i thought i was going to finish it

anonymous asked:

I never thought I'd live to see the day I actually witness a customer just up and leave her sleeping child in one department and go shop in another. Thankfully another customer found the stroller and child tucked away in a corner and let us know. But it could have been so much worse. We don't know who comes in with a child or not. Someone could have just walked right out with the stroller and no one would have known until "mom" finally finished her shopping!

You should have called CPS. Some people won’t learn until the damage is done.


Little Mirage Crown Things

Whew, it is finally finished! And not a single chapter felt like a chore! :D 

I said many times but, thank you so much for the support, everything made this project go smoothly from start to finish, without any stress or any moment where I felt like giving up, quite the opposite - I was excited to see if I can up the emotions, the scene flow or the shading in every next chapter and if I thought it wasn’t good enough - to simply shrug and finish it anyway! Which I think is an important thing for a lot of artists and writers. Wwe tend to leave a lot of things unfinished or never even pick them because in our heads they are never good enough. ^^;; But that’s okay! What’s good enough today won’t be good enough tomorrow because we all progress, develop and learn and that’s great! :D

I didn’t post anything MC related earlier this week for I was simply too tired haha. Once the last chapter was posted I was just a very tired bean who was reading the reactions then looking at the first chapter and thinking, boy it sure was a journey! From February to October! \o/ 

But my personal excitement aside, here are some Mirage Crown things and bits you may have noticed, maybe not and if not, you are about to spot them! :D

1. In most chapters, mainly before chapter 10 Teledji is usually illustrated in the shadows while Tulala is near a light source.  

2. Teledji’s hat is something he’s carried over since 1.0 so I used it to illustrate his change through the comic. He wears it through the first chapters or whenever he is being more douchey but he removes it after the paper plane chapter.

Finally he wears it one more time in chapter 14 during his visit at Lolorito’s mansion and leaves that hat there for good!

Most notably, the difference is evident in chapter 19 where Teledji is basically talking to himself and his dark side is still wearing the hat.

3. Chapter 13 is mirroring the events of chapter 18 and 19 if you read the dialogue without looking at the pictures.

4. Teledji’s Syndicate ring is something he often stares at, as it’s his only link to the past but unlike the hat it’s not something in display but rather personal. 

I didn’t mention it in the comic but I noted elsewhere that he was staring at the ring to remind himself who he is when he first escaped Palace of the Dead. It was a link to his identity. So it was important to have him give the ring away before he descended there one more time.

5. Teledji learned to let go, Tulala learned to hold on. 

While it was Teledji was getting the most development in the comic, Tulala herself started as someone who doesn’t hold grudges moves on easily, let’s go of things and while she wasn’t the focus of the comic, she did learn that some things are worth holding on to. Another way I tried to illustrate that was through how Teledji almost never changed his clothes while she changes hers several times through the comic.

As a character of course she wasn’t understanding Teledji’s burning greed or passion to cling to material things or emotions or… anythings until she lost him. 

Again, because this wasn’t a main focus of the story, it was likely more easily missed and I liked to keep it subtle. ^^;

6. Eternally Bonded in another life.

Chapter 20 stated they are now soul bonded and jokingly Tulala says they will meet again in another life. This was something I added mostly for myself because I did enjoy writing this muse so much, I think one day, when my spark for FF14 dims I will make an OC inspired by Teledji so he will be with his Tulala again in another story and another life. Mun is very very cheesy person, you should have known that by now! 

And that was it! Little symbolic things you may or may not have noticed through the comic! Thank you for the read if you made it this far and I hope this was interesting to you!!

What next? No more comics? 
I will probably do lil extra ones here and there if I get some great grand idea but for now, the mun needs a comic break. :’D;;


for the first time I step in Tumblr until now.. I met so many good people during the moment laughing with you all cry with you all.. I got so much thanks to you guys..

Thank you @laninex for let me have a such good time and finally feel the feeling of be loved tho this relationship didn’t end so well as I thought but still really thank you so much for teached me such a good lesson.

