i tried to be as unbiased as possible

V’s feelings

So, I just finished another Day 9 chatroom, and I really felt like I needed to pour my thoughts into this and create another analysis.


First and foremost, I would like to willingly admit my bias towards V, so that the rest of you can point out flaws in my argument if you feel I was using more emotion and less practicality. This is an open discussion where we can all come together to share our opinions, so please feel free to!!!


Now, as for V’s feelings. ..It seemed that today, I couldn’t stop thinking about what V had said regarding his love being obsession. Of course, I was incredibly pleased with Cheritz for adressing this and making sure the fans know that V’s idea of love is unhealthy and should not be romanticised!!!


But I, like many before me, assumed that he and Rika started out loving one another like any regular couple before everything descended into the seventh circle of hell. We had no reason to think otherwise.


However, the route seems to indicate that V was that infatuated with Rika from a very early stage, though the tendencies perhaps didn’t show up until later on.


I sat back for a moment and had to remember how to breathe as my brain started to peice together the implications.


V, someone most of the fandom has marvelled at for his unconditional love, doesn’t know how to love.


V doesn’t understand love as much as Rika doesn’t. The only people who truly loved him were his deceased mother and Jumin before the RFA.


It took a while for this to sink in, because before this, no one in the fandom knew how utterly and completely lost in the world V actually is.


We had assumed that everything was due to the common side effects of being a domestic abuse victim. And while partially true, we now know that V is much, MUCH more complicated.



V does not understand the world or himself. I have made SEVERAL previous points touching on the fact that V’s infatuation with Rika can’t possibly be regarded anywhere near what a mentally stable person should feel. The fact that he’s not OK and probably never was, even going as far as to theorise about his familial life.


Basically; V, head of RFA, does not know who is and what the hell he’s doing. He stumbles upon Rika, and immediately decides that his life is for her; that loving her wholly and devoting himself to her is the purpose of his entire existence.


Let me rephrase that, for those that do not understand just how intense this is: V literally thought that his purpose in life was to love Rika and give himself completely to her; to let her hurt and destroy him, to let her pick him apart and ruin him whenever it was she wishes.


This isn’t even because Rika implied something- he was always this way. And when the implications came up, he seemed absolutely unphased and accepting of it. That’s… That’s so fucking heartbreaking.


Rika fed into that part of V; she longed for someone to “save” her from the devil within, which even “God” could not save her from, in her words. This encouraged V’s unhealthy infatuation and solidified the idea that, yes; his purpose in life was to be her sun until she wished to extinguish him completely.


This went on going until Rika’s “devil” finally became suffocated by V’s “love”, and she had to flee. (Important to note that she left V because of this, but she did not start Mint Eye due to this. Mint Eye had already been in progression far before this! I’ll link to the post describing that soon.)



Now, V obviously regrets it. He goes into this state of depressing self contemplation and tells the MC that he regrets attempting to love anyone. He regrets allowing himself to share in the joy of love. I had never felt so heartbroken from a VN like this since Seven’s Route. ..


Anyway. MC goes on to say this;


In the first picture, we can see that V and Rika are similar in that way; both wished desperately to experience love, but it was a love that was false and ended in agony. V fell in love with the idea of love so pure and selfless like the sun, something he longed to experience himself- Rika fell in love with the idea of being loved and understood by someone. To me, at least, both fell in love with their wishes and ideals, and they lived that through one another.


And I think the MC is right when she says that their love was tragic. Remember, neither of them ever loved anyone else before, as far as we all know. And this first experience for them was DISASTROUS and damaging. V’s sense of self is even lesser than before



Here we see V wallowing in guilt and self hatred. He scolds himself for ever thinking that he could love someone properly. He scolds himself for ever thinking he deserves love.


He is a broken man- peices of a puzzle that refuse to fit with one another, photographs that tell a disconnected story and incomplete paintings riddled with tear drops.


For all the innocence of character Yoosung and Rika portray, according to Cheritz… V seems pretty innocent as well. He tries to build his way up- tries to fill a void in his soul and tries to save others because he’s too afraid of the idea of saving himself.


I believe Rika when she says that V’s love only made her worse because it “threathened [her] devil” , even though I firmly believe she fed into it continuously and that her actions (hurting V and starting Mint Eye, brainwashing vulnerable people into it) are her own and hers alone. However; I don’t believe her at all when she says that V only wants to sacrifice himself for the sake of nobility. I believe that she believes it, but I don’t agree with it myself.


