i mean there is a reason i run this blog

HEY HEY PLEASE READ ME!!!

  • hey this is mehringguie, temporarily meh-ringguie because i cant claim my old url, speaking!! and unfortunately tumblr terminated my main for no reason which is just?? weird and disappointing. but im hoping to get it back soon! but in the mean time, i’ll use this acc + @trashmouth-wheeler as my personal and @mehringguie-contacts as my business contact blog!
  • i’ll go back to my main once it’s up and running again, hopefully soon! worse comes to worse, i’ll continue using this
  • commissions are still up and running of course! please do reblog this for my clients to see it. sadly i cannot retrieve their info due to my terminated account, so i’d appreciate it if they say this and contact me once again through @mehringguie-contacts
  • the it/st christmas raffle will be postponed at the mean time! sorry if this bums you guys out, but it’ll just be a huge hassle if i redo it
  •  i’ll be posting art here yes! i’ll probs compile my art from my old blog here too
  • i’ll be reuploading my commissions, adoptables, and ko-fi info!
  • that’s all so far, thank you for reading and i’d appreciate it lots if you guys spread the word abt this blog of mine! 
  • gonna be redoing my tags as well hnn
  • i’ll also be refollowing mutuals ofc!!! itll take a while but

The Velvet Club  - MCL’s retro/senior’s year AU  

Amber is the official president of the Velvet Club, also known as the “privileged-mean-girls club” by some students in the school. It is mainly composed by Li and Charlotte, the vice presidents and other “less important” members like Capucine. Rosalya and Melody were also part of the club, but for some (obvious) reasons they left. 

Since Nathaniel is the President of the student council and Amber’s brother, the Velvet Club is actually sponsored by the school itself and they are truly privileged in many ways. They organize social events, community projects and specially parties

Amber and the other velvets, treat students in a terrible way. They are harsh, mean and very judgemental. In this AU, Li runs a very famous fashion blog while Charlotte is a cheerleader. 


You can take part in this AU too! I reeeeaaaaallly like the idea of making mcl a retro (kinda in 80′s style) school story! I know that nobody’s gonna care about this, but I thought I could give it a try! >:^DD

Everything is accepted, to fanarts and outfits ideas. Creativity is the way!

 #mcl retro au

Presenting: The absolutely splendid fashion Mage: Jackal!

Jackal likes to think of himself as sleek and all in on the aesthetic but frequently finds himself dropping that act as he exasperatedly has to be a voice of reason within his party. He’d prefer to skirt around conflict with persuasion, flattery, and when necessary, magic. When not doing crime for fun and profit, he also runs a fashion blog. ~ Thank you, Josh, for his background info :)

This charismatic and very shiny Mage belongs to and was commissioned by Josh :). 

hi there!! this might seem sudden but if u see this, that means my queue has officially run out!! yay!! 💖

that also means my content on this blog is officially over! i am done with tumblr, but its for no bad reason! i love this site n the friends i made on it!! i just have to move on yknow?

thank u so much for being my friend and making my experience on here so fun!! i love my mutuals and followers and friends!! i will remember u so dearly! i am keeping this blog up because i know some ppl might wanna rb from my archive but i will not be active. feel free to softblock or unfollow!!

if you want my discord to stay in contact, reply to this or send me an ask off anon! i will stop checking for asks / replies on wednesday ( 8 / 2 )

it was good! goodbye friends! 💖

Just a heads-up

After my 80th doodle (which will be in a few days), I will no longer be keeping up with daily doodles.

I decided to do this for a lot of reasons but there are a few big reasons that I want to talk about: 

-These doodles have taken a lot more time than I expected. I mean, yeah, I sometimes just throw a 5-minute doodle together at like 11:49pm and call it good but it’s also becoming much more difficult coming up with ideas and/or executing them. The motivation I had during my first month of having this blog differs a lot to my motivation now and hhhhhfgdfhffff feels bad yo bc I still love Dark, Wilford, and their ship but it’s gotten more difficult drawing for them (as seen by my recent, extremely low quality doodles). If I want better doodles, I need more time to draw as well as think about what I’m going to draw

-Which leads into my next reason of wanting to create more elaborate art pieces for Dark and Wilford. Like, I want to paint things and make visually ‘interesting’ art. That requires a lot more time but it’ll create pieces that I’ll be much more proud of.

