you every line and tell you everything that’s going to happen and when it’s going to happen…and still want to turn away. I think it’s because it’s so heartbreaking to be so close to these characters, and to see how they all just fell apart, and turned on each other. It’s an AU you’d never want to see, but especially not see the turtles in. We all love them for so many reasons: their bond, their personalities, their adventures…and to see it all taken away from them is utterly heartbreaking. 

I don’t think we’d ever see a SAINW in 2012. It’s too dark, and it’d be twice as hard to watch the 2012 turtles go through all of that. The 2012 turtles definitely seem a lot younger than the 2003 turtles were, even though they’re all just teenagers. But when you watch the 2003 series, you’ll come to see that the 2003 turtles are similar in personality terms, but they’re a lot more “grown up” than the 2012 turtles are.

If you like dark, you’ll enjoy the 2003 series. It’s my favorite series still to this day. It’s a beautiful incarnation of the franchise; some of the stories they tell are so heartbreaking and so deep, you just can’t help but respect 2003 for their bold and ambitious episodes: they really dig deep in some of them, and you’ll fall in love with it if you like the more serious and emotional stuff.

heres a list of things that have happened today:
-Almost got killed by a hornet
-Slept till midday for the first time in ages
-Got sent a dick pic that was so big it would kill anyone who touched it
-Got new glasses
-Watched 3 films by Ava DuVernay and now seeing white people on screen looks weird (this isn’t a problem at all)
-Cried several times at Selma (especially cause Oprah gets rugby tackled a lot)
-My ex texted me and essentially regrets everything and wants to meet up
-I accidentally flashed the whole street my undies

Like i’m literally afraid to move incase something else happens, today has been crazy eventful and I haven’t even left the fucking house how has this happened?

So HOW ABOUT THAT NEW STAR WARS TRAILER?? :D

I’ve already watched it like fifty times, and I was at work all day yesterday without headphones, so I didn’t even get to have the sound turned on until I got home hahaha. 

I almost cried the first time I watched it, though. Oh my goodness. It looks so good. I really, really hope it is. I am so nervous for this.

katperture asked:

Lets do diiisss! From your "BE NOSY AND INAPPROPRIATE" post: 1, 3, 5, 7, 31, 39, 44, 49, 56, 63, 65, 82, 85, 92, aaaaaand 99. Boom.

Yay!!

1. Last kiss

Never had mine oops :0

3. Last text message

Can’t text >_<

5. Last time you cried

Last week

7. Been cheated on

Not confirmed but I think.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life

That I still had my best friend right next to me

39. Zodiac sign

Leo!

49. Piercings

Just single pierced ears

56. First Bestfriend

dragonsweaters

63. Waiting for

Someone that I can call mine

65. Get married?

Why not!

82. Been arrested

Almost once but no.

85. Fallen for a friend

Yeah and we dated haha :P

92. Angels

Yeah, I think I have one watching over me right now…

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?

Yes. After what happened to me a couple months ago, I have trust issues.

anonymous asked:

3,4,5

1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.
I want to say my favorite movie is Steel Magnolias
And I watched it a few years ago with my mom because it’s one of her faves but she can’t watch it without crying so we watched it and my mom cried and I almost did too

2: Talk about your first kiss.
In the 6th grade I had this boyfriend and he was like “we should kiss” so I like prepared the whole week before like looking up how to kiss and etc and I got to his house and we went for it and it was absolutely terrible
His breath smelled strange and he had a 12 year old mustache and it was like prickly and it was just bad

3: Talk about the person you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings for.

I have this friend and I love him to death and he’s just wonderful but every time I talk to him I get so overwhelmed with emotions
Like I’ve dated people I thought I was in love with and the feelings I had for them doesn’t even come close to the feelings I have for this one guy
He’s also gorgeous so it makes everything better

vine

This is for Zayn Malik. 


I love you so much it is indescribable. I want to thank you for the most amazing five years of my life and I wish you and Perrie the very best in the future. At first I wanted this, you leaving, to be an early April Fools but I was wrong. You had my heart when I first watch the WMYB music video and the first poster I ever had on my walls was you even when I wasn’t allowed to have posters up. Your voice can still make my insides melt, I’ve cried over this almost ten gigazabillion times and that isn’t even a word but whatever. 