Because here we see a V that’s so willing to figure out just why he was born in this world- a V who knows not who is nor why he is there, and who cares less about himself than Jaehee does about Elizabeth the Third. He truly wants to put an end to what he believes he started.


And I’m going to end this post on that note. I might make another couple of posts regarding Rika, Ray, and V in general because there’s a lot to sort through in this route. Thank you for reading and I hope you guys are enjoying this route as much as I do!


-Phil

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Happy Galentine’s Day + the Ladies of Once Upon a Time

Bonus:

To Anti-TCC

  Before I start, I tried to make this as unbiased as possible, meaning it doesn’t favor the “good” or “bad” side of the TCC. I’d like to make a few points that the anti-TCC should read.

1. Stop telling us what we can and can’t like. You shouldn’t be so enveloped in what other people are interested in. Just because you’re offended by it doesn’t mean you’re right. 

2. Stop telling us we’re crazy and psycho, and things in that range. As long as we are not killing people or planning to, you need to stop worrying about it.

3. Even though condoning and idolizing isn’t the best thing ever, stop assuming every TCC member believes in that, and if they do, just ignore it, because like i said, if they’re not killing anybody or planning to, don’t worry.

4. Stop starting arguments with TCC members when you’re not even educated on what you’re arguing about. An example and common misconception would be that many anti-tcc members think Jeffrey Dahmer was a sadist that killed people for the hell of it, and they try to argue that.

5. Stop assuming that we’re homophobic, racist, sexist, or whatever else because of our interest in these killers. Example, if  you don’t like Donald Trump (which I most certainly don’t), did you look into him to see his views? Does that make you racist and sexist like him?

6. Stop telling the younger TCC members they should be embarassed and grow out of it. Kids and adolescents are trying out different phases and interests in their life and they shouldn’t be constantly insulted by anonymous tumblr users for being young and growing. 

7. No, we are not excited when people are murdered and there’s some new killer on the loose, that doesn’t make us happy, it may spark an interest. When the London attack happened, someone accused the TCC of loving it, but I was very angry because my friend lives in London and I was scared for her life, I was NOT happy.

Thank you for reading all of this, I appreciate if you have. Please tell me your thoughts, and if you’re somehow offended by this, make your response less shitty, stop calling names, and be educated first.

on soukoku and their relationship with each other

so i feel like i should start this off by saying that i do not ship soukoku—not for any particular reason, i just don’t—so i’m not at all looking at their relationship through shipping goggles or whatever. these are just my thoughts from what we know of their characters and their interactions with each other.

i’ve also never written anything resembling meta before so this is probably a mess of a post but whatever!! let’s get on with it.

my number one reason for writing this post is trying to figure out the answer to why exactly dazai and chuuya dislike each other so much, and when exactly this mutual hatred came to be. after thinking it over, there are three prominent possibilities that i’ve decided on: clashing personalities, some sort of intense betrayal, or a petty argument blown out of proportion. they all seem pretty reasonable, so let’s go over them one by one.

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Lance’s Top 7 Funniest Moments

For Lance’s Birthday, I decided to make a video compilation of Lance’s seven funniest moments. Since we already have a list of Lance’s best pick up lines and people are doing “Lance’s Top Moments” I thought why not make a list based on another aspect of his character.

When I first got into vld, Lance was my favourite because he made me laugh. I have a preference for the comic-relief characters. Obviously, Lance is much more than that but his hilarity was a major thing that drew me to his character.


[Disclaimer: I tried to make this list as unbiased as possible. I put moments that I liked but also that are fandom faves. If I missed any, you are free to reblog and add them. Please do not reply to this post saying that “oh you missed this part”. I only added seven to mimic the vld twitter list. Lance has many funny moments so it was hard to only pick seven but I made my choices. Please respect them]

anonymous asked:

Well, you said we could send you more questions. ;) Which Lion do you think Lotor would take/be accepted by if he were to join team Voltron? Which one would suit him best/would he be the best fit for according to you? Thank you and have a nice day!

Yes! I love the questions!!!

The Black Lion.

We know Lotor is a very capable leader. The Generals are loyal to him and follow his orders. Even the Galra who were skeptical of him (THROK) in the arena were chanting his name by the end of the first episode. Throughout season 3 we can see that he’s a very skilled pilot and could handle the Paladins (for a while). Now, if Keith and Shiro are in the picture, I doubt Lotor would get a lion at all since he isn’t exactly a hero and Team Voltron would be questioning his motives. 