-I’ve been feeling distant w/ my other artwork/blogs. I feel like I’ve neglected my other blogs (esp. my main art blog. even though it still has art being posted on it, I can’t help but feel like I’m not doing enough with it) and that falls under the ‘time’ issue

-Now that I’m writing this list, I realize all the reasons relate to time lol 

This doesn’t mean this blog will die or anything like that; it just means the daily doodle aspect will be taken out of it
…Now that I think about it, that’s somewhat of a core aspect of this blog lol but this blog itself won’t go inactive. I will continue running this blog by reblogging content as well as writing my own shitposts text posts related to darkstache. Also, I will still do doodles but it won’t be on a daily basis

I’m really sorry if I’ve disappointed anyone about this. I hope this blog can still be a place of Darkstache content daily and I hope that will be okay with folks ^^

So, this has been a long time coming. What I mean is I’ve debated about this for months. I’ve gone back and forth about this over and over and I could never come to a compromise or any kind of conclusion that I was really satisfied with. I didn’t make this decision lightly or happily. 

With that said, I’ve decided to stop running this blog. This is for a number of reasons, the top of that list being that my life is just too busy right now and it’s only going to get busier, and I really need to focus on that. This blog takes up so much of my time. I feel like I can’t run it the way I want to and I can’t be here as much as I want to and that really upsets me, because I love this blog and I love this community. But it’s time. And I’m not deleting this blog or password protecting it. I worked too hard on this blog to just delete everything in the end.

So with that I want to say thank you to everyone who followed, for every kind message, and for making the past three years of my life just a little happier. You’ll never know what it’s meant to me. 

It isn’t my main blog (I’m sorry I never told you all), but you can always find me here

Hey guys! This is Amiya and I’m leaving...

Hey guys! This is Amiya. I know this is very sudden, but Ive been thinking about this for a very long time now. I promise myself to post this once i reached 10k and it’s time…… I am officially closing “Jihanlife”. This includes mmeanielife, verkwanlife, and jicheollife…… 

I dont even know how to write this without getting emotional ahahahah. 

Being a part of this community is an eye opening experience. Unexceptionally. It gave me more than what ive asked for. All i wanted is a place to store jisoo and jeonghan photos. but then i met you guys and made alot amazing friends, supports, and love. OVERWHELMING LOVE. I was able to show my arts and edits and gain alot of skills through the process. Overtime the purpose of “jihanlife” had changed. It is now to spread the love and share out seventeen information to you guys. To make people learn more about seventeen and gather together as a fandom and i think my job is done here. I’ve complete my goals. Over this past 2 years, Im so glad to be able to make you guys happy. The best part of tumblr is that i can really connect with you guys like no other platform could. I love answer your question funny or serious. i love making shit post. i lovelovelove many thing about this place. it makes me feel warm and welcoming everyday. A year ago, i cant imagine leaving this place. “Jihanlife” mean so much to me…………

Now to the hard part….. as to “why im leaving…” 

The closing of jihanlife (tumblr) does not mean the ending of my love toward seventeen. Don’t worry. I’m not leaving seventeen or this fandom any time soon. I’ve been in this fandom since before they debut. I’m WAY to invested in seventeen. It’s too late to turn back now ahahah. Perhaps I even love them more that ever and will always do. But there are some reasons why i decided to leave…. and im gonna keep it very real.

1. I cant keep up with my blog. I cant work like i did before. My normal routine is to upload EVERY SINGLE PHOTOS of jisoo and jeonghan onto this blog EVERYDAY. and I run this blog alone. Once i missed a day. Its hard for me to go back and reupload it. Sometime it can take up to 6-8 hours per day. And thats just too much. I know i dont have to upload every single photos out there but its just my thing you know. and it starts to become a burden to me. Almost like task i need to complete. It starts to feel like work instead of hobby. I somehow pressure myself into it and i started to “hate” this blog. Someday it left my heart heavy and i want to get it off……. 