I absolutely lost myself when I saw you in concert this year and I am just so thankful for you, for One Direction as all five of you dorks saved my life at many points I have just wanted to give up and well you saved me. I don’t know what to say anymore except for thank you for the most amazayn ;) five years of my life and that I love you so so so so much it consumes me. That I never want and will never forget all five of you especially the boy who was too old for me yet still managed to steal my heart away from me. 

For me its overwhelming, having to see only four boys on stage now. Its crazy and I just love you all so much. 


Zayn Malik, I love you and I wish you the very best for the future.


All my love,

anonymous asked:

All of them bombshell

1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.
I went to the movies with my friends On a cheap Tuesday and we watched it and I cried almost the whole time and then I waited forever for it to come out on dvd so I could cry some more
2: Talk about your first kiss.
It was at grad sleepover and it just happened and now it’s done with.
3: Talk about the person you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings for.
Okay well I want to be like best friends with him and help him through all his problems and fuck him and love him and all this stuff but he’s older than me and probably isn’t into me plus I barely see him and I don’t have his number or anything so he might as well be a stranger
4: Talk about the thing you regret most so far.
Probably not living life to the fullest. Like I always cancel plans and I can get socially awkward and I wish that didn’t hold me back from doing things but it just does
5: Talk about the best birthday you’ve had.
Well when I was in my emotional depressed state of my life, I went shopping for my birthday and got a purple knit sweater and then I got asked to babysit so I got to spend the night out of my house but basically by myself and it was just really nice
6: Talk about the worst birthday you’ve had.
When I was just little, I had a birthday party and it was fun and everyone had fun but then everyone left and my parents started fighting and all my siblings and to this day I wish that They would’ve just stopped and enjoyed the day
7: Talk about your biggest insecurity.
I’m not confident at all unless I have to be. I hate the way I look and dressing up just makes it worse. And sometimes I feel like my personality is shitty too. And other than those little problems, I love life.
9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.
I love my beauty marks on my face. And the colour of my eyes. I also like my butt and my boobs so ya
12: Talk about the worst dream you’ve ever had.
Having to watch my family and friends get killed and not being able to do anything about it.
13: Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.
It better be the best sex he’s ever had 😉
18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school.
Some girl told me my thighs were as big as Australia so
19: Talk about something that happened in middle school.
I had really bad periods and one time I ran out of class crying cause my teacher was tryin to make me tell the class why I was leaving plus I was so embarrassed
24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
Bae told me I was cute
25: Talk about an ex-best friend.
She had sex while I was in the same room as her with my other friends boyfriend
26: Talk about things you do when you’re sick. Netflix
27: Talk about your favorite part of someone else’s body. Eyes and butt tbh
29: Talk about what turns you on.
Everything rn
30: Talk about what turns you off.
Most things aswell
31: Talk about what you think death is like. Probably like nothing. You just die and there’s nothing else.
32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.
There was a mouse in the wall of one of the houses and I swear to god he was reading a mini-newspaper and watching a mini-TV!!!
33: Talk about what you do when you are sad.
I usually try to get people’s attention but it doesn’t work so I just keep really quiet
34: Talk about the worst physical pain you’ve endured.
Cramps. Enough said
35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.
Stop falling so hard for people I only want to have sex with
37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.
He’s so quiet now but his opinions are annoying and I really wish he would just tell some people off with that little witty mouth of his.
39: Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier.
Everything is temporary.
40: Talk about the end of something in your life.
Do you ever just feel the end of something coming? Like a relationship? You start to notice they are planning things without you and not listening to you talk. They stop texting you or noticing you. That’s a pretty painful experience. But I’m going to talk about the end of my period of depression. You get to the point of trying to or almost trying to kill yourself and you think of all the bad things in your life and all the good things. And normally the good things outweigh the bad, but sometimes it doesn’t. One of the only things that made me want to keep living is my mom got pregnant with my little sister. I told myself I needed to be there for her and to be the best big sister because I already messed up with my other siblings. And from her being born, it helped start the whole process of repression. I still get depressed somedays but it always passes. ❤️