Thank you @nakaramaiyuki I’m sorry for doubt at the first time I’m sorry for not trying to understand you but even after that you still choose to be my friend be my good sister really.. Thank you so much for help me when I’m down over and over again.

Thank you @sai-shou for give me a great memory of ask mercy series I miss them but I still love you so much I wanna be your friend I hope one day we can truly be
I love you <3 and also thank you for created the discord server!!

Thank you @hawker-rawr, @hawker-rawr-is-watching-you your @ask-drunk-chara is one of the reasons why I step in Tumblr I’m so glad you enjoyed my every fan arts for you it means a lot for me.

Thank you @nikomochi You are really such a good friend you are a really great mentor I will never forget how awesome are those lessons hope to see you start another class one day ^^ and also you are a good game friendo love you~ <3 p.s. thanks for let me met Kira and syhraus I’m so happy with this X3

Thank you @syhraus you are a really good friend thank you for cheer me up while I’m feeling down you are also a good game friendo and I love your AU!

Thank you @kiralushia You also cheer me up while I’m feeling down you are also a good game friendo I love your stream so much!! tho I barely can’t understand any of it XD but I love your art ~ you are an amazing precious artist!! I love you !!

Thank you @kriegerragrath you are my big cute friend I have no idea why after all those weird things I did to you you still can be my friend XD but you are awesome sweetie I hope we could met one day! love you ~

Thank you @underfellgoat, @teretr, @black-lakritz-dragon, @mmtmsansfan, @lama-m-z, @pokematt1, @random-blog-lol, @minieevee205, anon and so many others. Thanks for support me and cheer me up! and Thank you all for like my art I love you guys~!

extra : @darkriallet, @omnomyaki, @prismcloudcat, @discopanda2018 I love your art so much they are such well done works I know you probably don’t know me much but I love you all!!

Reflection of the day:

Something that has kept me going on the really hard days these last two years has been the thought that I needed to finish my conversion because I will not be at peace if I died before finishing. And then, afterwards, I know that I will want to keep going because I would hate to miss out on doing more mitzvot!


[Sakiyama Tsubasa’s Ameblo Blog - Translation 2018-10-14]

Moon Trip

Good evening!
Sakiyama Tsubasa solo
3rd single “Crescent Moon”

I was able to finish all the events safely.

Those who came to see me,
those who supported me,
thank you very much.

I’m really thankful from my heart, no, from my soul.

Through this music
You saw the scenery
You felt the air
You embraced the heart
You went through the heat
and connected thoughts.

There were many other emotions, discoveries and encounters.

Because I had the determination to go on a solo,
sometimes it was a challenge
and to be honest, there was a moment I felt insecure.

This was all thanks to you who came to cheer for me
and the staff who supported me,
it was because of that power.

Also being able to stand on stage,
meeting those moments I’d never seen before
and having a new dream.
I’m really happy because I was able to achieve this because of you.

Although I’m still inexperienced,
please continue supporting Sakiyama Tsubasa
from now on.

Those hectic days seem distant.

And yet there are many things I have obtained and have filled my mind over those days.

Towards the next one man live
I’d like to continue to seek further.

The best scenery
I hope to give you emotions you’ve never
felt before on a christmas night.

First, I will practice in the snowy mountains.
And I’m going to befriend a reindeer.
Please look forward to it.

Thank you very much.

See you (^ ^)

Yu-san, Kei-san.
Thank you very much.

Ayy, so I decided after a lot of thought to do NaNoWriMo! I am going to use the month of November to finish the first draft of Wayfinder. I’m really excited to go through the challenge with everyone else on here for the first time. If you want to add me as a friend, my username is dothdomarvelous! 

I can’t wait to see everyone’s awesome novels and writing!