2. Unpleasant personal experiences with fansites. Ive been in the fandom for sometime now. For 3-4 years. I know things and experience things that are fairly unpleasant. Something most people dont know about and i wish you will never know.. ever. Since then, i dont feel the same. It’s hard to explain you directly but it is what it is. I really do wish i havent experienced those negative stuff but it hit me hard and yep life is life. Shit happened once in a while and its okay. i get it. i get over it. moved on. But little bit little, I lose that motivation, I gave them those “maybes”. The will to run this blog as energetic as before, its slowly disappearing. i highly respect fansites. I was one before (and pls dont dig up my history lol its ancient). It takes alot of time, money, effort, and passion. Since this blog is highly involved with fansites. I gave them credibility of their works, respect their works and understand their tricky circumstances that most people wont understand, but unfortunately Ive never recieve any form for mutual respect and instead an “unpleasant” experiences. Dont get me wrong, there are alot of good fansites out there. Ones that respect you as a human being. But Im just never lucky to met/known ones. It sucks. (At the end, you do you. Me do Me. Im good. No hard feelings <3 )

3. It’s time. You know when you do so many cooking to the point that you can just tell by instinct that your chicken is cooked. No? me neither. I dont cook lol. All jokes a side, i really mean it. I just feel it is the best time to leave it like this and move on.

4. I’m Confused. There are alot happening in my life right now and im confused. So I need to make the decision and cut something out. A huge sacrifice. Jihanlife is my life and i love it so much. Ive worked on it so so hard 24/7 for the past 2 years but we need to make that decision to move on. Maybe I just need a break. Sorry for not being able to do this anymore…. Im so sorry…..

5. I ate too many gummies bear. I ate too many gummies bear. I ran out. I need to buy a new jar. so i cant blog. (lol)

Im not gonna deactivate this blog (yet). Im gonna leave it like that because damn i worked on it everyday for the past 2 years for nothing ahahahh . If you guys want to check out old photos of Jihan. You can still swim in the archive! 

After I posted this in my blog, ill be here for the next 48 hrs before permanently leaving. So i can answer and talk to you guys <3 

Even though im leaving tumblr but you still can find me screaming about seventeen, retweeting Jihan photos, doing this same shit on

Twitter: https://twitter.com/jihanlife

Follow my personal life! You can stalk me on youtube and IG. I just started a youtube channel! Yes im moving from tumblr to youtube now ahhahha. I have alot planned ahead and it would be nice to have my friend here go along on a journey with me! <33 im not quite sure with the content yet but im trying! So Join the Journey to the wildness of random shit LOL! So stay tune!!! 

Youtube: Amy Choo

IG: gam.choo

It has been an amazing and precious experience. Truly. I hope you guys will keep continue loving seventeen and support them and yeah i hope you guys will do amazing…. as always. I will always be there for you even if im not in here anymore. Thank you for being so kind and caring to me. Thankyou for cheering me up when im down. Thankyou for adoring my work. Thankyou for being positive. Thank you for making this place a special place <3

This has been Amiya. Thank you for having me. Be kind, stay humble, believe unicorn and eat alot of cotton candy. I love you all.

Continue to spread the love.

Jihanlife (amiya)

anonymous asked:

What do you do when you run into anti-vaccine dog/pet owners?

I don’t genuinely run into them often. If they’re profoundly anti-vaccine then often they’re anti-veterinarian as well, which means I don’t get to see them or their dogs until the last possible minute, if at all. Many of these people will seek out so-called ‘holistic vets’ who will quite happily tell them what they want to hear regardless of, and sometimes in spite of, actual evidence.

So most of the time I don’t have to converse with zealots.

The more common scenario is that I encounter a perfectly reasonable pet owner who has come across some article, blog post or meme which has mad them concerned about vaccines and we have a nice chat about what we vaccinate for, why, and how often. And then if they chose not to vaccinate, and the most common reasons we might recommend against vaccinating, what the relative risks and consequences are

At the end of that conversation, the pet owner either chooses to vaccinate on the recommended schedule, or skip kennel cough vaccination aware of the risks, or do titres for the core vaccines instead.

I can’t drag these people or their pets into the clinic. If they don’t come in, I don’t deal with them, and I don’t engage with them on social media any more because it never makes a difference. They are not there for a discussion or a debate, they are there to preach. And they think that because they colonic hydrotherapy for a living they have been mystically granted advance knowledge of immunology that a veterinarian, even a veterinarian that has been to immunology conferences to stay up to date, simply doesn’t have.

So in the vet clinic, we have a civil conversation.

Outside of the clinic, all bets are off.