we spoke today.. im pretty sure for the last time. you finally said it, that you had gotten closure and was already moving on with your life. its funny really, you broke up with me last year may 13th, its almost been a year, we somehow delayed time together and i was the one to officially break it off 3 months ago, yet you’re the one moving on quicker than me. how cruel is it to leave someone in hopes of finding happiness, and watching them find it quicker than you.. I cried, i cried so fucking hard today for the first time in several months. I think i finally accepted that we will never ever be together again, even though i haven’t stopped missing you a single bit. it feels like someone just ripped out a part of me, and it wont stop bleeding. im in so much pain, what we had was so fucking real. i cant even find the strength to throw your things away, ive been in denial for so long, but it finally hit me today. im sitting here questioning where it all went wrong.. this is useless though, i cant keep looking back on the past, but how can i not when im still madly in love with you? i know ill eventually move on with my life, i just have to be sad for a while and slowly heal. the last time i felt this pain was last year when you chose cassie, i never thought i was able to reach that scale of pain again, this time actually feels even worse. there are so many memories ill hold dear to my heart, even if i have to grasp them against my chest and feel it burn, ill never let go. it will hurt not being able to watch the girls grow, to see Mel get married, to hug your mum, and especially to watch you succeed in life and burst in vibrant colours when look at me.. Even though we didnt work out together, and we’re two worlds apart, some small part of me still feels as if we’ll meet again.  i hope life treats you kind, and that you find someone you can create something new with. its basic human nature to crave the comfort and love of another person, i just hope she truly gives you all you deserve, i wish you nothing but the best. you changed my life when i met you in 2012, and you changed my life again this year when you left it. Its a miserable joke the way love works, but i guess thats just how it is. im thankful you were my first love, and first heartbreak. Im glad we gave it our all and suffered as much as we did, because although we didnt work out, we’ll never ever forget each other, i know that gaining this knowledge and strength is important, its shaped us into wiser, kinder people, so im grateful. im so fucking glad i got to experience ‘love’ with you. thank you for giving yourself to me.

anonymous asked:

1?

oooo so i have a lot of favorite movies but my current fave is horns. i watched it a month or two ago and i’ve been obsessed ever since. it was an emotional ride man. i laughed, i cried, i got butterflies in my belly, and i almost threw something at the tv. the first time i watched it was with my brother and he kept talking so i gave him my phone to text people with so he’d shut up. BUT YEAH IF YOU HAVEN’T PLS WATCH HORNS IT’S ON NETFLIX IT’S GR18

egggstiel asked:

1-20

Oh god ok this shall take a little bit but anything for the bae

1) Talk about the first time you saw your favorite movie.

Well, it was in the theater. I had been waiting to see this movie for god knows how long. I mean, I grew up with Harry Potter, and I was really hoping that they nailed the final one. I watched it, almost cried multiple times because of how good it was or how they showed some things, but, at the very end, I bawled. I love that movie with a passion.

2) Talk about your first kiss.

U egg it was you but ok I’ll answer it like someone else is asking

It was with my current (and only) girlfriend, Madi. We live in different states. She lives in Florida, and I live in Texas. I happened to be in her city during my spring break, and we decided to meet up (we weren’t dating yet at the time) at a really nice mall. Over the course of 4 hours, we got comfortable being around each other. We ended up sitting and talking in a back corner of a store, and I made some joke about how disappointed her friend was going to be with her if she didn’t get a kiss (this friend actually tried to hook us up). She said if I’d like to prove her wrong, and I blushed and said sure. We went into a room that was pretty private, and she kissed me. It was awkward as hell, but it was really nice. She kept kissing me, just these small little kisses, and the last one lasted longer than the rest. It was really nice, and I’m glad it was with her.

3) Talk about the person you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings for.

Once again, still you but I’ll answer in the same way.

It’s Madison. I’ve never felt this way for anyone before. I’ve had crushes and such, but nothing compares to what I feel for her. It’s strong enough for me to want to stay in this long-distance relationship, counting down the days until August 7 (the next definite time we’ll see each other). 

4) Talk about the thing you regret most so far.

Either wasting my time going after and still telling myself I liked Mallory, or only ditching my so called “friends” in 8th grade, not before.

5) Talk about the best birthday you’ve had.

I can’t remember if it was my 10th, 11th, or 12th, but it was at an ice-skating rink and so many people came and it was like this massive party and everyone was happy and there was all this great food and I invited my best friends over for the night and we stayed up so late and I just remember being so happy.

6) Talk about the worst birthday you’ve had.

Definitely last year, 15. I got nothing that I asked for, which wasn’t that bad. Hardly anyone said happy birthday, and I did nothing to celebrate it, except a dinner. It felt so lonely, and I hated that.

7) Talk about your biggest insecurity.

I hate my body. HATE it. I hate how big my thighs are, how my arms and legs are skinny yet my stomach has all this fat. I hate how my pecs are saggy and how my face looks, and how my hair is all the time, except for when it’s wet. 