I would also think the Green Lion is a possibility since Lotor is very intelligent and somewhat daring. However, I feel that the Black Lion is a better fit.

In which I discuss my feelings revolving around a rare-pair I’m really into right now, and self-analyze my shipping habits (again) and my relationships with my parents.

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Why the goddam hell does Elo keep falling for ships that others read as paternal?!

…2500 words of ship-talk and self-analyses under the cut! Read if you like! 

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“Are you enjoying the party?” 

“Yeah, I am. Thanks again for inviting me.” 

“No problem. I’m just glad you’re finally getting a chance to enjoy one of my epic parties.” 

“I feel like calling your own parties ‘epic’ kind of lessens the impact of that word.” 

Sawyer laughed. “Maybe you’re right. But admit it: it’s a pretty good party, right?” 

Dahlia smiled. “It is,” she agreed. 

“So how come you’re sitting out here all alone?” 

Dahlia sighed. “I guess… because it was all a little overwhelming. I don’t usually go to parties, or drink alcohol, or smoke weed… ” She shrugged. “I just needed a little break from it.” 

“Right, right. And it has nothing to do with Cross, right?” Dahlia gasped and looked over at Sawyer, who was grinning back at her. 

“N-no, of course not…”

“Come on, Dahlia. A blind person could see that there’s something going on with you two. What I can’t figure out is: what? I mean, how could you possibly know him? I’ve barely known the kid a month, and we’re supposed to be related.”

Dahlia tightened her lips. As annoyed as she was at Cross, if he hadn’t told any of his secrets to Sawyer, then she certainly wouldn’t either.

“Alright fine. Keep your secrets. He didn’t tell me anything about you either.” Dahlia glanced at Sawyer, surprised, and he laughed. “Yeah, I tried asking him, too – and I got nothing! But I couldn’t resist trying; I’m really fucking curious. It’s obvious you’re both upset about something the other one did, possibly something that he did, but… from what I can tell, Cross really doesn’t seem like a bad guy. He actually seems like a really good one. So if you want my totally unbiased opinion,” he added, smirking. “I think you should hear him out. Give him a chance. He’s had a really fucking terrible month, Dahlia. But I have a feeling you could make it better for him.”

Analytical shit

I came across this thought at 2 AM but…why exactly do we like whump? Why are we so attracted and fascinated by it? What is the appeal in reading about someone getting hurt or sick? Vice versa what is the appeal in inflicting “pain” onto our characters (and then hopefully see them recover with lots of love afterwards)? Yes I know, I’m being the bad cop by prying into such a topic rather than just passing it off with a “well we just LIKE it” but I’m in the mood to attempt to analyze the psychological appeal so…

I think it can go into one of two ways (or simultaneously, both):
One, we have a kink for a certain aspect of sickness and fulfill our needs/desires by reading/listening. Those of us that do have this will feel a physical rush obviously whenever we listen or even read about it. It feels good to us to experience such things because that’s just the way we inherently are.
For those of us that DON’T have a kink necessarily, I feel like what happens physically is predominantly the brain’s chemicals releasing endorphins or something along those lines specifically when we read about the CARETAKING aspect of a fic or see it in artwork etc. There’s just something about wanting to be loved, held, protected that gives us a sense a security when we finally can engage in it, whether it be through illusion or not. This is now seeping in towards the mental/psychological aspect of things.

Secondly, we may find whump intriguing because we have a deep emotional problem that feels unresolved. I feel like we may subconsciously either feel lonely, ignored, or not cared about among a variety of other reasons. So we use our scenarios and sickfics/whatnot to help us feel just a bit better on the inside, because we subconsciously tend to feel that we are either giving or feeling love in the situation we’re reading about. We literally pretend on some level that we are the sick character/caretaker and often we may not think about it in this way. Alternatively, like I described above, we just want to feel loved and cared about. Hence the role of the caretaker and how they interact with our characters (or us in our minds) and make us feel better about ourselves or our immediate situation. If we feel down, then when we “vent” we release our stresses in the form of sickness or general malaise, and we inflict this onto our whumpees of choice. There’s something psychologically appealing about directing our hurt to other characters, maybe to make our situation relative to them or to tell ourselves “hey, we’re not alone! We’re both in pain”. Of course, when you do write/vent you won’t necessarily have this CONSCIOUS thought present because that would detract from the flow of your vent. This is just the gist of the emotional and mental reasoning, I’m sure it could go much much deeper than this.