8

Tallinn Estonia is by far the most aesthetically pleasing city I’ve ever been to. I highly suggest coming here, it’s not to be missed! The medieval old town is absolutely gorgeous, from the brightly painted houses, to the little cafes, to the Russian Orthodox Church that towers over everything. The host family and I spent our afternoon here while waiting for the ferry back to Finland. We strolled the streets, ate amazing food (I need to get back to running after this trip I think) and explored a flower market. We even passed a building that Nani says used to be the KGB headquarters in Tallinn (bottom right photo). I honestly wish we could have had more time here but oh well, it just means I have a reason to come back!
Moi moi,
Alexa

anonymous asked:

Curious what you think about the current speculation that tumblr deleted a lot of black run blogs for being anti-America. Wondering cause ur post is all over my dash going very different directions than your original post suggested lol

I mean I think Tumblr  deleted those websites mostly for PR reasons but the Buzzfeed or CNN articles that likely contributed to the decision are pretty clear in the idea that BLM is a Russian operation to sow division and divisiveness into American society (the implication, of course, being that things arent as bad as theyre being made out to be and people getting worked up is them being Russian stooges)

anonymous asked:

Vampire ashoka is really irritated that vampire obiwan won’t admit he’s attracted to vampire anakin and vampire padme? Ot3 of obianidala I mean I know you did a vampire au already but I really want some vampire obianidala for Halloween? But you don’t have to write it because I know your Super busy with life and running an awsome writing blog.

Scowling, Ahsoka crossed her arms over her chest while staring up at Obi-Wan’s utterly lovestruck goo goo face, the redhead looking like he wanted to melt.

The reason for his current expression?

The couple feeding each other sliced up fruit bits from a plate between them, Padme and Anakin seemingly oblivious to Obi-Wan skulking around staring at them.

‘As per usual.’ She sulked, pressing her lips together. “You could just talk to them you know, you’ve been in a coven with them for the last four hundred years. You’ve been friends for most of the part.”

Obi-Wan flickered his eyes down to her. “And I also sired them…as I sired you. I will not take advantage of them, especially when they are happy together as they are.” He said firmly and watched her get up, tilting his head to look up at her.

The Kenobi coven had once been one of the largest covens but under a different name.

The Jinn coven.

Until it had been destroyed by the Sith coven.

Obi-Wan had been the only survivor, alone in the dark of a ruined mansion, he had buried the ashes of his friends and family and then gone on the run, one lonesome vampire in the world who once had many around him, traveling the world by boat from place to place without setting his roots anywhere.

Until he meet Anakin and Padme.

He had turned both, Padme on the behest of Anakin and Anakin at his own behest.

Plague really was a terrible thing.

Ahsoka sighed and shook her head. “You are aware that they’d be happy to include you? They do want you happy.”

Obi-Wan snorted a bit before looking around. “If I were you, I’d go on a hunt before it gets too early, or you will have to settle for a drunk college boy to tempt.” He offered curtly before shifting and sliding off towards an alley, letting the darkness carry him away.

Grumbling, Ahsoka returned her gaze to where Padme and Anakin were sitting, jumping a bit in surprise when she meet Padme’s deep brown eyes. “…Did you hear that?” Padme smirked and the younger vampire sighed, making her way over to them. “Kark it, you did hear it, you were listening in on us talk.”

Shrugging, Padme popped a cut up piece of peach into Anakin’s mouth. “Its not my fault if Obi-Wan forgets that I have enhanced hearing.” She hummed.

“Is he skulking again?” Anakin looked between the two others, hair tied back in a bun in his nape, the twin scars on his neck on display because of his tank top.

“He’s skulking about potentially taking advantage of us… again.” Padme hummed, leaning her elbows on the table.

“Again?” Anakin groaned before looking the way the other man had gone and sighing. “Come on Pads, can’t we go with my plan? Its been fifty years now, he’s clearly not getting the message.” He pouted.

“You’re so impatient Anakin.” She prodded him in the nose before shrugging. “But you do have a point.” She mused before looking up at Ahsoka. “And I imagine you’re getting sick and tired of his mooning look.”

Groaning, Ahsoka nodded. “Look, I get it, he’s worried about taking advantage of you two. And hey on a level I agree but he’s so…proper. There’s no way he’d do that.” Then she scowled at them. “But if you two hurt him, I’ll break your legs.” She crossed her arms over her chest.

Frowning at her, Anakin scratched his scar. “We heal, that’s not really that big a threat…” He mumbled.

“Its not like I’m gonna dust you two.” Ahsoka returned dryly.

Padme stood and grasped Ahsoka by the hands, smiling gently. “We just want to make him smile… promise.” She leaned in and kissed her sister coven vampire on the cheek. “He needs to smile more and we want to help him with his nightmares.” She promised.