8) Talk about the thing you are most proud of.

I guess I’m most proud of either my intelligence, or that I haven’t killed myself yet, due to my ability to tell people when I feel down. I despise keeping all those emotions in, and I guess I’m proud of that, because I wasn’t like that before.

9) Talk about the little things on your body that you like the most.

Not much. I do like the scar on the palm of my right hand, and the birthmark on my right hip (did I say that correctly?).

10) Talk about the biggest fight you’ve ever had.

Well, probably 2 Mondays ago. I don’t even remember what we fought over, but my mom and I got into a huge fight. I lost control of my anger, and was blinded by rage. I cursed her, screamed at her, broke things, spit at her, slammed doors, cried, and ran away for like 40-50 minutes. I am scared of myself now, and I am ashamed of what I did.

11) Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had.

Most definitely when I dreamed that I was a wizard and went to Hogwarts. Enough said.

12) Talk about the worst dream you’ve ever had.

Everyone I love and care about didn’t know who I was. I cried when I woke up.

13) Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.

Still a virgin over here. I imagine it’ll be slow and awkward and messy but lovely in the end, and we’ll probably end up laughing at ourselves.

14) Talk about a vacation.

OOOH LET’S TALK ABOUT SPRING BREAK 2015

We went to Orlando, Florida, also known as my all-time favorite city (at least right nos, that is). We went to Universal Studios. We had not been since they opened Diagon Alley, so we were really excited for that! It was absolutely amazing and I loved it so much. After 3 full days in the parks, enjoying it, I finally got to meet Madi in person for the first time, and we went on our first date, and had our first kiss. Before we left, I asked her if she’d want to try a long distance relationship, and later that day, she said yes. So yeah, I’d say it was a pretty damn good relationship.

15) Talk about the time you were most content with life.

I really don’t know. Spring Break I was really happy, and last summer I was also really happy, as well as 2 summers ago. Any of those 3 times.

16) Talk about the best party you’ve ever been to.

I have never been to an actual party.

17) Talk about someone you want to be friends with.

Well Tyler Joseph seems like a pretty cool dude and so does Josh Dun, both for obvious reasons.

18) Talk about something that happened in elementary school.

6th grade- I accidentally slapped someone’s vagina and they did not notice.

19) Talk about something that happened in middle school.

I met my best friend and I ditched my old “friends”.

20) Talk about something that happened in high school.

I gained a burning hatred for school and actually became active on tumblr, and pulled an almost all nighter before a big music contest. Not that much has happened at school so far.

graceful-cure-swan asked:

11, 18, 21, and 30

11. anime you didn’t expect to like but did

//Hmmm, I’d have to say JJBA at first wasn’t very appealing to me, but then my friend talked me into watching it, and now I am die-hard Jojo fan god bless

18.10 worst anime you have watched

//I haven’t really watched enough animes to say 10 of them but I will say that “The Girl Who Lept Through Time” PISSED ME OFF WHAT KIND OF A MOVIE ENDING IS THAT

21. anime that made you cry, when

// ((SPOILERRSSSSS))

I actually cried while watching Shingeki no Bahamut when Amira met her “mother” and found out she was really just a clone (almost a rape baby) and her Mother never really loved her (So basically, Amira’s entire life was a lie)

30. one anime conclusion you would change

// If by conclusion you mean like the ending of an anime, I would change Shingeki no Bahamut to Amira meeting her Mother (who was her real mother) and her Mother loves her and then Amira stays alive and ends up with Kaisar (Because I ship them SO HARD)

but I guess not all dreams come true

I’ve just watched an interview of Bruce when he visited Argentina in 1992. It was the first time that Iron Maiden was in Argentina and all the people were so excited about it!! I almost cried!

Kara’s First Beach Trip.

I haven’t spent time with my grandparents for almost 8 months. Yes, I get to see them and to talk to them but to really spend time with them? It was inevitable. I’m glad that Gino, Kara and I had finally found a parallel schedule with them. 

Anilao, Mabini Batangas. 

I missed the beach, really. I missed the watching the sun go down and I’ve missed the provincial life, the simple life. 

That’s little Kara enjoying the beach. At first, she cried because the water was cold and Gino and I had no idea that we had to dip her in slowly we just immediately rushed her to the water. 

And that’s my grandfather. 

He was very funny, he kept on calling Kara Barusita. 

I love my grandparents so much. I am very blessed to have people like them in my life.