The attraction could even possibly be just due to your genetic predisposition.

Additionally, something in our childhood might have also played into this.  Just like how PTSD triggers a permanent reaction in some people, the same kind of thing might have happened with some of us here. Maybe it was a continual problem that you had to deal with or just a singular event, but either way, you were changed from that point onward and you’ve been like this ever since. Sometimes it was a good change, others bad, but whichever way it went you’re here now and this is how you cope. And if it makes you feel good, then great!
But if you struggled with accepting it (like I think in one point in time we all did to a certain extent) then it is quite the battle, and a lot of times even now you can still feel ashamed for it. You certainly wouldn’t tell anyone you know you’re attracted to this unless you felt comfortable enough to do so, and even then privacy is the best policy when dealing with such matters. Why is this you ask? Because whether you like it or not, we’re technically considered a minority. The way society is, people would without a doubt judge us for being attracted to injury/illness (and judge us by kinkshaming, etc.). This is a repetitive issue that other minorities also face for various reasons, so to keep from deviating from this topic too much I will cut it off with this: it will take TIME for an entire society to adjust with accepting change.

I also hate to put it this way, but when we reverse roles and instead of observing the whumpee get sick (i.e. READING) and we decide to INFLICT the whump (i.e WRITING), we are technically considered borderline sadistic or even masochistic (if you picture yourself as the whumpee). Yet it still feels right somehow. Why this is, I think it depends with each individual and their background. Other times we use it as a way to vent our pent up emotions and stresses and whatnot like I mentioned before. It can be a form of healing for some of us (how ironic), which is completely fine. After all, you can’t really pinpoint one exact reason why we’re attracted to it.

Now let’s focus on how we react when reality literally hits.

Sometimes, when whump occurs in real life, either to friends or strangers around us (I will talk about when we’re sick later this paragraph), it feels strange in a way. We sit here and engage in reading/listening/imagining scenarios ALL the time, and yet here we are seeing one of those scenarios unfolding before our very eyes! A lot of times we might get kind of giddy and excited, we *feverishly* think “OH! It’s actually happening!!” and we suddenly find ourselves out of the imaginative world into reality. But now you think “how should I react to this on the outside?”. You may find yourself just a tidbit flustered on the outside and trying your best to keep your composure, or you might have to move around or even walk out depending on how hard it hits you. It is definitely awkward to us enthusiasts but sometimes it’s also endearing. Strange isn’t it.

The reverse of this is when we’re sick/hurt. Then I think for the most part we all dread it for the most part but also see the situation as…you guessed it, potential! For writing more fics, producing more art, scenarios, and what not to expand our interest in this topic. It sucks either way but…yeah. I’m out of juice now.

Of course, this entire mess is coming from a teenager’s point of view, and I’m aware that my brain is obviously still developing but nonetheless, I still tried to be as thorough and unbiased as I possibly could. I am flawed and sorry if I didn’t touch on certain aspects, but feel free to contribute your input! Also yeah I know this is uncalled for but

I just felt like unraveling this 2 AM thought.

For My Fellow Flash Fans

So, I’ve been scrolling through Tumblr, catching up on what’s been going on with the fandom.

And as I dive deeper and deeper into these posts, I see people hating on SnowBarry and people hating on WestAllen, people who remind us to consider Barry’s feelings, and people who try to bring peace between these two warring factions.

I wish that the words “It’s just a TV show” would help solve the problem but it won’t. We are fans who get sucked into different worlds because we want to meet the characters and get caught up in the story and hope that two people we like together end up as canon.

This is what I want to say to all of you:

I. AM. A. SHIPPER. OF. SNOWBARRY. Yes. But before you start with the slurs and the eyerolls, read on.

First off, when I first watched the Flash, I’m pretty sure I knew that WestAllen would be canon from the beginning. But instead, I found myself shipping these two people who lost people they loved and had the beginnings of a beautiful friendship.

For me, I claimed to have no problems with Iris as a character. And yet, I found myself hating it when she would help out around and STAR Labs or play the role of Barry’s girlfriend/love interest/inspiration.

So, now, I’m trying to be more open minded about them. I can see how happy Barry is around her and how she is always there for him for support and friendship.

But that’s the thing: I see them as GOOD FRIENDS. I felt that their romance wasn’t well developed for me. I felt that it wasn’t as real or as convincing to me. I felt that what they had was more of a brother and sister relationship.