“…He screamed for Qui-Gon again.” Ahsoka whispered.

“I know, I could hear him all the way to our room.” Padme smiled sadly.

Settling his hand on Padme’s shoulder, Anakin stood too as he peered at Ahsoka over his wife’s shoulder. “We don’t want to hurt him anymore then you do Ahsoka.” He smiled.

“…He should have gone off home, he already feed. If you’re quick you might catch him.”

Padme and Anakin exchanged looks before nodding and heading off, both fading off into the dark alley after their sire.

“And good luck, Force knows you’re gonna need it.” Ahsoka sighed.

reblog this post if
  • you post about cookie run/are a cookie run sideblog
  • respect non binary genders
  • are ace inclusive (or at least aren’t mean about it)

I don’t want to get to discoursey on this so ill keep it quick
i like to follow cookie run blogs (and also have them follow me but thats not the point) however in a couple instances I’ve seen ones i follow for that reason sometimes i would find them posting against the valid-ness of more then one gender, the grey spectrum or sometimes transphobic reblogs.
i would not like to follow people of this thinking or have them follow me so if you reblog this i will likely follow you thank you for your time!

anonymous asked:

I respect your decision,just know we love you and your writing! I guess all good things must come to an end❤I just wanted to tell you your my favorite blog on tumblr and I wish you the best you will be missed

First of all… thank you for all the kind messages I have gotten over the last week. It’s great to know how many of you had fun reading this blog, how many called it their favorite (imagine) blog and it’s great to hear all the support! Thank you all so much for that, it means the world to me!

I have gotten several question about why I decided to stop and not give the blog to someone else. I have considered doing that, but I had my reasons not to. Because I’m running the blog alone for so long already, it just doesn’t feel good to have someone else going through with it. My name is now linked to the blog and without the time or possibilities to also have influence on it, I wouldn’t want anyone else running it. (and I’m probably kind of possessive over it right now ;) ). If someone wants to start a blog like this one, I’m of course willing to give them a shout out here!

I hope you all can understand and support that decision!

<3 Lein

Main Masterlist

All fics with the exception of The Nice Guy will be on hiatus for the month of November. For details on why, see my 30 Days of Avengers One-Shots masterlist.

I take requests via ask or message. I’ll attempt any fandom I’m familiar with (feel free to ask if I’m familiar with a fandom, my posts tend to be limited mostly to the MCU but seriously, I have my username for a reason), but I have two rules for what I WON’T write:

1. No smut. I want my blog to be all-ages friendly.

2. I won’t write for an actor/actress. I have no problem with people who do, but I’d rather respect their lives as their own, no matter how much they or their characters mean to me.

See below for that which has already been written.

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

at what point did ur lapidot fics start picking up? i think i have a steady growth rate but I was wondering if yours took off instantly or did you have to post a few before they started really picking up? or is it bc of multi-chaps

that’s an interesting question!

The short answer is that yes, I had to write a whole lot of everything until I got ‘popular’ as a lapidot writer, I’ve been in the fandom for YEARS.

however, it is true that my first fic actually got popular pretty quickly, ‘Laundromat’ was talked about somewhere here on tumblr and more people started to read it, it also helped that it had an interesting description, multiple-chapters, and that there weren’t that many lapidot fics in the ao3 tag at the time.

the second thing that happened was that I participated in a ‘lapidot bomb,’ this was before I started running lapidot week. One of the reasons I started running lapidot week is because I had such a fantastic time writing for the lapidot bomb, getting reblogged there really helped my popularity quiet a bit since one of my stories ‘took off’ back then (by that I mean 100+ notes).

BUT Laundromat had… short-lived popularity, it was my first long fic and I didn’t know exactly what I was doing, the story started to get away from me. THEN I went on tumblr to check several blogs that I knew were following the story.

One of the blogs I found out was now laughing at my story and thought I should ‘apologize for the last chapter was’ since it was so bad. I can’t tell you how heartbroken and furious I was, I had yet to get negative feedback (people are usually polite) and it was so shocking and upsetting that I almost threw in the towel.

Writing is such a personal thing and it really hurt to be laughed at and told to apologize, first I got sad and THEN I got PISSED. I decided I was going to write a super popular fic that people all over were going to like, I was going to try again and it was going to be BETTER and STRONGER.