Episode was a fun relaxing time from all the stresses going on right now…this week will be a very stressful week for me (in terms of working 7 days a week with little sleep hours, trying to catch the full Battle Frontier marathon, finishing a certain series 👀 and getting some drafts done) while dealing with coughs and colds, but I will do my best to stay active when I can. I’m afraid for myself, so please wish me luck keep your boy in your thoughts and hope I can survive.

Good night!

disasterbisexual  asked:

honestly... I wish I could be more like you. it's amazing that you're my age and already have so much going for you, like your youtube channel and your writing and just. that's goals right there.

wow, thank you! 

the funny thing is though, I look at other people and have the same feeling. I look at someone who thought to start their YouTube a few years ago and has thousands of subscribers and think ‘damn I wish that were me’ or I look at someone who’s managed to finish their book already or god forbid one of the amazing people that have a publishing deal or a poetry collection out by my age. 

And I think what that teaches us is… it’s all okay. We’re all just doing this messy thing called life at our own pace. There’s always someone one step ahead or one step behind and that is okay. 

You just gotta do what’s right for you. 

Stopped in to your work to drop a paper off and explain a couple things.

It was slow, so we held hands as you sifted though the racks, letting go occasionally to excitedly pull something out that you thought I’d look good in.

An embrace turned into a gentle sway to the music playing overhead.

“I gotta finish these bags but don’t go away.”

Seating is scarce so i slide down against the wall, watching you sew with a big smile on your face.

My eyes are level with, and only three feet away from your knees so, fuck it, i close the gap and move under the sewing table.

You laugh and then realize that I’m serious as i start to kiss your thighs.

Kissing thighs = heavy sighs

“Ok…. I’m… going to… sew my fingers”

The door jingles, it’s your boss, I have just enough time to crawl back against the wall.

“Hi Nancy” 🤗

“Oh WOW how are YOU? It’s been a while!”

“I’m real good Nancy, just popped in to say hey.”

I listen as you and Nancy talk business and then you’re off work just like that.

I walk you out to your car and apologize for the distraction and close call.

“Oh no it’s fine. I’ll be thinking about if no one walked in later, anyway”

Ugh, now cut to 5 hours later, me having some slightly-worse-than-ok sex in the back of another girl’s sequoia… bleh


Some things have happened to me recently that have forced me to exercise patience and I think that Ryn is partly coming into my life right now to help me slow down, invest, think clearly, and control my emotions. This has been an interesting period of growth.


“I will come as the rain. I will come as the first snowfall. I will beg the divinity to let me do just that.
— Meeting you was the reward of my life.”
-Goblin (2016-2017)



You can’t tell me this is not how 100 80% of their arguments end up like. Also, this was only supposed to be four panels but HA, yeah (I understand that the lighting on the end makes no sense given the prior panels but shhhh) I’m also sorry for my handwriting, but I liked the texture of the brush, so I’m keeping it.

Dedicated to @manalfedz for creating this awesome Edwin Family Portraint (that’s also dedicated to me! Please check it out to be buried in fluff!) Good luck with the fic! And thanks so much to @kriselledraws and @pahndah for helping with the anatomy and other stuff! ;; 

UPDATE: @kingkodiakva made a wonderful dub for this comic! Check it out HERE!

to the anon that requested me this challenging request; i’m never going to work on a video for months now lmao

here you go guys! freakin is hinata gay or european parody

Remember when I said I’d be making an izuocha thing that involves friendship bracelets……..

Welp– I’m working on it, so here’s the rough version of it! (Excuse all the messiness btw) I plan to clean it up in the mere future, so……yeah! 


                                    Glory to Mankind.

My hand slipped—-but it was torn with what it wanted so it did two designs for him. NieR Automata has taken over my life and I weep for this game. I just had too design a thing for Prompto, but I definitely had a hard time trying to come up with something for his YorHa outfit more than the Resistance one! I like both though, y’all gotta stop me from creating AU’s for this man. It’s not healthy LOL 


If you liked it, then you should have put a croissant on it.

