i was feeling pretty crappy today


Hi friends it’s been a minute eh?

We went to the Bruins game on Monday night and it was awesome! I wound up chatting with a man from Maine who was a Vietnam vet and knew some of Ds relatives! It was an awesome conversation AND the Bruins won in overtime👐

Back to work today after a sick day. I’m exhausted and didn’t sleep well again last night but I don’t feel as crappy.

D and I got a tree and a pretty wreath tonight! He’s on a Home Depot run bc our tree stand broke😂Excited for our first Christmas in the house🎄💕

today i deep cleaned & shaved my legs & went out with a friend & listened to an entire album just because i wanted to and not as a coping mechanism! my friend took a secret video of me dancing from a really unflattering angle but i actually looked kinda cute! everything is okay at the moment!

Welp, I feel pretty crappy.
We went to church this morning and left before it even started because I was feeling sick.
I slept for a few hours, then cooked lunch, slept more, made a massive pot of gumbo, slept more, made chicken and rice, washed a small load of laundry, and now I’m totally ready for bed.
I’m equal parts bummed with how today turned out, and psyched that I still got everything accomplished.

I still think I can go for a run tomorrow morning, but I have CIT, adult class, and I’m on call tomorrow night, so let’s not push too hard and get full blown sick, shall we?

PS- my gumbo kicks ass!

100% determined to have a productive day today.

I need a productive day.

I’m still feeling pretty crappy but I’m going to get up, shower, get dressed and do my hair and make up, then take my laptop and notes downstairs and grind today.

Things I want to achieve today:

•Getting a good chunk of this specialist subject work started

•Clean the bathroom and kitchen

•Wash my bedding and put all dry clothes away

•Get my delivery for Attack Wing Storage and sort out

•Sort a couple of drawers in bedroom

•ASDA order

•Eat well all day, high in fruit and veg to help get over this illness.

This list is totally doable today.

Random Thoughts- 12/2/16

Today has been pretty decent so far. I’m trying to keep myself pretty busy, or else I have a tendency to get really bored and depressed. I believe the psychology term for that is “ruminating”. If you’re stressed and upset, it’s always worse to just sit and think about it. I always have anxiety, no matter the case. I can be with someone that makes me really happy, and I’ll just worry about how crappy I’ll feel when I’m back home. I can correlate most of my thoughts, but I honestly for the life of me couldn’t tell you the “why”. 

This is mostly just me rambling. No one will read this most likely, but it’s good to get out these thoughts and put them out into the world. 

Been thinking a lot about my future lately. I haven’t enrolled into college yet, and I still don’t know what I want to do with my life. Well, I know I want to be in a happy and seriously long term relationship, but that’s already in the works I believe. So I have to focus on the other areas of my life. I haven’t made any YouTube videos lately. I need a new mic definitely. But I want to do like video game pieces and video essays. I really enjoy giving like lectures about things I’m passionate about. 

Well, I guess that’s the majority of all I have on my mind today. Will probably do something like this every other day in the future. It’d be nice to have a blog. 

anonymous asked:


AWE! I’m so glad my stuff makes you happy!!! and my anon and friends asks!!! <3 

I’m sorry you had a bad day but I’m glad you feel better :3

Weird dream stuff

Ok, this is a bit weird. I only got like, 3 hours of sleep last night as I was rushing to finish an essay that was due today (pretty sure it turned out crappy but whatever i just want classes this term to wrap up). Since I only had that one class from 8am to 9am, I have the rest of the day to myself. Naturally due to being bushed, I ended up taking a long nap until around 2:30pm. It might have something to do with the lack of sleep, but had a happy, possibly romantic-ish dream for the first time in a while.

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Lineart of aoba wearing an outfit that is heavily influenced by usui, as well as some weird official art i saw.

Im not very good at keeping my hand steady so ive been trying to practice lineart (“:

I feel pretty crappy today tho so i cant color it, but maybe ill do it over the weekend

INTP–ENTJ Just One Thing

ENTJ: Man, I am really not feeling like going to class today. It’s just a crappy day out, with all the rain, I don’t want to walk through all of that.

INTP: Ah. Yeah, I can understand that. I think I’m okay with it, to a degree, though.

INTP: I mean, I don’t mind the rain at this time, having had snow already, too.

ENTJ: Really?

INTP: Yeah, I think so. It’s a nice change.

ENTJ: *Thinking* Hmm… You know, I guess the only I don’t really like about rain is that it… just gets everything wet.

INTP: Pffff

INTP: So, you pretty much hate everything about rain, then.

ENTJ: Ha! Yeah, there really isn’t any other way to spin that.

INTP: “I really wouldn’t mind rain at all, if it weren’t for all of its general properties.”


Is it bad that whenever people try to shame me for loving Dan and Phil I literally don’t care? Like they got me out of pretty crappy situations so stfu lmao but anyway a couple people came up to me today that’s why I wanna say that if people try to shame your likes and interests, the best thing to do is tell them to chill bc if it means something to you, it’s fucking important.