If I was going to ship Iris with anyone, it was Eddie. They were so happy together. And their romance felt so much more real to me than WestAllen. 

Sadly, this hurt Barry, who we still need to consider.

I also realized that I didn’t think about Barry’s feelings about all of this. And I will admit, Barry is happy with Iris. I mean he bought an apartment for her just to prove how serious he is about her. Plus, let’s not forget the “Running Home to You” scene and how she saved him with her “I love you”.  So, point to all the WestAllens out there. But, I can’t help but think he could’ve been just as happy, maybe even more, with Caitlin. 

To me, he was the first person who got her to smile. Plus, that karaoke episode with them: just laughing and spending time with her. Plus, let’s not forget how he teased her the next day. I will also never forget how happy he was when Caitlin was away from Zoom and back with Team Flash. Seriously, he was just so lit up. 

That’s what I love about SnowBarry. They seem so natural and their moments are more subtle and not we-are-soooo-in-love compared to WestAllen. 

The thing about WestAllen is that their romance seems forced. I know they were childhood friends first but it just seemed so hit-me-in-the-face obvious that it didn’t feel real to me. The writers were trying really hard to play up the WestAllen angle. So sorry but nope, not buying it. 

And another thing: what happened to SnowBarry? They had so many great moments and as the seasons go down, they get fewer and fewer that we’re reduced to fangirl over them just standing beside each other. WHYYY????!!! I mean, so much ship tease in Season 1. And for what? NOTHING!!! 

I mean, if you didn’t want a ship to happen in the first place, stop dangling it LIKE. A. FREAKING. LOLLIPOP. 

Unfortunately, due to the Danielle’s and Grant’s great chemistry, they couldn’t kill the SnowBarry ship if they even tried. At best, I wish they made the best of their chemistry and diverge from canon like they did with Olicity.  

So, I will end my rant letter here. Yes, Iris is a good person and is a pillar in Barry’s life. She is his best friend and his love. But, I believe that Caitlin and he have something special or the potential to be something special. 

Unfortunately, the writers did not bother to look further into that than Season 1. Seriously, they missed out on making a great romance. 

So to all you WestAllen fans who think I’m being racist or stupid or biased, first of all it’s MY opinion. I have tried to be as unbiased as possible but I will always root for SnowBarry. There will be twinges of annoyance when I watch Iris and Barry have their moments together. But I will not, repeat NOT, believe she is a horrible person. Nobody deserves to become a horrible person just for getting in the way of a ship. Second, I have made sure I got my facts straight and if I’m wrong, just tell me as politely as possible. Third, I am not racist: I happen to like couples like Wally & Jessie or Cisco & Lisa (don’t know if that counts)

So, WestAllens, lay off us SnowBarrys. We like Iris, okay: we see that she is one of the least messed up characters on the Flash. She’s willing to sacrifice her happiness so that Barry could become the Flash and that she’s always there for Barry, in anyway she can. But I still don’t like how she tends to bring up their relationship at inopportune times, how it took finding about their married life to finally start falling for him, or how his love for her made him selfish enough to risk his friends’ lives just to save her. 

I will always like how Barry made Caitlin smile, how Caitlin was annoyed with Barry’s carelessness but she patched him up anyway, or how Barry was always there for Caitlin in the earlier seasons. 

So, I don’t like WestAllen but I like Iris. I like Caitlin and I like Barry (even though he’s made A LOT OF mistakes this season). I will try to see Iris in a better light than I did before. 

In the end, it’s just a TV Show. A TV Show with an engaging cast and storyline that you can’t help but get sucked into. 

So, whether you’re Team Caitlin, Team Iris, Team Barry, or you just want everyone to be happy, remember we’re all Flash fans here. And we just want the best for them in the end. 

There is a rather heated debate in the Gunnerkrigg Court fandom at the moment. Most of it centers around Anthony’s actions, and whether or not he is a good teacher (among other things).

In the hopes of resolving this, I am going to break Anthony’s actions as a teacher down, page by page.