[Yes, hello, I would like to issue a public apology to all of France,,,,,]

Wanted to give another go at designing Altean!Hunk’s outfit. Which was a mistake cause he looks great in all of them and now i can’t decide ;A;

Masterlist *UPDATED 01/06/18*

Since I have posted more texts I decided that it would be a good idea for me to make a masterlist to make things easier to find! Please tell me if any links aren’t working or if anything is wrong! It’s also important to note that I do not see the word fat (at least the way I use it which is to describe myself) as an insult and I do not mean it as an insult, I just thought it was important to note that :) Anyway hope you enjoy!

My list of who likes chubby/big girls // here :)

NCT 127


Everyday Boyfriend Texts with a Chubby!Reader p.1 p.2 p.3

Mirrored Beauty // Johnny Seo smut in which he makes a chubby reader feel beautiful in front of the mirror.

Johnny x Chubby!Reader // Super soft texts // p.1 p.2

Johnny x Chubby!Reader // You get made fun of for your weight at school and he comforts you // here :) 

Johnny x Taeyong x Chubby!Reader // They are drunk and they both confess in the groupchat // p.1 // p.2 // p.3

Body Worship with Johnny x Chubby!Reader // here :)


Best Friend!Taeyong x Chubby!Reader // He’s always busy and canceling on you so you send him pictures of lingerie and ask him which ones he likes the best // here :)

Taeyong x Chubby!Reader // He tells you that you were his inspiration for “Baby Don’t Like It” and “Whiplash” // here :)

Johnny x Taeyong x Chubby!Reader // They are drunk and they both confess in the groupchat // p.1 // p.2 // p.3


Best Friend!Yuta x Chubby!Reader // He has a crush on you // p.1 p.2 p.3


Boyfriend!Ten // here :)


Don’t Be Shy, Kitten // This fic is cringey read at your own risk but it’s a fluffy fic in which you tell him about your kitten kink. I promise that nothing sexy happens // here :)

Overwhelmed // This fic is another cringey one but it’s about Jaehyun coming home and Kitten (you) accidentally make him horny its a lil naughty but no sex actually happens I swear // here :)

Daddy!Jaehyun x Kitten!Reader // He’s needy for cuddles // here :)

Jaehyun Headcanons // here :)


Best Friend!Mark x Chubby!Reader // You’re insecure about your weight // here :)

Mark x Chubby!Reader // You’re planning a surprise party for him but Donghyuck tells him // here :)


Best Friend!Donghyuck x Chubby!Reader // You’re insecure about your weight // here :) 



Seokjin x Chubby!Reader // You haven’t eaten a lot in a week and he’s worried // here :)

Best friend!Seokjin x Chubby!Reader // You think he could never like you because you’re chubby and he cares a lot about appearances, but he’s totally into you // here :)


Yoongi // scolding plus size!reader for being mean to herself and best friend!Hobi // exposing Yoongi’s feelings for you // here :)

Crushing!Yoongi and Plus size!Reader // He asks you to take a nap with him but you sorta reject him // here :)

Best friend!Hobi and Crush!Yoongi // Hobi pushes you to confess your feelings but Yoongi beats you and confesses first // here :)

Crush!Yoongi and plus size!Reader // Yoongi asking you to come to the studio and getting soft when you are hesitant due to your weight // here :)


Important // A chubby reader fic in which you both like each other but you won’t tell him because you don’t want to be a burden. (this is very fluffy and v cute in my humble opinion but I wrote it so *shrug* // here :)

Boyfriend!Namjoon x Chubby!Reader // Chubby!Reader and Namjoon texts // here :)


Drunk Best Friend!Hoseok x Chubby!Reader // He accidentally confesses and the morning after // here :)


Jimin x Chubby!Reader // Everyday Boyfriend texts // p.1 p.2



Jongup x Chubby!Reader // He has a crush on you and Zelo/Junhong rats him out // here :) 


Would Yongguk date a chubby/big girl? // here :)

Jay Park:

Daddy!Jay Park x Chubby!Reader // He Says Something Mean About Your Weight // p.1 p.2 p.3 p.4