TAYLOR!!!! You have no idea how much this means to me. It means so much that you would take the time to say this to me, and I really hope you know that I am smiling SO WIDE right now. I had a pretty bad day at school today (just lots of tests and stress and stuff, nothing major or anything, but i was feeling kind of crappy) and i was about to go to bed and you completely turned it around. Thank you for always having my back and for being there even when I least expect it. I love you SO MUCH!!!!! And yes, I think we both need some sleep :)) (I hope you’re enjoying Friends!!) xoxo

hello guys. i’m temporarily home from the hospital and i thought it was time to update you on how i’m doing.

first round of chemo went well, apart from feeling so sick at times that i couldn’t even eat. that’s over now but then i got a fever so i’ve spent the most part of these (almost) two weeks at the hospital. i was allowed to go home for a few days before and then today, but i have to return tomorrow. my hair started to fall off so i asked for them to shave my head and so we did this morning. it feels really nice actually. i was so prepared for it and tired of finding hair everywhere. i look pretty bad in the picture but i promise i feel fine at the moment. i’ll probably go for a walk with my dog or something later today.

yeah, basically i’m doing well. my immune system is pretty crappy and it’s not fun spending more time at the hospital than home, but at least i get the best treatment i can possibly get. let’s say a silent thank you to free healthcare.

"Summer" (Nash Grier Fanfic) Part 6

Once I got up to my room I looked out the window, Nash was still outside. I closed the curtain and walked into the bathroom to take another shower. Once I was out I went to sleep I was exhausted physically and emotionally.

*Next Morning*

I woke the next morning still feeling pretty crappy about myself; Nash sure did have a way of getting to me. I walked down stairs to get some breakfast; I decided to eat Reese’s Puff. Once I was done with breakfast I went upstairs to get ready for my day with Matt. I didn’t really feel like going, but couldn’t let Nash get to me. I texted Matt to see where we were going today.

Me: So where are we going today!?!

Matt: How ‘bout the movies and then some food later?

Me: Sounds like a plan! :D

Matt: Okay I’ll pick you up at two beautiful :*

I had two hours to get ready, perfect, just the right amount of time. I ran mousse through my natural curly hair, to tame it down. I had like super curly hair. After that I did my makeup, it was pretty simple I just used my Bobbi Brown compact and mascara. By the time I was done with my hair and makeup it was around 1:30. My outfit was pretty simple Free People Sunday Tee and some black jeans accompanied by some Rainbow sandals. Last but not least my charm bracelet giving to me by dad before departing for the Navy. The doorbell rang; I looked in the mirror one last time. I walked downstairs and opened the door.

“Hey, beautiful ready?” Matt asked me while handing white roses.

“Matt! You shouldn’t have!” I was beyond impressed.

“Anything for you Aria” I smiled and put the flowers in a vase. He gave me his hand and we walked to the movie theaters which was only 15 minutes away.

“What do you wanna watch?” Matt asked once we got to the movie theater.

“The Quiet Ones! I love scary movies!”

“Finally! A girl I can watch scary movies with!” Matt put his arms up in the air with joy. We stocked up in every food possible and went to the movie room. We sat all the way in the back where all the couples sat. The room got dark and the movie started. “You ready?” Matt whispered to my ear.

“The real question here is, are you ready?” I whispered back to Matt. The whole movie Matt kept me in his arms; it wasn’t because I was scared I think he was scared.

*After the Movie*

“Babe, the movie wasn’t that bad. I don’t know why you kept hiding in my arms.”

“Excuse me! You were the one that was hugging me and hiding behind my head.” I said while playfully punching him.

“So what do you want to do now?” Matt asked as he put his arm over my shoulder.

“Ice Cream!” is screamed and jumped like a little kid.

“Okay, someone is excited for ice cream.” Matt laughed. We went to the local ice cream joint. Once I walked in I saw the person I dreaded most and his girlfriend.

“Aww, look at the two love birds!” Nash said with the biggest and most sarcastic smile.

“Hi Nash.” I gave him small wave.

“Hey Nash” Matt said with the most genuine smile. Nash stood up to give Matt a “bro hug”.

“Come sit with us!” Nash said with a devil look in his eyes.

“Sure…” I said. Ten minutes into our “conversation”, which I didn’t participate much in, I excused myself from the table to answer a phone call from my mom.

*Outside, End of Phone Call*

“Okay mom, see you in a few weeks. Love you!” I clicked the end button. I started walking back to the ice cream parlor when I felt somebody push me back into the alley.

“Nash, what do you want!?” I asked a little freaked out.

“I just want you.” He said and the crashed our lips together. I pulled away from the kiss but I was stil mesmerized by his lips.

“No, Nash! You had your chance and you ruined it by lying to me.”

“Please. Aria. Please. I. Can’t. Stand. Seeing. You. With. Matt.” He kissed me between each word, holding my cheeks.

“Nash, I said no. now leave me alone.” I said as I walked away from him.

A/N: So here is part 6, I’m so sorry it’s so late! xoxo