  • Enforcing a no-makeup rule in your class - REASONABLE AND FAIR
  • Enforcing a no-makeup rule in your class, without giving the students any warning prior to the school year, when their former teachers did not enforce (or even mention) this rule - UNFAIR.
  • Asking a student to take makeup off - REASONABLE AND FAIR
  • Calling a student’s makeup ridiculous (which is rude af. Who’s the grown-up here, again?) in front of the entire class and making the rest of the class wait in silence until their return - UNFAIR (AND RUDE)
  • Giving your students a challenging curriculum that is much more difficult than their prior courses - REASONABLE
  • Making one of your students sit with nothing to do, for 40 minutes, because you refuse to give them a workbook (and will not explain to them why they are not allowed a notebook) - UNFAIR AND A WASTE OF THE STUDENT’S TIME
  • Holding a student back a year because of continued cheating - REASONABLE AND FAIR, PERHAPS EVEN LENIENT
  • Holding a student back a year because of continued cheating but the school (the school!) already knew about it for years and decided to let them get away with it. The student never received a warning to change their methods, any help outside of class or anything at all, because the school thought their cheating was irrelevant. The school allowed the student’s problems to snowball and could have stepped in at any time before such drastic action was required.. - UNFAIR. UNFAIR AS ALL HELL.


Now, when a teacher does all of these unfair things to a particular student, they are mean. When the teacher is said student’s parent, who abandoned them after the death of their other parent; put the student/child in a coma; and essentially ignored the student/child for three years, they are abusive.

Got it?

Anthony Carver is not a good teacher. He is an abusive parent.

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This quote from To Kill A Mockingbird has been used in psychology courses to better explain the concept of confirmation bias. It is basically the idea that people tend to look for information that proves them correct and tend to ignore information that doesn’t agree with what they already believe. Further, if people are faced with facts that counter their beliefs that they can’t ignore, they will often describe that bit of data as an outlier and not representative. Some have equated the above quote with the idea that one should not judge others, but I think it means to judge from a position of facts and without previously held bias. The character of Atticus Finch represents an absence of this bias along with the presence of openness that is unheard of in most people. Combined with a kind and moralistic attitude, Finch is the kind of father figure of many a child’s dream. 

This non-assuming attitude instilled in Harper Lee’s main character is very desirable in a psychologist. It is all the things that don’t confirm held beliefs that are the most interesting and need to be researched further, so it is truly beneficial to go into a situation without assuming an outcome. This is much easier as a child because one has not lived long enough to have experiences to form a bias. Many think of it as an innocence or naiveté that leaves with development, but it is a great place start when approaching a question. This is probably why children tend to be so inquisitive. It gets much more difficult to form a fresh opinion with each situation as you get older because you have so many experiences. Also, depending on the situation, a lot of people have found that making a snap judgement based on prior experience is necessary for safety. Most people lose the luxury of having the time to truly assess a situation before acting and start relying on gut feelings.

This is why psychologists must separate themselves from their biases and try to approach questions with an open mind. They have the time and means to stop and observe a phenomena from an outside view without allowing bias to cloud their interpretations. They have the ability to be an Atticus Finch. But even with time and funding, it is difficult to stop looking for what you want to see and instead open your eyes to all that is there. That is why I love the character of Atticus Finch as a guide for his inquisitive children into a very confusing world. Because of his openness to non-confirming information combined with the cognitive processing power of a well-learned adult, he almost comes off as omnipotent which is very comforting to a young one. 

I am in the psychology game and work with children and adolescents, so I try to be like Atticus Finch as much as I can. I understand that he is the equivalent of an unbiased superman, but it doesn’t hurt to aim high. One has to be aware that there are situations with no answer (or at least a satisfactory answer) and Finch is a character in a book that was written to have definite morally right and wrong situations, but it doesn’t hurt to try and approach situations with as little bias as possible. It might make the world a better place if more people tried to think a little more like good old Atticus Finch.

Okay, so I saw power rangers again (for the fourth time), and I was keeping track of how many times “significant eye contact” happened for both TrinixKimberly and JasonxKimberly.  I tried to be as unbiased as possible, and added a lot of little moments on both sides.

I came out with the exact same number (40) for both.  Now I could have missed one or two on both sides, but I was trying to be pretty thorough.  This also includes adding extra points for “extra emotional” eye contact moments or longer scenes.  So like, for the scene in Jason’s bedroom, I gave them 4 points.  For the cafe scene with Trini and Kim, I gave 2 points.  And 2 points for the moment when Kim and Jason reach towards each other when they’re all about to die.  

So I guess what I’m trying to say is, I know that Jason and Kim were the ship the narrative was trying to push, but it’s actually just as likely that Trini and Kim could end up together

I had an idea about Leon Kuwata

(warning! Not excatly ship hate but if you love Leosaya, please scroll)
(NDRV3 SPOILERS!!!)