I decided to write ‘12 O’Clock at your Local Kingsoopers’ out of spite and a need for redemption.

So, again, Yes and No. Yes, in that it took awhile for me to get big (it’s been 3 years now lol), and no in that the first fic I wrote for lapidot did become mildly popular on ao3 quickly- for this you need an interesting ‘hook’/summary and a network of people boosting you.

It’s hard. But hang in there! There’s a ton of speed bumps on this type of journey and the only thing for it is to keep on keeping on.

[NOTE FROM ADMIN T]

Over this past month, K-Joyfuls have been working tirelessly to move toward a contract extension for JBJ. We, at FY!JustBeJoyful, support them wholeheartedly and agree with everything they’ve said, whether it be that this was unexpected, that it’s unfair. We agree, and we support them.
This past month has been filled with a lot of feelings: feelings of regret, of pain, of sadness, of grueling work, of tireless anger and disappointment.
Personally, as the admin of this blog, it pains me more with every day that passes, because running FY!JustBeJoyful has made me fall more in love with these boys than I ever thought was possible. I started this blog on a whim, but I could never regret it for a moment. If I hadn’t started it, I wouldn’t have found my happiness through them. They make me want to be a better person than I have been throughout recent years. They’ve made me happier in these past six months than I’ve been in the last six years. And I’m forever grateful for that.
I’d been preparing myself for disbandment at the end of this month. The second they announced that JBJ would last for 7 months, I accepted it and was grateful that we’d even get that time. But after talks of extension until December, and press releases about the positive discussions, I’d let myself believe that they WOULD last until December.
March 13th, that all changed, and everything since then has hurt.
In my personal life, I’ve been working my hardest to do better because in the same way I want them to do well, I’ve realized I want myself to do well, too. I’ve realized that they love us back in the same way that we love them. They want us to do well too, no matter if we’ve met them or not.
They mean the world to me. They’ve made me want to become a better person. I now am working part time and going to university. I’m working toward my driver’s license and have a growing savings account. I’m also, on top of this, still running this blog. Five months ago, if you told me this, I wouldn’t have believed you.
I honestly owe it to JBJ, because they are my motivation.
I don’t want to lose my motivation, my happiness, so soon. This goes for a lot of Joyfuls as well. They are the reason why we exist. We are the reason why they exist.
Please support any actions towards extension. We’re not asking for years, but months. Just a few more months.

let’s talk eating disorders

Okay, so I feel like it’s time for me to talk about it, as I run ED related blog and I just want to be clear about some stuff. If theres any typos or just mistakes, I am sorry, I was writing that in emotions and I’m not native english, so excuse me.

This is PSA.

If you are here, you have a reason, and if the reason is that you are looking for easy way to lose weight, and you are just basically new to all the starving, binging and crying over an apple (basically, you don’t have ED yet), please, please, PLEASE turn around and leave. Never try to research any eating disorders tags, blogs or tips. Run and never get back, I mean it.

This is not an “fast way to lose weight”, as you may think, as I thought also. I get it, I used to actually believe, that I will just restrict for some time, get to my goal weight, and then be done, and back to healthy eating habits. But guess what?

I reached my goal weight. So I set another one. I reached that one too. So I set another one, this time, my weight will be consider as underweight,  and I’m in the process of reaching that one. And sadly, I know for the fact that it won’t be the last one. It’s never enough.

Nothings ever enough. You will want to be skinnier and skinnier, you will want to starve because it gives you the feeling of power, you won’t be able to eat normally, because of the fear of gaining weight back, but also because you will start to hate feeling full, or even just not hungry. Body dysphormia is so so hard to get rid of, sometimes it stays with you forever, and will be just taking you down for your whole life.

Trust me, It’s so so so hard to ask for help. I used to think that EVEN IF magically somehow I will develop an actual eating disorder I will ask for help or someone will notice. No one noticed. You can’t rely on people when it comes to your health. And asking for help by yourself is almost impossible at this point, I truly don’t know how to get those words out of my mouth.

AND if you think you are not that easy to influence, if you think you will be just fine and that doesn’t do anything to you, stop it. It’s called lying to yourself. You WILL get effected by this. You WILL get an eating disorder. EATING DISORDER.

IT’S NOT WORTH IT. IT’S NOT BEAUTIFUL. IT’S NOT A ‘‘COOL LIFESTYLE”. IT’S AN DISORDER. LEAVE BEFORE IT’S TOO LATE.