Jay Park x Chubby!Reader // He misses you // here :)

Jay Park x Chubby!Reader // You’re worried that your weight bothers him and he comforts you // here :)

Jay Park x Chubby!Reader. // You accidentally send him a sexy picture and you aren’t dating // here :)

Daddy!Jay Park x Chubby!Reader // You won.t come over due to a day of insecurity and he comforts you // here :)

Jay Park x Chubby!Reader // He asks you to go to the beach with him but you aren’t comfortable // here :)

Daddy!Jay Park x Reader // He takes care of you when you’re in little space // here :)

Boyfriend!Jay Park // here :)

Wu Yifan:

Daddy!Wu Yifan x Fat!Reader // You get body-shamed during class // here :)

Fuck Buddy!Wu Yifan x Fat!Reader // You break it off because you’re scared // here :)

Fuck Buddy!Wu Yifan // Your boyfriend fat shames you // here :)



Jaebum x Chubby!Reader feat. Matchmaker!BamBam // BamBam sets you up with Jaebum // p.1 p.2 p.3


Jinyoung x Chubby!Reader // He’s in love with you but he thinks that you’re in love with Jaebum // here :)


Best Friend!Bambam x Chubby!Reader // You send him all of your sexy selfies // p.1 p.2 


none yet :(



Seungcheol x Chubby!Reader // You surprise him for his birthday // here :)


Jeonghan x Chubby!Reader // You feel insecure about your weight and like you don’t deserve him so you try to break up with him // here :)


Jun in Bed // here :)


The8 x Chubby!Reader // Your friend sends him a snapchat of you dancing to one of Seventeen’s songs // here :)



Minho x Chubby!Reader // He has a photoshoot with a model and they look close // here :)


Would he date a chubby/big girl? // here :)



What would a relationship between him and a chubby/big girl be like? // here :)



Boyfriend!Donghyuk x Reader // You can’t sleep // here :)

Boyfriend!Donghyuk x Reader // He’s jealous feat. Yoonhyung being a lil shit // here :)

Boyfriend!Donghyuk x Reader // He asks to get cats // here :)

Donghyuk x Chubby!Reader // Everyday texts // here :)


Boyfriend!Hanbin x Reader // Everyday Boyfriend texts // here :)


Best friend!Bobby x Chubby!reader // He has a crush on you // p.1 p.2 

Best friend!Bobby x Chubby!Reader // You accidentally send him a sexy picture and he sends one back // here :)


Junhoe x Reader // You leave after a fight causing him to worry about you // here :) 


Yunhyeong x Chubby!Reader // He comforts you when you’re sad // here :)

Monsta X:


Pretty Chubby // A short drabble thing where you ask Wonho if he thinks your weight makes you ugly // here :)

Drunk!Wonho x Chubby!Reader // You need help picking out swimsuits for a trip so you ask his opinion but he’s drunk // here :)

The Line Between Right and Wrong // A vampire!Wonho fic that shows my voyeurism kink extremely bad. He watches you masturbate through your window and he likes it. A lot. Chubby reader too // here :) 

Friends to Lovers!Wonho x Chubby!Reader // here :)

Daddy!Wonho x Chubby!Reader // here :)

Bodyguard!Wonho x Chubby!Reader // here :)

Daddy!Wonho x Reader  // He’s insecure // here :)

Drabble // A drabble based on the phrases “Here. Take my Blanket.” and “Oh, are you ticklish?” // here :)


Would Shownu date a chubby/big girl? // here :) 


Would he date a chubby girl? // here :)

Jooheon x Chubby!Reader // The other members want to meet you but you’re nervous // here :)


Hyungwon x Chubby!Reader // You guys have a mutual crush on each other // here :)


Drabble // A drabble based on the phrases “When I picture myself happy, it’s with you.” and “I fell in love with my best friend.” // here :)


Would they date a chubby/big girl? // here :)



Would he date a chubby/big girl? // here :)