After seeing how maizono and leon talk in ndrv3, and the fact she tried to kill him, and all that stuff I think I’ve peiced together a solid idea of their relashionship (at least before the memory wipe of DR1)

-Right away leon is all into maizono for her talent in music, and the cute vibe she gives off. In some instances he comes on pretty strong making it likely that she ends up annoyed by him. Don’t beleive me?

-theres no doubt in my mind that she targeted him because he made himself vulnerable out of admiration.

- a lot of fans spew shit about leon hating his talent (which is undone in ndrv3) and he continues to want to follow in her footsteps and be on tv. His indecisiveness could come off materialistic.

-she reacts kindly but sort of cold in a “oh boy, here he goes again.” Sort of way which even furthur showes my idea of her simply being exasteperated by his constant following of her

-yes, theres all sorts of art showing the two in close proximity, but most of it is leon clinging to her. Putting his arm out, catching hern all of this while the only art of her starting an interaction is her trying to stab him in the beta artwork.

-Maizono said in DR1 how hard she worked to get her status, where as Leon was born the best at what he did, stirring possible jealousy or ungreatfullness for not being satisfied with the gift he has

(Keep in mind, I love Leon lots and I tried to keep this as unbiased as possible. I’m not trying to make EITHER character out to be bad. They’re both cool as fuck. And again, MY OPINION! Have yours be whatever you want

heres a bunch of ziall AUs
  • knight and day au!!! niall was on his way home to irland for his brothers wedding when he crashed into zayn. it all went downhill from there
  • weatherman niall fucks up the forecast severely because he had news anchor Maliks face between his thighs moments before airtime au
  • HP AU WITH MOONY NIALL AND PADFOOT ZAYN
  • spy au where ot5 get put together for a special mission. this is zayn and nialls first mission in a v long time and theyre trying their best despite the fact that theyre divorced and that they cant go three seconds without yelling at each other
  • you know those ppl on the side who catch balls on tennis courts and hands the players new balls? au where zayns a ballboy and nialls a famous tennisplayer
  • cap niall and bucky zayn
  • au where zayn and niall r overworked lawyers and they have a big case they have to work overnight for; shit gets weird after a few hours,, big weird creatures start popping up and they gotta fight them off and stuff. but in the morning theres no trace of the events before 
  • college au where zayn studies law and nialls in a frat. they occasionally fuck. one night niall knocks on zayns door and asks zayn if he can help him get rid of a dead body
  • food critic zayn tries to be as unbiased as possible after he finds out the chef is his old highschool crush
  • radioshow host niall horan has rnb superstar zain malik as his special guest,,how he managed to make all his listeners believe him and zain are in love is beyond him. featuring I JUST WANNA MAKE YOU SMILE,,IS THAT OKAY? YES ZAYN I LOVE YOU
  • summerfling au where zayns a rich boy and yaser hires a guy to mow their big ass lawn and zayn may or may not have used a stupid pickup line about lawnmowers to let niall know hes interested in him

I am literally so mad I am shaking. I am so FUCKING TIRED of the OUaT fandom. I have tried so god damn fucking hard for years to be nice, to be understanding and unbiased to other FUCKING PEOPLE. I say what I think about ships themselves but don’t tag and never, ever do I slam other people.

For the last several DAYS I have dealt with fearing that my account could be hacked, that my friends could be, with setting up protections for my accounts, researching ways to back up my blog just in case something happens, with fearing that my own fucking friends could ever possibly not be who I think they are.

Because someone out there hates us SO FUCKING MUCH just for liking what we like. They hate us SO MUCH in the name of a god damn TV SHOW, a show who’s message is meant to be of hope and love no less, that they are attempting to literally destroy us.

And these people, these fucking ignorant ass people want to call it DRAMA. And not only do they want to trivialize it as something so petty, but to turn around and say WE are they ones creating it. That THEY are the ones who’s feelings are hurt.

If you don’t have anything helpful to add to the conversation, try SHUTTING THE FUCK UP. If you’re not interested in being a part of the solution, stop being a part of problem and just fucking SHUT UP.

I am at my wits end in a way I never have been before. This the most disgusting event I have experienced in all the years I have been here, and the response has only made it infinitely worse.

This is it. I have fucking snapped. Seriously, fuck this fandom. That is where I stand. The Once Upon a Time fandom can go straight to hell.